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Chapter 953 The Reason I Like You

In this world, there is a kind of people who are more extreme.

This "extreme" refers to their way of doing things.

When encountering indecisive things, they are accustomed to using prudent consideration as an excuse to postpone the arrival of the result.

But in fact, even they themselves don't know whether such a continuation of time can really get a clear answer in their minds as they said.

But for such a type of people, there is no way for them to be labeled as "indecisive".

Because, if the time comes when a decision is really needed, their attitude will become extremely firm again.

It was as if they had an answer in the deepest part of their hearts, because they knew that if things were delayed, it would no longer be the situation they wanted to see.

So, they leave no room for it.

True words are often the sharpest blade. After being inserted into the heart, only pain can be remembered.

When hesitating, they can be said to be gentle; when making decisions, they can be said to be cruel.

Gentle and cold.

This is the "extreme" of such people.

Han Yu is such a person.

After the two of them sat silently on a stone chair that no one passed by in the community, and spent almost 10 minutes without saying a word to each other, Han Yu pressed Yoona and Taeyeon in the faint light of the phone screen. The third call that came.

He turned his head to see the silent figure with his hat on beside him, and sighed in his heart.

At this time, under the illumination of the street lamp next to him, a long-overdue look of helplessness flashed across his face.

Sometimes, he is not really wood.

Not seeing, just turning a blind eye.

For many things, pretending to be ignorant is better for both parties than exposing them.

Just like Xu Xian's affection for him.

Maybe Han Yu didn't know?

impossible.

11 years ago, the parting kiss of the little girl who still needed to step on his feet was enough to make his often dull head understand something.

But if you know it, do you have to respond?

Maybe something to respond to.

But the response Seohyun wanted... Han Yu couldn't give it.

Lin Yunyu was withdrawn from childhood to adulthood, although by Han Yu's time, the womanhood was surprisingly strong, but when he was young, apart from his father and the others, there were only two people who were really by his side.

two girls.

Two girls who grew up with him.

not one.

It's two of the headaches.

For a boy in his teens, his feelings are not really high and cold. At the age of the first love, naturally a hazy shadow has already been imprinted on his heart.

After he went to the United States, he let his longing ferment, and finally... the wood blossomed.

I can't say if it is the kind of unforgettable that people often say, but since then, I have missed her very much.

He did not show this concern in front of others, but gradually revealed it in the 530 unsent letters, which could not be suppressed.

It's just that this concern only belongs to one person.

One person, one heart.

Or to put it another cheesy way, first come, first served.

This point, Han Yu, or Lin Yunyu, has long seen clearly.

Lin Yun'er also saw the same reason clearly.

Even if someone's ambiguous behavior makes her grind her teeth every day when she thinks about it, on the other hand, she knows that someone's ambiguity already shows an attitude.

So, after vaguely realizing some of Xu Xian's thoughts, to be honest, she didn't want the two of them to meet.

Otherwise, if someone's "coldness" is not willing to fall on her, it will definitely fall on others.

This is the result she didn't want to see.

To put it bluntly, she wants both friendship and love.

Of course, Han Yu still doesn't know what a certain unicorn is thinking.

He is more concerned with the current situation.

The decisive way does not necessarily mean ruthlessness, it may be to achieve another kind of tenderness.

His rejection of Xu Xian's confession was not entirely based on the fact that a unicorn's hoof was almost stamped on his forehead, but there were other reasons...

"If I go, if I come near..."

The familiar exclusive bell rang again.

Think about it, fortunately Xu Xian didn't bring his mobile phone with him when he went downstairs, which saved him a lot of trouble.

After pressing the reject button, Han Yu looked down at the screen of the phone, and sent a message to those girls through Kakao, then turned off the phone and suggested, "Do you want a drink?"

In fact, such a suggestion was a surprise to him.

But after Xu Xian raised his head and glanced at him, he nodded calmly.

With the help of the light, Han Yu could see the redness around her eyes.

After a moment of silence, Han Yu smiled without speaking, and stood up.

"Ah, right. Foreign, beer? (Red wine or beer)"

"beer."

He nodded without objection, turned around and left.

"Turn right when you exit the complex and go straight downhill. There is a convenience store there."

The footsteps stopped for no reason.

He thought for a while, then suddenly turned around and asked, "Why don't we go together?"

"No."

Unexpectedly, a refusal without hesitation.

Seemingly embarrassed, he raised his hand and touched his forehead, he hesitated for a moment, and then asked, "Why?"

"because--"

Sitting on the stone chair, she turned her head to look at him, opened and closed her lips slightly, and said, "I want to experience... the feeling of waiting for you to come to me, brother."

For a moment, he was stunned.

Beside the street lamp, those eyes that were as clear as glass seemed to reflect a faint luster.

Quiet and sad.

……

"I only bought a few cans, which should be enough for you to drink alone."

Putting the shopping bag in his hand on the stone chair, Han Yu admitted that he seemed a little eager to offer treasure now.

It's just that the girl in front of him was obviously not in the mood to talk, she silently took out a can of beer in her bag and took a sip, then looked at him with that calm look and asked, "Aren't you going to drink?"

Here, she uses plain language, which seems to indicate the arrival of a certain moment.

In the end, someone's answer made the beer can she just raised to her lips stop.

"I don't like drinking, have you forgotten? I don't even like drunk people. So, just drink."

Xu Xian's hand was hanging in the air, his eyes were a little scary, and he said lightly after a while: "Your words...do you want me to drink, or not?"

"What?" Han Yu lowered his head and smiled, and asked in a joking tone, "Are you worried that I hate you because of this?"

"Ok!"

A still without the slightest hesitation and a resounding answer.

"Then you don't have to worry."

The smile on the corner of his mouth became stronger for some reason, Han Yu lowered his head and smiled slightly: "I won't hate you...never."

As he spoke, he raised his head, and his smiling eyes met the black and white lying silkworm eyes in front of him very clearly.

Xu Xian stared at him in silence for a few seconds, then raised her snow-white neck, took a few sips of wine, and a drop of crystal clear wine flowed down the corner of her lips.

Then, with a soft "bang", a white and soft palm placed a can of beer heavily on the stone chair, and some foam splashed out.

"I can't agree!"

The roots of the ears were suddenly stained with a faint blush, as if drunk with a few simple sips, Xu Xian stared directly at Han Yu with those bright eyes, with tears in his eyes.

"Brother, the reason you gave me... I can't agree with it!"

"What is the choice of accepting a confession and being together forever, can't the two be unified?!"

"Brother, you are questioning our relationship!"

As if holding back for a long time, the moment he opened his mouth, there were several heavy questions in succession.

This is not the etiquette she has always adhered to in the past.

However, listening to the well-disguised tremor in her words, Han Yu silently restrained the little gentle smile on his face.

After lowering his eyes and seeming to think for a while, he said in a low voice: "Your affection for me, I know. But Xiaoxian... for the opposite sex, especially for the opposite sex, it doesn't mean anything We haven't seen each other for 11 years, such a long period of time, even if placed on a pair of real lovers, it is enough to separate them. How can you tell me with certainty that your feelings for me... must be love? "

"But brother, you can't prove that my affection for you is not love!"

Xu Xian's body once again showed that kind of strong aura, and the decisive words made people feel the firmness in her heart directly, "I have gone through many difficult choices to confess to you brother... The decision is finally made!"

Hearing this, Han Yu glanced at her with complicated eyes.

He understood what she meant.

Unlike a certain girl who was a little greedy, she only wanted the same. In love and friendship, she chose the former.

Thinking of this, Han Yu suddenly seemed to remember something, and said softly: "Some time ago...Yun'er confessed to me."

The long eyelashes trembled imperceptibly.

Xu Xian looked at him fixedly and asked, "You agreed?"

"Strictly speaking, no." Han Yu shook his head honestly, and then added: "But I think, soon."

"...Isn't that just right?"

After a few seconds of silence, Xu Xian stared at him with burning eyes, and said slowly, "At least, I still have one last chance."

Seeing her performance, Han Yu took a deep breath, and then wanted to say something, but was cut off.

"Don't talk about Taeyeon Unnie. Brother, you should know that this joke is boring."

The girl's flat tone made Han Yu feel helpless.

The incident of bumping into himself and Taeyeon before was really just an excuse to speak up.

But... I'm afraid Xiaoxian, a girl, would never have thought that this "joke" might not necessarily be just a "joke".

After thinking about it, he shook his head, and didn't think about it any more. Han Yu pursed his lips, frowning, and looked at Xu Xian quietly in front of him.

Another reason why he rejected Xu Xian was just like what he said just now, he felt that Xu Xian's feelings for him were not love.

"Can an ignorant relationship from childhood...can really be preserved after more than ten years?"

Facing his soft question, Xu Xian showed no signs of timidity, and she also asked back: "Brother, are you doubting me, or yourself?"

"I'm suspecting that you, a silly girl, got into the horns by yourself!"

His tone finally became a little harsh.

Han Yu frowned, pointed to the position of his head and heart with one finger, and said in a deep voice:

"Your feelings, I can't give you a clear judgment.

But in my own opinion!
Whether it's the consciousness in my head or the feeling in my heart, I don't feel that Xiaoxian, you are treating me as an object of admiration... I think that you treat me more like a family possession.

Just like Yun'er when she was a child, she desperately wanted to hold the brother she liked by her side and not let him leave with others.

The question I asked you earlier was based on this.

I think you have a desire to possess me.

This kind of mentality is actually very normal. Maybe every younger sister has this kind of mentality towards her brother. It is hard to hide a sense of loss when the dependent person gets married, goes abroad, and stays away from her side.

But this kind of psychology, this kind of loss will soon pass, because it is impossible for relatives to really separate, there is always a way to meet and contact, the difference is only the degree of difficulty.

But Xiaoxian, you are different from them... I am not your real OPPA. "

When hearing Han Yu's last words like that, Xu Xian's face seemed to turn pale in the light of the street lamp.

She clenched her hands silently, staring closely at the man in front of her, her lips were constantly pursed, but she couldn't open her mouth to say anything.

Because, in that person's question before, in her own heart, it seemed that she really provided the other party with an irrefutable evidence.

"You should have realized it yourself? Just now."

"Compared with the result of falling in love, you actually tend to want to stay with me more."

"Xiaoxian, you have always been a very rational girl. This is what I like most about you. I believe that at that moment just now, your subconscious mind has given you the answer you want."

"Actually, you are very similar to Yuner."

"From childhood to adulthood, I was the only boy around you. As your OPPA, you have been relying on me all the time. Yuner only has Yunzhen as Ernie. My existence is indispensable to her, and you are the same."

"You are an only child, and you are the only child in your family. Even if you were bullied at school when you were young, the well-behaved tutor will prevent you from saying anything wrong. And my 'OPPA' can just become your independent dependents outside the family."

"Perhaps you are more dependent on me than Yun'er."

"Because even if Yun'er only has her father, she still has Ernie who loves her, and a lot of cousins. She has never lacked love since she was a child."

"In addition, I love her all the time."

"She is used to this kind of love, and there is no need to adapt to the fact that she may lose this kind of love in the future."

"Because you don't have it all the time, you will cherish it even more."

"However, it's that layer of 'outsider' status that restricts you."

"Even if I marry someone else in the future, Yun'er can still stay by my side forever."

"But Xiaoxian...you can't."

As if she couldn't bear it anymore, she took a long breath, gritted her teeth slightly and said, "Enough!"

"Brother, you don't have to say these words with such certainty! It's as if you really know what I'm thinking in my heart!"

Xu Xianhong stared at Han Yu with wide eyes. At this time, she no longer had the ostrich look she used to have in front of him, and the angle of her raised jaw showed an unflinching angle.

It's like clinging to the last bit of pride.

She clenched her fists and looked at him, with a tense face and lowered her voice, she said, "I understand what you are thinking, brother. But... no matter what you say, how dare you say that a girl, for a big girl whom she has relied on for so many years Brother, do you really only have that pure affection in your heart?"

However, he looked at her with complicated eyes and replied like this:
"I dare not. So... I rejected you."

all of a sudden.

She was stunned.

After being stunned for a while, she lowered her head without warning, and while trying to bite her lower lip, a drop of tear fell on her hands with white knuckles.

Correct.

anyway.

He, in the end, rejected himself.

……

everything is over.

(End of this chapter)