It's hard to be a mother after rebirth

Chapter 78

"I have nowhere to go." Sitting on the sofa staring at the unopened TV series, Qiao Jingyao suddenly spoke.

Liang Jinyuan didn't want to provoke her at this moment, but said softly: "You can go back to Liang's house, that's where you live."

"It's not there, I can't go back anywhere." Qiao Jingyao responded to Liang Jinyuan's question.

I can't go back to my own home, the Liang family is not my home, and even here is not my own place.

Qiao Jingyao remembered that this was the apartment that Liang Qiulin bought for his wife. Although it was named after her, it was not for her.

She didn't even dare to look for Lin Shu. Her own willful behavior resulted in such a result. She didn't have the face to look for Lin Shu. At least, she couldn't go to see Lin Shu until she came back to life.

"Then stay here for the time being. Your name is written on the real estate certificate. No matter how you live, no one will drive you away." Liang Jinyuan seemed to understand what Qiao Jingyao meant.

Qiao Jingyao didn't answer again.

Liang Jinyuan couldn't help frowning, considering whether to tell his father about Qiao Jingyao's situation.

His cell phone rang. Qiao Jingyao's expression changed when she heard the sound. When she found her cell phone, the battery had already died.

No one will look for me, she thought pessimistically, no one will look for them anymore.

She didn't know that during the period of her inexplicable disappearance, Li Shao'an had been looking for her.

When she left, there were coats and handbags in the office. After hanging up the phone, Li Shaoan went downstairs to the finance department. Seeing those things in the office, he was more nervous than anyone else, worried that something might happen to her.

Numerous phone calls were made and no one answered.

It wasn't until he asked the front desk in the lobby that he found out that during the lunch break, a woman who looked like a housewife chatted with Qiao Jingyao at the gate for a long time, and then the woman left, while Qiao Jingyao just stood there in a daze .

But he couldn't find Qiao Jingyao even after searching in the afternoon.

"Something must have happened to her." Li Shaoan couldn't find anyone, so he had to find Lin Shu.

Lin Shu also tried to call Qiao Jingyao, but the phone was turned off.

"Tell me, where will she go? I checked, and she didn't go back to the rented house, nor to Liang's house." Li Shaoan was fidgeting in Lin Shu's house.

"I'm afraid she knows about Yuan Tianyan's deceiving her." Lin Shu held the phone with an anxious expression on his face.

She knew Qiao Jingyao too well, only things related to Yuan Tianyan would cause Qiao Jingyao to be in chaos.The same thing happened years ago, and if she wasn't found in time, she could hide from anyone for months.

Li Shaoan also thought of this possibility, and he said dissatisfiedly to Lin Shu, "It's because you refused to tell her the truth, now it's all over, she's sunk so deeply, the pain must be deep. I don't know why you did this. "

Lin Shu didn't refute Li Shaoan's accusation, she just sighed and said, "You don't know her, Yuan Tianyan is an extremely important existence to her, nothing we say is as true and credible as what she saw with her own eyes."

"It seems that you haven't known her as much as I do, why do you always act like you know her better than everyone else?" Li Shaoan had this question very early on, especially after hearing what she said, he became even more skeptical .

Lin Shu didn't know how to explain to them that Qiao Jingyao was not Qiao Jingyao, which sounded unbelievable.

"I'll explain it to you later when I have a chance. Let's find her first." Lin Shu didn't explain more to Li Shaoan. Compared with saying these things, she believed that if she didn't find Qiao Jingyao as soon as possible, she would definitely Let yourself close up again.

Liang Jinyuan didn't know whether Qiao Jingyao closed herself off, he only knew that this young stepmother had some mental problems.

He didn't come home in the middle of the night, and the old lady called to ask him about his situation. He couldn't explain why, so he lied to his grandmother who loved him.

And that Qiao Jingyao who was sitting on the sofa staring at the TV that was not turned on in a daze, heard him hang up the phone, and looked at him with extremely puzzled eyes without blinking for a long time.

"It's easy for you to scare people like this." Liang Jinyuan was horrified by her.

"You lied to her, why dare not tell the truth?"

Liang Jinyuan snorted and said, "It's as if you've never lied."

Qiao Jingyao lowered her head, guiltily, and said nothing.

Liang Jinyuan felt that this person had been nagging ever since he fainted at Yuan Tianyan's place. With a sympathetic attitude, he didn't fight her, and asked softly, "Hey, do you really like Yuan Tianyan so much? Don't you always love me so much?" Dad? Is he your original first love boyfriend?"

While in the car, he still heard some conversations between Qiao Jingyao and Yuan Tianyan. Although he didn't quite understand them, he could tell that they had a deep relationship once, and they separated for some reason. If you don't open yourself, you will do it all over again.

However, Qiao Jingyao told him the truth, but Yuan Tianyan lied to her.

"If you really love him so much, why did you marry my dad?" Liang Jinyuan was worried about this. If they were not married, his father would not deny him.

Qiao Jingyao looked up at him, then lowered her head again.

She curled up and swayed her body gently on the sofa. After a while, she said, "Liking someone can be selfish or selfless. I am the selfish one. I don't know how to love others except him." People. Shushu is right, I hurt many people because of him, disregarding the feelings of many people, but I still love him. This time, I want to be selfless and give him back to his wife."

Liang Jinyuan was taken aback by Qiao Jingyao's irrelevant answer.

So, what about his love for Xiao En?Do you want to break up selfishly, or should you accept it selflessly?
"You are wrong. Love is inherently selfish and cannot tolerate a third party. If it is yours, you should grab it." Liang Jinyuan looked at Qiao Jingyao and gave the answer from the bottom of his heart.

Qiao Jingyao disappeared. This was the answer Li Shaoan and Lin Shu found after three days of searching.

They searched everywhere they knew, but found nothing.

Compared with Li Shaoan who was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, Lin Shu was worried, but not in a hurry.

The breakup five years ago was so painful, Qiao Jingyao also ate and slept as she wanted, and did not delay her physical rest at all. From the outside, her mental state was also very good, but she refused to say a word. Show everything with your eyes.

Now that it has been so long, she is no longer a child, so the situation should be better than before.

Just as Lin Shu thought, Qiao Jingyao was indeed doing well. She didn't go out every day, but just stayed in the apartment room, eating and sleeping and watching the TV that was not turned on.

Looks pretty normal if not for the last one.

The refrigerator is full of cooked food, which Liang Jinyuan bought earlier, and two pieces of instant noodles.

Liang Jinyuan would come here every day, but the two of them didn't talk much, to be precise, he wanted to talk, but Qiao Jingyao ignored him.

This has been the case since three days ago.

Qiao Jingyao spoke less and less, staring at the TV.

Sometimes Liang Jinyuan wondered if this person was suffering from a heavy blow and had hallucinations, otherwise how could there be anything to watch on the TV that was not turned on, but every time he saw Qiao Jingyao giggling at the TV.

He asked ten questions, maybe he could get a response, and he was wrong.

That night, Liang Jinyuan planned not to leave.

He wanted to see if Qiao Jingyao had really been stimulated and became mentally ill, or if she was playing him on purpose.

After eating dinner, Qiao Jingyao sat on the sofa again, watching the black-screen TV, staring intently, occasionally blinking and smiling.

Liang Jinyuan felt a little uncomfortable when he saw her like this when he came back from throwing out the trash.

He can completely ignore this woman, and he doesn't have a good impression of her anyway, but every time he thinks about the matter between himself and his girlfriend, he feels that he is also a fallen person at the end of the world.

Seeing Qiao Jingyao like this, he was happy and sympathetic at the same time.

After all, Liang Jinyuan is not such a bad-hearted person, and his hatred only comes from the humiliation and pain he suffered in his early years, and he is not the Holy Mother, so how could he say that it will be wiped out after a long time.

Contradictions arose, and he unknowingly took on the responsibility of taking care of his stepmother.

"Qiao Jingyao, how long are you going to do this?" Liang Jinyuan stood in front of the motionless Qiao Jingyao, covering the TV.

The person being questioned was still staring straight ahead, regardless of whether it was a TV or a person in front of him.

"If you still want him, then grab him. If you decide to give up, then live your own life." Liang Jinyuan held her shoulders with both hands, lifted her up, and said earnestly, "You're going to die like this." Who do you want to show if you don’t live?”

Qiao Jingyao's eyes flickered, and the focus finally met Liang Jinyuan's face.

"Wow—" Qiao Jingyao burst into tears without warning.

Liang Jinyuan was so frightened that he quickly covered his ears.

Qiao Jingyao seemed to have been punctured by Liang Jinyuan in the protective shield, she just stood there, tears dripping down.

What is crying, at this moment, Liang Jinyuan completely understood.

It is said that girls cry with pear blossoms and rain, making people love and love, just like in front of Yuan Tianyan, crying makes people feel distressed.

Liang Jinyuan has also seen two people cry, one is his girlfriend Zhang Weien, who cried silently and felt sad when he watched it.The other one was Qiao Jingyao in front of her. It wasn't her who felt distressed when she cried, but her own ears.

It's just that Liang Jinyuan couldn't bear to see her crying like this.

He pressed his ear with one hand, and patted Qiao Jingyao's shoulder with the other.

In the past few days, Qiao Jingyao has never cried once, and now that she is crying like this, she must be able to vent her anger.

Liang Jinyuan just patted her on the shoulder comfortingly, without saying anything.

After more than ten minutes, Qiao Jingyao's crying gradually subsided.

She wiped her tears, sobbed and sat back on the sofa.

Liang Jinyuan didn't understand the meaning of her behavior, could he die after crying?

Qiao Jingyao poured herself a big glass of water with a water glass, as if she had cried all the water in her body dry.

(End of this chapter)