Harem: Biography of Concubine Qin

Chapter 200
She was not convinced: "But what did the emperor say when he doted on Yu Changzai later? At that time, the emperor hadn't let me know that the matter of Yuchang's presence was the emperor's design. Since I have fallen out of favor, how dare I be annoying?"

The emperor hugged her helplessly, "It's my fault, I'm also suffocated, I didn't send someone to tell you about this earlier."

This is what the emperor regrets the most, if not for the relationship between him and Yu Changzai, Chen Wenxin would not be in a hurry.

She really wanted to open her mouth to accuse the emperor, but what could she say?
Blame the emperor for not sending someone to tell her about Yu Chang's existence?She herself is taking a gamble, so why not allow the emperor to take a gamble?

In the final analysis, if it hadn't been for Xiang Ming's incident that aroused the rift between the two of them, the subsequent things would not be so complicated.

Things that could be resolved with a few words of clear communication, the two of them refused to give in and refused to communicate.

The emperor said again: "You have clearly found out the inappropriateness of Yu Chang, why didn't you tell me?"

As long as he thought of such a shameless person among his concubines, he would shudder.

Chen Wenxin was choked up for a moment and couldn't respond, it was her fault, she used such a big matter to get angry with the emperor.

If the emperor is hurt by Yu Changzai, the stakes are too high.

She muttered: "Didn't I think that if I can find out, the emperor must also be able to find out..."

This reason is really not clever, what if the emperor didn't find out and was really deceived by Yuchang?
After all, she was indeed angry.

The emperor didn't want to pursue this either, he patted Chen Wenxin's head and continued to hold her in his arms.

And Chen Wenxin jumped up suddenly as if his hair had exploded.

"what happened?"

The emperor watched in amazement as Chen Wenxin broke free from his embrace.

She frowned and looked at the emperor angrily, "Second Elder Brother said that Huang Ama taught him not to let others touch his head. Once touched, his status will be lowered."

The emperor was taken aback, and it took him a long time to understand what she meant.

"You mean, I regard you as inferior, plaything?"

He frowned, "Do you still remember that last year was also at this time. What did you say to Chen Wenren that I was so angry that I ignored you for several days?"

When Chen Wenxin thought about it, he suddenly realized.

At that time, not long after Chen Xihai was appointed as a first-class bodyguard, the Chen family was in the midst of blooming flowers and burning oil.

In order to warn Chen Wenren not to make too much publicity, she said an angry word, saying that she is just the emperor's plaything, and this wealth will not last long.

The emperor heard Xiao Lizi repeat the words, and was so sad that he ignored her for several days.

Later, she still vomited immediately, and the emperor came to visit her, and the two reconciled after speaking clearly.

If the emperor really meant that when he treated her, he wouldn't be so angry at the beginning.

The emperor said angrily: "Why did the second elder brother tell you that? Did you touch his head? Did the second elder brother let you touch it?"

Chen Wenxin nodded foolishly.

"Second Elder Brother is my son. Do you think that if I told him that's what he meant, he would obediently let you touch me?"

The second elder brother is the proud son of heaven, others don't know it, but Chen Wenxin knows it very well.

——He is the emperor's favorite candidate for the crown prince.

With the temperament of the second elder brother, how could he allow himself to be a concubine's plaything, inferior to her?

Chen Wenxin understood everything, she really misunderstood the emperor.

Maybe since the incident in Yangzhou, she has been speculating about the emperor's words and deeds with malice, so everything she sees about the emperor is not right?
When she was in Yangzhou, she made it clear that she was chaste, but the emperor still chose to follow her and listen to her conversation with Liu Lan.

"Second elder brother didn't tell you everything I said. When I was a child, Queen Mother touched my head like this. I feel very warm, so every time I see your little head lowered in front of me, I can't bear it. Stop reaching out and touching."

With such a heart-warming gesture, I don't know why Chen Wenxin would think of something malicious.

All kinds of misunderstandings in the past few months have been solved, and finally the emperor compromised first, and asked Chen Wenxin to tell her everything.

In the end, in the stalemate between the two of them, the emperor still lost.

All along, she has the right to face the Holy Spirit directly, but she never wanted to come to him to explain clearly.

The gate of Qianqing Palace was always open for her, but the emperor looked and looked, but he didn't see her coming.

The emperor treated her like this, which was frank enough and enough to give in.

She decided to reveal her long-standing knots to the emperor.

"In that case, why didn't the emperor believe me when I was in Yangzhou?"

Her eyes were dimmed with tears, "Why did the emperor follow me back to the prison cell after interrogating all the traitors, and listen to my conversation with Liu Lan?"

The emperor naturally didn't know that it was Chen Wenxin's intentional design.

He only thought that Chen Wenyi told her afterward.

It turns out that she has been brooding about this in her heart...

The emperor smiled wryly: "So on the way back to Beijing, you didn't seem to be unhappy, you were just pretending?"

It turned out that she was clearly still resenting herself for this matter in her heart, but she pretended to forgive herself.

She turned her head, "You are the emperor, and my concubines dare not hold grudges, for fear of offending Long Yan."

The emperor didn't answer her, but just looked at her silently.

The night wind was blowing, and the veil was blown on the face of the person, and it hung down feebly.

Ups and downs are things that cannot be changed by manpower.

After a long time, the emperor said: "I admit that at that time, I really wanted to be [-] percent sure that you had never lost your integrity. Even if it is less than a ten thousandth, it is not complete."

"I shouldn't be suspicious of you, but I just don't want to be like you. I have doubts in my heart and suppress my true feelings."

He believed in Chen Wenxin, and even more in what he saw and heard with his own eyes.

It is clear that there is a chance to hear their conversation and prove Chen Wenxin's innocence, why didn't he listen?
Is it necessary to let that one-ten-thousandth distrust become the fuse to provoke some disputes in the future?
"Even if you lied to me at that time, I will not hurt you. And I want to get a more definite answer, not because I doubt you."

When the emperor has doubts in his heart, he will directly prove it.

Where is Chen Wenxin?

She huddled proudly in her territory, pretending not to care, as if everything was clear.

This creates a misunderstanding.

She misunderstood the emperor and Yu Changzai, and misunderstood the meaning that the emperor liked to touch the back of her head.

It was all because she believed certain statements one-sidedly and refused to confirm them.

The emperor looked at her blankly, and sighed: "It's my fault that I didn't fully trust you. Why do you trust me? Why don't you step into Qianqing Palace once to listen to my explanation? Why do you only hear From Yu Changzai's voice, it can be concluded that I and her..."

"Then, should I reject you thousands of miles away because of your distrust?"

She anxiously explained: "I really thought, I..."

She couldn't explain anymore, it was she who doubted the emperor's single-mindedness, and even suspected that the emperor was fatuous and was bewitched by the unfaithful Yuchang.

She can doubt the emperor like this, even if the emperor doubted her once, what is it?

At most, the two of them should each be given [-] boards.

And the emperor's mind is much more mature than hers, he will never lose his affection for her because of Chen Wenxin's suspicion.

She is a woman, and it is difficult to make a completely rational judgment in her relationship, which is normal.

If she is too calm and shrewd, it shows that she doesn't have true feelings for herself.

It's been just over a year since we first met.

How can a husband and wife trust each other completely from the very beginning?

It is always necessary to get in slowly, from quarrels and doubts, misunderstandings and incomprehensions, and slowly find the most suitable mode of getting along with them.

The emperor is not afraid of her making noise, but afraid of her not making noise.

Just like when she came back from the southern tour, she was worried about Yangzhou, but she pretended not to care.

That seed was buried in her heart and gradually took root and sprouted, making her gradually distrust the emperor more and more.

If she took this matter to the emperor when she was in Yangzhou, she would be annoyed that he didn't trust her, and she would act recklessly.

Then when this anger is vented, their relationship will be even better.

Chen Wenxin did not choose to quarrel, which made her misunderstanding of the emperor deeper and deeper.

The emperor held her shoulders, looked at her steadily, and said solemnly: "Nian Nian, I apologize to you now. I beg you, forgive me once, please?"

This was the first time in the emperor's life that he used the word request.

He only hoped that his beloved woman could forgive him.

Tears welled up in her eyes, the emperor can do this for her, she can no longer question the sincerity of the emperor for her.

It's as if after a downpour, the clouds disappear and the rain falls, and the color shines brightly.

"Xuan Ye, I also apologize to you, can you not be angry with me?"

The look of her sobbing made the emperor laugh.

"The concubine Qin is not angry with the villain, and the villain is endlessly grateful."

The emperor pretended to salute and bow to her, and she finally calmed down, and stopped calling him emperor one by one.

He leaned close to Chen Wenxin's ear and said softly: "Your Majesty is not angry anymore, can you come to Guanlan Pavilion at night and have a feast of apology?"

Her eyes lit up, "What to eat?"

The emperor suddenly felt that he was really stupid, why bother to explain and please?

For Chen Wenxin, food is the most important thing to live up to.

He just asked someone to put the meal on the table, maybe he didn't have to spend so much talking to coax her...

(End of this chapter)