Harem: Biography of Concubine Qin

Chapter 207

From the moment she was born, with her identity as the daughter of a female slave, she was being bullied by her aunt and sister as a lowly person.

My sister-in-law called her most often, little wild species, little slut, and little hooves.

All the ugly words have appeared, but there is no——

younger sister.

When she saw her aunt and sister, she always knelt down respectfully to pay her respects.

And sister-in-law would kick her at this time, looking at her as if she was looking at something dirty.

"Who is your sister, don't call me that."

Every time my aunt took the opportunity to call her mother a slut and a dirty woman, her mother would accept it with a smile.

Never refute.

At that time, she was still young and lived with everyone in her family.

Although you will suffer a lot of humiliation, at least you don't have to worry about food and clothing.

The nightmare started when the aunt made a mistake and drove the mother and daughter to a distant tent.

Her mother was originally a beauty, so she was favored by her father as a slave girl.

In all kinds of dirty and rough work deliberately arranged by her aunt, she described her as thin, sallow and rough, and no longer the beauty of her youth.

Even when he was driven to a distant tent, his father didn't care, even if he asked.

The mother and daughter guard the horses and flocks all day long, just like those ordinary herdsmen, they are exposed to the wind and sun all day long, feeding the horses and herding the sheep.

No, they are not as good as ordinary herdsmen.

The herdsmen own their cattle, sheep and horses. They can kill the sheep for meat, and then use the sheepskin to make fur coats for the winter.

What about her and mother?
They graze for the family, and every horse and every sheep are indispensable.

Once there are fewer, the mother-in-law will have more reason to send people to humiliate them.

The food distributed to them in the family is only for one person. She is growing up, and her mother still has to work.

The food for one person is not enough for the two of them.

Until one time she caught a cold and developed a fever, and couldn't retreat for a long time.

The mother exchanged all the food in the family for medicinal materials to treat her illness. After the illness was cured, the family had no rations.

She was only 12 years old at the time.

Finally, when she got up in a daze at night, she saw a big black man pressing down on her mother.

It turned out that in order not to let her starve to death, her mother agreed to spend three nights with an old widower nearby in exchange for a sheep to eat.

She vaguely understood that what she wanted to eat, she didn't have to work hard to graze horses and sheep, as long as the sheep were lying down, they could come to the pot.

Seeing her mother's painful expression, she was very puzzled.

What's so painful about being able to eat while lying down like this?

You should be happy.

Not long after, she was 13 years old.

There were some faint changes in her body, which became clearer and clearer, which made her secretly happy.

She is becoming more and more like a mother, can she be like a mother, and she can be exchanged for sheep by lying there?

Finally one day, she made her first attempt.

While herding her horses, she saw a herdsman not far away staring at her.

When she leaned forward, the herdsman asked her, "What? Where's your mother?"

I knew to look for her mother, she has grown up, why not look for her?
She said unconvinced: "What do you want my mother to do? What she can do, I can do too."

The eyes of the herdsman whose skin was as black as a cracked coke lit up, revealing a mouthful of yellow teeth.

"If you can do it, I'll give you a sheep a day."

It takes three days for the mother to exchange for a sheep, but she only needs one day. This sense of accomplishment made her nod her head quickly.

"come here."

The herdsman stared at her tender face and her soft body with clear lines, and swallowed.

When the tearing pain ran through her body, she instinctively felt a shame, an urge to escape.

Fortunately, the herdsman was over quickly, and stood up from her, "It's worth it, it's worth a sheep. Come back next time, and I'll give you another sheep."

Her feeling of wanting to escape disappeared completely because of the sheep.

With sheep, even the withered face of the herdsman looks much more pleasing to the eye.

That night when she went back with the sheep, her mother slapped her and cried bitterly in her arms.

Finally, they drank the hot mutton soup.

With the first time, there is a second time.

As a result, the lives of the mother and daughter gradually improved, and her mother stopped beating her for it.

Gradually, she could see from the salivating eyes of those herdsmen that she was really beautiful.

In order to compete for her, some people even bid for two sheep, three sheep...

She understood that not only could she lie down in exchange for sheep, but she could also exchange for more good things.

When she was 15 years old, she was no longer the little girl who could only lie still.

She has learned how to please men and how to make them want more.

How to get them to bid for themselves again.

Thinking about it now, that time was her happiest time.

Although her mother is always crying in secret.

She is not content with the life in front of her. Since Israel serves others, why doesn't she serve someone with greater power?
Once she has power, she must make life worse for her aunt and sister.

The first attempt of this idea was placed on her father.

She successfully climbed onto the bed of her drunken father, treated him like those ordinary herdsmen, and became popular with him.

When he woke up the next day, because he didn't dare to be known, he agreed to all her requests.

Let her move back home with her mother, and get a much higher status than before.

She is domineering at home, as if she is a young lady born in the first place, and her father always pampers her.

It seemed that he was afraid that he would speak out about his infidelity.

But in fact, she knew that her father was also obsessed with her body.

In the private trysts with her again and again, he was anxious and fanatical like a wild beast, and Ning she was very satisfied.

Until later, she was unwilling to be as simple as having a high enough status in the family.

Because no matter what, it is impossible for the father to kill his first wife and daughter for her.

It just so happened that the news came that the draft girl had killed her own sister and told her father——

You can only let me go, otherwise the family will not be able to hand over this beautiful girl who was supposed to go to the Forbidden City, and the whole family will be unlucky.

Her father said in disbelief: "How is it possible? You are no longer the body of a girl to be married!"

She sneered slightly, winking.

"So what? As long as my father manages all the way, I can get on the emperor's dragon bed. Guess, will he still have time to notice whether I am perfect?"

After all, her father has experienced Yu Changzai's charm, but no man can resist it.

After weighing the pros and cons, he finally chose to do what she said.

"I was humble all my life, but I never thought that the most humble moment would be in the most noble Forbidden City."

She has been named a permanent presence, the emperor's favorite concubine, and she still cannot wash away her humbleness.

Chen Wenxin frowned slightly, "Could it be that you used to be honorable? Is it honorable to be in a relationship with your father?"

Her humbleness is not given by others, nor can her status be changed.

The kind of humbleness engraved in the bone marrow comes from her self-contempt.

How can people who don't take their dignity seriously choose to sell their bodies in exchange for food and clothing?

She didn't even feel ashamed of it at all, she just hated that she hadn't reached a higher status.

Yu Changzai sarcastically said: "What do you know about a noble lady like you? You have never been hungry or poor, what right do you have to say that!"

There was a ruthless look in her eyes, "You are as hateful as my dead sister-in-law."

Chen Wenxin took a step back indirectly, "She tortured and humiliated you in every possible way, so she is naturally hateful. But I have never been malicious towards you, why do you think I am as hateful as her?"

Yu Chang took a step closer, and said with a sneer, "Because you are loved more, Your Majesty, your parents, and your good brother. You are more beautiful, live more freely, and you are less worldly..."

"These are all bigger sins than humiliating me and hurting me!"

At the end of her speech, she stepped forward vigorously, took out a sharp copper hairpin from behind, and held it up high.

"Ding."

The small table that had been hiding behind the door suddenly rushed in and knocked off the copper hairpin in her hand.

Yu Changzai also staggered and fell to the ground because of being hit by this palm.

The little table said: "Fortunately, the master ordered the slaves to stand behind the door and wait, so as to block the attack of this poisonous woman."

He angrily kicked Yu Changzai on the ground, "Well, you bastard who doesn't want to repay you, the master kindly gave you food and wanted you to be a full ghost. You are so vicious, you are dying To kill our master!"

Yuchang was in pain from this kick, and couldn't help curling up on the ground and coughing.

She coughed and laughed harshly.

"Okay, concubine Qin. Even you have learned to be smart, and you actually asked the slaves to guard against me."

Chen Wenxin looked at her sympathetically, "I've never been stupid, I just don't want to hurt others. You've been hurting me, how can I not guard against you?"

Yu Changzai said viciously: "Put away your Guanyin Bodhisattva-like eyes, I don't need you to be pitiful! Winners and losers are like that in the harem. Why do you flaunt your kindness? If the emperor does not favor you, you think you are Is there good capital?"

"No, you won't. You will also frame others in order to survive in the harem, and fight for favor by any means. Now you are kind, just because you are lucky!"

"you are wrong."

Chen Wenxin retorted lightly, "No matter what situation I am in, I have my own bottom line, and I will not live like you, who even feels disgusting to me."

If it is said that if she is not favored, she will use all means to frame others, then she has been out of favor for a long time, why hasn't she framed anyone?

That sentence felt disgusting to me, like ten thousand needles pierced into Yu Changzai's heart at the same time.

She keeps saying that it is right to try her best to seek a better life, but in fact it is just an excuse for her self-comfort.

She also disliked her own filth and lowliness, so she used those words to brainwash herself over and over again.

Chen Wenxin sighed, she didn't expect that Yuchang was still so stubborn before he died.

It was in vain that she thought that the dying person could completely repent, so she came to see her off.

——In fact, she knew a long time ago that Yu Changzai didn't have anything important to tell her.

"I won't disturb the father-in-law's execution."

Without looking back, she walked straight out of the house.

Overhead, the sun was hanging in the middle of the blue sky, which looked very refreshing and pleasant.

But it's a cool autumn.

(End of this chapter)