Pinellia pastoral

Chapter 235 Sun's Worries

Mrs. Li was packing things in the house.

These two small rooms seem to be empty but full of memories.

She has lived in this place since Mrs. Li passed through the door. In the blink of an eye, it has been more than ten years, and the house has gradually become dilapidated. The net-like shed made of bamboo strips on top is because Su Youli is afraid that she will fall off her head. The things that came down are blinding my eyes, the new mud that was smoothed around, the old ones have been piled up with new ones, and I don’t know how many times they have been wiped, the mouse hole under the wall...

The small clothes she held in her hand were only the size of two palms. They were worn by Yuan Guang when she was a child, then Ban Xia, Gu Ya'er and Yuan Chen. At the beginning, there were two of them at once, so I almost couldn't take care of them. At that time, the situation was so difficult that I wanted to shed tears, hurt my body, and Su Qian didn't invite a doctor. During the confinement period, Niu Ling's sister-in-law brought a basket of eggs and stayed here for half a month. Talent slows down.

The hard days in the past, when I recall them now, I can still smile.

Gu Ya'er is already a girl now, so she still has nothing to be satisfied with.

Feeling this way and looking at it that way, Mrs. Li couldn't bear to throw away everything, so she just folded them up and put them into the rattan box.

Hearing the voice of Gu Ya'er laughing with Yaya and Yuan Lei outside, Li Shi's smile widened a bit.

This is move in ready.

When she couldn't go on, when she was embarrassed by Su Qian, she thought about leaving this place countless times, separating her family, or not living here at all. She would rather go out and live in a thatched hut, and feel refreshed. Thinking that she was about to move, she felt very reluctant.

This kind of sweet and sad mood swayed her.

Li's face, which already had fine lines, looked peaceful.

Looking out from the window at the bustling workshop outside, the house that is about to be moved into...

Time flows slowly, and they are busy every day, whether it is when selling tofu, or when the workshop starts to operate, even now, the workshop in the city, the shop in the town, the pickles in the county Garden, there is nothing you don't need to worry about.

She doesn't regret it.

The sons and daughters are capable and sensible, the husband loves and respects her, the parents-in-law have already lived separately, Su Qian's request is not so excessive, she should be satisfied.

Being busy can make you feel at ease.

When she is free, she occasionally thinks that she always lives in Dongwang Village. When she thinks about it carefully, she still has such a house and such a business. If her children hadn’t grown up day by day, she almost felt that today is no different from yesterday. .

But when he turned around, he found that everything had changed.

"Mother Banxia, ​​have you put away your stuff?"

It was Mrs. Sun, her eyes were red, she hadn't recovered from the incident with Wu Mei, and she was even more miserable than when she lived with Mrs. Su Qian.

The eye sockets are a little scratched.

Mrs. Li was shocked, it only took a few days, how did she become like this!
"Second sister-in-law, how are you?"

Mrs. Sun pursed her lips, but couldn't force a smile, so she simply gave up, "You have tidied everything up here, and I want to do it too, our places are next to each other, but what's wrong with this hand Not obeying orders..."

Mrs. Li looked at her carefully, and murmured: "Second sister-in-law, you have to be more careful. We don't even want to think about Wu Mei. Isn't there no news yet? That's good news."

Speaking of this, she saw that Mrs. Sun was in a trance, and seemed to have not listened to what she said at all. Mrs. Li wanted to pat her, but her outstretched hand hesitated.

How can it go on like this.

She knows Mrs. Sun's temperament, she likes to think wildly, and she can't ask, so she can only be anxious, but her face can't change. Otherwise, Mrs. Sun would think that she is annoying her again, so she continued: "You don't like this?" Cherish your own body, if you don't think about yourself, could it be that you don't think about your children?"

This woman is her life, and Su Youyi.

In Sun's life, no matter how much she thinks in her heart, the time she thinks about herself is limited.

Hearing what Li Shi said, she reacted a little, "I hate myself sometimes, but I can't help but think too much. I can't sleep with my eyes closed at night, even for a long time. If this person doesn't sleep, how can there be a good one?" , I forgot to feed Yuan Lei porridge this morning. I don’t remember it at all. Fortunately, Gu Ya’er gave him something to eat. Do you think I’m still a mother? I don’t think I can survive long."

This sentence made Li's face change greatly, "Why do good people think like this? I think it's better to let the little doctor come and prescribe you two doses of tranquilizing medicine. I'm not going to put it bluntly. Now I simply pretend that there is nothing wrong with you." , you have to be tough. When Wu Mei is found back, if you become like that or if something goes wrong, she can still live? Besides, she is a woman, so even if she goes out like this and finds her back, she will be fine. After all, if you live outside, there will be no gossip, her life is much more difficult than yours, you have to take care of her and support her."

Li's every sentence is to comfort, let Sun not think too much.

But Mrs. Sun was distracted from time to time, and couldn't hear what she was saying at all.

When Li said a few more words, Sun's tears fell and she kept crying.

Return to your house soon.

When Banxia came to look for Mrs. Li, she looked anxious and helpless like that.

"Mother, are you worrying about the second aunt?"

Gu Ya'er curled her lips and smiled, "Sister, what are you talking about, the second aunt is now a grandmother, so if you need to worry about anything, I don't need you to worry about it!"

Seeing Gu Ya'er's still chubby face after growing up, Ban Xia couldn't help pinching it, "Yes, don't worry, you'd better eat less, and we'll be moving in two days. I'm coming back again, and when he asks me what you said last time, don't come to me."

"I'm not afraid. Yuanchen said that I already know a lot of characters. I won't take the test this time. I will take Yaya and Yuanlei with me. They listen to me the most."

No wonder so confident.

Mrs. Li is used to Ban Xia making up her mind, "When your second aunt was like this before, I said that your eldest sister would be better. There was no reaction at all."

This is serious.

Seeing this, Ban Xia corrected her expression, "Then what did she say?"

"I didn't say anything, I just couldn't sleep all night and all night. You see, I have no energy at all. I'm really afraid that she will drag me down."

Ban Xia also frowned, listened to what Li said just now, and asked in detail, "Then you said that if the elder sister came back without her making the decision, what did she say?"

"What else can I say, she just said that she is incompetent, so I'm afraid I can't do anything." Speaking of this, Li was full of emotion, "I have to call a doctor quickly, the day just got up, why is it like this take things too hard."

Ban Xia frowned and pondered for a while, trying to understand a little bit, maybe it's a heart disease.

"Look, I'm also confused, you're still a child..."

Before the voice fell, Banxia said, "Mother, people don't change easily. How many things can the second aunt do? When the elder sister disappeared, she didn't see her like this. Now that the matter has calmed down, she If so, there must be something else going on."

"What's the matter with her, all she can think about is your second uncle, Wu Mei Bo He and Yuan Lei." Li Shi couldn't figure it out.

Ban Xia smiled, "That's not necessarily the case, the second aunt has not changed, but you must have forgotten, there is one more thing, the second uncle is no longer the second uncle."

Mrs. Li knew that Ban Xia was talking about Zhao Yang coming to recognize his relatives.

"That's true, but isn't it better? Your second uncle doesn't look like he is fascinated by wealth. He does what he should do. I see that if it wasn't for Wu Mei, he might not recognize it. My pig brain, if Wu Mei is found, it will be someone from the Zhao family, and the Wu family is not the original Wu family, they were wronged in the first place, so I dare to treat Wu Mei badly."

Hearing about Ban Xia, I smiled wryly. This is the fate of women in this era. Even if Mrs. Li is not brain-dead, she would still think of Wu Mei’s best ending, that is, Wu Liangping doesn’t care about it after she comes back, but what does she have? Wrong, why take these consequences?The Wu family colluded with outsiders to harm her, but in the end it was her passive side?
Let's wait until someone comes back to worry about it.

She talked about Sun's matter, "Mother, if you think so, the second aunt doesn't think so. It's possible that she didn't feel that she was not good enough for the second uncle before. Since the second uncle is a child of everyone, would she think too much?" , she is a country woman, if she can't find her elder sister, she will be tortured in her heart, but if she can find her, she will admit to Zhao's family, if they all go to other places, she has never traveled far, will she think about what to do? , and will she be recognized as a daughter-in-law? If she can't, won't it be more difficult for Yuanlei in the future? That's why she doesn't want to leave here, she doesn't want to pack her things, she would rather lie to herself and keep everything the same Yes. In this way, both parties are in a dilemma, and she tortured herself into this state."

Mrs. Li opened her mouth wide, "This... can't be! It's too stupid."

Although it can't be said, Mrs. Li has already believed it five points.

When she went to find Mrs. Sun in person, she brought the topic to Su Youyi and secretly watched Mrs. Sun's reaction.

When Sun's face changed color, she knew that Banxia was right, she continued angrily and funny, "...It is possible for us to move into the city in the future, this person still has to go far away Look, we will be nice to Yuan Lei and the others after we are in the city, we are still neighbors..."

Before she could finish her sentence, Sun's hands trembled all the time, she moved her lips and said a few words, "You have a workshop, it's your own ability, I'm just a burden, I'm afraid when the time comes..." After all, I couldn't control it, I was alone Lying on the bed, weeping loudly.

(End of this chapter)