melodious female supporting life

Chapter 73 Traceback
2013.10.01 Sunday rain

"It's been more than three years, and I still don't have any news about him. Everyone tells me to give up. I don't want to..."

2013.10.16 Sunny on Monday

"Today's weather is very nice and warm, Ah Chen will like it, I want to give up..."

2013.10.27 Sunny Friday

"I wonder every day whether Ah Chen is watching me in the dark, because I always make fun of him for looking anxious like a stupid dog chasing his tail in circles, and now he may be laughing at me for making me look uglier when I cry. "

2013.11.07 Tuesday cloudy

"I miss him. Where is he? Why is there always no news..."

2014.01.01
"Today is the first day of the new year and I give up."

……

Xia Youyang strolled along the deserted streets, feeling the silence around him. It was clearly broad daylight, but there were not many people on the street, and he could only hear his own clear footsteps. What is the feeling of panic that only you are left in the world? One thing, obviously already used to the days when he was not around.

Looking at the bustling streets and imagining the hustle and bustle, I really can't tell that this small coastal city was baptized by the tsunami four years ago.

Because of the tsunami, she lost any news about Ah Chen. Although there was no news, she still believed that he was still alive. It's just that four years have passed, and there is no news of him, so she decided not to look for it anymore. She is going to fulfill their common wish: to travel the world.

She knew that when he died, she died...

She still remembered what he said.

"Why are you so ugly..."

"You are so stupid, I can't teach you so many times..."

"Stupid girl, I'm hungry..."

The eyes seemed to be filled with hot liquid again, Xia Youyang blinked hard, trying to force back the tears.

"No matter how ugly you are, it's mine. It's better to be ugly, and no one will think highly of you."

"Anyway, it's half of me, so I don't dislike you anymore."

"I know you're hungry, wait, I'll go get something to eat."

A tear slowly fell from the corner of her eye, she felt uncontrollable pain in her heart, and her nose couldn't breathe at the moment, she seemed to have suddenly forgotten how to breathe, as if she had suddenly forgotten his disappearance.

Xia Youyang squatted on the ground, buried her face in her arms, crying sadly, and the occasional people on the road cast surprised glances.

The sentence she remembers most clearly is the promise he made to her.

"When I earn enough money, the two of us will travel around the world, and I will support you in the future."

And the way he talks.

The beautiful peach blossom eyes are slightly curved, and the shining eyes are full of joy. His face shows a childlike childishness, revealing eight white and neat teeth. Layered with golden rims, the whole person is like a celestial being who comes out of an ink painting.

Xia Youyang's heart throbbed again and again, until the end of the breath, he didn't inhale, squatting on the ground, his eyes turned black for a while, the corner of his mouth seemed to want to laugh, but the tears were like a flood that broke the embankment, no matter what, he couldn't stop Stopped, crying and laughing, attracting the attention of others.

The sky gradually darkened, and the gray sky seemed to have a black barrier. In the middle of the street, there was still a small group curled up, looking very lonely and lonely from the back.

Xia Youyang's legs have lost all feeling, because of squatting for too long, her legs are extremely numb.

She wiped away the tears from her face with her sleeves, and wanted to stand up with her swollen almond eyes, but she fell back to the ground as soon as her legs straightened up a little bit. At this time, her legs began to slowly regain consciousness, but she couldn't bear the pain. .

The pale little face was full of pain, and he didn't move. He just sat on the ground and gently rubbed his legs to promote blood circulation, without saying a word.

After staying much better, Xia Youyang stood up slowly with her hands supported, and walked towards her home step by step.

Occasionally, there would be a cold wind blowing through her neck, and she couldn't help shivering. Often at this time, he would always say sarcastic remarks, but gently wrapped his hands around her shoulders.

(End of this chapter)