court ladies begging for joy

Chapter 128

Nie Jinxing has always thought that he is a bitter person. Although for a long time, he didn't know the definition of the word "bitter", but after his sister-in-law Wen Xiaowan used the adjective in front of him several times, Afterwards, he generally understood something.

Unlike his elder brother Nie Jinyan, when the accident happened in their Nie family, he was still young, three years old, so he didn't remember much.

He doesn't remember what happened in the family, how many people died, what he was convicted of, and whether he was wronged or not.

Even the younger sister who was born with him and had an accident at home, and was carried by their mother and thrown into the well, he didn't have any impression of what she looked like.

As long as he can remember, he has lived in the restaurant.The trajectory of his life is that he is endlessly trained, and occasionally teaches them some piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

At that time, he understood the significance of his learning these things, just to accompany those benefactors and hum a few tunes when they went to bed, to add some fun and make them happy.

If you learn well, the price will be higher in the future, and if you don't learn well, it will generally be lower.Essentially, there is no difference.On the contrary, if you learn too fast, you will ask to learn more things, and if you don't learn well, you will be beaten and scolded more.

That being the case, why does he have to learn so many different things? He has mastered the most difficult ones, which no one wants to gnaw, and he wants them.

At the age of five, after a little understanding, he chose Mei Tiao.I learned from an uncle who hurt his throat, but was also the head of the restaurant 20 years ago.

In the eyes of those who punished them, because this thing was difficult, he was young, he didn't learn well, and he received a much lighter punishment than others.

The uncle who taught him Mei Diao was a nice man, with a cold face but a warm heart.

Day after day, seeing that he had also reached the age where he could be sent to bed, his numb nerves finally tore apart, and he was afraid a few times.

There were a few late nights when he even thought, if he should end it directly, he might not be able to bear the crime.

He saw with his own eyes that a brother who was two years older than him was sent in from the same courtyard, but what was carried out the next day was a horrible corpse.

He was so frightened that he didn't sleep for several nights, and hung the girdle several times, but because of his small stature, the girdle was not thrown up. When he was holding the girdle and weeping silently, the uncle who taught him to sing the plum tune came.

After several years, now he has called this uncle 'Master'.

"The easiest thing in this world is to die, but there is nothing left after death, and there is still hope in life."

That night, his master slept with him in his arms.

He had a lot of weird dreams in a daze. In the dream, he lost thousands of living methods, but none of them survived. The next morning, when the master got up to leave, he hugged his master tightly. .

How many years have passed, and he still remembers the words he asked at that time: "Yes, there is hope in life, but... where is the hope?"

His master looked at him blankly, shook his head with a wry smile, and only patted his head, "I still have to live. If I die, there is really no hope."

He followed his master's words and worked hard to live. When he was about to be sent to the benefactor's bed, he suddenly despaired.

That night, even if he wanted to die, he couldn't do it.

In the hostel, several father-in-laws looked at him, washed him clean, scented him lightly, and sent him to the red tent room dedicated to the first night of the hostess.

His first guest looked more ferocious and terrifying than the other brothers' first-night guests. The brown bear-like figure alone made him daunting.

He thought that he would not be able to survive the night, but somehow, he passed out, and when he opened his eyes again, he had already changed a place, and even had a different person in front of him.

He subconsciously grabbed the quilt tightly, and just sprinted into the bed, like a frightened kitten, scurrying to the innermost corner of the bed.

He stared at the serious-looking man sitting on the edge of the bed with his big panicked eyes.

The man looked at him like a circle of cold light, even though he tried his best to bring out some warmth, he still couldn't restrain his own temperament, which was cold and upright.

The man kept looking at him and didn't speak for a long time, and he didn't dare to speak.

In the hostel, he learned a rule, for a dumb-mouthed person like him, it is better not to speak than to speak.

This continued for a while, about an hour, and the two of them just watched silently.He could feel that the more the man looked at him, the softer his eyes became.He was not as scared as he was when he first opened it.

For more than an hour, he also quietly observed his environment.

This is by no means a restaurant.

He has been to all the houses in the hall, and they are definitely not as simple as the house he is in now, with only one bed and one table.

Could it be...has he been redeemed by some benefactor?It shouldn't be!The master of the Guanguan said that after a criminal like him, he cannot be redeemed for life.So... Could it be that he was taken care of...

Looking at the layout of this house and the appearance of the grown-up in front of him, he doesn't seem to be particularly rich. If he is hired... can he afford the money?
After thinking about it, he was finally shocked by his last thought and broke into a cold sweat. At the same time, he was so excited that his hands and feet were almost shaking together.

——It must be, he must have been snatched out of the hall.

Although this was his wish for many years, once this happened, he couldn't help thinking and wondering, this...why is this?

After another quarter of an hour, the man with a serious face who had been looking at him finally said: "Remember, your name is not Fei Cui, your name is Nie Jinxing, this is not the Fuyao Pavilion, this is your home, I am your elder brother, my name is Nie Jinyan."

The man's words confused him.his brother?How could he have a brother?Hasn't his whole family been convicted and beheaded?
He dared not open his mouth and dare not ask.The man didn't talk to him too much. After talking, he asked his servants to bring the food.The two brothers ate a reunion dinner that was 'not talking about food'.

When he got up the next day, his older brother who had come without a trace had disappeared without a trace.

In the small courtyard where he was, only the old servant who brought them food last night was left.After a day of contact, he realized that the old servant was actually dumb.

His life has finally transitioned from the hustle and bustle and humbleness of the past ten years to the current world where there is almost no sound.

His brother, Nie Jinyan, can visit him only once a month, but he must never leave this small courtyard.

Fortunately, compared to the life of the previous ten years, he prefers this kind of world alone, without too much pressure, and no one will force him to do things he doesn't want to do.

When he has nothing to do, he can go to the study room on the ground floor and the basement floor that his brother prepared for him. There are endless collections of books, and even if he spends his whole life reading them, he will never finish them.

Fortunately, he didn't think there was anything wrong with reading alone, it was much better than his life in the barn.

When he started to study alone and loved reading, when his brother Nie Jinyan came again, he would stay overnight and spend a few hours teaching him to read.

It was also from this time that the alienation between him and his brother when they first met gradually disappeared, and the relationship became closer.Only then did he really believe that he...he belonged to Nie Jinxing.

He didn't know much about his family's injustice. His elder brother never told him. The elder brother only said that he would wait for him to settle things well. When the family's grievances were cleared up, he could leave this small courtyard and live freely. Live the life you want.

He also asked his elder brother, he was rescued from the old hall, is it difficult to deal with the old hall?
The elder brother raised his head, looked at the sky above the small courtyard for a long time, and fell silent.

He is not a person who has many questions, and his brother is not a person who likes to answer questions very much. Even the few questions he rarely asks, his brother rarely answers him.

As time went by, he gradually stopped asking.When my brother came again, apart from reading books with him, he would play chess and zither.

My brother seldom talks about outside affairs, and he doesn't really want to know what's going on outside.

When he still didn't remember anything, he was sent into the hall. Since he entered, he has never left the hall. What he knows about the outside world is only what the guests who came to the hall said. And he was rescued by his brother. Before, there was almost no contact with customers.

He has never been outside, and he has never been outside. His life of more than twenty years has been from one small courtyard to another, maybe... he will live like this for the rest of his life.

He doesn't really think about the freedom, family background, glorious lintel and even his future family and business, marrying a wife and having children that his brother talked about. He lives like this now, and it's fine.

It wasn't until one day that a fourth person besides him, his elder brother and the mute servant came to the small courtyard, his charming sister-in-law who was always smiling, that he gradually felt that there must be another world outside.

He is really happy that his brother can marry a wife.It has been nearly ten years since he was rescued by his brother.My brother is almost 30 years old.

The people who used to be in the Guanguan said that people outside, in their thirties, would already be grandpas.Brother at this age, but just married a wife, it must be for him, for their Nie family, and he can't help, he feels ashamed.

Fortunately, my sister-in-law is gentle and considerate. After my brother marries her, he will be able to enjoy happiness for the rest of his life.

Sometimes, he also wanted to persuade his elder brother that if the family could be together, they could live in peace and tranquility, and if they could let go of their grudges, let it go.

In the causal cycle, there are some things that cannot be avoided. If this entanglement continues, this life...is there another life?

However, he knew that he could not say this.He said, but my brother wouldn't listen.He said, his heart will ache.

He, he is Nie Jinxing.Since he had this name, no matter what he experienced, he had to face it.I'm afraid, it's useless.

(End of this chapter)