Beautiful teenager private love

Chapter 22 The secret revealed (3)
Why does Hua Ranyin look sad?Is it because of me?

Thinking of this, my mood suddenly brightened, and I even laughed very happily.

To actually feel happy because of other people's pain, in fact, not only Hua Ranyin, I am also a bad-hearted guy, right?

However, I am not happy because I see Hua Ranyin sad, but because Hua Ranyin is sad not because of others, but because of what I said.

As long as I think that Hua Ranyin doesn't completely ignore my existence, as long as I think that he will feel sad and painful because of me, as long as I think that I still have a little bit of status for him, I feel sincerely happy.

I'd rather be hated by him than be ignored by him, I definitely don't want to be regarded as dust in the air by him... Only this is the only thing, absolutely not!

"Don't talk to this kind of woman, a shameless and thick-skinned guy like her, no matter what you say, it's useless!" At some point, Hua Ranyin's fans had already gathered around him, They tried to persuade him in a hurry, but they still wanted to pull him away from here.

Hua Ranyin glanced at me, as if thinking about something.

He hesitated for a moment, showed a gentle smile, and said, "Okay, where do you want to go? No matter where you go, I will be by your side."

is that a lie?Why did he say such ambiguous words to these women?This must be a lie, right?Absolutely yes...

Just as I was thinking, Hua Ranyin had already smiled and left with them, leaving only me with a surprised face, and Xuan Naiko standing beside me silently.

"Then, that..." Xuan Naizi said with great difficulty, "Don't be sad, how could Hua Ranyin like those women? He must be just mad at you."

"I'm not sad!" I retorted loudly, "I'm just a little surprised, I'm not sad at all... How could I be sad?"

"Li Yang..." Xuan Naizi frowned, her eyes were full of sympathy and pity, and she still couldn't bear it, "Enough, aren't we friends? Don't be brave in front of me."

"What are you talking about? I'm not trying to be brave, I'm really just a little surprised." I laughed and said, "I didn't expect that guy Hua Ranyin to have such bad taste. Look, I laughed so hard Tears are almost coming out."

Really, look, I'm in tears.

It must be because what Hua Ranyin did was so funny that I couldn't stop crying.

"Are you really crying because you think it's funny?" Xuan Naizi asked seriously with a straight face, "Didn't you really cry because Hua Ranyin left with other women?"

"Why should I shed tears because Hua Ranyin left with other women? What you said is so strange!" I wiped my tears while laughing, "You said it as if I was jealous because of Hua Ranyin, ridiculous , It's really ridiculous... I don't like him, why should I be jealous for him?"

The sympathy in Xuan Naizi's eyes deepened, and she said softly: "Do you really not like Hua Ranyin? If you don't, why do you look sad? Are you still going to lie to me and say it's tears of laughter? ?”

No, I didn't cry because I was sad at all, I really just thought it was funny.

I didn't like Hua Ranyin.

That's right, it's impossible for me to like Hua Ranyin, he always sends me around, as long as he sees me troubled, he feels very happy.It's impossible for me to like a person with such a bad personality like Hua Ranyin!
But deep within me, a small, cruel voice retorted.

Do you really not like Hua Ranyin at all?Then why do you care so much about him?Why feel sad that he left with another woman?If you really hate him so much, why don't you just ignore him?
Xing Xuxia is your ex-boyfriend, if he ignores you and leaves with other women, will you be so painful?Don't care at all?
"I, I really hate Hua Ranyin, I really don't like him..." I said with great difficulty, my voice became a little choked up, "I just... see him with other women will I feel sad, I don't like him at all!"

"Ah, I can't bear it! You are an extremely dull idiot!" Xuan Naiko shouted frantically, "At this moment, you still don't understand? Although I already knew that you are an idiot, But I really didn't know you were so stupid."

"Why do you keep saying that I'm an idiot?" I said unconvinced, "In my opinion, you are not very smart, huh!"

"Even if I'm not smart, I won't be like you. I don't even know that I'm in love with someone else, and I keep saying that I hate him!" Xuan Naizi shook his head and said, "From what you said, you have loved him a long time ago." Shanghua has dyed his voice, and he is so in love with it!"

I trembled all over, and all kinds of emotions kept rolling in my heart, forcing me to think about the problem I didn't want to think about the most.

Do I like Hua Ranyin?
When staying with him, although he was often angry and was bullied and teased by his fans, it was not without happy moments.When I was bullied by others, he came to help me.At that time, I really felt very happy, really happy...

If that's not liking, then what is?
"No, it's not..." I was still making the last struggle, but the struggle was getting weaker and weaker.

"Don't you like Hua Ranyin at all? I heard that Hua Ranyin seems to be very close to a senior, maybe he likes that senior." Xuan Naizi smiled maliciously, "Okay then , I will be an enthusiastic matchmaker, how about going to match them up..."

Before Xuan Naiko finished speaking, I shouted angrily: "No! How could you do this? I will never allow others to take away the person I like!"

"Don't worry, I'm just joking. How could I ruin my best friend's relationship?" Xuan Naiko said with a smile, and patted my shoulder, encouraging me, "Although Hua Ranyin looks pretty Evil-hearted, but he is a genuinely beautiful boy, you will definitely not lose if you are with him!"

At this time, I was still immersed in the deep shock.What did I just say?I actually admitted that Hua Ranyin is the person I like... I, I...

No, in fact, I already have the answer in my heart.

My eyes are always chasing that person?My heart is full of that person?I've been sad, angry, happy for that person?
There is only one answer.

"No... I don't want to like him!" I cried, "The person he likes is obviously Fei Liuge, not me, why should I like him? I can't compete with Fei Liuge at all..."

Tears blurred my vision, and even my heart seemed to be soaked in tears, both bitter and bitter.

"Even so, you like Hua Ranyin, don't you?" Xuan Naizi hugged me gently, and said, "You'd better be honest and face your sincerity bravely! Although you choose to escape, maybe you won't let yourself Get hurt, but it also means you can't get happiness!"

I listened quietly, unable to say a word.

Don't avoid the problem and bravely face your sincerity?Can a weak person like me really do it?Even if I can do it, can I really get happiness?
I really do not know.

(End of this chapter)