Madame is as charming as a flower

Chapter 2300 I am too useless!
There was silence in the room, only the hollow darkness could be heard.

Jin Yanzhi kneeled decadently in front of Ama Erniang's spirit tablet, and he was still holding the letter left by Jin Lianyue in his hand.

There was an undisguised sad smile on the man's face. In just one morning, he was already unshaven and his hair was messed up by himself. He looked very bleak.

"Old man, tell me, am I useless?" Jin Yanzhi lit two cigarettes, one for himself and one for the incense burner in front of the spirit tablet.

"I know even if you don't tell me, I've made you lose face this time. Not only am I useless, I'm also a waste."

Jin Yanzhi knelt in front of him, and said sadly: "I seem to be beautiful, and I make the clouds move in all directions, and everyone fears, but in the end, I can't even protect my little sister. Tell me, is my life too much of a failure?"

As he was talking, Jin Yanzhi slapped himself so loudly on the face with his hands that blood dripped from the corner of his mouth.

"It's because you, old man, had the foresight to prevent me from continuing to walk in the world with the surname of Aixinjueluo, or we will lose all face." Jin Yanzhi smacked his lips, tasting the smell of blood.

The man's red eyes couldn't help getting wet again: "Old man, tell me, don't those bastards in the capital deserve to die? Are they all damned!"

"I don't want to bear the infamy, and I don't dare to wipe out the roots of the Aixinjueluo family, so I'm playing such a despicable trick now!"

Jin Yanzhi took a deep breath: "I know that it is an expedient measure to let Ah Yue return to the capital. If we take a step back, they will not dare to go any further. If we want to do everything, it will be unreasonable!"

"But why do you want Ah Yue to be this hostage? How can I swallow this breath?" When Jin Yanzhi spoke of grief and anger, his murderous intent was overwhelming, and his voice revealed a sob of self-blame.

In this world, no capable person has ever seen the Emperor cry, but today, he was crying, his eyes were full of tears, and he tried his best not to let himself cry out.

"Old man, to be honest, I don't want to be blind with you at all. I don't care about anything. I just go north like this. I meet gods and kill gods, and Buddhas and Buddhas."

Jin Yanzhi's voice was extremely hoarse: "But it's really like this, is your old man still lying on the ground? The whole Aixinjueluo family will become a sinner, and you will also become a sinner. Your strong bones will be destroyed. If people scold you, you will no longer be famous forever, and will be reduced to the point where you will be infamous for thousands of years. I know that you, who cherish your name like gold, will definitely not be able to bear this kind of scolding."

"I don't live for myself anymore, I live for you, I live for Aixinjueluo's family, but old man, I'm really tired!" Jin Yanzhi burst into tears.

"I can't be killed, I can't be saved, what do you want me to do? Do you know how much my heart hurts? Ah Yue took my soul away. I live so uselessly that even Ah Yue protects me. Can't stop!"

Jin Yanzhi wiped the corners of his eyes, took a deep breath of the cigarette, and let the smell of nicotine pervade his whole heart. He said bitterly: "In the final analysis, I am too useless!"

"I try my best to do my best, but it's still not good enough. I can make them feel scared, but I can't really compete with them. Otherwise, who would dare to influence Ah Yue?"

"Old man, tell me, what should I do? I have a murderous intent in my chest!" Jin Yanzhi's gaze was as cold and ruthless as murderous intent.

"Why don't you let me be self-willed for a while, and let me go north to kill people, okay?"

Jin Yanzhi murmured.

(End of this chapter)