Madame is as charming as a flower

Chapter 949 Give me the hand you hold tightly after many years.

Because leaving him alone in this world, it is better to die with her than to be in pain, and life is better than death, to die with her, to cut off all emotions, to be buried in the ground forever, and to know no pain.

But then, why did he dismiss this idea?
that is because……

"I remembered what you said to me. You said, no matter how you die, you should not die for the love of your children, you should die for the people, you should die for the country. If you die like this, you will look down on me."

When he said this, his voice was already hoarse and out of tune. He also hesitated and didn't want to live. However, if he died for her ambition, it would be more meaningful than dying for the love of his children.

Although she is a daughter of a family, her heart has never been limited to fighting in the backyard. As she said, she wants to be a person like Princess Zhaohua, a general, and fight bloody for the country on the battlefield.

To defend the country, for the territory of the country.

This is her consistent wish, so when she is with him, she always laments that when she grows up, she must protect the person she should protect, find a good master, and live for the people of the world.

Therefore, he didn't want to die anymore, and he could endure all the hardships in the world in exchange for her wish in this life, which was also fulfilled.

He was in pain, but he was able to make her wish come true.

"They all said that you are gone, but I always firmly believe that you are still here, just by my side." When he said these words, he had already burst into tears: "It's great, God has finally lived up to me, and you are still here." so that I can see you again."

"But this is enough, God treats me well."

He always felt that the luckiest thing in his life was not getting to know her, but being able to allow him to see her again in his lifetime, even if it made him die badly in his next life, he was willing to do so.

Hot tears rolled down and landed on Xie Jin's shoulders, she only felt colic in her heart one after another, the pain was spreading silently, why did she feel this way?
That's because she loves him!

In these years, she has been dreaming. In the dream, she returned to the courtyard where they met. The young boy with a young face was sitting on the wall against the light, with his thin lips slightly raised, squinting at her.

From his eyes, she could see those tiny streamers, like stars, shining in his eyes, and then falling together.

In the end, it became a ray of light in her heart, following her youth.

It is the photographic memory of her life.

After the farewell that year, she never thought that she would see him again one day. When they met later, the feeling was really like someone holding a knife and constantly stirring at the tip of her heart.

After so many years of pain, what should I do now?

"Give me a long time without hesitation." Xie Jin suddenly turned around and hugged him, the girl's eyes were bloodshot, and she said seriously and firmly: "Give me the hand you will hold tightly after many years."

At this time, she didn't want to care about anything anymore. After struggling for so many years, she wanted to be self-willed once, even if she would experience life and death later, she felt that she would have no regrets.

She knows best that there are three regrets in this life.

One is failing to be filial at the knees of parents, the other is not being able to watch Kyushu restore its former prosperity, and the third is the man in front of him.

She doesn't need to ask for the relationship between husband and wife in this life, but just ask for a fellowship, and join hands with him through wind and rain, so that she can protect him from the knife in the bloody storm.

In this way, it is enough.

After Fu Yuejun and the others came out of the dungeon, they saw Shen Jingbei and Xie Jin walking towards this side. Although they were one in front of the other, they could not hide their love from the corners of their eyes.

(End of this chapter)