within Temptation

Chapter 123 Same

Could it be... Zhang Wen really fell in love with me?Otherwise, at this moment, why is she crying?

The crying sound from the alley made me unable to leave in peace.After thinking about it, I immediately walked back.If Zhang Wen really liked me and cried sadly after being rejected by me, how could I just walk away?
Back in that dark corner again, the crying became clearer.That's right, it was Zhang Wen who was crying.Faintly, I could see her squatting on the ground, her shoulders seemed to be still shaking slightly.

Maybe I heard my footsteps, but when I approached, Zhang Wen stopped crying, and the figure immediately stood up.I couldn't see my face clearly in the dark, so she could force herself to calmly shout: "Who?"

I whispered, "It's me!"

Hearing it was my voice, Zhang Wen seemed to be taken aback for a moment.I saw her hastily raised her hand to wipe her eyes, and then her tone immediately became cold: "It's you? Didn't you leave? Why are you back?"

The purpose of my coming back is to confirm whether she likes me.After walking directly in front of her and standing still, he suddenly didn't know how to ask her.After being stunned for a long time, I asked, "You...why are you crying?"

Zhang Wen didn't answer, but said coldly: "You don't care, since you don't want to be responsible to me, why ask so many more questions?"

I suddenly had nothing to say. At this time, I really hate that I am not Sun Dong.Sun Dong has a great way to coax girls.But I was speechless, not knowing what to say now.At this moment, I was even thinking: Yes, why am I asking so many questions?Even if Zhang Wen likes me, but I already have a girlfriend, can I still abandon Shi Shanshan and accept her?Since there is no way to accept her, is it superfluous for me to ask these questions?
However, I felt faintly uneasy in my heart.I can't explain why, but I always feel that I can't treat her like this.I know the pain of liking someone but not getting her.I am a man and I feel so uncomfortable, but Zhang Wen is a girl, how can I feel better?

Maybe it's because most of the time in my life, no woman likes me. I always feel happy and cherish when a girl suddenly likes me.Shi Shanshan was like this, although I had already fallen in love with Tang Xiaoru at that time, but after understanding Shi Shanshan's love for me, I really couldn't express the love in my heart with words.Similarly, if Zhang Wen is sad because she likes me, how can I be indifferent and ignore it?Maybe I can't accept her, but I can try to alleviate her pain a little.

So, I know what I should say.I want Zhang Wen to understand that it's not that I don't want to take this responsibility, but that I'm not worthy of her and not worthy of her liking.

So, I finally said: "Miss Zhang, although I haven't known you for a long time, after these days of contact, I still know you more or less. I know that you are a willful and innocent I am a good girl. I understand the hardships of life, and I am full of love and care for my relatives and friends. Although there are always noisy times when I am with you, my impression of you is not bad. I even think that you are very, very You are so cute, if I can marry you as my wife, I don't think any man will be dissatisfied."

What I said seemed to surprise Zhang Wen.She stayed for a while, and finally couldn't help asking: "Then why don't you want me?"

I smiled and said, "It's not that I don't want you, but I'm afraid that after I want you, you will regret it in the future. I don't know if you have thought about it? In fact, with such good conditions as you, you can find a very good man. , I’m still a little self-aware. As a man, I have no money and no status. Moreover, I am very stupid, and I don’t know how to make girls happy. A man like me, stay with me , it won't be long before you will feel bored. If I take you now while you are hotheaded and confused. When you regret it in the future, don't you have to hate me for the rest of your life? "

Zhang Wen said: "How do you know that I am hotheaded and confused for a while?"

I said: "Isn't this obvious? We haven't known each other for more than a month, and the time we spend together is even less. Do you know me? Do you know my family situation? I think, you may You don't even know if I have a girlfriend, do you? Just because the two of us had accidents that shouldn't have happened a few times, you're going to marry me as a wife, don't you think it's too inconsiderate and unconsidered?"

Zhang Wen was stunned. It seemed that what I said really made her think deeply.After a long time, just when I thought I had successfully persuaded her and the matter was almost over, I suddenly heard Zhang Wen ask, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

I laughed, sure enough, Zhang Wen really didn't even know if I had a girlfriend or not.Tang Xiaoru is really a serious person. Although she and Zhang Wen are good friends, she never discusses my affairs behind my back.

I nodded seriously: "Yes!"

"Yes...really? You...you really have a girlfriend?"

"Well, if you don't believe me, you can go back and ask Mr. Tang."

"Huh? Xiaoru... Xiaoru also knows?"

"Yes, because my girlfriend is also an employee of Mr. Tang."

"How... how? How is it possible? Xiaoru...why didn't she tell me?"

I smiled and said, "I don't know about that. Maybe Mr. Tang thinks this matter is not worth mentioning. After all, we are just her small employees. There is no need to tell you about this kind of thing, right?"

"So, is this true? What's your girlfriend's name? What does she do in Xiaoru's company?"

"You don't need to know that, do you? If you really want to know, then go back and ask Mr. Tang."

"You... Didn't you say that girls will be bored soon after being with you? Xiaoru's company has only been established for less than a month, and you have caught up with a girl so quickly. Aren't you afraid of her? Will you regret it later?"

I had no choice but to say helplessly: "My girlfriend and I have known each other for more than a year. Before Mr. Tang's company was established, she and I were colleagues. She and I have already known each other very well. Yes, they all get along well, there is no such thing as boring and uninteresting."

"I understand. No wonder you don't want me. It turns out that you already have a girlfriend who has been dating for more than a year. She...how does she look? You...do you love her? "

I smiled and said: "My girlfriend is very ordinary, her appearance is average, and her figure can't compare with yours. However, after being together for so long, the feelings are naturally there. This is indeed one of the reasons why I dare not be responsible to you , but more importantly, I don't think I'm good enough for you. You should find an excellent man, not an ordinary man like me who has no skills. So, I appreciate your kindness. But this matter, that's all Go ahead. Look a little farther, and you will see many, many excellent men waiting for you to choose. In a few days, you will definitely laugh at today's impulse. At that time, maybe you will still be grateful to me ,hehe!"

Zhang Wen stopped talking, and seemed to be thinking carefully about what I said.After a long time, I heard her finally laughing, and said: "Maybe you are right, I really married you, maybe I will regret it in the future. But now I am rejected by you, how do I feel?" Isn't it a taste? Could it be that you have really taken advantage of me for nothing? "

Hearing Zhang Wen's relaxed tone, it seems that I have been persuaded, or I have calmed down and realized my confusion.I couldn't help being overjoyed, and immediately said: "No, if you feel that you really can't make it through, you can take revenge on me or order me to do something for you. As long as you think you can vent your anger, I will do it no matter what. In this way, my mistake You can make up for it, and your anger can be relieved. We will not owe each other in the future, and you won't feel disadvantaged when you see me, how about it?"

Zhang Wen chuckled and said, "Really? No matter what I ask you to do, you will do it?"

I said: "Of course! Uh, besides being responsible for this matter, hehe!"

I only heard Zhang Wen take a deep breath, and then said to me in a very serious tone: "Well, this is what you said! To be honest, no matter what you do for me, you can't make up for my losses. A woman The child was looked at and touched by you. This is not a simple thing to say. Unless you have to suffer the same loss and suffer the same humiliation, then I can calm down. Otherwise, I won’t Just let you go, let you dismiss me easily."

My heart suddenly tightened, and a bad premonition immediately hit my heart.Trembling asked: "What... suffer the same loss? Receive the same humiliation?"

Zhang Wen giggled, and said, showing her true colors: "Of course it's because you took advantage of me, so I have to get it back. Do you think my aunt is so easy to fool? I want you to take off your clothes right now and show me. I want to touch your body. Of course, you are not a woman, and you don't have a woman's breasts, so I have to consider where to touch you. Tell me, where should I touch you, so that I won't be at a disadvantage? "

I... I'm dizzy!no?this is okay too?This Zhang Wen, are you kidding me?
(End of this chapter)