within Temptation

Chapter 21 True Purpose
In this way, I was somehow retained by the new company.There were [-] people in our old company. Excluding the boss who sold the company, there are still [-] people who need to be considered by the new company.Moreover, among these fourteen people, our original vice president, Hu Guoliang, will almost certainly occupy one of the reserved spots because of his contribution to the company transfer.So in fact, among our old company employees, there are actually only five people who are really favored and retained by the new company.

Although before this, we have all expected that a considerable number of people will be swept out by the new company.But only five people were retained, and most of the other employees were dismissed, which was beyond our expectations.

At noon, when Wei Hai and I had dinner together, we kept complaining about the injustice of God.Said that since I can stay and continue to work, why can't he?I am also puzzled, in the company, Wei Hai and I have similar performance and ability.Why did the new company keep me instead of him?Besides, although Wei Hai graduated from a top-notch university, he still has a junior college diploma.I am a high school graduate, the management of the new company, or Tang Xiaoru, what is it about me that he decided to keep me regardless of his personal grievances?
To be honest, I also know that after the announcement of the list of retained personnel, I am probably the one who caused the most controversy.Among these six people, Hu Guoliang was retained because of his contribution to Feiteng Group, and none of us had anything to say.Li Bojun has outstanding performance and the most outstanding ability. He used to be a good hand in business in our old company.It was no surprise that he was retained by the new company.Ji Yewei has the hardest diploma and is also the most thoughtful and ambitious person in our group.In this conversation with Tang Xiaoru, it seems that he must have made sufficient preparations long ago, so that Tang Xiaoru was moved and decided to keep him because he thought he was a talent.This, I can also guess.As for Zhao Ming, we don't know whether the new company retained him because of taking care of his family's actual situation, or because he is a computer talent.But whatever the reason, we had nothing to say because he really needed the job.And Shi Shanshan, don't look at her young age, but she graduated from a formal accounting professional school. In the financial work, her ability and expertise are obvious to all.It is because of her that the financial situation of our old company can run normally and be controlled.That financial supervisor, Lao Qian, actually doesn't understand finance at all.He took the position of supervisor because he was somewhat related to our old boss.

Each of the above five people can find a reason to be retained by the new company.I am the only one, and I can't even tell the reason, let alone the complaints of other abandoned colleagues and Wei Hai.When Shi Shanshan was having dinner with us, she teased me in a nonchalant manner, saying that the new female boss probably fell in love with me at first sight, and that's why she used public affairs for personal gain and kept me so that she can get closer in the future.If not, there is really no other reason.I could only smile wryly when I heard that, thinking that you really don't know, that woman actually hates me to the bone, and the first time I met her, it was definitely not pleasant at all.I can understand if she hates me, but if she likes me, isn't this a fantasy?
However, no matter how we don't understand, the list has been announced, and I was indeed retained by the new company.After making a lot of noise, those abandoned people knew that the facts could not be changed, so they had to receive severance pay, and reluctantly left the company to find new jobs.Under my consolation, Wei Hai managed to cheer up and accept this reality.

After lunch, Wei Haishi Shanshan and I bid farewell and returned home.Thinking that Sun Dong might still be busy with my job search, I hurriedly called him and told him that I had been retained by the new company.Sun Dong was very happy when he heard this, and said that this event was worth celebrating, and that he would find a place with many beauties to have a drink with me at night.I smiled and scolded him for having an accident just the night before yesterday, and today he is restless again.Come on, come to my house at night if you want to drink, and it happens that there is no one in my house, so you can be as crazy as you like!
Putting down the phone, I lit a cigarette and began to think seriously about Tang Xiaoru's real intention to keep me.I know that she kept me, definitely not because of my talent or anything else.I am relatively self-aware of myself.Then why did she abandon her personal grievances against me and retain me to work in the new company?

After thinking for a long time, I couldn't figure it out, so I thought from another angle, what good would it do Tang Xiaoru if I stayed?

From this point of view, I seem to understand something.If I am indeed an outstanding talent, then I will believe that Tang Xiaoru is a person who distinguishes between public and private, and is selfless.As long as it is beneficial to the work and the company, she puts aside her personal grievances and keeps a person who has offended her to contribute to the company.But the actual situation now is that I as a person, even I myself don't know what talent I have, how could she see it?Keeping me should not be for work considerations, or for some purpose she wants to achieve.

Well, the answer seems to be out.She must have wanted to take this opportunity to take revenge for my brutal assault and molestation on her that day.After I was retained by the new company, she was my leader.And if the leader of a company wants to secretly punish an ordinary subordinate, isn't that too convenient and easy?
Of course, this is just my guess.If Tang Xiaoru wants to take revenge on me, she can use other methods.For example, she herself said that if she felt the need to seek justice from me, she could seek me to resolve it through legal channels.That is to say, she can sue me, accuse me of assaulting and molesting her, and ask me to make a public apology or compensate her for any losses.If it is more serious, I may even be sentenced to jail for this, at least ten days and a half months.

But what if Tang Xiaoru doesn't want to do this?In other words, Tang Xiaoru didn't want others to know that she was almost naked?Most Chinese women are like this. Being molested and violated by others will be considered a shameful and shameful thing, and they are unwilling to publicly tell others about it.If she is such a person, then solving the personal grievances between me and her through legal channels is just a way she confuses me, and she will never actually implement it.

It seems that this woman is not as clear-cut as she said!
I took a deep puff of the cigarette and smiled slightly on my face.Want revenge on me?Hehe, then you can come.From childhood to adulthood, I don't know how many people have suffered revenge, but I still live well now?I've been through all the big winds and waves, and I'm still afraid of revenge from you, a woman?If your revenge is not too much, considering that I have indeed violated and molested you, and considering this stable job and good income, maybe I will bear it.But if it's too much or too deceitful, hehehe, then I will let you understand why when I was young, others said I was a bad boy!
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