within Temptation

Chapter 213 Fate

Felena was still fast asleep on the bed, and I moved a chair and sat in front of the window in the room.Lit a cigarette, smoked silently, while thinking about his own thoughts.

The windows were already open for ventilation because my vomiting made the room stink.I looked at the night city outside the window and thought to myself: It seems that this time, Shi Shanshan is determined to break up with me.Think about it too, in this world, is there any woman who can bear her boyfriend and pretend to be another woman in her heart?Shi Shanshan once worked hard, fantasizing about changing me, using her love to make me forget Tang Xiaoru.But that night I resolutely left, which completely broke her heart and made her wake up.I realized that no matter how hard she tried, she would never be able to replace Tang Xiaoru in my heart.

well!I'm sorry Shi Shanshan!Instead of cherishing her, I completely chilled her heart.I don't deserve to have her, let alone make her happy.

Before, I was too selfish.In order to want a girlfriend, in order to get rid of the pain of having a crush on Tang Xiaoru, he accepted her feelings even though he clearly didn't love Shi Shanshan.

At that time, I didn't think about whether it was unfair to Shi Shanshan at all. All I thought about was my own needs.Now Shi Shanshan has finally come to her senses and wants to break up with me for her future lifelong happiness.What reason can I have to disagree?
Shi Shanshan is a good girl. Like all girls in the world, she has the right to be loved and loved by others.Since I can't give it to her, why bother to hold her tightly and not let go?
well!Since you want to break up, let's break up!Hopefully, she will soon find a good man who loves her very, very much and can make her a happy life.All I can do is let go of the shackles on her, and just bless her silently in my heart.

The ashtray on the window sill quickly filled with my leftover cigarette butts.The sky, also unknowingly brightened.After a while, I heard the sound of Fei Leina's body turning from the bed behind me, and then she yawned a lot, as if she was about to wake up.

"Huh? Why did I fall asleep? Dai Yong!"

Hearing Feileina's call, I turned my head with a smile, and saw that she had already raised her upper body on the bed, rubbing her sleepy eyes, and looking at me annoyedly.

I greeted with a smile, "Hi, are you awake?"

Fei Leina put down her hand rubbing her eyes, stared at me angrily and said, "I fell asleep, why didn't you wake me up?"

I laughed and said: "You slept so soundly, why should I wake you up?"

Fei Leina snorted again, lifted the quilt and looked at her body.Suddenly, she said to me suspiciously: "Hey, you didn't take the opportunity to do something bad to me while I was asleep, did you?"

I had no choice but to smile and shook my head, thinking that if I wanted to do something bad to you, how could I survive with your defenseless appearance?After all, she is a young girl who is not deeply involved in the world. A girl from every family dares to spend the night alone in a hotel with a man.Are you scared now?If I'm a bad guy, I'm afraid it's too late for you to be afraid?

I didn't explain much, just said: "Since you're awake, get up quickly. It's almost time. After washing your face, let's go out and have breakfast together. Then you go to your class, and I go to my class. I'll be fine in the future." , don’t always come to me.”

Fei Leina had already got out of bed and put on her shoes. She cut it off when she heard the words, and said unconvinced: "Who always comes to you for nothing? If I didn't just see you lying on the street drunk, I wouldn't have that." Xianxin sees you. Hmph, good intentions don’t pay off, after taking care of you so hard all night, why do you think I’m troublesome?”

I smiled and said nothing, but I knew in my heart that Fei Leina was just being stubborn. If she didn't come to me on purpose last night, she would be a ghost.It is estimated that she couldn't stand the quarrel between her parents at home, and when she was depressed, she came out to talk to someone.But in this world, I am probably the only one who understands her thoughts best.Naturally, if you can't find anyone else, you can only find me.

Alas, this poor young lady lives a wealthy and carefree life, has an incomparably beautiful appearance, and possesses her own conditions that most girls in this world cannot possess.But still so unhappy, unhappy.Who said that if you have money, you will be happy?Some things, no matter how rich you are, you can't buy them!

Fei Leina put on her shoes, gave me a blank look, and ran into the bathroom quickly.I smiled, but there was something special in my heart.I don't know why, but suddenly I don't hate this troublesome young lady anymore.Maybe it's because she took care of me so wholeheartedly last night, or maybe it's because of the indescribable kiss between me and her.In addition, I actually knew very early on that she was originally a kind-hearted girl.My initial impression of her was pretty good.It's just because of the things about her father and Tang Xiaoru that I'm bored with her.

Without this incident, Fei Leina can be said to be a very worthy friend for me to make.But Tang Xiaoru, who occupies an important position in my heart, is the mortal enemy she wants to get rid of quickly.With this level of relationship, I can't be unreserved towards Fei Leina!

Fei Leina closed the bathroom door, probably for convenience, after a while, the door opened, and I saw her holding a white towel, leaning out half of her body and said to me: "Dai Yong, do you want to wash your face?" ? This is the last towel I'm holding."

I smiled and said, "You wash it, I'll do it with my hands later."

Felena groaned, retracted her body again, and then heard the sound of running water turning on.After a while, I heard her say: "Dai Yong, can I ask you something?"

I said: "What's the matter?"

Fei Leina came out of the bathroom again, and while wiping her face with a soaked towel, she pretended to be very casual and said, "Well...have you broken up with your girlfriend?"

I knew that Fei Leina would definitely ask me this question.It's also my fault that I was drunk last night and treated her as Shi Shanshan showing her true feelings and talking nonsense.There was no way to hide this matter from her.

Of course, I can't act like I'm not surprised, after all, I said I don't remember what happened after I got drunk last night.So, I immediately pretended to be surprised and said, "How do you know? Who told you?"

Fei Leina smiled proudly, and said: "You said it yourself! You were so drunk last night, when I helped you back to the hotel room, you thought I was Shi Shanshan. Hold me alive... "Well, that one said, Shanshan, don't leave me, don't break up with me. I didn't know until then that you were so drunk because you broke up with your girlfriend, right?"

Seeing that Fei Leina almost slipped her mouth, she also blushed, pretending to be embarrassed and laughing, and scratching her scalp with her hands, said: "Did I say it myself? I don't even remember. Alas! Alas! Shan Shan is the first girlfriend in my life, and I broke up suddenly, always... a bit sad. I laughed, I laughed."

Fei Leina slowly put down the towel, and stood at the door of the bathroom looking at me with a half-smile. After a while, she said softly: "She broke up with you, what is the reason? Is it... because of me?"

(End of this chapter)