within Temptation

Chapter 215

Shi Shanshan's insistence on leaving made me very sad.The whole day, I was in a trance, and I had a premonition that her departure meant that the relationship between me and her was truly over and could never be retrieved.

After work in the evening, I returned home listlessly.The bandage on the head has been removed by me, and the wound has been scarred, but I combed it with my hair to cover it, and it is really hard to find without looking carefully.

My mother and Yingying were very happy to see me back.But seeing that I was not in good spirits, I thought I was tired from the long-distance car ride.I also happened to have an excuse to avoid my mother's sight, so I said I was tired and wanted to sleep. After taking a shower, I went back to my room and lay down.

I had nothing to say all night, and after going to work the next day, Tang Xiaoru called me to ask me again, so I had no choice but to tell her truthfully that Shi Shanshan and I had broken up.Her resignation was because she didn't want to see me again, and wanted to completely cut off from me.

Tang Xiaoru was surprised when she heard that, and asked why I broke up.I couldn't tell her the truth, I could only vaguely say that I quarreled over a small matter, and after the quarrel, the relationship broke down and it was out of control, so we broke up.

Tang Xiaoru even scolded me for this, saying that you should be more manly, how can you break up with your girlfriend because of a petty quarrel?I did this because I was irresponsible to my feelings, so I should hurry up and apologize to Shi Shanshan.

I could only smile wryly as I listened, Tang Xiaoru had no idea that Shi Shanshan and I broke up because of her.I couldn't explain it, so I had to knock out my teeth and swallow it, and let her scold me severely.

But no one can shake Shi Shanshan's determination to leave.Two days later, Tang Xiaoru saw that she had made up her mind to leave, so she had no choice but to agree to her resignation.A financial person was temporarily transferred from the group headquarters, and Shi Shanshan completed the handover to replace her.

On the same day, Shi Shanshan simply packed up her personal belongings, completed the resignation procedures, bid farewell to everyone, and left the company without looking back.

Many people in the company know about my relationship with Shi Shanshan.With her leaving and my silence, some unfavorable rumors came out.It's nothing more than saying that I like the new and dislike the old, that I was unlucky, and hooked up with other women, which made Shi Shanshan leave sadly.For a while, my reputation in the company was notorious, and the colleagues who stayed with me from the old company who were close to me began to alienate me.

That's not to mention, Tang Xiaoru, who didn't know what to do, actually started to treat me coldly.She probably also thought that I was too irresponsible for my relationship, or that I was too unmanly, and I couldn't tolerate a little thing, so it was really chilling for her to abandon my girlfriend so cruelly.

Facing all this, I really have no way to justify anything other than a wry smile.And in fact, I am the one who is sorry for Shi Shanshan. No matter what the reason is, I should be accused and reviled.

So, I remained silent, even more reticent than before.Come to work silently every day, and go home silently after get off work.Because of the bad mood, I smoked more fiercely.It is often one after another, and sometimes I can't sleep at night, so I just smoke until dawn.

My life has fallen into incomparable isolation and depression.The only thing that makes me feel gratified is that there is another person who understands me and keeps giving me comfort.

She is Felena!I haven't seen her since I got drunk and she took care of me all night.It's just that for some reason, she has called every day since then.She didn't bother me with anything, and she didn't mention her father and Tang Xiaoru any more.Just a simple chat, talk about something that happened recently.

Fei Leina may be the only person in the world who knows that I am suffering. I was so drunk that day, and the emotion I showed when I hugged her and regarded her as Shi Shanshan made her clearly aware of my pain.

Therefore, she knew that I was in a bad mood, and she always tried to comfort me and make me happy on the phone.

When I first answered her phone, I was still a little impatient.To be honest, I really don't want to get involved in her family's affairs anymore, and I don't want to hear about any entanglements between her father and Tang Xiaoru.

But to my surprise, Fei Leina did what she said, and she never talked about those topics that bothered me.Instead, like an old friend, he brought me warmth and comfort when I was most isolated and depressed.

Maybe it's because of the daily phone calls, or maybe it's because I had an unspeakable kiss with Felena.Gradually, Fei Leina became close and important to me.Before I knew it, I seemed to have become very good friends.

Days passed by like this.In a blink of an eye, it was already November.A sudden cold air brought this year's winter suddenly.

As soon as I got to work this morning, I suddenly received a call from Fei Leina.Generally speaking, Felena calls me every day either at noon during the day or before going to bed at night, and rarely calls me early in the morning.Surprised, I quickly pressed the call button and said, "What's the matter? Why is it so early today?"

Immediately, Fei Leina's extremely happy laughter came from the phone, and she shouted: "Dai Yong, I have good news for you. I will be free again tomorrow, haha!"

During the phone conversation during this period, Felena has confessed to me.The night I was drunk, she never called home at all.And in order not to let her family know where she was, she simply turned off her mobile phone that day.Her family members thought she was missing, sent someone to search for her all night, and almost called the police.It wasn't until the next day that Fei Leina and I had breakfast and parted ways that she called home to say she was safe.As a result, her mother was furious and immediately called her home to question her severely.The daughter has grown up so much that she has never spent the night alone outside.What if he hangs out with some kind of dubious man?

However, no matter how her mother asked, Fei Leina just didn't say anything.Her mother was so angry that she immediately issued a foot restraint order to her. From then on, except for going to school during the day, she could only stay at home at other times and was not allowed to go out.Moreover, even when she was in school, she sent someone to monitor her daughter. Whenever a boy came into contact with Feleina, he would be listed as a suspect immediately, and investigation would be inevitable.This is also the main reason why Fei Leina has never been able to see me, even though she called me every day.

However, it has been nearly a month now.After such a long time, she didn't see anything unusual. Fei Leina's mother gradually began to relax, and she was no longer so nervous and paranoid.Hearing Fei Leina said that she was going to be free again, I thought her mother had finally lifted the ban on her, so I couldn't help laughing: "Really? Congratulations. I've been locked up at home for so long, and I'm almost bored." right?"

(End of this chapter)