within Temptation

Chapter 220

The weather is getting colder every day, and in a blink of an eye, more than a week has passed.

Since Felena sneaked out of the house that day and asked me to sing karaoke all night, I haven't seen her again.But the daily phone calls are still the same, unshakeable.In the past two days, it has even become more frequent.It turned out that most of the time, she called before going to bed.After chatting with me for a while, we said good night to each other and went to bed.But in the past two days, not only would she call before going to bed, but during the day, she would call from time to time to ask me what I was doing, or to talk about some interesting things that just happened to her.

According to Feleina, it was her mother who finally gave up on her surveillance and withdrew the personnel who were protecting her in name but were in fact guarding her.She no longer needed to make a phone call and hide in the toilet, trying every means to deceive others.

Although she still couldn't go out alone at night, after this beginning, it showed that her mother's suspicions gradually disappeared, and she gradually relaxed her vigilance towards her daughter.It is expected that in the near future, Fei Leina will soon get real freedom, like a girl from an ordinary family, she can go out happily and freely to play with her friends.

So, while congratulating Feleina, I was also happy for her.If even this trouble is gone, Fei Leina must be the happiest and happiest girl in the world from now on, right?
It's just that my troubles have increased by one more item.Ever since I sent her home in the middle of the night, I suddenly found that I had a longing for Fei Leina in my heart.This longing made my mood even more complicated.

I'm not sure if I'm in love with her.Just to be sure, I do like this lovely girl.Her beauty, her innocence, her versatility, and even her invincible youthful, sexy and alluring body all made me appreciate it.

However, I even feel that Tang Xiaoru is not good enough for me, so how dare I think about such a proud princess?Her family status is almost a hundred and eight thousand miles away from mine.As long as my skull is not broken, I know that it is completely impossible for me and her.

As for how Fei Leina feels about me, it often confuses me.I don't know what caused her to be so close to me.If it was another girl, maybe I would have thought she was interested in me.But for Ferena, I don't think so.

I clearly know that the reason Fei Leina approached me in the first place was because of Tang Xiaoru and her father.As for her being nice to me later and calling me every day to comfort me, it was probably because she mistakenly thought that Shi Shanshan and I broke up with her.So you feel uneasy, try your best to atone for me, right?

Or maybe, because I am the only person in this world who understands her heart.In front of me, she doesn't need to hide her thoughts, she can express her happiness and pain to her heart's content.There is a person like me who can confide in her heart, so she unknowingly regards me as a confidant or a friend, and is willing to get so close to me, right?

No matter what, now I cherish the good relationship with Fei Leina very much.Up to now, Shi Shanshan has left me.Tang Xiaoru treats me more and more coldly every day.The friendship that once existed seems to have disappeared suddenly.

I have few female friends in my life, and now only Feleina is left. I am extra careful, for fear of losing them again.Therefore, the slight longing in my heart for Fei Leina was quickly suppressed deep in my heart.Being able to be a pair of close friends is already very good, so why bother yourself?
It was Wednesday, and not long after I started work, my immediate boss, Hu Guoliang, walked into my office, and said to me and two other colleagues: "Good news, the company is going to send money again. Hurry up, go to The finance department will sign, and we will strive to transfer the money to our card in the afternoon.”

Just as I was taken aback, Li Bojun, who was sitting opposite me, said excitedly, "Really? What kind of money? How much does everyone have?"

Hu Guoliang said with a smile: "Can I still lie to you? The company's latest investment has begun to pay off. Mr. Tang is very happy and decided to give a bonus to every employee of the company as encouragement. I just signed the contract from the finance department. Come out, everyone is the same, 3000 yuan per person!"

Every employee of the logistics department present was overjoyed, and stood up one after another, preparing to go to the finance department to sign, so that the money could be transferred to all of our bank cards as soon as possible.

I am also very happy. Since I started working in the new company, the benefits are really different than before.In addition, I am a moderate deputy cadre, and my monthly official salary is nearly 4000 yuan.Tang Xiaoru is not a stingy boss. As long as the company has the ability, it will always try its best to give employees some bonuses or benefits.More or less, I can always get an extra copy of no less than 8 every month.If I count all kinds of holiday expenses during the New Year and other festivals, I have carefully calculated that if this goes on, my total annual income in the company can reach 6 to [-] yuan, or even more.If I save some money, I can save [-] to [-] yuan a year, and it will not be difficult at all.In just a few years, I should be able to make up enough money to send Yingying abroad for eye treatment.

So, I stood up happily and went to the finance department to sign with everyone.It’s just that when it was my turn, I picked up the pen, and when I was about to sign my box on the bonus distribution form, I saw the neat number 3 plus three 0s next to it, and I suddenly remembered something, and I couldn’t help but Immediately froze.

That's right, I still owe Shi Shanshan exactly 3000 yuan.Now she has been gone for more than a month, but I never thought about returning the money to her.Now she is no longer my girlfriend, so it's not right for me not to pay back the debt, right?
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel ashamed.Although Shi Shanshan didn't urge me to pay back the money at all, I actually forgot about it. I was so confused.Fortunately, I suddenly remembered it now, otherwise, I really don't know what Shi Shanshan would think of me.

After hastily signing, I immediately walked out of the finance department.After thinking about it, I took out my mobile phone and wanted to call Shi Shanshan and pay her back the 3000 yuan.

It just so happened that since she left the company that day, I haven't heard from her again.For a long time, I didn't have the face to contact her and ask her how she was doing recently.Now I finally have an excuse, and I can have the courage to fight over.

Finding an empty corner, I turned to the familiar number from my phone.Taking a deep breath, calming down, he pressed the dial button.

The phone rang for a long time, and finally got through.There was no sound, but I could still hear Shi Shanshan's rapid breathing.

She is waiting for me to speak!
For some reason, I also panicked.There are thousands of words, but they are all blocked in my heart, and I can't say a word.In this way, holding the mobile phone, I stood stupidly.Listening to her breathing in my ears, those past events with her before were suddenly recalled in my heart one by one.

After some time, Shi Shanshan seemed to be unable to wait any longer.Her voice came from her ear, faint and without a trace of emotion.

"What's up?"

(End of this chapter)