within Temptation

Chapter 291

In my heart, my heart suddenly felt tender, facing a woman who loves me deeply and is devoted to me, I really can't say the words of rejection.

However, I also understand that as long as I continue to kiss, the next thing is beyond my control.Being alone in a room alone, we are prone to make mistakes.If there is another kiss like this, the chance of making a mistake is almost infinitely close to [-]%.

I am a man with a girlfriend, and some mistakes are absolutely unacceptable.Lu Fei is indeed pitiful, but Tang Xiaoru is a woman I need to cherish all my life. If I make an irreparable mistake, how can I have the face to see her in the future?How could it be possible to spend time with her without any shame?
Thinking of this, I hardened my heart, shook my head, and slowly pulled my hand out forcefully.Then, I stood up abruptly and said, "Lu Fei, I really have to leave. It seems that your mood is not stable today, let's have a good chat next time."

As I said that, I didn't dare to look at her, so I walked towards the gate of her house.

However, just after I took two steps, I heard Lu Fei crying sadly behind me: "Can't you even have a kiss? What if I don't want you."

I didn't dare to stay, so I continued to walk to the door.But when I grabbed the doorknob with my hand, after thinking about it, I still confessed, "Lu Fei, I understand how you treat me. As a friend, I am willing to go through fire and water for you. But, only This matter is not acceptable. Even if you resent me for this, I can only say, sorry!"

After speaking, I opened the door and prepared to go out.But at this moment, I felt a rush of footsteps behind me, as if Lu Fei had already chased him.Then, before I had time to react, a pair of arms had already tightly surrounded me from behind, hugging me tightly.

I just sighed, and immediately stopped my body.I heard Lu Fei sobbing softly behind my back: "Don't go, Dai Yong, I beg you, don't go..."

My hand was still on the door frame, and my body was hugged by her. Unless I struggled hard, I couldn't move.Hearing her weeping softly, I couldn't bear it, so I sighed and said, "Lu Fei, don't do this. In fact, it feels good that we are friends. Why do we have to make it so embarrassing?"

"I don't want to be your friend, I just want to be your lover."

I had no choice but to be speechless, and after a stalemate like this for a long time, I gently put my hands on her two arms around my waist, grasped them tightly, and then separated them with force.

Turning around, I looked at Lu Fei who was crying sadly, and slowly said word by word: "Lu Fei, don't make me a man with a heartless heart. You really don't understand the relationship between me and Tang Xiaoru. I To be able to be with her, I don’t know how many detours and misunderstandings I have gone through. Now I finally have a result, and I don’t want to make any changes, do you understand? "

Lu Fei's face suddenly turned pale, and she looked at me with blurry tears, and said sadly, "Do you love her that much? What's so good about Tang Xiaoru that it deserves your wholehearted attention?"

I said sternly: "Tang Xiaoru is good, and I can't finish talking for three days and three nights. But you definitely won't listen to it today, and I will tell you when you are emotionally stable in the future. Okay, that's it, I Let's go, I will pretend that what happened tonight never happened. Lu Fei, we are still good friends, okay?"

Lu Fei seemed a little desperate, looked at me and murmured: "Still a good friend? Dai Yong, you just have the heart to let me miss you every day and night while being your friend for the rest of my life?"

I have nothing to say to her words.Can it still be said that since you can't be a lover, then don't even be friends, and never see each other?

Since I have nothing to answer, I will not answer.In this situation, it is better to leave her and let her calm down.I hope she can figure it out by herself in the future, and she doesn't have to hang herself on a tree like mine.There are so many excellent men in the world, there will always be someone worthy of her love, right?
So, I sighed and said, "Let's talk about it later, who knows what will happen in the future? I'm leaving. If you feel better in a few days, call me, huh?"

Saying that, I no longer miss it, turned around and strode downstairs.This time, Lu Fei didn't ask me to stay, and let me go down the stairs and into the vast night.

In a blink of an eye, I had already walked out of Lu Fei's community and came to the street outside.Suddenly, I miss my lover.Immediately took out my phone, and I called Tang Xiaoru.

"What are you doing? I'm very busy now."

"Aren't you done yet?"

"It's almost half an hour at most. Tell me, what's the matter with calling me? Is your date over tonight?"

"Half an hour left? Then shall I come pick you up?"

"No need, you don't have a car, so I have to take you home in the end?"

"Xiao Ru, tonight, I want to be with you, okay?"

"..."

"Little Ru?"

"Oh, I really lost to you, can't I bear it all night?"

"Don't get me wrong, I don't want to do anything with you, I just want to hold you until dawn."

"Hmph! It's nice to say, but you can't help it in the end?"

I sighed, and said, "Can't you? Forget it, let's go back early after the end, huh? Everything else is fine, that's it..."

"Hey, wait a minute! I... I didn't refuse you. Really, come on, come on, at most I will work harder."

I immediately said happily: "Really? Then I will come to pick you up!"

"Okay, you can come if you want to pick it up. But don't enter the company. We'll meet downstairs in half an hour."

"Okay, see you in half an hour!"

Putting down the phone, I immediately cheered in my heart, and the depressed mood just now has been swept away.And I'm a little lucky, fortunately, I finally resisted Lu Fei's temptation.If I really made a mistake, with my personality, I am afraid that I will feel ashamed in my heart, and I will never dare to face my lover again.

An hour later, Tang Xiaoru and I were already lying on the bed together.But this time, I was really honest and just hugged and talked to her without even a little bit of intimacy.

Tang Xiaoru was already prepared to be eaten by me several times in the evening, but she was surprised that I was so honest.After a long time, she seemed to think of something, and suddenly smiled and said: "You are abnormal, be honest, what happened tonight? Did you and your confidante have some super-friendly behavior?"

PS: Although it is almost over, I still wish you all a Merry Christmas!

(End of this chapter)