within Temptation

Chapter 315 The truth of the matter

At this moment, I couldn't bear it any longer, so I laughed all of a sudden, waved my hand, and said: "Get up, who is really going to hit you? But I can tell you, let's forget it this time, if you still hit me next time If you dare to lie to me like this, then I will be really angry, you know?"

Lu Fei's eyes lit up immediately, she straightened up with a smile on her face, came over to hold my arm affectionately, and said happily, "I knew that you wouldn't be willing to hit me. Dai Yong, in fact, I saw you just now I was so happy to come here in such a hurry. This shows that I am a very important person in your heart, right? "

I laughed and said, "That's needless to say? Hearing the news that you were going to die almost scared me out of my wits. I didn't even finish my meal, so I hurried over to see you. Do you think I'm quite a friend? It's not like you, you actually conspired with others to lie to me."

Lu Fei immediately raised her mouth, shook my arm resolutely and said, "I've already apologized, why are you still talking about me? Besides, Fei Leina is not someone else, anyway, she used to belong to you Girlfriend is the woman you love the most."

In embarrassment, I hurriedly shook off her hand, and said seriously: "Okay, this matter is over. For Fei Leina, help me persuade her. Tell her, I know that she left me back then. I have to. But it is a fact that she left me. And four years have passed, everything has changed. I can no longer love her like I did back then. No matter what, please look away and accept this reality .”

"Ah? You really don't give her a chance to explain? What if she really has a hard time? Are you afraid that you will regret it later if you find out?"

I listened, only silent.

In fact, it's not that I don't want to hear Felena explain why she left me back then.I'm just afraid, if it's like I imagined, Fei Leina was tortured, and I was forced to leave in the end.I don't know if I will hesitate to treat her because of distress and regret.In this matter, Fei Leina is also a victim, she is not at fault in any way, it's just that I have nothing to do with her.And I already have a wife, I don't want to ruin my happy life because of Fei Leina.

That's why I hardened my heart and never gave Fei Leina a chance to explain.

Thinking of this, I shook my head lightly, and said, "It doesn't matter whether you explain it or not. I can't change my current life to love Fei Leina. Let her forget me, just be... I'm sorry for her."

As I said that, I sighed and reached out to grab the doorknob, wanting to leave here and go back.Lu Fei became anxious immediately, and hurriedly rushed over, blocked her body in front of the door lock, and shouted: "You will definitely regret it! Fei Leina left you precisely because she loves you! If it wasn't for You, how could she be willing to endure the sadness and loneliness silently by herself, and how could she be willing to see you fall in love with other women without making any reaction? Dai Yong, you don’t even understand, Fei Leina wanted to protect you What sacrifices have you made! A woman who loves you so much, you... how can you... how can you bear it, and don't even give her a chance to explain? "

I opened my mouth, but couldn't utter a word.The uneasiness and fear in my heart became even more serious.What to protect me?What sacrifice?Felena... what have you done for me?God!I'm so desperate to know.But why... am I so scared?
At this moment, I heard Fei Leina suddenly shouted loudly in the bedroom: "Sister Lu Fei, since he doesn't want to hear it, then don't tell him and let him go, just treat it as a lesson I have learned in the past four years. Let me You know, there is no love that is loyal and unyielding, that will never change until death!"

When Lu Fei heard this, she became excited and shouted loudly: "Why not? In the world, isn't there someone who is as loyal and unswerving to love as you are? Dai Yong doesn't know, but if he knows In the future, how can I be indifferent? How can I not love you?"

My whole body began to tremble.What has Felena done for me?What terrible things happened to her back then, and she needed to make sacrifices for our love?
At this moment, I can no longer pretend to be deaf and dumb, and deceive myself.Taking a step forward, I grabbed Lu Fei's shoulder and said hoarsely, "Lu Fei, tell me, what happened back then? Why didn't you come to tell me until today?"

Lu Fei's shoulder was obviously hurt by my scratch.But she gritted her teeth and endured, and said firmly to me: "Ask Fei Leina, only she is qualified to tell you this. When you know the truth of the matter, I hope you can sincerely ask Fei Leina Forgive you, and spend your whole life loving and protecting her."

I was dazed for a long time, and when I saw Lu Fei's face was turning blue, I realized how hard I was holding her shoulder.

Subconsciously, I withdrew my hand, turned around slowly, and looked at the closed door of Lu Fei's bedroom.

I realized that as long as I walked in, my life would definitely change dramatically.But do I have a choice?
Finally, I walked slowly to the door of the bedroom, reached out tremblingly, and knocked on the door lightly.My throat was still so hoarse, but I stopped hesitating and called out, "Felena, please open the door, I want to talk to you."

As soon as the words fell, Feleina burst into tears inside.That crying sound is so familiar to me, just like that snowy night four years ago, it was heart-piercing and painful!
I know, I understand, how much wronged I have suffered to cry so sadly.

I couldn't control my tears any longer, and with a splash, they were already rolling down!

Felena!Felena!Felena!Felena!
In my heart, I kept calling Fei Leina's name.But my voice is already speechless.I could hear that Lu Fei had come to my side. She was also crying, but she came to help me open the door.

"Go in, this door can't be locked. Talk to Fei Leina, and she will tell you how she has lived in the past four years."

My eyes have already looked into the room.Fei Leina was lying on the bed, her shoulders shrugged violently, still crying so sadly.

I collected myself and reached out to wipe the tears off my face.Now that you have decided to listen, don't be afraid of anything.No matter what the result is, I just need to be worthy of my conscience.Later things, I will think about it later.Now, the important thing is to find out the truth of the matter, so that I can decide what in my own conscience.

So, I walked in and slowly came to the bed.Hearing my footsteps, Fei Leina stopped crying suddenly, got up and sat on the side of the bed, wiped her tears, and said to me bitterly: "What are you doing here? Didn't you say before that I You don’t want to hear the explanation, even if you listen, won’t it change anything? If that’s the case, why are you still here?”

I had no choice but to sigh softly, and didn't defend myself, I just pulled up a chair and slowly sat in front of her.

The door of the room has been closed by Lu Fei outside.In the bedroom, there was only me and Fei Leina facing each other silently.After a long, long time, I finally said: "Feleina, although there are some things that cannot be changed, I still want to know what happened back then. I take back what I said to you earlier and apologize to you. We Calm down and have a good talk, okay?"

Fei Leina snorted and turned her head away from looking at me.I had no choice but to sigh and said again: "I have been avoiding seeing you for the past few days. I know that you have resentment towards me in your heart. Fei Leina, you also know what I am. As a husband, I have to be responsible to my wife. And the last time you came directly to my house to declare war on my wife, it made me very passive and difficult to do, you understand?"

Fei Leina snorted again, and said, "Am I wrong? I was here to rob her husband. I declared war openly and aboveboard. I didn't engage in conspiracy behind my back. What's wrong?"

I had no choice but to smile wryly, shook my head, and said, "Well, even if you are not wrong, have you ever thought that she is my legal wife, how embarrassing is it for you to come to declare war so arrogantly, and put me in an embarrassing situation? I, in order to protect my family, naturally have to make a gesture. Originally, you could come to me directly, and we could discuss and solve any problems. But if you insist on involving my wife, then you can still blame me Unfeeling towards you?"

Fei Leina curled her lips, and said: "I did it on purpose to show her that I, Fei Leina, am upright, unlike her, who robs other people's husbands and hides it, and refuses to admit it. I don't understand What's so good about Tang Xiaoru? How could you fall in love with someone who used to be someone else's mistress..."

I didn't wait for her to finish speaking, and immediately said with a sullen face: "My wife is pure and pure, no one in this world knows better than me. Fei Leina, I don't allow you to insult her anymore. If you still mention this matter, Then I'm leaving right now!"

Fei Leina's face suddenly revealed an extremely sad expression.The tears that hadn't dried up suddenly slid down his face again.The small mouth trembled, and murmured: "Okay! Okay! I won't say anything now. After you listen to me, kneel down and beg me. I will never forgive you, never!"

Facing Fei Leina's childish temper, I was speechless for a while.However, both she and Lu Fei said that once I know the truth of the matter, they will definitely change my current view.What is the truth of that matter?

My mind immediately recalled the past, recalling that sad and bloody snowy night four years ago...

PS: I feel pretty good today. It took more than ten hours, and I actually coded [-] words, ha ha!
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