within Temptation

Chapter 318
Seeing Fei Leina's tears of extreme sorrow, my heart suddenly ached to the extreme!

Now, everything is clear.The reason why Fei Leina didn't tell me the truth earlier was because I was worried about my safety.Everything she does is for my consideration.She endured all the suffering alone.The reason why I have the happy life I have now is because she endured humiliation there and gritted her teeth to persevere in exchange for it.In order to finally come back to be with me, she has made unimaginable hard work.Such a sacrifice, such firmness, and such love are enough to move the world!
At this moment, I am ashamed and ashamed!Felena, I'm sorry!sorry!I really don't know that you have endured so much pain for me.I did so much hard work for me.Even if I knew earlier, how could I empathize with another person and lose you?
But it's too late for you to tell me now!I already have a wife, and she is not at fault!What do you want me to do?What do you want me to do?If I lose to you, it would be beyond reason!But in this way, I have to feel sorry for my wife.Abandoning her...how can I bear it?How to do it?

I have never encountered such a difficult decision in my life.Feleina treats me like this, even if she is a beast without conscience, she can't help but be shocked and moved by it.If such a woman does not love, she will be struck by lightning!But in the same way, it is also against my conscience to ask me to abandon my wife to love Fei Leina.I, Dai Yong, can do anything, but it's hard to do this kind of unlucky thing even if you kill me!

So, I fell into unprecedented pain and panic.I really don't know what to do anymore, and even at this moment, I don't know what to say.Seeing Feleina weeping with grief, I could only be dumbfounded, speechless.

After a long, long time, Felena seemed to have shed all her tears.She finally sniffed and raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face.Then, her expression became indifferent, she looked at me, and said lightly: "Okay, I have said everything that needs to be said. No matter what, I finally have an explanation to myself. Dai Yong, you can go When you go back, please tell Tang Xiaoru to rest assured that I will not bother you again. I wish you a happy life in the future, that's all, goodbye!"

My heart hurts again!I couldn't help standing up and taking a step forward, stretched out a hand, and murmured: "Feileina, I'm sorry, I..."

But Fei Leina's eyes were extremely cold, and she directly interrupted my words: "I said, I will not forgive you. Sorry for these three words, I don't want to listen. Let's go, since you don't want to love me, then why don't you love me?" What are you doing here?"

I was speechless and ashamed.He wanted to turn around and leave, but there seemed to be a thousand catties under his feet, and he couldn't move an inch.

At this time, the bedroom door was suddenly pushed open, and Lu Fei's furious voice came from the door: "Dai Yong, how could you do this? Fei Leina has suffered so much for you, how can you be so indifferent?"

I turned around and looked at Lu Fei who was standing at the door, his face flushed with anger.I opened my mouth to explain something, but for a while, I felt that my language was so lacking, I didn't know what to say to express the hesitation and contradiction in my heart.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Lu Fei was trembling with anger, pointed at me and said loudly: "What are you hesitating for? Why are you hesitating? Does Tang Xiaoru love you as much as Feleina? A man, you are so lucky to meet such a woman who loves you. Don't you feel touched? Didn't you repay her love in the slightest?"

My heart trembled suddenly, and I couldn't help shouting in a hoarse voice: "Why not? I'm not a wolf-hearted person, how could I not be touched at all? Fei Leina treats me like this, even if I, Dai Yong, die, I will never die." I dare not repay her!"

Lu Fei laughed, and immediately came over and pushed me, saying: "Then what are you waiting for? Hurry up and hug her and say you love her! Go!"

I staggered and took a step back.Being so excited by Lu Fei, the blood in my body surged, and I didn't think about anything for a while.Immediately turned around, stretched out his hands, hugged Fei Leina who was sitting on the bed tightly, and murmured: "Fei Leina, I'm sorry for making you suffer so much, I'm sorry for you .”

Felena, who was in her arms, was stunned for a while, as if she couldn't react, her body was a little stiff.Lu Fei giggled behind us, and said, "That's right, Dai Yong, kiss her quickly and say you love her. Oh, I'm going out first, to give you free space, ha ha!"

With the sound of closing the door, only Fei Leina and I were left in the room.I didn't bother to talk to her, I just hugged Fei Leina tightly, saying sorry over and over again, just like she said to me back then.

Gradually, Fei Leina's body, which was a little stiff, softened slowly.Gently resting his head on my chest, he said quietly to me: "What's the use of you talking about this? That's not what I want to hear."

I murmured: "I know, Fei Leina, but now my heart is very confused, and I don't know what I should do to be right. Give me some time and let me think about it, okay?"

Fei Leina smiled bitterly and said, "You really love Tang Xiaoru so much? In your heart, is she more important than me?"

I couldn't make a comparison, so I just kept silent and didn't answer her question.Fei Leina sighed again, and said: "Actually, I have been in the United States for the past few years, and I have thought about whether you will forget me and get better with other women. But I have thought about it, but I just didn't expect that The woman will be Tang Xiaoru. Lu Fei loves you so much, why don't you choose her?"

I didn't know how to answer, so I had to say: "In my eyes, Lu Fei is just a friend. But Tang Xiaoru...is different."

Fei Leina gently pushed me away. At this moment, she seemed to have calmed down, her expression extremely calm.He pointed to the chair behind me, motioning for me to sit down.Then he looked at me seriously and said: "What's different about Tang Xiaoru? Although she is beautiful, she is just a woman. To be honest, no matter who you are with, I will not be so angry. After all, I refused to tell The truth of your matter, I can't blame you for empathizing with others. But Tang Xiaoru, I can't accept it. You know the reason."

I sighed, stepped back and sat down.After a little hesitation in my heart, I decided to tell Fei Leina about the relationship between Tang Xiaoru and me.

So, I said: "Felina, I told you not to be angry, but before I fell in love with you four years ago, I already had Tang Xiaoru in my heart..."

(End of this chapter)