within Temptation

Chapter 325
As soon as I walked into the private room, the two women who were glaring at each other immediately looked away, pretending nothing happened.But I have already seen the scene just now, so why not notice it?
Although, I don't know what happened to them while I was out, but there are some things that don't need to be asked, and I can guess to a certain extent.

So, I had to sigh secretly.After sitting down slowly, I took another look at Tang Xiaoru and Fei Leina who were eating in silence.I thought to myself that all the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of these two women are all because of me!It seems that I really have to make a decision quickly.Otherwise, it would be unfair for anyone to drag on like this.

Picking up the chopsticks, I didn't ask what they said just now, I just calculated in my heart while eating.Do you want to express your attitude now and end this meaningless competition?
However, when I hadn't made up my mind, Tang Xiaoru suddenly wiped her mouth with a wet towel, then turned her head and said to me: "Dai Yong, I'm full, how about you?"

I uttered an "uh" and was stunned for a while, but immediately understood what she meant.That's right, although this determination has to be made, it cannot be made hastily.Since Tang Xiaoru is leaving, let's go back first.Think about it again at night, no matter what my decision is, I must try my best to minimize the damage.

So, I nodded and said, "Well, it's almost there."

When Tang Xiaoru heard this, she immediately turned her head and said to Fei Leina: "Miss Leina, thank you for your hospitality tonight, we are all full. Tonight, Dai Yong and I have something to do, so we have to say goodbye to you early .Next time we have a chance, our husband and wife will be the hosts, and invite Ms. Reina to dinner, okay?"

Fei Leina's complexion suddenly became extremely ugly.He turned his eyes and gave me a hard look, then put down the chopsticks in his hand heavily.He snorted and said, "Miss Tang, you are too polite! Sister Jian, see off the guests!"

The female bodyguard responded, and hurried to bring me and Tang Xiaoru's coats.I couldn't bear to look at Fei Leina's expression anymore, and immediately went out with Tang Xiaoru after putting on the coat.

Sitting in the car, I kept silent. Tang Xiaoru drove the car. After a long time, she couldn't help but said, "Why didn't you ask me, what did Fei Leina and I say just now?"

I smiled lightly and said, "What did you say?"

Tang Xiaoru snorted, and said, "Feileina is too deceitful! I kindly thank her for making so many sacrifices for you these years, and my original intention was to make peace with her. But I didn't expect that when she heard it, Immediately turned against me, and said that I have no right to love you at all! Hmph! Who is this? His kindness is taken as a donkey's liver and lungs!"

I suddenly understood everything!No wonder Fei Leina turned her face. In this world, everyone can praise her sacrifice for love, but Tang Xiaoru can't, right?To Fei Leina's ears, this sentence must be considered a great insult and irony, so why not be angry?Perhaps Tang Xiaoru really had good intentions, but this kindness really hurt Fei Leina's heart.

Thinking of this, I suddenly turned my head to look at my wife, and thought again in my heart: Is she really well-intentioned?I'm afraid... not necessarily, right?Even I understand why Fei Leina is angry, how could she, who is usually ice and snow smart, not think of it?

I realized that it was almost impossible to imagine a rapprochement between these two women who loved me.Kind-hearted like Tang Xiaoru, even if she treats her rivals, she will take pains to retaliate.If I continue to hesitate like this, things will only get worse and harder to deal with.

Really, really, it's time to make a decision now!Otherwise, I will hurt not just one of them.But all of us will suffer from this for the rest of our lives!
Seeing that I didn't speak, Tang Xiaoru, who was a little guilty, glanced at me secretly, bit her little mouth, and said sternly, "Why don't you speak? Let me ask you, is Fei Leina going too far?"

I just smiled and didn't answer her question, but said very seriously: "Xiao Ru, I want to be alone at night and think about some problems, okay?"

Tang Xiaoru was stunned, and said, "What... mean?"

"What I mean is, you go home first, and let me walk outside alone."

"what?"

Tang Xiaoru was taken aback, and hurriedly pulled over the car and stopped, turned around and said to me eagerly: "You... are you angry with me? I... I didn't mean it, but I just saw Fei Leina It's a hypocritical look, and I can't help but want to expose her mask."

I smiled and shook my head, and said: "No, I'm not angry, really, Xiaoru. It's just that seeing you all working so hard for me makes me feel uneasy. I think, just tonight, think about me. What should be done to make this matter truly come to an end.”

Tang Xiaoru understood, but panicked even more, and said, "You...you mean, you're going to choose between me and her, right? Dai Yong, I'm your wife, what else is there to consider? Could it be...you...are you still hesitating?"

I stretched out a hand and gently caressed my wife's little face, still smiling, but replied with certainty: "Don't worry, I said, I will never leave you. Now you She is my wife, and will always be my wife in the future."

Only then did Tang Xiaoru feel a little more at ease, but she still asked in a puzzled way: "Then what else do you need to consider? Why not just reject Fei Leina?"

I shook my head and said: "Feleina loves me as deeply as the sea, don't you think it's too cruel to reject her like this? Besides, I haven't even figured out how to repay her kindness to me. If I refuse her like this, my conscience will feel uneasy. So, tonight, I need to calm down and think about it. How can I repay her feelings for me, so what can I do to ease my feelings towards her? Hurt, okay?"

Only then did Tang Xiaoru nod her head, no longer anxious or objecting, but asked gently: "Then...then where are you going to think about these issues? Tonight...will you come back?"

I smiled and said, "Of course I want to come back. I can't sleep on the street, right? As for where to go... I don't know, I just walk around anyway. I'll come back when I think it through."

After finishing speaking, I opened the door and got out of the car, and waved to Tang Xiaoru to go first.After she finally reluctantly drove the car away, I tightened the collar of my coat and took out a cigarette from my pocket.Prepare to take a walk slowly while smoking a cigarette, while thinking about these issues.

It is already the middle of December, and the winter nights are extraordinarily cold and biting.I lit a cigarette and looked up at the night sky above the city.In the colorful lights, the sky looks even darker and colder.

I was thinking, in such a cold day, it is estimated that it will snow in these two days, right?

(End of this chapter)