within Temptation

Chapter 337 Just for a Quiet Time

Seeing Fei Leina cry, I also feel sore in my heart, with unspeakable regret.At this moment, I still hesitated a bit, and immediately shouted in a low voice: "No! Who said I don't want you? I want yours! Felena, I know now that I was wrong. Without you, my life is meaningless .Forgive me? I won't let you leave me again. For the rest of my life, we'll be together, okay?"

Feleina suddenly opened her eyes, looked at me in surprise and surprise, her small mouth trembled, and asked in disbelief, "You...what did you say? Is this...really? "

I nodded vigorously and said: "Really! Of course it is true! If I lie to you, I will be a beast that is not as good as pigs and dogs!"

Fei Leina smiled immediately. Although she smiled reluctantly because of the pain, her eyes showed incomparable excitement and happiness.

However, this smile didn't last long before she suddenly withdrew it.Still looking at me, he said faintly: "I see, you said that because you were afraid that I would commit suicide again, right? If I'm fine now and nothing happened, would you feel at ease with Tang Xiaoru? continue to live?"

I……

Facing Fei Leina's question, I really can't answer it.In all fairness, if she doesn't seek death, I will definitely live with Tang Xiaoru.But at this moment, how can I admit this?What if she is stimulated and she doesn't want to live anymore?
Although I tried my best to comfort Fei Leina and encourage her to continue to live.But because of my stupid mouth, I couldn't find the right words to say for a while.

Seeing my tongue-tied look, Felena let out a deep sigh, her expression darkened even more.She closed her eyes again, and said softly: "What I want is your love, not your pity. I won't be happy if you are forced to be with me like this. You go, I'm tired, I want to Be quiet."

Seeing Fei Leina like this, how dare I leave?I had no choice but to rub my hands, and said in a low voice: "Felena, listen to me. I don't have pity on you, I... I really want to be with you. You don't know, actually, those words I said to you that night I don't know how uncomfortable it was when I was in bed. If it wasn't for nothing, who would be willing not to love you? But... I am a man with a family, so even if I want to, I must be responsible to my wife. "

Fei Leina suddenly opened her eyes again, and said, "What about now? Now you don't need to be responsible to your wife?"

I……

I had no choice but to lament in my heart, isn't it all because you are looking for death and life, do I still watch you die for me?Felena, don't make it difficult for me, okay?Now what do you want me to say to make you feel happy and satisfied?

Fei Leina sighed again, and said: "After all, is it because you are afraid that I will die? If so, then I will live. I will save you such pain and leave your favorite woman for me."

As she said that, Fei Leina's eyes filled with tears again, and they were about to fall down the corners of her eyes again.I was even more sad in my heart, I only hated myself for being stupid and unable to say anything that would make Fei Leina happy.

I know that even if Fei Leina doesn't seek death anymore, living like this is probably more painful than dying.Now that I have felt the importance of her in my heart, how can I bear to watch her exist like a living dead?

Fei Leina's love for me is worth cherishing for my whole life.Even if I lose everything else, I want her to be happy and happy.It's just that I may not be able to express my will, so I have to prove it with actions.

Thinking of this, I said to Fei Leina: "Fei Leina, I know you won't believe what I say now. But it's not important, what's important is that your body can get better soon. Rest well , I’m right by your side, if you need anything, just call me, huh?”

Felena closed her eyes and stopped talking.Tears flowed down the corner of his eyes slowly again.I stretched out my hand and carefully wiped away her tears, bent down, and gently kissed her forehead.

After that, the ward became quiet again.Fei Leina didn't know if she fell asleep, anyway, she never opened her eyes to look at me again.I could only sit by the hospital bed and sigh silently.I thought to myself that since it is impossible for me to abandon Fei Leina, what should my wife Tang Xiaoru do?

Tang Xiaoru's personality is different from Fei Leina's. In the same situation, I believe she will not seek death or life.Of course, when that time really came, the pain in her heart would never be less than that of Fei Leina.Hurt her, I will also feel extremely sad and uncomfortable.But in this world, there is no best-of-both-worlds solution that can solve this problem smoothly.

Thinking of the words "best of both worlds", I suddenly remembered that during the day, Tang Xiaoru once told me that she had a way to solve this problem, and that it was a way to get the best of both worlds.

What method is so miraculous?If so, why didn't they say it earlier, and only now?
I began to rack my brains to think, what good solution can I have to solve my current problem?But with my IQ, I really can't think of anything useful.Tang Xiaoru was not around at this time, so I couldn't ask her about it.I had no choice but to just sit there, worrying about my brain while waiting for Tang Xiaoru to come back.

Time passed by again.The sky outside began to brighten, and the heavy snow that had fallen all day and night seemed to have finally stopped.

I began to lose control of my drowsiness and dozed off with my head down.Suddenly, I seemed to hear a painful moan in the haze, which woke me up suddenly.

Opening my eyes, I hurriedly stood up and bent over to check on Fei Leina, seeing her frowning tightly, she was humming in a low voice.I was terrified, and hurriedly shouted: "Feleina, what's wrong with you? Is there any discomfort?"

Fei Leina hummed and groaned, "It hurts, I want to turn around, but... I can't move."

I said anxiously: "Where does it hurt? The doctor told you not to move around, why are you turning around?"

Fei Leina opened her eyes, but she gave me a blank look, and said angrily, "It's the pain that makes me turn around, why don't you help me?"

I was a little at a loss, remembering that the female doctor said just now that if there is any abnormality, I should notify her immediately to deal with it.I said, "Be patient, I'll call the doctor right away."

As I said that, I turned around and was about to run outside, but I heard Fei Leina shout: "Oh, no need, the frostbite on my butt hurts, won't it hurt if you call her here? Hurry up, turn around for me." body, so pressed on the bed, it hurts me to death."

I just oh, walked back and stretched out my hand to gently help her turn over.While exerting force carefully, he said distressedly: "Fei Leina, it's all my fault that caused you to be injured so badly. I'm really sorry."

After Feileina yelled twice, she finally managed to turn around and let her butt off the bed.He exhaled, and said, "Oh my god, I finally feel better. If I had known, I would not have sat on that stone chair. It was cold and wet, and my butt was the worst. Hey, that's right. , how did you find me? Did you save me?"

I didn't know how to answer, so I had to sigh and said: "Felina, no matter what happens in the future, don't worry about it anymore, okay? If it wasn't for your bodyguard's due diligence, he would look for you everywhere when he didn't come back. All of us will be sad to death, you know?"

Feleina's back was facing me at the moment, and I couldn't see her expression, but I heard her say: "Oh, it turned out that Sister Jian found me. Hmph! Do you think that I will think about it because of you? I'm just sitting I just wanted to be alone in the park, but somehow I passed out, and when I woke up, I was already here."

I……

I can't laugh or cry, it's snowing so much, the low temperature is several degrees below zero, she is braving the cold wind, ice and snow, sitting in the park just to be alone?
(End of this chapter)