within Temptation

Chapter 89 A Good Listener

Sure enough, Zhang Yun didn't stay in the riverside park, and walked directly across the grass to the river embankment.I was afraid that she would still be overwhelmed, so I continued to follow quietly to prevent her from acting irrationally.

However, Zhang Yun stopped when he walked to the edge of the river embankment.He remained motionless, as if staring at the tranquil river in a daze.The wind from the river blows slowly, causing her half-long hair to swing slightly to the right.Under the illumination of the lights on Xiaguan Bridge, she is like a sculpture standing by the river, so silent and peaceful.

I was standing about ten meters behind her, and I saw that she seemed to come here to meditate, and she didn't seem to want to commit suicide.For a while, I don't know whether to go to say hello or leave silently.

At this moment, I suddenly heard Zhang Yun speaking, and it seemed that he still said to me: "Can I have a cigarette, Mr. Dai."

I was taken aback, it turned out that she already knew that I was following her.Now, I couldn't hide my tracks anymore, so I had no choice but to walk over to Zhang Yun and said, "Mr. Zhang, I just sent my girlfriend home. I saw you on the bridge on the way back."

Zhang Yun didn't look back, but said lightly: "I know, I heard your footsteps chasing me on the bridge. Although you didn't call me, I still know it's you."

I walked up to Zhang Yun and stopped, smiled awkwardly, and said, "I'm sorry, I was afraid of you... that, so I couldn't help but follow me here. It's so late, are you really not going home? ?”

Zhang Yun didn't answer my question. After being silent for a while, she said again: "Do you still have cigarettes? Give me one."

I oh, and hastily took out my Blue Mountain smoke from my pocket.Just as I was about to take out one and hand it to her, I suddenly remembered that there was a pack of better cigarettes in my other pocket, so I immediately put the Blue Mountain Cigarettes back in my pocket. The soft shell Zhonghua that respects friends and guests on the facade.

Zhang Yun took the cigarette I handed her and put it in my mouth. I took out the lighter to shield the river wind with my hand, and lit it up in front of her.Zhang Yun turned her face slightly, and slowly smoked the cigarette.I saw that after she took a deep breath, she seemed unable to bear the stimulation of the choking smoke. I couldn't help coughing lightly, and hurriedly covered my mouth with my hands.

I said, "Mr. Zhang, don't you know how to smoke? Why don't you throw away the cigarette?"

Zhang Yun shook her head, coughed again, and put the cigarette in her mouth again.After doing this two or three times, she seemed to be able to adapt to the stimulation of the smoke on her lungs. In addition, the Chinese smoke was relatively pure, and the irritation to the throat was not as strong as that of other smokes, so Zhang Yun stopped coughing and looked good. Suck it slowly, mouthful by mouthful.

I can only sigh secretly in my heart, although I know that this is not a good phenomenon, many people are addicted to it like this.But at this moment, I have nothing to say. Compared with the pain in her heart, what is this little stimulation?Moreover, smoking also has a calming effect. When she is emotionally unstable, smoking a cigarette may calm her down and stop doing stupid things impulsively.

She smoked a cigarette in no time.I saw her flick her wrist lightly, and the cigarette butt drew a parabola and fell into the river below the embankment.Then, I saw her take a step forward, and her feet had reached the edge of the river embankment.I was just taken aback, but saw her short body, she had already squatted down, her right hand supported the ground, her buttocks slowly sat on the embankment, at the same time, she put her two feet down, and she sat on the embankment like this superior.

I let out a sigh of relief again, thinking that Mr. Zhang is really good at making thrilling moves.What is she thinking?Although everyone will feel uncomfortable when encountering such a thing, but there is no need to make yourself nervous, right?
"Thank you very much today. If you hadn't saved me, I think I would regret it if I died like this."

Hearing this, my heart moved, I hurriedly walked to Zhang Yun's side and squatted down, and said, "Mr. Zhang, are you not sad anymore?"

Zhang Yun looked at Jiang Mian, and said with a faint smile: "How can it be possible not to be sad? After all, we have been married for five years, and, counting the days when I was in love with him before we got married, we have been together for a full time. There are ten years. How many decades are there in a person's life. I suddenly discovered that the most golden and important ten years of my life turned out to be a joke. Tell me, how can I not be sad?"

I was a little surprised. Although Zhang Yun looked older than me, he was at most two or three years older.If she and her husband had been in love for ten years, wouldn't they have been together when she was studying?

Sure enough, Zhang Yun continued: "My husband was my classmate in high school. I got along with him in the second year of high school. We were too young at that time, and almost everyone opposed our relationship, thinking that our relationship I am immature and will not have good results. But I am naive, I don’t believe what other people say at all, thinking that our love is the most sincere and purest feeling in the world. Therefore, I disregard the opposition of my family and disregard The persuasion of teachers and classmates made me determined to stay with him. For him, I fell out with my parents and almost separated from them. In one breath, I didn't ask for a penny from my family. I married him as soon as I graduated from university. At that time, I thought I was very happy and proud. Although life was a little bit bitter, I proved to others Yes, how great our love is. No matter what difficulties and obstacles there are, he and I are still together."

Speaking of this, under the light of the lights on the bridge not far away, I saw crystal tears streaming down Zhang Yun's face again.I know that Zhang Yun is really sad to the extreme at this moment.How proud she was, for love, she almost abandoned everything.Under the unimaginable pressure of ordinary people, I have come to today step by step.She thought she was right, and she proved to everyone how great her love is.However, now she suddenly found that all her dedication and hard work had suddenly become a joke.How could such a big blow not make her lose all hope and experience extreme pain?

I sighed, not knowing how to comfort her.After thinking about it, I took out my Zhonghua Cigarette again, silently took out one and handed it to her, and said softly: "Another one? Tell me all the grievances in your heart. I may not be able to help you, but I A good listener."

(End of this chapter)