Arts and Sciences

Chapter 1961 Sensibility and Reason
Su Zixuan came to the washbasin, twisted the silver-plated handle, and a thick water column flowed out of the water pipe, rushing down, rushing between the fingers, bringing a trace of clarity in this autumn night, the water column happily passed through the palm of the hand, and rushed up to the sink. The lines on the palm faded away again, Su Zixuan squeezed her hand lightly, and the water flowed through the cracks between her fingers, unable to hold tightly, unable to grasp, as if the years had gone forever.

An Yuan is really enviable. As long as she is a girl, seeing such a radiant An Yuan, everyone will be excited and have a little girl's jealousy. Her violin is like crying, which makes people deeply Deeply intoxicated by the elegant display of her piano sound, through those sad piano sounds, Su Zixuan could clearly feel An Yuan's mood at the moment.

She seemed to see a girl walking in a daze between rice fields. She walked alone on the endless road, admiring the myriad of natural scenery, passing through thousands of rivers and mountains, but in this place where the flowers are blooming like a brocade. Behind the happiness is the slight sadness and loneliness that a person experiences this happiness.

An Yuan asked everyone through the violin.

Where is my true happiness?Have you found happiness?

Have I found happiness?Su Zixuan smiled slightly, looked at herself through the glass mirror, and smiled sweetly. The lavender dress was close to her belly, and there was a beautiful violet lying between her waist, conspicuous and charming.

If she had asked herself four years ago whether she had found happiness, Su Zixuan would have no way of answering, let alone what her true happiness is. If happiness is having food and clothing, being loved by boys, and having a family that loves her, then she is very happy .

If happiness is to live the life she really wants to live, even if she lacks food and clothing, even if no one cares about her loneliness, even if she does not have the care of her family, then she should not be considered happy.

This is an answer that cannot be explained with words and logic, until she left the Stoke family, left the large area of ​​thistles and highland grasslands in Manchester, and went to a place that was completely strange to herself, and went to an extremely inconspicuous place. A small city in an Eastern country.

She used travel to relieve her heartache, and used travel to comfort those separated happiness. Perhaps when she left her home, she knew that this was the last time of willfulness.Rather than escaping, she seemed to be fighting for herself, for the power to get rid of her established destiny.Her abilities are limited, so subconsciously, she has to go to faraway places for help.

What is help?
A good-for-nothing boy at the end of a crane can help himself?Su Zixuan never thought about this possibility, but from the time he met Li Sansi, it was like cold iodine being irradiated by warm sunlight, and then burned, which belonged to the fate of the two of them, just like this in a phenomenon like a chemical reaction, Completely changed a direction.

Since then, no matter how difficult and difficult the road that belongs to us is, we have bravely moved forward, spending those cold winters as always, and welcoming the grassland with the coming of spring.

Can we do this forever?

On the night when Lin's father was injured, Li Sansi's eyes were full of unprecedented confusion and doubts. He was like a bewildered child, uncertain about his future, afraid of losing all the beauty in front of him, afraid of losing his established plans. Happiness.

What a fool.

Su Zixuan smiled and shook his head, facing himself in the mirror, his red lips parted slightly, "I will always be with you, forever."

"Being able to make Miss Zixuan say these words, I think Li Sansi should be able to sleep peacefully even if he is dead." The voice came from behind, and Su Zixuan's eyes froze immediately, and she didn't need to turn her head at all. If you look at it, you should be able to know who is the person standing behind you?
Su Zixuan turned his head slowly. Jedi didn't know when he appeared, leaning leisurely on the aisle, that face that even a woman would be jealous of was still stern, but his eyes were filled with a fog that no one could see through. Su Zixuan, but it made people feel that the focus of his gaze was not on Su Zixuan.

Jedi smiled slightly, "Sometimes when I think about it, I really can't help but want to get angry. The Book of Destiny, which was originally the greatest book in the world, would be burned by Miss Zixuan. Could it be that this book, Can't you let the lady take a look? Don't you want to know the more profound principles in the book, about the nature of this world?"

Su Zixuan smiled faintly, "I just don't want to have more interactions with people like you, we don't belong to the same world."

Jedi is indeed the scariest character. Just looking at his appearance of knowing everything, one can tell that his wisdom is far beyond that of ordinary people. A superman of wisdom, plus a character with peak strength, in principle, there is nothing wrong with him. Impossible, so he became the toughest and most terrifying enemy in peacetime, a figure that even the Pacific Federation feared, and even the Dalin Temple wanted to pursue with all its strength, and he could easily shake anyone in the world. The circles and forces have turned the rain and the clouds.

Jedi smiled, "It's not a world, that's really good. The world looks the same, and it's the same for any person, but because of different races, religions, personalities, blood, status, and geographical environments, individuals are tiny. Differences determine that any one of us is lonely. Everyone lives in a world that they see with their own senses and thoughts. There are a hundred worlds for a hundred people. Everyone is also selfish. , They only identify with their own world, or they only communicate with people who share a common worldview. The seemingly intimate relationship between those lovers, from the perspective of the selfish nature of human beings, is also just a body and a relationship. The exchange of bodily fluids is nothing more than the real fusion of souls, the unity of the soul and two people in the same world, it is absolutely impossible to exist. Therefore."

Jedi paused, his eyes seemed to pierce Su Zixuan's deep heart, "Living in this world, there is no one who is not lonely."

Su Zixuan looked at Jedi without any hesitation, "This is the reason why I don't like your so-called book of destiny. You have the absolute reason to analyze the world, but you can't have the most profound essence of the human soul. You are like robots. Possess a powerful calculation ability to deal with anything in this world, and have absolute reason. In your eyes, the whole world is selfish, so you are also selfish. You only exist for profit, and you only work hard to strengthen yourself , your world only has two concepts of black and white and numbers, but you ignore the most important thing about being a person, that is, being a flesh and blood person with a sensitive and firm heart.”

"Is it a mind that cultivates both reason and sensibility?" Jedi shook his head, "What a joke, reason is enough to deal with everything, and sensibility is just the fetters that God has given to human beings. We can build the Tower of Tongtian, but because of the concern of sensibility, let us Human beings add too much consideration to ordinary things, but in the end they can't let go of what they want to do, and finally make those worlds that could be greater become so cowardly."

"So you feel lonely." Su Zixuan said softly, "Absolute rationality makes you lose the courageous heart that can create miracles as human beings. Because of the feeling of the soul, we can rejoice for the joy of others , worrying about other people’s worries. Although it didn’t happen to me personally, but facing the pain and distress of the people I love, I will also be sad.”

There was an almost fanatical admiration in Jedi's eyes, which was fleeting, and then he sighed, "Everything in the world is just an illusion. The so-called lovers, the so-called relatives, the so-called years between friends, It is just a shackle that shackles your position and the world. If you want to really stand at the front of the pyramid, you must abandon these distracting thoughts and realize the selfish nature of the world. Only by reading the great book of destiny Only those who read books will know all of this, the truth of everything in the world.”

"Really?" Su Zixuan shook his head lightly, "This may be the reason why I destroyed the Book of Destiny."

"I have a feeling that it is difficult to convince you, my lady, but I can prove to you with practical actions that the true nature of this world is!" Jedi overflowed with a strange smile.

"You want it. What are you doing?" Su Zixuan's mind flashed a warning sign, and Jedi's entire body suddenly appeared in front of him. A blank darkness covered Su Zixuan's entire senses.

(End of this chapter)