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Chapter 227 Flower Festival ([-])

"Think twice, we should, haven't we sat in this place for a long time?" Lin Qing'er turned her head and looked at Li Sansi, her eyes reflected the petals fluttering past the two of them, revealing that Something as gentle as water.

Li Sansi didn't dare to meet Lin Qing'er's eyes. The moment she saw her, her eyes turned to the gurgling river, "It's been a long, long time, a year, or two years."

The corners of Lin Qing'er's mouth twitched, and she smiled in front of Li Sansi, her astonishing beauty made Li Sansi feel ashamed, and lowered her head slightly, not daring to meet Lin Qing'er's gaze.

"During this year and six months, were you really in the St. Petersburg Hospital?" Lin Qing'er paused, and continued, "I can hardly believe the amazing strength you showed when you were fighting. You are someone who has been lying in the hospital for a year and a half."

Li Sansi was almost shocked, secretly thought that since he came back, he had abused his strength, and now Lin Qinger finally saw his flaws, so he tried to lie as much as possible at the moment, "Well. When I was in the hospital, the doctor asked me to help treat me. I do a lot of exercise in the gym, so now, it's not just me anymore."

Li Sansi didn't want to lie to Lin Qing'er, but for the sake of Dalin Temple's secrets, he had to lie, otherwise Lin Qing'er would find it hard to believe what he said, and Dalin Temple was also in danger of leaking secrets, after all, in There is a secret temple for training agents on an unnamed island. It is too absurd to tell, and no one wants to believe it.

Fortunately, Lin Qing'er didn't pursue it, and turned her head gently, facing the colorful clouds in the distance revealed among the tall buildings, and brushing a strand of hair blowing on her cheek, "Actually, after you come back, you It's like a completely different person, as if walking in the corridor, with a slightly shaved edge on your body. Even. Sometimes, I dare not look at you directly."

In the last sentence, Lin Qing'er's voice became lower and lower, her heart beat wildly, and there was a faint pain in her lower abdomen, as if the air had been emptied.

At the same time, the beating frequency of Li Sansi's heart suddenly accelerated. The two childhood sweethearts who had been together since childhood, now sitting on this lawn again, inexplicably felt a feeling of uneasiness, that feeling of heart palpitations. , with a trace of pain.

Neither of the two people spoke, and they merged with the surrounding lawn into a painting. The sun set and the dusk dimmed. The lights of the tall buildings opposite began to flicker one after another. With beautiful borders, the half-dark and half-bright staggered light and shadow slowly drifted past, quietly floating above the city, some magnificent light came down from the uppermost sky, and the stars began to take over the whole area. Deep blue sky.

"You. Have a plan. Do you apply for the school? Where do you want to go.?" I didn't want to talk about this question, but Lin Qing'er finally asked.

Because the dusk had already set, the wind also began to tighten. Lin Qing'er's hair was floating in the air, carrying a scent of orchids.

"Me?" Li Sansi looked at his toes, "Where am I going?"

Then he raised his head and faced the wind blowing in the sky, some birds followed him, "I don't know either."

Lin Qing'er suddenly felt a tide of sadness in her heart, and Chen Ye was lingering in her heart.

"What about you, Qing'er, I heard that many famous schools have already sent you invitation letters. Which one of them do you plan to choose?" The doomed separation in fate is so cruel. We always think that graduation is nowhere in sight. Just go their separate ways.

Lin Qing'er's nose was a little sore and uncomfortable. In fact, there are many people like Li Sansi who have poor grades, have dreams, but live a humble life. His background and low grades doomed him not to stand out, and his lack of confidence in his eyes doomed them to be ordinary for a lifetime.Their dreams always stumble, they long to fly, but fate breaks their wings.

So they succumbed, so they cringed, they knew how high the sky above their heads was, they knew how far away from their dreams, and they also knew that their wings were incomplete, they couldn't fly high, and they couldn't see far.

Lin Qing'er has seen too many of these things. She knows that Li Sansi will eventually become one of those ordinary people. She knows that Li Sansi will eventually be tortured by life one day. Rounding the corners, becoming submissive, timid, the burden of life forced him to give up his ideals, the pressure of fate forced him not to move forward on the road full of thorns, because they were already afraid of getting hurt.

Lin Qing'er felt like a wild goose standing on a cliff that was about to soar high. Looking at the birds struggling towards the sky below, she felt an inexplicable sadness.

Li Sansi, can you promise me happiness?Can you guarantee that you will take care of me for the rest of my life?Even if you can promise, then in the life of Pang Ran, in the life we ​​still have many, many years, can you also guarantee your promise and it will not go bad?actually.you can not.Each of us can't promise the future, nor can we calculate the future, so even if you like me now, you can't guarantee that you can take good care of me for the rest of your life.

I am a girl, I need a stable home, a promise that can withstand the wind and rain, I can't just follow you and live a half-life life without support, I also have my own ideals, I also have my own pursuit, so, Li Sansi , Since we chose our own path, we are doomed not to intersect, and we are doomed to walk two diametrically opposed paths.

"I want to study abroad and see the outside world. But before that, I want to study at Haidan University in Zhonghai for two years before going abroad." Lin Qing'er raised her head, her eyes became firmer .

Lin Qing'er, a girl like you should develop in a wider sky. The small city of Haishan City can't keep you.

"Qing'er. What do you want to learn? Have you decided?" In Li Sansi's heart, there was actually too much reluctance. The girl who has been together for more than ten years is usually used to her appearing beside him. The girl who is so young is about to leave her side at this moment, making Li Sansi feel as if something is blocked in his chest, and he still can't say anything.

"I haven't decided yet. I want to learn a lot, but I'm afraid I won't be able to." Lin Qing'er frowned, with some regret.

Li Sansi smiled suddenly, but the smile was a little far-fetched, "Qing'er, it doesn't matter, people's potential is infinite, the key lies in how you apply it, I think, as long as you work hard towards it, life will definitely not I have treated you badly!"

What Li Sansi said is from the heart, people’s potential is indeed infinite, his stream of consciousness is the best example, if he never pays attention to the little things in life, he will never know what he is In the body, there is actually such a powerful ability as stream of consciousness, just like some people's unique memory and learning methods, those are the abilities tailor-made for you by the creator, if you are not good at discovering, then you are doomed for a lifetime ordinary.

"Think twice. If we really want to separate in the future, will you contact me?" Lin Qing'er pursed her lips tightly, unbelievable that she would say such words, as if the wind tonight had blown people away My heart is blown, and in such an atmosphere of parting and sadness, the two of them finally returned to the past, without all kinds of misunderstandings, and without malicious jokes in life. Li Sansi, who he confides in everything.

Li Sansi was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Yes. I will. We will keep in touch. Always, always. Don't you have a mobile phone? When I have money, I will buy one too. Then we will You can make phone calls every day, and send text messages. Qing’er’s college life must be colorful.”

"Well, think twice, in fact, you are very smart, and there is still one semester, as long as you study hard during this time, you will definitely get good grades, I believe in you! You can go to a good junior college and come out, You can also find a good job!"

Just like two children who are still in the innocent years, chatting about growing up and ideals, Lin Qinger and Li Sansi are also looking at the dark blue sky with stars, chatting about the future and work, while Li Sansi The life of Sansi has already deviated from the track and is heading in an unknown direction.

We often live an ordinary life, but our hearts admit to being ordinary, and we move away from this goal step by step like traveling around the world year after year.

Because we've never tried, to work in that direction.

"En." Li Sansi nodded, looking at Lin Qing'er who had hope in her eyes, "I will work hard. I will study hard. I believe that my future will be ordinary and fulfilling."

Starlight flickered over the heads of the two of them one after another, and the wind blew over, blowing the petals between the green grass, covering the two of them again, and floating in the air.

"Think twice." In Lin Qing'er's eyes, there was an indelible sadness, "I can borrow your shoulder. Can I lean on it?"

Li Sansi didn't speak, but nodded slightly.

Lin Qing'er slowly moved over, and leaned her head quietly on Li Sansi's shoulder. Amidst the wind blowing all around, her heart suddenly felt at peace. Across the river from the lights of the high-rise buildings and the dark clouds wandering in the sky, Across tens of thousands of light-years of flickering stars, Li Sansi's smell and body temperature passed over his shoulders, making Lin Qing'er's nose a little sore, and the corners of her eyes uncontrollably drawing a glistening drop of water. Zhu, Lin Qing'er has an impulse to say something to Li Sansi.

Think twice, does your confession to me still count now?If it counts, I will wait for you, I will wait until the day you can marry me, and I will be your wife.It's just that Lin Qing'er didn't say it after all, and every time she recalled the night on the lawn by the river bank in Haishan City, she could always remember that it was on Li Sansi's warm shoulders.

That drop of tear left behind.

(End of this chapter)