after losing heart

Chapter 95 [110] Dedicated to death

It wasn't until there was a loud bang that the door of Tsinghua Court was pulled open from the inside, and Su Mochen came back to his senses.

Turning his head slowly, there was a row of people kneeling behind him, their faces were pale and their bodies were shaking like chaff.

What do you mean?
His heart sank suddenly, and a kind of fear that he had never felt before rolled over to him, making him breathless.

He couldn't describe that feeling, nor did he understand it.

"How?" He squinted his eyes slightly, and asked in a cold voice, although he tried his best to straighten his voice, but still couldn't hide the trembling of his voice.

Several doctors and midwives were all terrified, they hung their heads and dared not speak out, and none of them dared to speak out.

"What did the king ask her?"

He roared like a lion out of the cage, and even kicked over a doctor who was kneeling in front.

Everyone was shocked, including Yang Hen.

Sweat soaked my back.

Someone tremblingly said, "The blood... the blood has stopped, but... no matter what methods we use... Madam still hasn't woken up..."

Su Mo's eyebrows twitched, what does it mean that he didn't wake up?
Haven't woken up for a while, or will never wake up?

Crimson rose in his black eyes, and his voice came out coldly through his teeth, "She won't wake up, this king will take your heads!"

Everyone was sweating profusely.

Xu was thinking about death anyway, the man gritted his teeth, and continued tremblingly: "Cure the disease and save the patient... the most important thing is... the unity of the doctor and the patient... If a patient wants to die, no matter how good the medical skills are ..."

He didn't finish his words, and he still didn't dare to say it after all. Su Mochen didn't care, because at this moment his mind was full of only that sentence, if a patient wants to die with all his heart.

She begged to die?
She dares!

He pursed his lips tightly and clenched his big hands, she dares!
Everyone was panicked and at a loss, and saw the purple shadow flashing in front of them, and the man had passed them and walked quickly towards the room.

Everyone looked at each other, frowned, and had no choice but to bite the bullet and keep up.

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The lights in the room are bright, yes, very bright, so bright that it hurts people's eyes.

It was a mess, on the ground, on the table, on the bed, there were blood-stained hemostatic cloths everywhere.

The woman lay quietly on the bed, with blood all over her body, her hair was covered with black hair and a soft pillow, and the surroundings of her body were so cold that no one dared to approach her.

The long eyelashes are lightly closed, motionless, so quiet, so quiet that there is almost no sense of existence!
Su Mo walked slowly towards the bed, his eyes swept across that pale face that was almost transparent, and his arms, which were also as white as paper, hung unconsciously on the edge of the bed.

He frowned, sat down next to the bed, held her hand hanging outside, and found that there were rows of teeth marks on the back of her hand. Bleeding.

It's a new injury!
Did you bite it yourself when you were under the desk in the study today?

The wound is so deep, it can be seen how hard the lower mouth is.

Regardless of the people in the room, he put her hand to his lips and kissed her wound lightly.

A touch of blood entered his throat, and his eyes hurt.

He didn't know why she was dressed like that and hid under the table in the study, nor did she know what she had experienced under the table, but there was one thing he could deeply feel, that was her despair at that time.

What kind of despair would it be to let a person bite the back of his hand like this?
What kind of despair is it that can make a person give up the desire to survive?
She said, Su Mochen, I have let you down.

No one knew the grief in his heart when he heard these words.

Who let who down?
Was it him, Su Mochen, who disappointed her?
In fact, when you think about it, disappointment is disappointment, just like the concubine mother said, her stay is a disaster after all, she is not in his plan, and he has no plans to leave her a place in his future life, sooner or later, he will give up she.

But...but why, his heart hurts so much?Why are you so flustered?

Just because she was pregnant with his first child?

he does not know.

He didn't know, did his pain come from the loss of his own flesh and blood, or from the woman who was pregnant with his flesh and blood?
Kissing the rows of small tooth marks bit by bit, with unprecedented seriousness.

It's like no one else is there!
The people in the room didn't dare to vent their anger, they just looked at this man.

Yang Hen lowered his eyes slightly.

For a long time, Su Mochen felt the sharp pain in his heart spread to his limbs.

It took him a long time to realize to his surprise that he would also be in pain, so he opened his mouth.

"Aren't you an iron wall?"

"Aren't you never going to be defeated?"

He smiled wryly. In his impression, it seemed that this woman would always have the appearance of not knowing danger, not fearing life and death, and rushing forward resolutely.

No matter how he uses her, she is always willing.

No matter how he hurt her, she would at most put on a few words and forget about it.

He thought this was her character, he thought she was born like this and always will be like this, so he did whatever he wanted, didn't he?

"How can you give up so easily? That's not like you!"

His long arms wrapped around the woman's neck, slowly picked her up, and gently hugged her in his arms. He lowered his head, bit her earlobe lightly with his thin lips, and murmured.

His voice was very soft, very soft, as if it was just a whisper between lovers.

Everyone listened intently, but they couldn't hear anything clearly. Maybe only women can hear it at such a distance and at such a low volume?
No, the woman cannot hear either, because she is unconscious.

After Su Mochen finished speaking, his lips moved away from the woman's ears, and his black eyes were deeply fixed on her face, without blinking, as if waiting for her reaction.

Sure enough, the woman's long eyelashes trembled slightly.

Su Mochen's complexion changed, thinking that his eyes were dazzled by looking at it, but when he looked again, he found that the woman frowned slightly, as if in pain.

"She is conscious, hurry up and continue the treatment!"

Putting the woman gently on the bed, Su Mo stood up and walked out!
Everyone was stunned.

It wasn't until Yang Hen said anxiously: "What are you still doing in a daze? Hurry up!" All the people came to their senses and rushed to the side of the couch.

Looking at the back of the man walking out quickly, and at the busy figures of everyone in front of the couch, Yang Hen sighed softly.

He knew what everyone was astonished just now.

They used so many methods, but none of them worked, but the man only said a word in the woman's ear, and the woman responded.

In fact, even he was shocked, but he was even more curious about what the man said.

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In the middle of the night, the sky actually started to rain. At first, it was just thin lines, but it gradually became bigger and bigger, and finally it became torrential.

In Tsinghua Garden, except for the sound of rain, it was quiet. The woman had already gone to sleep, the doctor and midwife had gone back, even Chunlan and Xia Lian were extremely tired, and they stayed on the edge of the bed and dozed off.

Su Mochen still stood in the yard with his hands behind his back, allowing himself to be trapped in the rain curtain, motionless.

Yang Hen stood behind him with a butter umbrella in his hand, worried in his heart, but didn't dare to go forward.

This man has been standing here since he came out until now, and he didn't realize it was raining. He stepped forward to hold an umbrella for him, but was waved away by him.

He didn't understand, wasn't that woman already out of danger, why did he want to be exposed here?

He didn't even understand, since he was so worried, why he insisted on not going in to have a look at the woman?
Throwing away the paper umbrella in his hand, he stepped forward and stood beside the man, "Master!"

Although he didn't understand a lot, he knew how much this man was suffering. Since he showered, he showered with him.

At least on a night like this, he wasn't bearing and suffering alone.

The man turned his head slowly and gave him a slight look. He thought he would let him go back, but no!

After a long time, I heard his voice coming through the rain curtain, "Are you also disappointed in this king?"

My dears, guess what, what did the four say?
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