The Evil King Loves Lightly: Xiao Chong Doctor Concubine

Chapter 830 How Do You Know I'm Unhappy
Chapter 831 How Do You Know I'm Unhappy
Ah Chu was still the same as in the past, always being so kind to her, without any selfishness at all, but what she was thinking just now, she thought he was jealous and was unhappy, so she turned around and left.

Qiqi suddenly hated herself a little bit, she was really sorry for Ah Chu.

"I'm going to find you and Bao'er. Since you're here, let's try it first. I'll bring Bao'er." Mu Chu turned around and was about to walk out of the tent.

Qi Qi said, "She and Xuan Chi returned to the tent, now..."

Mu Chu paused, looked back at her, and returned to the table after being startled. After letting her sit down, he lifted the clay pot beside him, picked up the empty bowl, and poured her a bowl of gingko porridge. pushed in front of her.

"Since her own father is with her, then I won't bother you. Come and try it. It took more than two hours to make it, and I have been fighting for a few days. I don't know if the craftsmanship has deteriorated."

Qiqi didn't say anything, but he still made her feel unspeakably sad, what are the two of them doing like this now?
Looking at the bowl of porridge, thinking of the lingering lingering relationship with Chu Xuanchi last night, at this moment there was no shyness in her heart, only a touch of melancholy remained.

But Mu Chu stuffed the chopsticks into her hand. Seeing her like this, he frowned, and couldn't help but ask, "What? Have you eaten breakfast and can't eat anymore?"

"No, I can eat it." They are all her favorite snacks, and the porridge is delicious, which is much more delicious than the breakfast served by Xiao Yu'er. How could she not eat it?

He picked up the porridge and drank a couple of sips. The fragrance was pleasant, and after swallowing, the fragrance remained on his lips and teeth. This kind of craftsmanship can only be done by Ah Chu.

But how could she do this?Already have a family, already with Xuan Chi, how can he monopolize his tenderness?
"A Chu." She put the bowl down, finally raised her head to meet his gaze, and after mustering up the courage for a long time, she said, "A Chu, we..."

"How are we?" Mu Chu lowered his eyes to look at her restless little face, something trickled down his eyes, the smile on his lips gradually dissipated, and his face darkened: "Do you want to tell me?" , don't treat you so well in the future?"

Qiqi didn't speak, but this was what she wanted to say. Although she really couldn't bear his tenderness, since he was not the one she was destined to be, she could no longer occupy the position that belonged to others. Let him go, he to find your own happiness.

"What do you mean... don't you want to drive me away?" Mu Chu frowned, and his expression sank even further.

"No!" Qi Qi was startled, the words "drive him away" made her hands tremble in fright, and the bowl of porridge slipped from her hand immediately.

If it wasn't for Mu Chu's quick eyes and quick hands to pick it up, the bowl of porridge would probably have fallen to the ground and spilled all over the floor.

"It's such a waste of my mind." He put the porridge on the table, and when he put it down, his strength was a bit heavy, and the low sound made by the collision between the bowl and the table, hit Qi Qi's heart like a boulder , which made her heart ache suddenly.

But she didn't speak, because she didn't know what to say at this time.

"Do you really think I'm obstructing your eyes here?" Mu Chu looked at her, without any smile on his face at this moment, and even a faint chill radiated from his whole body.

"No..." Qi Qi hurriedly shook her head, she was a little scared out of her wits by his words, she shook her head vigorously and said, "No, really not, how could I mean that? I'm just afraid of you... afraid of your life not good."

"Drive me away and let me wander around outside alone, so that I can live well?" His voice was a little light, indifferent light, such Mu Chu was so frightened that Qiqi couldn't even breathe I dare not take a sip.

In the years I've known him, it's rare for him to have such a terrifying side.

She clenched her hands tightly, lowered her eyes, looked at the bowl on the table, and at the ginkgo porridge he had carefully cooked in it. There were tears in her eyes, but she tried her best not to let them fall.

She didn't drive him away, but she could no longer get along with him as husband and wife like in the past, but how should she explain these words clearly to him?

Both of them were silent, and the atmosphere in the tent was extremely depressed. When the porridge cooled down, she couldn't help but shed tears.

Qiqi turned around in a hurry, raised her hand casually, and wiped away the silently falling tears at will, and when she turned around again, there was no trace of tears in her eyes.

She said helplessly, "Ah Chu, you are my righteous brother..."

"Since you know that I am your righteous brother, why can't you treat me like Chu Jiangnan?" Mu Chu was also helpless, even though she tried her best not to let herself see her tears, he could still see those tears clearly and I can see my heart aching.

He let out a breath, and the coldness in his eyes was finally suppressed by him. He said softly, "I am calm and peaceful now. Even if I see you and Chu Xuanchi together, I don't have so many regrets in my heart. From the past, I You know, the relationship between you and him does not allow a third person to intervene. Those two years are enough for me to reminisce about my life, but now, I have already regarded Bao'er as my own daughter. If you want to drive me away , Aren't you going to separate our father and daughter? Qiqi, I don't need you as a lady, but how can you bear the heart to let me lose my daughter?"

"That's not what I meant." She held her palm even tighter, her chest was rising and falling at a faster rate, and if she wanted to say it, she knew it would hurt him, but now that she knew it, she could even say it cruelly: "Keep Baoer ..."

"It's always Chu Xuanchi's own daughter, isn't it?" Mu Chu sighed helplessly, then picked up the porridge and stuffed it back into her hand: "But I'm also her adoptive father, and even more her master. , I have raised her for two years, and the relationship in these two years can't be broken, so it's so difficult for her to call me foster father?"

He no longer expects her affection for him, but is it because he used to get along with her in the name of husband and wife, and now that she has a lover by her side, this place can't accommodate him?
He is also a person of flesh and blood. Does he have to leave when the three of them get back together?In the past two years, he has also given his affection. Even if Bao'er is not his daughter, the relationship between him and Bao'er is closer than the real father and daughter.

Let him not even want the girl whom he has loved wholeheartedly for two years, how cruel are they?
The word foster father hit Qi Qi's heart hard.

It's not bad, she's just afraid that he will push himself too hard, and it will be uncomfortable when he looks at them, but as he said, is it good for him to stay away from him?

"Don't meddle in my affairs in the future, and don't think about introducing any girl to me. You're not me, so how do you know what I'm thinking?"

Mu Chu looked at her, and after suppressing the pain, his eyes finally softened completely.

He was still the same as before, no matter how much he felt wronged, he still didn't want to put any pressure on her.

He just wants to keep his little joy within the possible range: "I don't necessarily have a bad life when I'm alone, at least I have Nan Wangye to accompany me, and I can ask him to make a deal when I'm bored." Chess, let’s talk about life, if you insist on giving me a girl, I will feel that you are despising me.”

"I never had this kind of thought, I just...just hope you are happy." Qiqi whispered.

"How do you know that the happiness you think is what I want?" He smiled helplessly, pushed the plate in front of her, and looked at the snacks. Although his eyes were still a little lonely, his words were sincere:
"Sometimes I make some snacks for you and Bao'er, and see you eating happily, that's the happiness I want. Sometimes I talk to you, taste the delicious food in the world, and see the beautiful scenery in the world, that's also me Even if I see you and Chu Xuanchi together, I still feel a little lonely now, but if I don’t see you, I don’t think I can use the word loneliness to describe my mood. How would you know? Is it not my happiness to be with you?"

Qiqi was speechless, such a relationship was too deep and too great, she could not repay it, and she would never be able to repay it in this life.

Mu Chu didn't say much, and he was already embarrassed by talking so much with her today, but if he didn't make it clear, this girl would want to avoid him every day, and his life would be very hard.

As he said, how does she know that it is not his happiness to be by their side now?Sometimes happiness is different for everyone, how can what she pursues be compared with him?

Being able to get her is certainly a great thing in life, if not, but at least when he is still thinking about her, don't drive him away, don't alienate him, and don't deliberately distance yourself from him.

It is his greatest satisfaction now that everyone can live together like a family.

He knows that he is selfish, but not everything can be done with the sword of wisdom, and not all pain can be long-term pain and short-term pain. She doesn't understand, because she is not him.

Some beliefs are for a lifetime, as long as the belief is made, it will be difficult to change in this life, and she will never be able to understand his mood, so for him now, he is satisfied with maintaining the current state.

If she insisted on sorting out something, or pushed him away on purpose, it would be a disaster for him.

Can you allow him to be a little bit selfish?He doesn't want to leave, here is the woman he loves, the daughter he loves, and all his dreams.

Even if he scolded him for being selfish, he was still reluctant to leave. Bao'er was born under his watch and has been raised until now. How could he be willing to let him go?
Qi Qi picked up the snacks and ate silently, pondering over his words, the more she pondered, the more sad she became, but there was one thing that she seemed to understand a little bit.

Everyone's happiness represents completely different meanings, how does she know that living alone is not the happiness he wants to pursue?
If you force him to have a woman, it's not for his own good, it's just to fulfill your own selfishness.

(End of this chapter)