Lord and leave

Chapter 165

Zhu Bingling knew that Shen Boling was not a person who was particularly good at expressing his feelings. He had confessed his love to her once, and he mustered up a lot of courage. After being rejected by her, he never mentioned it again.

But it showed in action, and every word to her was even more sad, and he even sacrificed his own life for her.

It's not that Zhu Bingling didn't feel it, she was also touched, but the touch is the touch, and it will not turn into love after all.Ancient people could do it in order to repay their kindness, but she is a modern person, a highly educated new human being in the 21st century, how could she destroy her right to find a lover just because of her kindness.

In desperation, Zhu Bingling had no choice but to continue, "Bo Ling, you should be able to tell that I like Chu Hengqing. Although I can't guarantee that we will get together, we will live forever. Not apart, but knowing that I am happy with him now, he gives me a feeling of happiness that no one else can give me."

Zhu Bingling talked and thought of her life in modern times, "I used to think that I could only live alone in this life, and I couldn't find my partner, even if there were many people around me. No one can get into my heart. My heart has been as silent as death. Later, slowly, I got to know you, and I changed a lot. I know that the support and companionship given by friends How important it is for a person, but my heart is still lonely. Until I met Chu Hengqing, and slowly, I fell in love with him. Only then did I know that liking is a very wonderful feeling, very Sweet, occasionally a little sour, but it is very addictive, and people can immerse themselves in it without resistance. This makes me happy every day, every day, how long has it been, I have not been so happy, even my own I don’t even know, so I cherish it very much. If you want to deprive me of this happy and happy mood now, how cruel you will be, will you have the heart to do so?”

After Shen Boling heard these words, his face became even paler.In fact, he understands everything, he knows that Zhu Bingling doesn't like him and just treats him as a friend, but he doesn't want to give up, he wants to fight for a chance for his love.Unexpectedly, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't become the partner in her heart.

"I see, don't worry, I won't take your happiness away. I only want you to be happy, and if you can be happy, I will do anything." Shen Boling's voice was a little hoarse, and the words he said were somewhat incoherent, but I wish you happiness. But Bingling understood.

"Bo Ling, we all hope that you can find your own happiness, which only belongs to you alone." Zhu Bingling looked directly at Shen Boling who had just raised his head, just in time to see the pain in his eyes that was too late to hide.

"Ling'er, you don't have to worry about me, I know what to do, don't worry!" Shen Boling hid her emotions and smiled gently at Zhu Bingling.Even if he couldn't give Zhu Bingling happiness, at least he wouldn't make her worry about him.

"As long as you can understand, then I won't bother you." Zhu Bingling put down the teacup she had been holding, got up and walked out.

After Zhu Bingling went out, she turned back and peeked in through the gap in the window.

Shen Boling in the room has been silently staring at the cup she just took since Zhu Bingling left, and has never moved.

Zhu Bingling sighed softly, turned and left.

How could Zhu Bingling not know what Shen Boling was thinking in his heart, he would not give up, he just wanted to bury this feeling in his heart.Zhu Bingling didn't expose him, but hoped that one day Shen Boling would figure it out for himself. No one can help him with this kind of thing, the most important thing is to see him himself.

Zhu Bingling walked back to Chu Hengqing's study, and as expected, Chu Hengqing was reading in the study, which was his only pastime.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Chu Hengqing raised his head subconsciously, and saw Zhu Bingling's rare smile coming in. "You came."

"En." After returning from Shen Boling's place, Zhu Bingling's mood was not very high. She was a little tired today and didn't want to put on a mask again.

"What's the matter?" Chu Hengqing saw that Zhu Bingling seemed very tired, and came out from behind the desk, and asked with concern.

"It's nothing, just tired." Zhu Bingling sat down on the reception chair next to the desk.

Chu Hengqing saw that Zhu Bingling didn't want to mention it, so he didn't ask in detail, but walked behind Zhu Bingling, and gently rubbed Zhu Bingling's temples with both hands, hoping to relieve her pressure.

"Hengqing, tell me, am I being too selfish." Although Chu Hengqing's technique is rusty, the strength is really good. Zhu Bingling rubbed it comfortably, and closed his eyes, wanting to relax.

Zhu Bingling is a strong woman, she won't act like a little girl like a baby, and Zhu Bingling's current state must be due to some problems with the people around her. "Ling'er, believe me, you are not a selfish person. Maybe what you do or decide on the outside seems to be for yourself, but I know that your first starting point is actually them. They I don't know now, but one day in the future, I will definitely understand your good intentions." Chu Hengqing gently wrapped his hands around Zhu Bingling's shoulders, allowing Zhu Bingling's head to rest on his body lightly.

Yes, one day Shen Boling will understand.

The internal troubles of Chu State have not been completely calmed down yet, and the surrounding countries have already begun to move around, wanting to take this opportunity to take over Chu State in one fell swoop and expand their own territory.

The king of Chu is at a loss for state affairs now, and the pain of losing his son has not been healed, so he needs to solve other problems immediately.

After the king of Chu killed the crown prince, the ministers stopped enthusiastically advising any opinions. They all meant to protect themselves wisely, and they were all afraid of hurting the nine clans if they said a wrong word.

Now everyone in the court is in danger, and until the prince's treason case is completely dusted, he upholds the principle of safety first.If you can talk but don't do it, if you can not talk, you will be silent.

Although the king of Chu was very annoyed by the actions of the ministers, he couldn't find anything wrong, so he could only sulk himself and vent his anger elsewhere.

At first, the concubines in the harem thought they had the ability to put out fires, and they all sent tremella and lotus seed soup to the emperor, and they always had all kinds of usual snacks.After a long wait, he didn't find that the emperor came to his dormitory, still as irritable as ever.

Later, a certain concubine boldly bribed an eunuch next to the King of Chu, and tried some small tricks to get herself a chance to serve him, but who would have expected that it was this rare eunuch who served him Opportunity, but let this concubine ruin her young life.

Since then, the concubines have all been honest, and no one has mentioned the matter of taking the initiative to wait for a bed.

But everyone found that King Chu was becoming more and more irritable, and he was simply a tyrant. Of course, no one dared to say this, it would be a great crime to punish the nine clans, and everyone just secretly thought about it occasionally in their hearts.

Just in summer, the imperial garden is already full of colorful flowers, and there are many flowers that cannot be named.The faces of the flowers are facing the sun, shaking the branches and leaves, trying to absorb the sunlight.

They strive to grow, want to open more beautiful, let more people appreciate.But they don't know that in this palace, precious things abound, let alone these flowers?
No matter how beautiful they bloom, how many people cherish flowers?
A hand stretched out and snapped off the blooming rare peonies.Its rarity is that it was sent by envoys from other countries as a favor, and it itself came across the ocean.

The person who folded the flower is the ruler of Chu State... the king of Chu.

Today, King Chu is walking in the imperial garden, accompanied by his loyal old eunuch... Eunuch Li, and guards in twos and threes, the number of them is extremely small.

The king of Chu held the freshly cut flowers in his hand, put them on his nose and smelled them, and then threw them into the flowers again.

Eunuch Li followed behind the king of Chu. When the king of Chu left, he left. When the king of Chu stopped, he stopped. The king of Chu didn't speak, and he didn't speak either.

The king of Chu began to walk slowly with square steps, and Eunuch Li followed closely behind.

Eunuch Li, who has been with him for many years, is well aware of the habits of the King of Chu. When the King of Chu is thinking about problems, he likes to take a quiet walk alone.

He is not completely ignorant of the current situation in the country, so he guessed that the king of Chu must be thinking about how to overcome the current difficulties.

Now there are very few trusted guards around the king of Chu. No matter what he does, it is very inconvenient.

Among the current three princes, Chu Hengqing is of course the most favored on the surface, but he is also the prince that King Chu fears the most, and the prince who is most likely to inherit his throne.

What should he do is the most correct choice?
Do you choose to believe in Chu Hengqing or not?

Or find a middle point between believe and not believe?

Hey, it took him a lot of time to step over many corpses to win this throne, but now he can't even trust his own son because of this throne, it's really sad.

"Xiao Lizi, have you passed the first seven of the prince?" After killing the prince, he has been dealing with the late stage of the rebellion, and even forgot whether his son's first seven has passed. He is really unqualified as a father.

"Go back to the king, tomorrow will be the first seven." Although the king of Chu still called the prince, but after all, the prince has been abolished, and the king of Chu can call him, so how could he have the courage to call him the prince like the king of Chu?The prince was abolished by the King of Chu himself, so he is already an ordinary civilian.For a while, he really didn't know what to call it, so he might as well not call it, so he chose to skip this title.

Perhaps the King of Chu is already used to addressing him, or he may not want to admit that he is the crown prince who abolished himself and killed his own son, or there may be other reasons, but this is not important. The important thing is that no one can say that Chu The king said wrong and did wrong, but the decision of the ruler is always correct.

"Time flies so fast, tomorrow is the first seven." King Chu sighed leisurely.

Eunuch Li knew that King Chu still had feelings for the prince, and he still had him in his heart.If the prince hadn't made such a decisive decision, the king of Chu would not have made such a decision.

"Find a time tomorrow, burn some paper money and ingots for the prince, and remember, don't let anyone see it." King Chu looked up at the sky. There was no cloud in the sky, and it was surprisingly blue. It should be a good day tomorrow.

"The servant knows." Eunuch Li bowed, indicating that he already knew what to do.

While the King of Chu was still admiring the beautiful scenery in the sky, suddenly a lot of black-clothed men rushed out from around them, rushed in with shining big knives, and shouted, "Emperor Dog, take your life."

These men in black came in and confirmed the position of the King of Chu, and rushed over directly. The battle was almost desperate.

The King of Chu was frightened and wanted to back away, but he lost his footsteps and tripped himself. Just as he was about to fall, Eunuch Li next to him reacted and supported the King of Chu. Did not fall.

If it falls, it will surely spread that the king of Chu is cowardly and cowardly.

(End of this chapter)