Lord and leave

Chapter 87

This kind of standing guard is arranged by Zhu Bingling himself. Every day there will be several people's turn, and sometimes Zhu Bingling will find someone to attack them. If they find out, then they will have a hard time to eat.

"Yes, it's mine in the first half of the night." No. 56 seemed very happy when he saw him call out his number immediately.

Seeing his smile, Shen Boling also smiled happily, and continued, "To be honest, No. 56, I really didn't expect to see you until now, so many people who seem stronger than you have been eliminated. It's really not easy for you to persist until now.

What makes me even more strange is that you are the last one every time, but you always meet the requirements and you will never be eliminated. How did you do it? "

After hearing what he said, No. 56 smiled shyly. From here, it can be seen that although their appearance is becoming more and more mature, they are still just children in their hearts.

He didn't hide anything, and replied directly, "Every time I train, I always think that if I fall behind, I will be punished. It may be okay for others to be punished. It's fine to catch up next time. , If you are fined, you may not be able to catch up again, and the only way is to be eliminated.

So every time at the last moment, I tried my best to rush to the end, and I was able to create miracles every time, and slowly I also found that I became stronger little by little, although I was still the last one every time, but Every time I feel a lot easier than the last time, I have always believed that I can stay, and now that I have this ability, I believe in myself even more. "After listening to his explanation, Shen Boling was relieved, but he also looked at this little boy with new eyes. He knew how difficult and painful those trainings were, and he could be said to be the weakest of all, but with this It's really not easy to hold on to the tone.

She stretched out her hand and patted him gently, "56, you are really good, now I am starting to look up to you."

"Thank you, master." No. 56 smiled on his face after hearing his words, "I really want to thank Master Shen for giving me this opportunity. If I wasn't accepted at the beginning, I'd better go to some big family to be an assistant now." It's just a servant, and it's more likely that he has already been thrown into a mass grave."

Shen Boling shook his head after hearing this, "You should thank yourself the most. When you were not selected and others felt sorry for themselves, and some even gave up this opportunity, you stood up and worked so hard in training. It's not all up to you to stay.

If you were like them at the time and didn’t come because you were afraid of death, or were eliminated because you couldn’t hold on, then I can’t help you. People must first understand how to work hard, and others will save you. Only when you seize the opportunity, you can save yourself. Only then can you change yourself, so keep your current fighting spirit, I really hope that you will give me a miracle. "56 nodded," yes. "Shen Boling smiled and didn't say anything else, but suddenly something fell from the sky at this moment, Shen Boling instinctively dodged, only to hear a bang, a small wine jar fell beside him and shattered into countless pieces.

"Who's on top?" Shen Boling was startled and immediately raised his head and asked cautiously.

56 hurriedly pulled him back, "It's Miss Ling, she's up there."

Shen Boling was stunned for a moment, "What are you doing in the room so late, and how long have you been there?"

"It's been a while since we went up, but we don't dare to ask what we are going to do." 56 shook his head and said, they dared to say something to Shen Boling, but when they faced Zhu Bingling, they didn't even dare to show their air up.

After hearing that it was Zhu Bingling, Shen Boling breathed a sigh of relief, and knew they were concerned, so he couldn't help but smiled, "Then stand guard, I'll go up and have a look."

"Yes." 56 replied immediately after hearing this, without any hesitation.

Shen Boling looked up, walked around to the back, but found that there was not even a ladder, so he could imagine how she got up, and shook his head helplessly, but he could only climb up with great effort. He dared to bet that he It was ten times uglier than when Zhu Bingling went up.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing, but when I stood on the roof, I stood there in a daze, staring at Zhu Bingling's somewhat desolate back.

"What are you doing here?" Zhu Bingling had actually spotted him a long time ago, but he didn't look back.

Shen Boling came back to his senses, walked forward slowly, and sat beside her, "I heard from 56 that you were up there, so I came up to see you."

Zhu Bingling nodded without paying attention, and turned to look at him, "What are you muttering to 56 down there?"

"It's just to encourage him. Don't you think he is very good now. He was the worst among these people, but he has persisted until now. I think it's not easy." Shen Boling explained with a smile.

"It's not easy. He is trying to save his life. If he is eliminated, he will die. It's just that his will is stronger than the others. Besides, he doesn't need encouragement now. I just want them to look hopeless and hopeless. I want to survive in the midst of the struggle, so the one who persists until the end is what I want." Zhu Bingling said bluntly.

Shen Boling stifled, he didn't expect that he had done something wrong again, so he couldn't help making a bitter face, but after thinking about it, he suddenly said, "Ling'er, it doesn't have to be like this, we can give them some hope and let them see the good news." side."

"There are so many good sides in this world." Zhu Bingling said with a cold snort, and took a sip of wine from the wine jar on the other side. These are not the high-grade wines she made, so she drinks them like water, but Alcohol is wine, although the alcohol content is not high, but if you drink too much, you will get drunk. At this time, she is a little drunk, and her eyes are a little blurred, not as usual.

"You're drunk, don't drink any more." Shen Boling snatched the wine from her hand and threw it down. There was another slap, this time even Zhu Bingling couldn't snatch it back even if she wanted to.

"You..." Zhu Bingling couldn't help but glared at him, "It's so boring, it's so depressing to have a drink, I finally got free, but you still control me."

"Ling'er, I don't care about you. If you drink happily, I can accompany you, but look at yourself, it's obviously just drinking to relieve your sorrow." Shen Boling sighed, feeling that the room was worse than the room below. When it was cold, he took off his coat and put it on Zhu Bingling.

After hearing what he said, Zhu Bingling burst out laughing, "Which eye of yours sees that I am unhappy?"

"I've seen all of them." Shen Boling said helplessly.

Zhu Bingling gave him a disdainful look, "Let me tell you, I am fine now, I have never been better than now, I have freedom and autonomy, and I no longer need others to control me, but I control others It's a great feeling to have my fate, theirs and mine in my hands."

I don’t know if it’s because of being drunk, but Zhu Bingling talked a lot, and looked at Shen Boling, “Didn’t you always want to know where I learned what I know? In fact, I didn’t learn it at all, but I experienced it personally. , I have experienced all of what they have experienced, even more cruel than them, and now I am really merciful to them.

They don't need to die if they fail, but if we make a slight mistake, the result can only be death, even worse than death. You see their training is hard and tiring, don't you feel pitiful, but you know what I went through It's not training anymore, it's just for living.

I was once imprisoned with a wild beast. If I wanted to get out, only one side would fall down. In the end, I survived, but I only had half my life left. In the end, I killed my only one in order to survive. My friend, I can’t see hope. Apart from thinking about living these days, I don’t have the extra energy to think about other things. Happiness, smile, do you think I can really smile happily after going through these experiences? ? "

Zhu Bingling didn't cry when she told these things, but what leaked from her eyes was all sadness, but it was more sad than tears. These things have passed for many years, but they are deeply engraved in the depths of her soul, even though I changed my identity and changed my era, but I still can't forget it.

Hearing what Zhu Bingling said, Shen Boling felt deeply shocked. He never thought that Zhu Bingling had experienced so much, but when he thought of the maturity that she showed that did not match her age, and those things that he didn't even think about. Ashamed of the skills and tricks.Then he was relieved, maybe only after going through these things would Zhu Bingling now be, but he would rather not be like this, he wanted Zhu Bingling to be like an ordinary girl, who would laugh, cry, be weak, and hide behind him to let her go. He protects, but he also knows that these are impossible.

In addition to being shocked, he felt distressed, distressed for everything about her, he couldn't even imagine how Zhu Bingling survived, if it was him, he might have given up already.

"Don't look at me with that look, I hate others pity me the most." Zhu Bingling's voice brought him back to reality, but she continued, "I tell you these are not for you to pity me, but for you to take pity on me." Considering your so-called sympathy, these children are indeed very young, and their experience is worthy of sympathy, but if you want to repay, you have to pay first. Although the past made me have nightmares every time I think about it, I have never regretted it. If it wasn't like this, maybe I would have had a worse life than this. If I had to choose again, I would still choose this path.

I have never relied on others in these years. I have relied on my own efforts to live until now, and I have been living very well, even better than ordinary people. Although they have some things that I can’t get no matter how hard I try, But what I have is what they don't have, and that's enough. "Shen Boling sighed, but suddenly stretched out his hand to grab her, but Zhu Bingling was taken aback by him, "Ling'er, I don't sympathize with you, nor do I pity you, I just want to tell you, No matter who it is, it is impossible to be strong forever. It is not wrong to be weak occasionally. It is not shameful to find a shoulder to lean on. "Zhu Bingling fell silent after hearing his words, and stopped immediately when he was about to shake off his hand. He just let him hold it in his hand. After a long while, he looked straight ahead and suddenly said, "I don't need it." . "

Shen Boling, who was expecting a little, was poured cold water on his head, looked at Zhu Bingling who had recovered his stiff expression, and sighed helplessly, choked up many words and finally did not say them out.

But what he didn't know was that if he missed some opportunities, he would miss them, and if he wanted to say some words, he would never have the chance.

Zhu Bingling didn't want to talk about this issue anymore, so she stood up suddenly, "Since we can't sleep, let them not sleep either, let's get up and play."

As he said that, he jumped up and jumped down directly.

"Alas..." Shen Boling was taken aback when he saw her, but before he could open his mouth to scream, he saw Zhu Bingling landed on the ground in a beautiful posture, without any intention of getting hurt, so he couldn't help sighing, I honestly went down from behind again.

Shen Boling had just landed when he heard a rush of whistles, and then a group of children who had been trained for more than a month rushed out from various rooms.

(End of this chapter)