Concubine Rebirth: Your Highness, I am sick

Chapter 322 Strong Friendship

After all the calculations, Haitang didn't think that the one Princess Yongyi likes is Zhenjing.

It was not easy for her to settle the Xiao family. Recently, Princess Yongyi, who always liked to visit Yunxiu Palace, heard that Haitang was busy recruiting her son-in-law, so she immediately refused.

Haitang was shocked: "Princess, you should think about it clearly. There is someone in your heart, but he is already married, so it is impossible for him to marry you."

Only then did Yong Yi arrive: "Who says it's impossible, he hasn't married yet."

Haitang: "..."

It seems that he was deceived, and he devised many ways for others out of wishful thinking, but now he can't do any of them.

"Princess, I can't joke anymore. Who is this young man you fall in love with? As long as he is not married, no matter what his status is, we can find a way, huh?"

Where can I find such a good sister-in-law?Your mother and your elder brother were determined to kill him back then, but they didn't directly kill you at the beginning, they had done their best.

Yong Yi actually spoke clearly: "I like Master Zhenjing, do you have a solution?"

"Ah!" Haitang was stunned: "Master Zhenjing? I heard correctly, right?"

Yong Yi said: "That's right, it's the Master Zhenjing in the Neiyuan Temple."

Haitang said anxiously: "You can't be joking, he is a monk..."

Yong Yi interrupted her: "I don't like him even if he's a monk. I just like the way he recites scriptures quietly and doesn't look sideways."

Haitang said seriously: "Princess, don't blame me for talking too much. Today you are willing to tell me such private things in your heart, so I will try my best to be blamed by you, and you have to explain the inside things clearly."

"You don't call it love between a man and a woman at all. You are attracted to his focused and quiet side wishful thinking. Princess, you have no future with him before, and you must cut it off with your sword as soon as possible!"

Yong Yi is not stupid, of course she knows that it is impossible for her to be with Zhen Jing.But all her heart is on Zhenjing, and she feels that she won't get a response, and she loses face.

"I can give up everything and go with him, and fly away to a place where no one knows us. It doesn't matter whether we are monks or not."

Haitang couldn't laugh or cry.

This is not something that a princess should say at all, even if you think so, you can't say that.How can a girl clamor to elope by herself?

Yes, that's right, this thing is called elopement.

Haitang said: "Princess, I just want to say that if Master Zhenjing is willing to go with you, just pretend that I have never heard of today's passage, never heard of it."

Unexpectedly, Yongyi tilted his head and looked at Haitang for a long time: "Are you so sure that he won't be willing?"

Haitang shook her head: "If you know the life experience of Master Zhenjing, you will understand why I made such a statement."

Yong Yi became interested and pestered Haitang to listen.

Haitang brought up the entanglement between Zhenjing and the Geng family, and of course concealed the background of the Geng family's departure from Beijing, lest Yongyi go out and talk nonsense.

As expected, the more Yong Yi listened, the more chilled he became. In the end, he heard that in order to cut off the kindness with his family, he deliberately kept a distance from his family for several years. This is really not a resolution that ordinary monks can make.

Haitang said: "If you don't believe me, you can ask Ms. Geng, she has been in the capital for a long time, I don't know if she has seen her brother."

Yong Yi suddenly lost confidence: "It turns out that you still had such a complicated story back then. I can't leave the palace, so why ask?"

Haitang noticed her sudden defeat.

"Yongyi, did you do it on purpose?"

"what……"

"Master Zhenjing is indeed good, but no matter how good he is, he is still an eminent monk. His goodness lies in his cultivation, not in the relationship between men and women. You should have understood early on. Are you deliberately letting your feelings go?"

Yong Yi felt that something in his heart was being peeped by Haitang, and he was secretly startled.

"Let go, what good do I get?"

"Yongyi, I know that you are very aggrieved in the palace. You used to be the most beloved princess in the palace, but now you have become unloving from grandma and uncle. Maybe you have never faced it correctly yourself. I don’t want to think about what I really want.”

"I want to regain favor, is it possible?" Yong Yi snorted coldly.

Haitang showed no mercy: "Yes, it's impossible. It's not only impossible for you, but also for the other eldest princesses. Even if you are not married yet, you are still wearing the halo of princesses in the palace, but in fact you are all already eldest princesses." , the generation is different, and the degree of attention is even different. If you insist on this, I'm afraid you will do even crazier things later."

Yongyi only felt a tingle in her heart, every word of Haitang was like a needle piercing her heart.

But Haitang didn't let her go: "You know that it is impossible for Master Zhenjing to be with you, but you just want to drive yourself to fall in love with him. You torture yourself, this feeling of wanting to stop but wanting it makes you feel pain and pain." Happy, isn't it?"

Suddenly, Yong Yi burst into tears: "Shut up!" she yelled.

Haitang seemed to have expected her to explode a long time ago, and was not frightened. Yuemo paused for a moment, and Haitang sat down beside her.

"Because you already know you can't get it, you just want to go crazy and find someone you can't love the most to love, just like when you were a child, the more your parents didn't let you play with fire, the more you wanted to play with fire. But, Playing with fire is playing with fire after all, you will burn yourself."

Yong Yi burst into tears, but stubbornly refused to admit it.

"You're bullshit, you're all bullshit."

Haitang knew that this was Yong Yi's weakness, all the cynicism before was her deliberate mockery of the world.

But, in fact, she is not so powerful.

Haitang smiled, and her voice became gentle: "I have also been abandoned by this world. Even in some places, I have never been recognized. I have given birth to Yuan'er for the emperor, and I have been a commoner for so long. "

Yong Yi choked with sobs, as if he had found a breakthrough: "You also complain, don't you? You will complain too. Everyone says you don't care, but you also feel resentful in your heart."

Haitang shook her head: "Who told you that I have resentment in my heart? No, I don't have resentment at all. The empress dowager doesn't accept me, but the emperor accepts me, Yuan'er needs me. As long as I think of someone who needs me and someone cares about me, I will No rancor."

Yong Yi said blankly: "Who needs me? Who cares about me?"

Ever since Concubine Lin Guifei lost power and King Qing was imprisoned, Yongyi has experienced a big gap.In the past, she was a girl of heaven, but now, although she is still well-clothed and well-fed, no one takes her seriously. The sadness here is indeed unbearable for a teenage girl.

Haitang said: "Do you think the empress dowager is anxious to kick you out? Think about the princesses in the past dynasties, the mother and concubine lost power, some married guards, some married butchers, the empress dowager turned over for you. I searched through the roster of the aristocratic family just to find a good home for you, so what is it if it is not caring?"

(End of this chapter)