once i loved you

Chapter 15

"I'm not telling lies. I have a limited time on the plane tomorrow morning. Sending you back too late will affect your rest, so I think, unless you are willing to spend the night with me, then our time may be short. Sufficient..." He said meaningfully, "Otherwise, I have no choice but to find a way to take you away in advance." Gain more time.

Cen Xiao thought for a while and said, "It's the fifth time we've met."

Gu Weiye nodded without any objection.

Under the yellow light inside the car, she was sitting in the passenger seat, and he was close at hand.

"Actually, we don't know each other well."

He remained silent, with a wider smile on his lips, waiting for her next words.

"The most important thing is," Cen Xiaokong swallowed, hung his forehead for a while, then turned his head to look at him with watery eyes, "I haven't promised you anything yet. But you made the decision for me and took me away How do you know that I don't want to stay at the party, but want to be with you more?"

"Isn't it?" He asked without thinking.

"Get off the plane, turn on the phone and see your text messages. I thought you wanted to be with me more."

Cen Xiao was not at ease with the night of fragrant clothes, temples and shadows, and the intertwined cups of wine. Before the party started, the text message she sent was indeed very subtle and restrained - she wanted him to take her away.But she didn't expect that he would actually do this.

"You're right, we don't meet many times. But in the limited time we got along, we cleared up misunderstandings, gained a preliminary understanding of each other, experienced dangerous moments together, and shared happy times together." He explained. Here, he glanced at her indifferently, "The accumulation of quantity does not necessarily bring about qualitative changes in all situations. This principle is like a student who uses the wrong learning method. Even if he spends a lot of time reviewing his homework, he will not The efficiency is not high, and another student who uses the right method can achieve the desired learning effect in a very short period of time. I think we should learn from the latter."

"I don't understand what you mean." How can this kind of thing be so metaphorical?Cen Xiao frowned.

He resisted not contacting her, desperately rushing to catch up with the progress of the filming, just hoping to spare time to see her.After getting off the plane, I drove here alone without stopping, but I still restrained myself and wanted to give her some time to participate in the party.

But while sitting in the car, Gu Weiye noticed that Chen Xize, who was approaching Cen Xiao, looked at her with unusual eyes, and his previous thoughts changed instantly.

He opened the car door and stepped into the thick night.Like a medieval ranger wearing armor and holding a sword, he walked resolutely and quickly approached his princess, and in a short time, he also made up his mind-tonight, he will give up her ownership.

"I admit that what I did tonight was inappropriate. But when I told Chen Xize like that, didn't you raise any objections?" Take a step back to admit your mistake, and take three steps forward to attack.A sly light flashed across Gu Weiye's eyes.

"You...I..." Cen Xiao could only burst out these two words.His words were right in her arms, in fact, no matter how much he explained, it would be futile.

It must be admitted that she wanted to see him even more during the few days when she didn't hear from him.And at the moment of his sudden arrival, her joy was indeed more than surprise.

It's just that after he got into the car, she calmed down again.

The relationship of more than three years that just passed away made her become extra cautious and careful every step of the way.Her wife is worried and afraid, sweetness is just a fleeting shadow, and what awaits her will be another futile effort.

The car was quiet for a long time.

When he couldn't wait any longer, he tapped the car window with his fingers, and finally asked her, "Let's be together formally, shall we?"

It has been many years, and Gu Weiye has not sincerely made a request to others like now.Most of the time, he calmly stated his opinions, analyzed the situation, and finally got the approval of others.

So now, he patiently begged her to be with him, which was very rare.

Cen Xiao's heart beat "Boom, boom, boom" like a drum beating, her hands resting on the hem of the woolen skirt couldn't help but clasped together, and she pressed her lips deeply a few times before she met her nervous and excited eyes with his fiery, sincere eyes. eyes meet together.

"Is it okay?" He asked with a smile, and after waiting for a long time, she still didn't get any answer from "yes" or "no".

So much patience was worn out, this time, it was no longer a request, but a question: "Can we start now, or can't we?" He leaned forward, passing his arm between her waist and the back of the car seat, Through her fluffy sweater, his hands gently hooked her waist.

"Start what?" She grunted like a kitten, aggrieved.

Why is God so unfair?

Create a person like Gu Weiye who is always used to making his own decisions, but the opponent, who can't come up with a reasonable way to refuse, can only accept his domineering in the end.

Her attitude didn't satisfy him, with a slight force on her hand, Gu Weiye easily pushed Cen Xiao's upper body towards him.

Feeling the soft touch brought by her waist, it was like getting an electric shock, Gu Weiye's whole body was numb from her electric shock.

Falling into a drunkenness, he pressed a kiss on the end of her eyebrows and eyes and between her temples, then moved his lips to the side of her right ear, and said, "Start to be with me."

The action was so gentle that it took a while for Cen Xiao to remember to push away.

"No." She tried her best to resist his offensive and said, "Let me think again."

After a moment of silence, he let go of her, looking very gentlemanly, but his hand was quietly underneath, picking up a handful of her long hair to play with.

"But don't think too long."

Because I can't wait to be with you.

A month later, Cen Xiao finished the work of sorting out the data.At the beginning, I participated in formal training with Dong Qianqian, Chen Xize, and a boy named Song Qian who came to Hongbai for a long time.

However, the so-called training has very little hard and practical knowledge.

Generally speaking, it is an appreciation class with a lot of content.There is no fixed teacher to teach. Basically, any famous photographer who has spare time will be invited to the studio and give them a lecture at will.

It is not uncommon for these professional photographers and non-professional teachers to talk about their own shooting experience from a photo.Some people are very happy to talk, and they can talk about movies, current politics, philosophy, economy... from photography.

Such a free course, on the surface, seems unbelievable.However, Cen Xiao found that listening to the exhilarating or sentimental stories of these seniors is by no means unhelpful.

Going to take a photo in the same environment, why do some people take flat and realistic photos?Some people can be so devastating and touching?
That's because different people have different feelings in their hearts and see the scene from different angles.

In the eyes of a caring person, a young grass, an ordinary street, can achieve extraordinary things.

So in this year, her learning skills has actually become a very small aspect. Improving the height of her state of mind and perceiving the little love from the ordinary world is the homework she needs to work hard to complete the most.

In the past two months, Cen Xiaole took part in going out early and returning late, but he neglected his friend Shu Lian.As an apology, she deliberately called Shu Lian a few days in advance to ask Shu Lian and her precious daughter Ning Ning to have dinner together on Friday night.

With a five-year-old girl, it's not easy to eat something too cold and greasy.Cen Xiao and Shu Lian had a brief discussion over the phone, and finally chose a Sichuan restaurant very close to Ning Ning Kindergarten.

The little girl's taste may follow her father's, and she especially likes spicy food.However, under Shu Lian's strong objection, Cen Xiao finally only ordered two spicy dishes, Maoxuewang and Garlic Wings, and the other dishes were light and refreshing.

"Ning Ning, come, the godmother will pick a piece of meat for you to eat." Cen Xiao took a piece of chicken wing and put it on the little girl's plate, bearing Shu Lian's intense gaze.

"Godmother, treat me the best!" The little girl with a polka-dotted headband gave Cen Xiao a smile brighter than a sunflower, and then happily ate the spicy chicken wings.

Shu Lian pretended to be angry and glanced at her friend, "You are the only one who will pretend to be a good person in front of children!"

"That's right, it's been a long time since I saw me as a daughter. Naturally, you should love her more." Cen Xiao said with a smile on her face, and did not forget to exchange eyes with the little girl tacitly.

A smile appeared on Shu Lian's face, and she complained helplessly to her friend, "You're still ashamed to say it. Don't blame me for not giving you a chance to show your motherly love to your godmother. Tell me, you let me go several times when I asked you out recently. Pigeon?"

Shu Lian teaches guzheng in a music school, and her class time is often arranged when others are off work.After Cen Xiao joined Hongbai, it was even more difficult to meet her in time.

During this period of time, they made appointments to meet several times, but they were all delayed because of such and such things.One of them was when Gu Weiye came back, and he was already downstairs at her house, she couldn't refuse, so she had to abandon Shu Lian's mother and daughter by favoring sex over friends.

So now being blamed by friends, Cen Xiao is not without guilt.

"Honey, it's all my fault. Come on, little sister, I'll make an apology for you." Cen Xiao picked up the glass of orange soda, bowed and made amends.

"Don't come here. Just want a glass of soda and send my sister away? There is no door." Shu Lian was sullen, tapped the table in front of her a few times, put away her pretended seriousness, and tortured Cen Xiao with a smile: "Hey Why do I see that your state is different from that of years ago? Be honest, is there someone chasing you in your studio?"

Cen Xiao felt guilty and almost choked on the soda, "How is that possible! There are only three women's soldiers in our place, and there are only three young men stationed there."

Now that the child is precocious, Shu Lian took a special look at Ning Ning, and found that the snack foodie was concentrating on eating, not listening to them at all.She was relieved, lowered her voice and continued to interrogate Cen Xiao: "It's hard to say. Although the quantity is small, the quality may be high! Besides, you and them face each other day and night, and you have common hobbies and pursuits. Maybe you can rub them together. Sparks of love."

"Okay, okay." Unable to withstand Shu Lian's torture, Cen Xiao gave up with a wry smile, put the cup on the table, and confessed to her, "Someone is chasing me, but it's not from our studio. And there is too much difference between me and that person." It’s too big, it probably won’t be possible.”

From Cen Xiao's regretful expression, Shu Lian could see that she was still interested in this suitor.

"It doesn't matter if there is a gap, the key depends on whether you can overcome the gap. Yes, when you and Ye Chengjin were together, I told you that you have a gap. He is too ambitious, and your personality is too casual. You may not get along in the future. ...But Cen Xiao, you can't give up eating because of choking, can you?"

Yes, you can't give up eating because of choking.

But Shu Lian, you don't know - the difference this time is not just in character.If the other party is a shining light, then she can only be a little dust looking up at him.

After eating, she came out and stood under the LED light box billboard that illuminated the street like daytime. Careful Shu Lian helped Cen Xiao remove two long hairs from her coat.

Cen Xiao held Ning Ning in his hands, afraid that she would fall, and kept paying attention to the child's feet. She felt that Shu Lian had taken something, but she didn't care to look at it. She didn't realize that it was until Shu Lian waved her hand to throw away her hair. what is it.

She said worriedly: "I don't know why, the hair loss has been very violent recently. If this continues, I'm afraid I will become a nun."

Shu Lian glanced at Cen Xiao's long hair draped behind her shoulders, and wanted to persuade her to cut off part of it and keep it for a while, but changed her mind after checking her top hair, "I see a lot of new growths on the top of your head. Hair loss should be due to the change of seasons, just a normal change of old and new, don’t worry, you can’t become a nun.”

Hearing her words, Cen Xiao was slightly stunned, and then touched the top of his head as if he had realized something - there was indeed a layer of short, fluffy hair that curled up there.

As my friend said, it is a normal replacement of old and new.

But her body seems more honest and courageous than her.This little discovery made her mind, which had been struggling for a long time, become smoother and smoother.

On ordinary, narrow streets, the street lamps appear weak in the light of clothing stores, convenience stores, and restaurants on both sides of the block.Beside her, several cars drove past slowly.The weather in early spring can't be called cold, and the air seems to be able to smell the smell of new leaves sprouted by plants day and night.

Everything is actually changing in ignorance and unconsciousness, without caring about good or bad.

I am afraid that only human beings are the most insecure life in nature, because apart from us, there is no other creature that chooses to stop because of fear of failure and disappointment.

After a long time, Cen Xiao was awakened by the small force in his hand.She gave Ning Ning a consoling look, raised her eyes and noticed that Shu Lian had already walked to the parking place across the road, and was waving angrily at herself who was still standing there.

Smiling helplessly, Cen Xiao held Ning Ning tightly and walked quickly towards his friend.

Footsteps and mood are unprecedented relaxed and happy.

(End of this chapter)