baby don't cry 2

Chapter 61 Take Care of Him For Me 2
Alan on the side was also moved by the two, his heart was stuffy and his nose was sour. He sighed and said with a smile: "Ask what love is in the world? Just teach life and death? I only envy mandarin ducks but not immortals. Today I saw "he walked to the side of the two," but I think that you have portrayed your own ending too tragically. It seems that my idea not only fulfills your unswerving love until death, but also composes A good story about 'turning a butterfly'."

Hearing Alan's words, Bao'er realized that there was someone beside him. He wiped away tears with Kang Tianxu's tie and said with a smile, "I don't want him to cry in front of Liang Shanbo's tomb like Zhu Yingtai every day. I want him to be happy." alive."

"Okay, he won't guard your grave to turn into a butterfly, because the King of Hades won't want you. Doctor Gang Wang called and said that he has found a suitable source body in Guangdong, and you can go to the hospital for a detailed examination tomorrow. , ready for surgery." Allen gave this news like a Jade Emperor.

Bao'er stood motionless, Kang Tianxu also stared at Alan, and looked at everyone smiling and nodding to them, and it took him a long time to realize: "...Is it saved?" He asked himself in disbelief , Allen nodded to him with certainty.

Kang Tianxu wept with joy and pulled her into his arms. "Did you hear that? God still takes care of us."

Bao'er also nodded desperately, speechless with excitement, hope and miracle came suddenly, she had no time to react...

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In fact, Alan blocked the news early that morning, so Kang Tianxu didn't know that the source body had been found, and the marriage proposal was his temporary plan. He knew that since Bao'er knew about his illness, he had pretended to be strong on the surface, but he had never been brave in his heart. Gradually turned into despair, he didn't want to see her with the attitude of waiting to die, he just wanted to give her a little more hope, let her have a thought in her heart that can last until the day when she finds the source body, even if she can only win it In a little time, he has to realize it.And the sudden news that Allen brought made his plan feel a little like a timely help.He couldn't tell how grateful he was to God at that time, but he just wanted to cherish this opportunity that could be blown away by the wind at any time.

For Allen, he was actually unwilling in his heart. His wishful waiting at close range was eventually defeated by their long-distance sympathy.He once thought it was a kind of bleakness?He also brought him luck more than once. He thought he could turn defeat into victory by relying on her little "kindness" to him. Unexpectedly, God dealt him a heavy blow, reversed his identity, and completely destroyed his hope, even the possibility of resurgence. nothing.Whose love is greater than the sky?Whose hatred is greater than the earth?The worst punishment in love is not getting or losing, but seeing it every day but not even being qualified to have it far away.

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Kang Tianxu accompanied Bao'er to complete various examinations, and was told that he would have to wait a few days for the results, and that if it was suitable, the surgery would be performed within a week at the latest.Bao'er was suddenly worried and had a strong sense of foreboding, but she didn't tell him, for fear that she would never wake up again in a week. She only told Kang Tianxu that she wanted to go to Lamei Garden again, as if she could only find sustenance there.

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Han Zhidong went to Kang's house by car, hoping to get Bao'er's forgiveness through Zixin.It was raining heavily, and along the way, he was sad and regretful, sad that Bao'er had such a disease at a young age, regretted leaving their mother and daughter behind, remembering what he said to Chen Juan when he was leaving, he blamed himself I want to pay my life...
It was also such a rainy day back then, that is, on the night of Bao'er's 5th birthday, he broke with Chen Juan cruelly.

"Don't you want to see Xue Er again?"...

"Han Zhidong, you know you will be sad? Then why are you so cruel? You are gone, what should I do? What will Xue Er do?"

"You know...leaving you...I'll have nothing."

"How could you have nothing? You still have the Chen Group, and you still have money that you can't spend in your lifetime."

"If possible, I would like to exchange the entire group for our marriage."

"Dad, where are you going? Don't go."

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He still remembered Chen Juan's tired eyes at that time, begging him to stay, such a weeping expression really shouldn't appear on the face of a woman.Missing a moment, turning around is a lifetime, a single thought, a mistake becomes eternal hatred, how can I correct the wrong love I thought back then?After things have passed, the regrets and punishments left in place are nothing but tears, and the love between life and death for ten years has already turned into a lonely grave. The heavy rain is blowing, and the past is like the wind, burying his heart for life... ··········
The driver parked the car at the gate of Kang's house, turned his head and said to Han Zhidong who was lost in memory, "Chairman, we are here."

Han Zhidong wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and calmed down his emotions. The heavy rain had stopped, so he got out of the car and walked towards Kang's house.He couldn't remember how many years he hadn't been here. He heard that Kang Jun was gone, and he remembered that the last time he saw him was drinking tea by a certain river.

Zi Xin saw him standing at the gate from a distance, although she hated him very much, but he was Bao'er's biological father after all, how could she prevent them from getting to know each other in Bao'er's current situation?She walked over to open the door to let him in, poured him a glass of water, and seeing that he was having trouble speaking, she deliberately said, "You don't need to thank me, she will decide by herself in the evening whether Bao'er wants to recognize you or not." After speaking, he turned and went upstairs.

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In the evening, Kang Tianxu took Bao'er back to Kang's house, and when he entered the door, he saw Han Zhidong sitting there. Seeing the two of them coming back, Han Zhidong stood up slowly in bewilderment, did not speak, but looked at Bao'er with tears in his eyes.Kang Tianxu glanced at Bao'er, she looked at his tearful face, suddenly there was no hatred, from his face she saw his remorse for his mother, and also from his eyes, he saw his love for herself. Distressed and longing.She is about to face a trip to hell, what hatred can't she let go?
During dinner, everyone remained motionless. She brought food for Zi Xin and Kang Tianxu, and Han Zhidong who was opposite, and softly called "Dad, eat food".Her actions stunned Kang Tianxu's mother and son, and moved Han Zhidong so ashamed that he couldn't lift his head. He lowered his head and burst into tears, but he didn't dare to answer Bao'er's "Dad" who had been waiting for 17 years.

Bao'er looked at her father sitting there crying like a child who did something wrong, maybe she didn't know why her mother never blamed him until she died, because of love, so love, because of hate, so there is hatred .

"Mom has never blamed you, so why have I ever blamed you?" She smiled at her father, wanting him to blame himself less. It turns out that her heart hurts when she sees her father in pain?

Zixin handed Han Zhidong a tissue, he wiped away his tears, looked up at his daughter, and said "Thank you..."

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Perhaps it took Han Zhidong most of his life to realize that the highest state of family affection is not forgiveness or longing, but the most ordinary possession and companionship. His youth and ignorance, his abandonment of Chen Juan's mother and daughter, and his disloyalty to marriage made him Now there is a feeling of holding on to the handicap, doomed to live in self-blame and pain for the rest of my life, and die with regret...
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