baby don't cry 2

Chapter 80
Since listening to Alan's story that day, Mo Qian also came to Bao'er twice, went to the places she had been to together, and chatted about college affairs, but Bao'er still didn't think of anything.But she didn't retreat because of this, but instead tried harder to recall.She wandered over and over again in the places Kang Tianxu had taken her to.On this day of Ching Ming Festival, it was drizzling again. She was sitting in that noodle shop, eating some spicy rice noodles, while watching the crowds coming and going on the street, listening to the lively hawking , A picture suddenly flashed in her mind, she used to stand on this street?She put down her chopsticks, got up and walked down the street.

Standing in the crowd, the cold wind blows her short hair, the drizzle pats her face, a familiar smell of grass comes to her nostrils, she gently closes her eyes, feeling that she is in a vortex again Li didn't know where he was about to be swept away, so he could only feel the various noises with his ears.

Just like last time, she fell into a 'dream' unknowingly, and suddenly some pictures began to flash in her mind:
"Where is your pride? It turns out that you can't escape the secular world. From now on, we will not owe each other."

"How do you know I don't love you?"

"If one day I disappear into this world like this, you... will you still remember me?"

"Yes, I did it on purpose. You once clearly promised me, why did you lie to me? You made the promise first, why did you hug him in front of me? If you had told me earlier that you loved him, I would no..."

"I never loved him at all, he was my brother."

"Is our sisterhood for so many years not worth a man? Why are you so anxious to destroy me?
"There is a person who can never be together for a lifetime, but this name must be hidden in the heart for a lifetime."

"I knitted this scarf for you with my own hands. Remember to wrap it around it when it's cold, and let it keep you warm from the cold."

"You must live well for me."

"If I could be reborn, I would definitely choose to be here."

"The flower language of pear blossoms is to wait for a lifetime, so... let's call it a promise, how about it?"

"Tianxu, thank you for bringing me happiness during this period of time. In the last journey of my life, I can exchange the heart that once contained you from this world with a smile. Do you still have you in my heart? I just hope that you can live your life well and don’t miss a broken dream..."·

"You once said that pear blossoms represent a lifetime of waiting, so we named this place 'waiting'. That year you promised to accompany me to watch pear blossoms fly, but I waited for four years. You said you would choose It is reborn here, so I bought it and will come here every spring to wait for you to appear."

"If I still have to lose in the end, I am still willing to be locked up by you for the rest of my life. I will give my all and build a new home for you. The past is no longer important. The important thing is that as long as you are happy, I will remember the rest alone. That's it."········

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A series of past events were slowly recalled by her, she slowly opened her eyes, the drizzle had already drenched her, her eyes were hazy with tears, she finally remembered, she remembered everything in the past, and it was perfect.

She smiled at the sky, tears flowed down, she tasted bitterness, four years, four full years, Kang Tianxu, this time I really came back to you... ···
Back at Kang's house, Zixin was wandering back and forth at the door with her mobile phone. When she saw Bao'er in a panic, she rushed over, and while arranging her hair, she asked distressedly, "Bao'er, what's wrong with you?"

Bao'er looked at the woman in front of her who had raised her for more than 20 years, and hugged her fiercely, "Mom."

When Zixin heard this, the hand on her head that was arranging her hair trembled, and asked in disbelief, "Bao, what did you... call me?"

"Mom." She let go of Zixin, looked up at the white hair on Zixin's head, "I've made you worry about it all these years."

"You..." Zixin touched Bao'er's face, "Your memory has recovered?"

Bao'er nodded, "Mom, I'm sorry."

Zixin couldn't hide her excitement, she was so excited that she couldn't speak, as if she had been dreaming for the past few months, and now she woke up from the dream, standing in front of her was Bao'er who had been waiting with her son for four years, she just looked like Like a child, weeping hard...
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After taking a shower, Bao'er walked to Kang Tianxu's study room, and looked at the room again. It was the same as before, except for the sketch, which she remembered was drawn when she was in Sanya.There was a scarf she had given him on the bed. She picked it up, and there was a pear flower pattern embroidered with silk on the end of the velvet. She suddenly remembered the tattoo on his hand, 'Bao', and her eyes were a little moist.

Is this how he came over these years?
"Okay, it's called a promise! Keep it beautiful, love for life, no matter where you want to go, come here and wait for the other person, and the other person must come here on time for the appointment?"

"During the four years you were away, Mr. Kang has lived a hundred times harder than ordinary people. In addition to busy work, he went to some places where he had been with you, and sometimes he stayed for a whole day. The inseparable pain is as inseparable as his shadow, which makes people unbearable to watch."

"In the past four years, Kang Tianxu has been busy with work during the day, and can't sleep at night. Sometimes he comes to see me for a drink, and sometimes he goes to the place where you have been together. Anyway, every time I see him, he always With a tired look on his face, he looks pitiful..."

Recalling the words of Mouse and Allen, and touching the wedding dress he once bought for her, she burst into tears.

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She stood on the balcony, looking at the starry sky, unwilling to fall asleep, for fear that she would lose her memory again when she woke up. Her mind was like a projector, playing the past non-stop: thinking about the first time when she just returned to China, The sunny and active Kang Tianxu is dressed in casual clothes and stands handsomely at the airport to pick up the plane. After returning home, it was the first time he tasted the food cooked by Zixin himself, and when Kang Jun proudly announced that he was his daughter at the reception. scene.

"I still want to make money to honor you and your aunt."

"Oh? Hehe. It's heartwarming to hear. If you really want to show respect to us, why don't you come to the company to help me? I really need talents."

"Okay, be my little secretary."

"Hmph, that's a good idea. You have more soy-sauce assistant secretary than I, the chairman of the board. When you mention it, I get angry."

"Then I'm reserving talents, and I'm sure I'll be assigned a big job in the future. My father and I are taking different paths."···········

Thinking of this, Bao'er is a little sad, but now, in the blink of an eye, Kang Jun has passed away for nearly five years, and she hasn't had time to call him 'Dad', which is also the biggest regret in her life.

And Doudou, although I don't remember it during this time, but it still loves me in every way as before. When I think of the look in its eyes before it died, I can't help but feel the pain... ·
She thought of Mo Qian again, and remembered the first time she met her in the Ai Group after returning to China...

"precious?"

"Mo Qian?"

"Are you here for the interview too?"

"Yeah, you too?"

"Well, there are too many people, but when it comes to professionalism, the two of us may be better than the two of us."

"Hehe..Really? Then what position are you interviewing for?"····················

"I'm sorry, you forgive me, I... don't know, I really don't know, I just lost my head for a while, I really regard you as a good sister, Bao."

"When I drove out of the hotel, I regretted it. I swear I really regretted it. Bao, you believe me. I turned around and wanted to go back. I didn't expect an accident, so I called Kang Tianxu and asked him to save you, Bao. ···I... I dare not tell you, I am afraid that you will ignore me and hate me from now on, I don't want to lose you... You just see that God has given me retribution, forgive me, okay ?"··············

Bao'er thought about it, she burst into tears, thinking that she was the one who helped her get out of the shadows when she was "broken in love". Although she did something like that later, she did regret it. It has been many years since the incident, and she has long since forgiven it. .

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She suddenly discovered that she had lost a lot of things in these years!As long as she thought of passing Kang Tianxu that day at the airport, she seemed to be able to feel the despair in his heart at that time. Although she lost her memory during this period, he still treated herself as before, even better than before.

These days, she seemed to see another Kang Tianxu, remember how he was so arrogant and unstoppable back then?Now, although he is famous and powerful, he is taciturn, always smiling and not saying anything?

An understatement of missing, how much sadness and ambition can it carry, can it make him feel like a world away, like two different people?

(End of this chapter)