The remarriage of the high-ranking daughter

Chapter 318 The First Chang'an VS Qin Muli (5)
Fortunately, the children were still kind to him, which slightly made up for the lack and pain in his heart.

He had also said to himself before that if Qin Muli really came back one day, he would fulfill them, as long as it was Chang'an's choice.

But it was only at this time that he realized how reluctant he was, and he was hovering on the verge of pain and contradiction.

They were a couple in name only, although Chang An followed him, they had never been genuinely happy, he had always known this.

But how could he feel at ease if they just handed over their mother and child to others?
Above the court, Qin Muli's unexpected return has set off a whirlwind. The border generals headed by Wang Zhi fully support Qin Muli's return, and the Qin family army is even more powerful. Reset has become an irreversible trend.

Xiao Yun gritted his teeth. The Qin family has the inheritance of the founding father's mansion, and it is not so easy to suppress it. Moreover, if he does such a thing, Chang'an will probably hate him for the rest of his life.

But even so, do they really want to live their lives in this indifferent and alienated way?

Thinking of this, his heart felt like it was blocked, and the dull and oppressive feeling was enough to drive him crazy.

No!

Xiao Yun slapped his palm on the desk, he wants to have a good talk with Chang An, if this continues, he will soon be unbearable.

The night was thick, and the swaying lanterns flickered in the corridor. Xiao Yun was approaching the main room. Through the warm light, he could see a slender figure. For some reason, his heart felt a little tired.

He has been chasing her footsteps, even if he could not get her response and love, but he never gave up, he thought that one day she would turn around and see his goodness, then all this would not be in vain.

Aren't they doing well when they were in Pengze?

He thought that going through life and death together would tie them tightly together.

But Qin Muli came back, even if he wanted to ignore it, it was a natural barrier between them!
Should he let go?
Xiao Yun spread out his hands and looked at the fine and complex lines on his palm. His master once said that he was doomed to be lonely in this life, not his body, but his heart.

If possible, what kind of woman would he want to marry? To reproduce and pass on from generation to generation, but that doesn't include love.

He loves Chang'an, is this doomed to his fall?
In this game, it turned out that he had never had a chance to win!
Ziyun lifted the curtain and went out of the house, just happened to see Xiao Yun, after she was slightly stunned, she hurriedly bowed her knees and said: "My lord!"

"Are the children asleep?"

Xiao Yun cleared his throat, his eyes were dark, and the corners of his tightly pursed lips couldn't tell the difference between happiness and anger. Seeing this, Ziyun couldn't help but cautiously responded, "Just fell asleep, this servant will report to the princess!"

"No need, you step back first!"

Xiao Yun waved his hands, and ignored Ziyun's surprised eyes, he lifted the curtain and entered the room.

He never stayed in the main room, so the girl close to Chang'an naturally knew about it, but the other people just saw him enter Chang'an's room, and he would leave quietly afterwards, this has been the case for the past few years.

Ziyun hesitated, but finally took a few steps back and quietly guarded under the corridor.

"You came?"

Hearing the conversation outside the house, Chang An put down the book in his hand when the curtain moved, raised his eyebrows slightly, and glanced at Xiao Yun lightly.

This kind of gaze made Xiao Yun not sit or stand, coughed twice as if to cover up, and then said: "Are you reading?"

"Ah."

Chang An nodded, apparently not wanting to say much, but her calmness brought out Xiao Yun's inner panic.

This was an unequal love affair, perhaps doomed him to a disastrous end from the very beginning.

Xiao Yun sighed softly, with unresolved melancholy in his brows and eyes, he covered his chest with one hand, as if he was trying to make sure of something, then moved an embroidery pier with a solemn expression, and sat opposite Chang'an. People are separated by an arm's length.

"Chang'an, I've thought a lot these days."

After a long while, Xiao Yun said softly: "Whether to make two people happy, or make three people suffer at the same time, I didn't have an answer at first, but looking at you now, I know that your heart is still not on me... barely let you If you follow me, you will never be happy in this lifetime!"

"I did it voluntarily, and I don't blame you."

Chang An lightly shook his head, she owed Xiao Yun too much, she could no longer let him bear the responsibility of self-blame.

In fact, she is also very contradictory these days, her heart and body have naturally chosen the place she most wants to go, but her reason is still sticking to it.

She's not happy because she can't be happy.

"You volunteer, but you're not happy."

Xiao Yun laughed at himself, "If I can't even see this, am I still a man?"

"My lord, I don't regret marrying you for the rest of my life... But if you want my sincerity... I only have one heart, and I've already given it to him. If I can't give it to anyone else, I'm sorry for you!"

Changan lowered her head slowly, with a trace of sadness in her eyes, how could she not know that such words are hurtful, but compared with lies, it takes courage to face the truth, two people want to live together, it is impossible to live only in your own fantasy middle.

"Stop talking!"

Xiao Yun closed his eyes, waved his hands and said, "I knew it would end like this, but there is still a trace of delusion."

"This thing... should be what you need!"

As Xiao Yun spoke, he took out a neatly folded piece of paper from his bosom, the thin paper faintly revealing black ink stains.

"This is……"

Chang An didn't know, so she took it, opened it, her face suddenly turned pale, she looked at Xiao Yun incredulously, "You want to make peace with me?"

"I will give you freedom, give you happiness, and let your family reunite!"

As Xiao Yun talked to himself, he felt as if his heart had been cut open, bleeding, and a numb pain gradually spread.

He wrote and tore up this letter of reconciliation, tore it up, and finally wrote it into a complete one, carefully carrying it in his arms. This is what he can give Chang'an, and it is the only thing she really wants, right?

"I……"

Chang An covered her lips, her eyes turned red suddenly, she didn't know what to say.

Rejecting Xiao Yun's document, but this was clearly what she was looking forward to.

As if nothing had happened, but how is this possible?

They are not children anymore, and they have to be responsible for their own words and deeds. Besides, after reaching this point, how will he and Xiao Yun get along with each other in the future?

The children had already seen the signs of disharmony between the couple, and she had been holding back from telling them the truth. It took a process and an opportunity for the children to accept that their biological father was someone else.

(End of this chapter)