Fifth personality SwanLake

Chapter 158 [Social Garden Extra] To Her in 2035

[This is a side story written last year]

Dear Miss Woods:
Hello.

I am very sorry for causing you a lot of trouble before.

I hope that without my future, you can live a happier life. The burning fire may be just my wishful thinking. You said that you wanted to be a gardener when you were young, so you must be an excellent gardener now, right? ?Miss Woods is always excellent. You also said that you would try to be a flower girl, you also said that you like to look at paintings, and you hope to see the beautiful scenery outside.

Kreacher remembered everything, in that fire, Kreacher didn’t die, but Kreacher couldn’t see you, Miss Woods, I learned to draw, but things were always unsatisfactory, I was clumsy , knocked over the paint a few times, isn't it stupid?But Miss Woods will definitely not, because Miss Woods, you are very smart, and you have always been the most perfect existence.

I also often travel, I want to see the places you have walked, Miss Woods, to feel the traces of your existence, I must be very stupid, right?Obviously, there will be no more residual warmth.

Miss Woods, when you talk about flowers and plants, your eyes are always sparkling, as if there are stars soaking in them, so clear.Your sunny smile is always in my mind, giving me the only warmth in this world when I am most helpless.

I always try to draw you, Miss Woods, but I still can't draw it, your smile can never be shown on the paper.

Your smile should be free, not imprisoned on paper.

I also learn from you to grow flowers and plants. When I see them, I will always think of you, smiling at them, a smile that Kreacher has never seen before.

I remember that you like red roses very much, so I planted a lot of red roses that you like in my backyard, and I also really like these red roses that you like, they are very lively and enthusiastic like you.I often sit among these red roses alone, smelling the strong fragrance of roses, holding a drawing board, and using my most attentive brush to paint your favorite roses.I know it's presumptuous to draw your appearance on my drawing paper privately.

However, I still can't help but miss your smiling appearance, although I know you don't have any strange feelings for me, I am willing to burn myself on fire, just for you to smile.

Ms. Woods, I have also realized my dream. I have the ability to support orphanages. I am no longer a pseudo-philanthropist. You must be happy too. Those homeless children finally got help from others.Kreacher was also honored to make Miss Woods happy.I hope that Miss Woods' smile will always stay on Miss Woods' face.

Miss Woods is not a crybaby, you are very strong, but Miss Woods, you are also a little girl, you also long for those untouchable family affection, ah. Miss Woods should find her father, right?That's great, Kreacher has no relatives, but I'm still sincerely happy for Miss Woods. After you find your father, you should have a better life, right?Miss Woods, you should have found someone you like too, right?
It's a pity that Kreacher can no longer participate in your future. I can't interfere with your past, and I can't accompany your future to the end. Kreacher is really incompetent, right?However, fortunately, Miss Woods did not fall in love with Kreacher, otherwise Miss Woods would definitely despise and hate Kreacher's incompetence.

write here.The letter paper was already wet with tears, isn't Kreacher a little cowardly?Miss Woods, don't be like Kreacher, the smile should always belong to you.

I'm actually really sorry because I lied to you and I've been hiding in a scarecrow talking to you.I'm selfish, right? I've been deceiving your feelings. You said you like scarecrows. When I heard that, I felt like I fell into an abyss. Your mood is messed up.

I often make scarecrows now, although they are not as big as your Mr. Scarecrow, they are small and easy to carry, I think you will like them, sorry, I still want to covet your smile, I am too rude up.You said that you liked making these scarecrows the most when you were young, because they can protect you and your parents. Although I have never seen your appearance when you were young, they must be very innocent and cute.

Now I want to send you the freshest roses and these scarecrows and the pictures I made of you, maybe because you've changed and become more beautiful as you grow up, but please You must not dislike these paintings. These paintings are all made by searching for your smiling appearance in my mind.I have edited from late at night to dawn countless times, I am tireless, and I am also passionate.I just want to engrave your image in my heart forever.

Miss Woods, we haven't seen each other for 17 years, but your appearance has been stranded in my mind, leaving a deep imprint, maybe you have forgotten me, and it is also possible that you will be very happy to hear from me Angry, but please forgive my intrusion this time.

In the future, Kreacher will not disturb your life, Miss Woods. Although I still like it very much, I still can’t let it go, but Kreacher will not make Miss Woods feel annoyed anymore. I will disappear in Miss Woods’ world forever , and, Ms. Woods definitely doesn’t want to see Kreacher, right? Ah, what am I doing? I already know the answer, but I’m still asking you shamelessly. I obviously want to give up, but seeing the painting Looking at your smile, I am like a drugged patient, unable to escape your control, willing to fall into your hands, a ridiculous person who cannot be redeemed.

Don't feel guilty, Ms. Woods, it's just my wishful thinking. Since I have wishful thinking, I have to be willing to admit defeat. Emotionally, if I lose, then I lose. As long as you can continue to smile, everyone will like Miss Woods' smile .

Miss Woods is like a little sun, your light can shine in every dark corner.You have to keep laughing, my favorite Miss Woods, don't cry anymore, I can't wipe your tears for you, maybe you don't need me to wipe your tears
I don’t know if this letter can be sent to you. These paintings, these roses, and these scarecrows are all given to you, so let’s treat it as an atonement for my former self.

Thank you for meeting you, I have no regrets in my life.

Signer: None

[This letter was never sent in my lifetime.]

【Letters, paintings, roses, scarecrows, these things, the girl has never seen in her life.】

(End of this chapter)