Fifth personality SwanLake

Chapter 169 [Jie Blind Extra] More than friends, less than lovers.
[Modern paro, private setting: Helena Fuming]

[Serious Ouxi warning, a stalk from A Ruo]

1.
It's raining.

This city is like a graceful girl who does not want to be seen and casts a black veil. The sky like a splash-ink painting makes people feel gloomy.

My name is Shiwan, you can also simply call me Awan.

I looked at the mist on the glass, my fingers were a little cold, and I used my fingers to cover the hot cocoa just made by the clerk. My mood began to become complicated, and I looked down at the message.

The interface still stayed at the other party's response: Is that a coffee shop on that street?Wait a minute, I'll be right there.

Whenever the store door is pushed open, I will habitually look up to see if the person is the one I expected.

"Awan, why are you looking for me in such a hurry?"

A hoarse and lazy voice sounded, I raised my head and looked at the door of the store. The boy put away the blue umbrella and put it in the umbrella storage bucket at the door of the store.

His black hair is like ink, his scarlet eyes are as dazzling as red obsidian, his brows are like carefully drawn with ink painting, his face is sharp-edged, cold and handsome, with almost sickly fair skin.

His appearance caused many girls in the cafe to pick up their mobile phones to take pictures of his face.

I waved at him and motioned him to sit across from me, and he understood what I meant.

He opened his long legs and sat in front of me. He looked at me with interest, and wanted me to give him an explanation. His white and slender fingers tapped on the table with well-defined knuckles.

He conveniently ordered a cappuccino.

The clerk quickly brought it up for him, and brought him an extra spoon and a small bag of sugar. He smiled and said thank you to the clerk, and the clerk blushed immediately and walked away.

"Jack."

I took several deep breaths before calling out his name. He looked at me suspiciously and touched my forehead with his slender hands.

"No fever."

he muttered, but I could already see the slyness in his eyes.

"Do you have any feelings for Helena?"

I feel that my voice is trembling. This question is something he and Helena have never dared to touch. I must ask it clearly this time.

Jack was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed immediately. He shook the cappuccino in the white porcelain cup with a spoon, and added all the white sugar he didn't like.

"Awan, what are you talking about?"

I am correct.

"I need an explanation from you. What is your feeling for Helena?"

2.
My name is Shiwan. I grew up with Jack and Helena. They were childhood sweethearts, and I was the light bulb caught in the middle.

Jack is very fond of teasing me. He has been teasing me since elementary school. When I blow my hair, Helena always smiles and comforts me and tells me that Jack didn't do it on purpose.

In front of Helena, he is as obedient as a soft and cute angel. In front of me, he is the great devil of the world. He always makes faces at me secretly in places where Helena can't see. He obviously does it on purpose!

Whenever I said something bad about him to Helena, he would shake his head and say no, I'm not, don't talk nonsense.

This little liar!

As long as his eyes looked at me maliciously, I already thought of how he was going to play tricks on me.

Then I told him that if he played tricks on me again, I'd tell Helena to ignore him.In fact, there is no basis for what I said.

After all, the relationship between Helena and him is much better than the relationship between me and Helena. As soon as he heard Helena's name, he panicked, and he quickly said that he would never play tricks on me again.

He also explained the reason why he teased me, saying that he wanted to attract Helena's attention to him. After teasing me, I would go to complain to Helena, and I could see Helena's smile.

I couldn't help but despise him in my heart, what a naive boy.

Then I grasped a trick.

As long as Helena is mentioned, Jack will immediately panic, and I use various names to bring Helena's name, extorting a lot of drinks bought by Jack.

I still remember his disdainful eyes at that time. He sat at my front desk and said to me in a mocking tone.

"Awan, you are going to become a pig."

Helena is my deskmate. She always smiles helplessly and stops Jack from mocking me. Jack can only look at Helena like a wronged wife.

3.
In junior high school, we were still in the same school and the same class.

He is still my front desk, and Helena is still my deskmate.

Helena is a nerd!Let me say this about her, she really only focuses on her studies.

I can see that "obscene" voyeur Jack kept looking back at her in class.

I sneakily twisted his shoulder while get out of class was over, and said to him: "Brother Jie, please be human, peeping on others is wrong."

He was in pain and just wanted to get angry.

Unexpectedly, Helena heard what I said, and looked at Jack with some surprise.

Jack turned his face away indifferently and insisted that I was talking nonsense, and then told Helena to keep contact with me. I wish I could just take his head off and kick it like a ball.

I like to draw comics. Although I don't have any foundation, I like to draw whatever I want, as if I am in another world.

Without hesitation, he mocked me for painting like a ghost, saying that I should study hard with Helena and study hard.

I can go to you bala la black magic fairy.

"Look at my Helena."

Because every morning I came to school with Jack on the bell, and he would blow Helena in front of me every day.

"No? Hey, what is your Helena?"

I suddenly caught the point, and he yelled at me with a guilty conscience that I had heard wrong, and that ignorant feelings for the opposite sex may sprout in junior high school.

When Jack received a lot of love letters with pink bubbles, I realized that Jack had grown up.

Jack tore up those love letters with pink bubbles in front of Helena with an embarrassed face and threw them into the trash can.

I told Helena that he was a good student with an upright face, but I was afraid that the world would be chaotic and teased him, "Jack, you have torn the hearts of many girls~"

He told me to shut up and get the hell out.

4.
to high school.

It's still the same.

Helena's family education is very strict, unlike me, my parents are very loose with me, because I have chosen to take the path of art.

But Jack is more free and undisciplined. After all, he is the young master who has hundreds of billions of property waiting to be inherited, but his grades are exceptionally good. I suspect that I am living in a dream.

His favorite subject is biology.

He is very interested in biological anatomy, almost to the point of madness, and every day when he looks at me, my heart is full of hairs, and I suspect that he will dissect me in the next second.

In high school, high school is an important turning point in life, and the most feared thing is puppy love.

Because Helena had never kept a distance from Jack since she was a child, because the distance was too close, she was mistaken by the teacher for a puppy love, and then told the parents of both parties.

In fact, it’s not a misconception. Both parties have that feeling, ah, the love of childhood sweethearts is really enviable.

Jack's parents didn't punish Jack, they let Jack go, he could do whatever he wanted, anyway, the family property was still waiting for him to inherit, and his parents claimed that Jack would not be able to lose the inherited family property in his life.

But Helena's parents punished Helena by punishing her to kneel in the backyard. After hearing the news, Jack became impatient and insisted on dragging me to climb the wall with him to find Helena.

He climbed up immediately, but I couldn't climb up, he asked me in a disdainful tone: "Awan, are you a pig?"

I pouted helplessly, not because you forced me to come here, if you hadn't pulled me here, I would still be painting at home with the air conditioner blowing on.

He told me to go get the ladder, and I despised him even more in my heart. Why did I have to climb the wall when there was a ladder? I was crazy.

I got the ladder and climbed up the wall of Helena's backyard smoothly, while Jack jumped into Helena's backyard.

He squatted on the ground, and it took him a long time to stand up, and I began to wonder if his leg was going to break.

Helena also heard the movement, and saw Jack's backlit figure coming towards her, kneeling on her numb legs, seeing him, as if she saw redemption, her eyes turned red.

In the wonderful dusk, the yellow halo shone on them. I lay lazily on the wall and looked at them. Everything here seemed very peaceful and quiet, and I could hear the sound of the leaves being blown by the breeze.

The scattered light spots brought by the dancing shadows of the trees fell all over their bodies. I couldn't hear what they were talking about. The hot wind made me a little sleepy, and there was a white cat napping on the wall.

The image was so peaceful that I couldn't help falling asleep, and when I woke up, I found that I was already at home.

My brain hurts a bit, I suspect that that smelly man beat me up while I was asleep, I thought about it, it seems that this assumption is wrong, if the pain hits me after beating me up, Why didn't I wake up.

There was a note on the table, the ghostly words in the flying and flying phoenixes, I thought I knew it was Jack's even with my eyes closed.

He said that I am a pig and I can sleep in that situation.

I blinked my eyes innocently, the scene is so beautiful, don’t sleep, can I be your light bulb?

5.
I find that everything has changed.

Jack stopped bragging about his Helena when I was on the road with me, stopped peeping at Helena in class, and didn't even mention Helena to me.

And Helena went to class as usual.

They no longer had each other in their eyes.

Jack is pulling me to talk about the family every day, and I am about to be driven crazy by him, "Master Jie, please forgive me." I surrendered.

"Pig Wan."

He left this sentence very proudly, and then entered a state of serious study. I wondered if Jack had been dropped.

Then, Jack transferred to go abroad.

It is said that foreign countries will give him more room for development. At that time, I was the only one who sent him off, and he looked behind me hesitantly.

He really has her in his heart, but he just kept holding it back. I patted him on the shoulder very generously and said it's okay, Helena likes you.

He stubbornly shook his head.

"She won't, not in this life."

I thought to myself how this Jack became so stubborn, he waited a few minutes before the plane was about to take off.

His crow-feather-like eyelashes lightly suppressed the disappointment in his eyes, and he said goodbye to me with a low voice.

He left, looking at his back, I think he is lonely like a dog.

After seeing him off, I started my art training. I didn't finish the art exam until the second semester of the third year of high school, and returned to the school's subject training camp to continue my review career.

It was only a week before the college entrance examination that I saw Helena again. Her face was a little pale, and there were thick dark circles under her eyes. She probably studied late every day.

She smiled at me in a friendly manner. There was a party among the classmates, and they said something about celebrating the college entrance examination. I took the opportunity to talk to Helena in front of her, and asked her seriously.

"What do you feel about Jack?"

"What happened to you that day?"

She was taken aback when she heard my question, then hesitated for a while to respond to me.

"More friends than lovers."

"He confessed to me, and I told him that I might not be suitable for him. What he and I should do now is to study hard."

My mind went blank.

No wonder Jack would do that.

Then I reacted quickly, touched my face in embarrassment and said, "Then if he confessed his love in college, would the ending be different?"

"Maybe."

She smiled slightly.

6.
He was silent for a long time, his slender and thin eyelashes curled up slightly, his expression seemed hesitant, and the smile on the corner of his mouth froze. He took a sip of cappuccino at a suitable temperature, but did not respond.

I patted the table and said to him confidently: "I knew it, you must still like her now!"

"I'll tell her now!"

I picked up the phone to call Helena, but I didn't expect that the phone was taken away by Jack.

"enough!"

He frowned, with anger in his voice, he was like a raging lion, I was frightened immediately, I stared at him blankly, at a loss.

"Helena said that when you go to college, if you confess your love, she may agree."

I'm a little wronged, obviously I helped you lead the red line, but you still want to kill me.

"Sorry, I lost my composure."

He pressed his temples and drank the remaining cappuccino in one gulp. Even with a bag of sugar, he still felt very bitter.

"Awan, we are not children now, we are not what we used to be, we can't stay in the past, okay?"

Before I could react, Jack went to the clerk to pay, and walked out of the cafe with the blue umbrella.

When I saw the umbrella clearly.

I found myself in tears.

Jack, you little liar.

That umbrella was obviously given to you by Helena, why did you tell me not to stay in the past?
The milk tea in my hand is already cold.

It's really cold when it rains.

end.
In the rain, a teenager threw down a blue umbrella, which was the only thing he could protect him in the rain, and the lights on the street made his eyes hurt.

The rain fell on him, he was no longer in good spirits in front of Shi Wan, he looked in a mess, he didn't care, he walked aimlessly on the street.

He laughed at himself.

"Friends are unwilling, lovers dare not."

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