Fifth personality SwanLake

Chapter 32: Joke [Extra] Only the mask can understand the clown's sadness (2)

"Damn, why did I remember this feeling again, I should have forgotten it, oh, I almost forgot, I'm not crazy yet." Tracy pulled a mocking smile, and I could feel her The sadness when you laugh.

She lost her parents, but I still have my parents. I think I am lucky. I still have my grandparents who "love" me so much. She has no relatives. Hypnotize yourself.

I also have no intention of caring about my grandparents' experiments. Anyway, even if I don't die in the experiment, I will be locked in a cage like a dog.

Now, I just want to sleep well and forget all these disturbing emotions.

"Where is my room?" She changed the topic, her eyes did not have the crazy emotion just now, but calm, calm and frightening.

I shook my head, "I don't know about that, it's usually my grandma who arranges the rooms for new members."

"Then take me away." Tracy looked at the dilapidated orphanage, and I couldn't figure out her emotions.

"Yeah." I responded to her with a low voice, I was afraid of offending this person again, I can say that she became angry, no less than those demons from hell.

I took Tracy on a tour of this dilapidated orphanage, and I always met some crazy orphans on the way, a group of poor people who were not crazy but were driven into crazy.

"Huh~" Someone was panting.

Then I heard the sound of someone climbing over the wall, and I was overjoyed, I knew who the person was climbing over the wall!It's Brother Pearson!

I hurried to the source of the sound, followed by Tracy silently behind me.

Brother Pearson is right.

"Brother Pearson, why are you free to come here today? The nun sister agreed to let you out?" I looked at the high-spirited young man in front of me curiously. He can be said to be my idol!He often helps orphans like me. Although those orphans are always ungrateful, I heard that the money he spent for orphans is unclean.

Naked/naked/naked slander!They must be so jealous of Brother Pierson!
Pearson ruffled my fiery red curls, and there was some tiredness in his eyes.

"Boy, your brother and I are broken in love." His eyes were full of silence.

It makes me feel inexplicably distressed.

"What is broken love? If it's so bad, don't let it go." I couldn't bear to see my hero so disappointed.

Tracy behind him sneered.

"Are you in love? It's just that you can just open your mouth and shut up and say you like it. There's no insurance at all."

I realized something was wrong and Tracy exploded again.

It was only then that Pearson noticed the little girl Tracy. This little girl looked like she was only seven years old. How could she know more than the kid like Jack.

"Are you an orphan who was sent in too?" Pearson asked with doubts in his tone.Pearson looked at Tracy's clothes, she didn't look like a wandering orphan, but like a rich lady.

Tracy laughed.

"Yes, so what?" She was very calm when she said it, she admitted that she was abandoned, she was abandoned.But there was no sadness in her eyes, only the madness from before.

Pearson lowered his eyes.

"I will take you out of this place." After a long time, he looked at us again and said, as if he was saying an oath, which is a pledge of allegiance to the death.

Tracy didn't seem to appreciate it.

"Save us? What do you use to save us? Do you think you are an angel? Can you save us devils who have been dragged into the abyss?"

Her emotions became agitated again, her breathing became short, and her eyes were as gloomy as a real devil.

I yelled dissatisfied.

"What do you mean we are devils? I am not a devil!"

Tracy smiled strangely.

"Hahahaha, don't you admit it, right? You will eventually become one of the devils, and soon." Her words were like a curse, deeply strangling my throat, making me unable to speak Speak up.

Pierson bit his lower lip.

"It's not an angel to me. But who stipulated that only angels can save people? I have to work hard. I always want to bring you light."

A trace of surprise flashed in Tracy's eyes, but she quickly covered it up.

She then said to Pearson in a harsh tone: "Light? Light is nothingness. It's better than darkness. Without hope, you won't fall into the abyss again. Why can't darkness defeat light? What can light do? No, it can't do anything, it can only be eroded by the darkness bit by bit."

I looked at Tracy in amazement.

She is two years younger than me, but she knows more than me, and why can't I understand what she said?

Tracy hugged her robot tightly and turned to leave. Although she didn't know where her room was, she followed Jack all the way, and she was almost familiar with this orphanage. Since she was a child, she has a good memory , the sun's rays cast a shadow on her back.

Pierson shook his head.

"This child, what has she experienced? Her heart is already full of darkness. It is still constantly twisting." He murmured, looking at Tracy's back.

"Brother Pearson, her mother killed her father, and she, just now indirectly, is equivalent to killing her mother." I explained to Pearson incoherently, but no matter how I heard it, I felt Get awkward.
Pearson nodded thoughtfully, "Then little Jack, brother, I'll go first, I'll come see you tomorrow, that little girl, take good care of her."

"Oh" Although I really don't want to take care of that person, I must obey Brother Pearson 100%. After all, the sky is big and the idol is the biggest.

I watched Brother Pearson climbing over the wall, and I thought it was cool for no reason. I also imitated him to climb over the wall several times, but every time I fell on my back, Brother Pearson always smiled and rubbed My head said that I am too short, and when I grow taller, I will definitely climb over this wall and see the outside world.

Can you really climb over this wall by yourself? !I always try to grow taller in various ways, but I am afraid of growing taller again.

I am afraid. The outside world is not what I like. I heard from other orphans that the outside world is very scary. They are often beaten by others and often have no food. They can only dig through the trash to find other people’s leftovers to fill their stomachs. , that disgusting feeling, I don't want to try it at all!That overwhelming taste really makes people vomit.

　Joker: Brother Pearson / Star Eyes

　　Pearson:
　　Tracy: (Heart: md who will save this fool)
　　It's Your Majesty the Beauty: Hahahahahaha, brother Pearson, how are you.

　　Joke: Sure enough, I was the most innocent when I was a child.

　　Tracy: Aren't you going to be crazy in the end?It doesn't matter what we were like before, it's the environment that made us like this.

　　Jack & Helena: You!right!It's you!Why don't you vote for us soon? !Watch out for me hitting you on the head with a rose cane/blind stick? !
　　It's Your Majesty the Beauty: Please go get married! / burst into tears
　　


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