Bamboo horse is not a gentleman

Chapter 50

The most beautiful April day in the world is always warm, lazy and fragrant. The air seems to be sprinkled with perfume, exuding a refreshing aroma.

Yuan Qing, who had just left the Xu family, was instinctively fascinated by the air, and his mind went blank for a moment.

Family, family and blood relationship are like a curse to her, a burden and pain, but once they are gone, it will be like being lost in the world, without the meaning of existence.

"do not Cry."

There were extremely gentle and distressed whispers in her ears, like willows on the spring embankment gently brushing her face, and Yuan Qing realized that tears had already filled her eyes. She took Lu Bai's tissue and rubbed her eyes vigorously, trying to put Tears were rubbed back desperately, so as not to attract strange eyes from all around, nor to spoil this warm spring afternoon.

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"Don't go to the supermarket yet, isn't there a park nearby? Let's go there for a walk and relax." Lu Bai suggested with a smile.

The smile on the handsome face is just like the gentleness of April, which makes people intoxicated and unable to let go. Yuan Qing nodded, and swept away the previous unhappiness in his heart, leaving only a few debris lingering in his heart .

The two sat down on a bench in a secluded place in the park, Lu Bai held Yuan Qing's hand, and Yuan Qing's head rested on his shoulder, everything was so natural.

"What should I do?" Yuan Qing looked into the distance and asked in a low voice. When his tense body and mind relaxed, he felt tired all over.It seemed unnecessary to continue to stay in Anqing.Some important people are slowly leaving you, this conclusion has become a thorn in the heart, deeply embedded in the heart, no matter whether you pull it out or not, there is only deep pain.

"Follow your heart." Lu Bai resumed his old habit, rubbing Qingmei's hair with the palm of his hand, and refused to let it go, "Since Auntie remarried, you have been a good daughter for so many years , From sunny youth, slowly become cautious, put yourself in a shell, become a sensitive and self-pity little snail, now you need to release yourself, learn to live chic and free, don't wrong yourself for no reason, people How short a life is, decades are but a moment to the universe.”

Yuan Qing's heart skipped a beat, and she raised her watery eyes to look at Lu Baiying's straight face:
"how about you?"

This sentence is concise and to the point.

Lu Bai's face was bright and dark, and he opened his lips after a while:
"I hope that one day, I can also let go of everything, except writing and you."

"Your wish will surely come true."

"Now, the first thing to solve is Xu Hu's debt problem, otherwise Auntie's life will not be safe for a day."

"No, you don't need to pay any more money. Apart from repaying Xu Hu's debt, I can give everything I have for my mother, even if she doesn't care about me."

"Xu Hu lost his job and acted recklessly. I am also responsible. Based on his previous performance, I will help him again."

"He not only likes to gamble, but also beats people, why should he help him?"

"By the way, he must sign the IOU and the letter of guarantee this time, otherwise I won't pay a penny." Lu Bai gently shook Yuan Qing's shoulders, "For Auntie's sake, this matter is over .”

"Okay, let's help him again for my mother's sake." Yuan Qing gently arched his head in his arms, "It's just that I don't think I'll ever be able to pay you back."

Lu Bai raised the corner of his mouth:

"Then don't pay it back, just treat it as my gift money, and you just bring yourself to marry me."

Yuan Qing thumped Lu Bai's chest, laughed, and cried again.

Soon, Li Yan's "gift" arrived quietly in a very inconspicuous way.

Anqing TV broadcasted a piece of news: "According to reports from the masses, after a series of careful deployments, the Anqing police smashed a criminal gang suspected of theft, kidnapping and extortion this afternoon. Dozens of criminals including the main criminal All suspects have been brought to justice and are currently under further investigation and trial."

For Lu Bai and Yuan Qing, this is good news. Their personal safety is guaranteed, and their lives are finally back on track.

The two returned to Lucheng. Because they had accumulated a lot of manuscripts that needed to be rushed, Lu Bai became even busier, and staying up late every day became a routine.The only good thing is that he did not exhaust his writing, on the contrary, he wrote faster and more accurately. Perhaps all the anguish and entanglement in reality were poured into his pen, and writing became the only channel for him to vent.

As a result, about a week later, Lu Bai suddenly had a fever. If you don't look carefully, the man doesn't appear to be sick, but his reddish face and hoarse voice gave away his physical condition.

If Yuan Qing hadn't dragged him out of the study, and pushed him down on the bed like a hungry wolf, I'm afraid that Lu Bai would still stick to the desk and type.

"Stop the boat for thirty miles, you know? You interrupted my thoughts."

"It's 39 degrees and 8 degrees. Overworked all day long, people who are hardened will fall down, and those who can't rest can't work!" Yuan Qing pressed on the man, resolutely not letting him get up.

Lu Bai smiled lightly, his eyes were unusually strange.

Feeling the vibration in his chest, Yuan Qing couldn't help rolling his eyes:
"You're so sick, what are you laughing at?"

Lu Bai pointed at the two of them, overjoyed:

"The posture seems to be reversed."

Yuan Qing's face was flushed, and he ruthlessly grabbed his cheek:
"I'm going to get cold medicine, take it and sleep well, don't do anything today, and have a good rest."

"Okay, okay, I'll listen to you." Lu Bai said perfunctorily.

Yuan Qing had to suppress it again, and just now he went out of the bedroom to get the medicine, and half-coaxed and half-persuaded him to take it.

"Go to sleep."

"I dont want to sleep."

"No, I have a cold and need to rest!"

"I didn't even realize that you've become so domineering."

It was rare for Lu Bai to fall ill, and Rusha's voice unconsciously had a coquettish ending, which was both charming and lovely.

Yuan Qing's heart softened, and he tucked up the quilt considerately for him. Finally, Lu Bai obediently closed his eyes, and snored slightly after a while.

Looking at his blue and white face, there is a faint layer of black around the eye circles, which is completely the result of lack of sleep and excessive fatigue.

My heart hurts, it hurts.

Yuan Qing caressed his face with her fingers, and lightly touched his perfect forehead with her lips. No matter what, this man can't let this man bear more burdens for himself in the future!

In the next few days, Yuan Qing didn't leave the gate, and confiscated Lu Bai's cell phone, euphemistically saying that he was recovering from a cold and needed to cultivate his body, and declined all outside noises.

Lu Bai smiled, but did not refute.His illness recovered quickly, and he could get out of bed and jump around the next day. Under his repeated insistence, code words were necessary.Yuan Qing counted the time according to the watch, and as long as Lu Bai stayed in the study for three hours, she would sneak out of the study by her ear.

Ever since becoming Lu Bai's girlfriend, Yuan Qing has found that she has many more privileges than before. For example, she can enter and leave his bedroom and study at any time without knocking on the door. Her favorite food is duck legs and chicken wings, and—please allow her to show a big smile like a nympho, yesterday her family Lu Bai gave her all the passbook, certificates, etc. What does it mean?
To conquer a man, first conquer his stomach.

If you want to conquer a woman and trick her into living with you for the rest of your life, you must first hand over your salary card and passbook in full!

Oh heh heh...

Until the doorbell rang and the courier boy appeared at the door, Yuan Qing still had a smirk on his face, which shocked the courier boy.

"Miss, please sign for receipt."

After Yuan Qing signed and took the envelope, the courier brother ran all the way downstairs without looking back.

Yuan Qing closed the door, opened the envelope curiously, and a strong smell of perfume came to her face, making her involuntarily think of someone who had disappeared for a long time.

Inside the envelope was a red wedding invitation card sprinkled with gold. When the invitation was opened, a golden silhouette of the bride and groom appeared. Below the silhouette was written:

"I, Xia Weiwei, will hold a wedding ceremony with Mr. Yin Heyuan at 4:15 noon on April 11th at the Baihe Hall of Jinmenglai Hotel in Lucheng. I sincerely hope that you and your family will attend. Thank you for your blessings."
Xia Weiwei is finally getting married, do you want to go to the wedding?
Yuan Qing was a little hesitant. One was that Lu Bai was too tired, and the other was that Xia Weiwei and Lu Bai met each other, and they were always upset and embarrassed. How could someone who had loved for so long be easily erased from his heart?The third is knowing the relationship between her and Lu Bai, can Xia Weiwei really calm down and get rid of her past?

While hesitating, Lu Bai walked out of the study, saw the invitation card in Yuan Qing's hand at a glance, and asked:

"what is this?"

"Xia Weiwei's... wedding invitation."

Lu Bai was slightly taken aback, but the expression on his face remained unchanged.

"Would you like to go?"

Lu Bai was silent for a long time, and finally said:

"Go, we have known each other for so long, we have to go."

A long time ago, Yuan Qing had some doubts. In her eyes, Xia Weiwei was a beautiful and intelligent girl who loved Lu Bai deeply. With such excellent conditions and such sincere feelings, why did Lu Bai always keep her at arm's length?

So far, she still has no answer.

As keen as Lu Bai, he had already read her mind, and said lightly:

"I hated women for a while, however, in a real sense, I only hated one type of woman."

Yuan Qing's eyes flickered slightly:
"You mean...?"

"Xia Weiwei has both good looks, a rich family background, and impeccable ability to handle things. She is a beautiful and capable woman, but whenever I see her, I can always catch the shadow of Ruan Xinmei in her. Whether it is her feelings for me or for her Your attitude has a feeling of disgust that I can't control. I know that this has nothing to do with Xia Weiwei herself, she has a sense of decision, and her words and deeds are innocent. Therefore, I choose to remain silent about her being my assistant and intervening in my life. Yes. But these years, in order to restrain my discomfort, I have always kept a distance from her, and I am worried that if this distance is broken, I will say something hurtful." "As a result..." Lu Bai lowered his eyes Eyes, retracting the shadows in the eyes, "In the end, I still hurt her."

Yuan Qing stood very close to the man, close enough to feel his guilt and self-blame.

It turns out that during this long period of time, Lu Bai was not heartless and heartless, he was just desperately restraining himself in the shadows brought to him by the past, restraining his various contradictory and complicated feelings towards Xia Weiwei, restraining... his childhood sweetheart towards her... Feelings.She couldn't help grabbing the man's arm:

"You don't have to blame yourself. When the time is right, you can tell her your true thoughts, let her feel relieved, and live her life with peace of mind from now on."

(End of this chapter)