The little princess of space where the concubine often eats

Chapter 149

The beauty was reclining, but she was in a completely different posture from the usual one. When Dong Yinger entered the hall, she saw this scene, and she was slightly taken aback.

Seeing her coming, the gorgeously dressed beauty on the soft couch showed a smile: "Zhao Jin."

Zhao Jin made up her mind, and seemed to hesitate for a while when she stood there, before she lifted her foot and walked towards the soft couch.Dong Yinger patted the soft couch and smiled at her: "Come and sit here."

"This... I'm afraid it's not very good." Zhao Jin pursed her lips: "My lady, golden branches and jade leaves...."

"Why did you and I say this before? Have you forgotten that we embroidered handkerchiefs together and took a nap on the same couch?" Dong Yinger waved her hand, and Zhao Jin was speechless with a light sentence.

Perhaps it was Dong Yinger's words that touched the depths of her memory, and Zhao Jin couldn't help but think of her girlhood in the past. She, Dong Yinger and Wen Feifei were friends who grew up together.At that time, the three of them were carefree, they just thought about something delicious and fun every day, there was no family strife, no court disputes, all the troubles in the world had nothing to do with them, that was probably the happiest day in life , how is it like now, when the mountains and rains are about to come and the wind is all over the building, even their Zhao family is like a fire cooking oil. Now it looks safe for the time being, but who knows what the next step will be.One wrong step, one wrong step, the whole board will be lost, this is a gamble for life.A trace of sadness flashed across her face, she still walked to Dong Yinger's side and sat down, then looked up at her former friend.

Dong Yinger looks very different from the past.Whether it's makeup, clothing, or the expression on the face, although she smiles, she also wants to show the same intimacy as before, but in the end, she no longer has the clarity of her girlhood, but there is more of a kindness. Cool and sophisticated.Perhaps life in the palace was not easy, but Dong Yinger was sent to the palace at the same age. Her father said that Dong Yinger now had a high status in the harem, but in Zhao Jin's view, this was all nonsense.Where is the palace, if you want to seek wealth, you will naturally think it is good, but Dong Ying'er has been spoiled and raised since she was a child, and wealth is nothing to her, but what she loses after entering the palace is more valuable. That's why she looks so strange now.Zhao Jin sighed in her heart. Among them, Dong Ying'er was probably the most unfortunate.

Thinking of this, Zhao Jin felt sympathy for Dong Yinger in her heart, but she didn't have her own eyes on Dong Yinger, and a trace of disgust flashed across her face.Immediately afterwards, I heard Dong Ying'er's laughing voice: "After I entered the palace, it seems that I have rarely been in contact with you. Now that I meet you, I feel that things are not human beings. I don't know if you have such a feeling."

After Dong Yinger entered the palace, several sisters in the past had visited her in the palace, but at that time Dong Yinger had a gloomy temper and would not talk to her every time. Didn't say anything either.Later, when Lin Zixiang saw a few of them, she said: "She is determined to alienate us, forget it, the relationship won't last long, we treat her as a sister, but she doesn't treat us as sisters."

At first, Wen Feifei and Zhao Jin didn't believe it. They were both military generals, and their understanding of human emotions was not as sensitive as Lin Zixiang's. It is consciously alienating them.Zhao Jin even felt that several times she followed her mother into the palace and wanted to talk to Dong Ying'er, but Dong Ying'er's maid refused her because she had something to do.Zhao Jin couldn't figure it out, but when she entered the palace later, she didn't inquire about Dong Ying'er's news so enthusiastically. Who wants to stick their hot face to other people's cold ass all the time?
But at this moment, Zhao Jin still followed suit and sighed: "That's true. Back then, among us, you were the best at dealing with affairs and making friends. Now it seems that you are still promising." Are you really promising?I'm afraid it's not entirely true, but now Zhao Jin is not the same Zhao Jin who didn't know anything at the time. The pressure from the family has made her gradually mature, and she has begun to think of her own when she speaks.For Dong Ying'er who has changed, how can she still be as unrestrained as before, and her heart is always separated.

Dong Yinger took a meaningful look at Zhao Jin when she heard the words, shook her head and said: "Time is really ruthless, I just didn't expect that a straightforward person like you would say such smooth words now. Why should you be in front of me?" More to say, if you know that I grew up with you, you and I don’t need to guess too much. Is it really good in this palace? Your so-called future is nothing, maybe if His Majesty returns a hundred years later, I will I also want to accompany you..."

As soon as this remark came out, Zhao Jin was startled, and quickly looked around to see if anyone was eavesdropping. Seeing no one was relieved, she forgot Dong Yinger's identity for a moment, knocked her on the head, and said, "You're talking nonsense. Such words can also be said nonsense, what are you thinking all day long? You have to pay attention to your words when you enter the palace, how can you be stupid when you are so smart, do you want to kill yourself?" Zhao Jin finished speaking in one breath, and she also said: I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that I had lost my composure unconsciously.After all, it was the handkerchief handing over that grew up together, and there were still some old feelings in my heart, I just felt that I had grown up, but when the other party was in danger, I still couldn't help but think about the other party.

Dong Ying'er seemed to be surprised by Zhao Jin's actions as well, a complex emotion flashed across her eyes, and then disappeared in a flash. Every day is in fear, can't you survive? As you think, life is worse than death."

There was a rare coldness and casualness in her words, as if she didn't cherish her own life, this kind of depression and depression made Zhao Jin's heart ache.Back then, when they were four, Lin Zixiang was straightforward and almost rigid, and she and Wen Feifei were carefree generals. When they were together, there would inevitably be disputes. At that time, it was Dong Yinger who came out to smooth things over.It may be that Mr. Dong is tactful, and Dong Yinger is also quite like a father, and he is very considerate in dealing with problems at a young age.Several playmates at that time, even Lin Zixiang didn't say anything, but secretly admired Dong Yinger in his heart.Dong Ying'er is always kind and generous, so everyone likes it naturally. Such a bright and flowery girl is now like a withered tree. Zhao Jin can't tell what it feels like, it is always uncomfortable.

Seeing this, Dong Ying'er smiled slightly and said: "Speaking of which, I invited you into the palace today, not for this matter, but just to accompany you for a crime."

"Apologize?" Zhao Jin was stunned, then looked at her: "What crime?"

"At the beginning you thought I was alienated from you, but it was not your illusion. It was my intention. I did alienate you on purpose, because for a while, I hated you very much and was jealous of you, so I didn't want to see you. It made me angry, I thought at the time, it would be better if I didn't have you as a friend. That's why I made that attitude, I think it hurt your heart."

Zhao Jin was even more puzzled when she heard the words, and didn't mind the other words in Dong Yinger's words. Instead, she asked, "Why do you hate me and envy me, but what did I do wrong?"

Among the several playmates, the attitude of alienation towards her was the most obvious, almost without concealment, and Zhao Jin herself was also very confused. Now hearing what Dong Yinger said, she asked the question that she had always wanted to ask in her heart.

"You and General Wen's marriage is over, right? When is the wedding?" Dong Yinger smiled and asked another question.

"The beginning of spring next year..." Zhao Jin was a little embarrassed: "This is something that hasn't been written yet...."

"I didn't say anything, I've heard about it, and since the two of you have already agreed, it's not far away." Dong Ying'er smiled a little narrowly: "General Wen is quite good, young and promising, and has a bright future, Feifei My sister is your sister-in-law, and I won't let you be bullied by him. Besides, there are no masters and wives. In the past, you were the head of the family, and you will only have a good life."

Zhao Jin was a little embarrassed by Dong Yinger's words, but felt that the two of them seemed to have returned to those carefree girls' days when they talked like this, just talking about which young man and young lady they fell in love with, joking and leisurely.She smiled: "you haven't said why you hate me?"

Dong Ying'er glanced at her, Zhao Jin was a little puzzled by that gaze, and she sighed: "I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, I was also General Xinyuewen back then."

In just one sentence, all questions are answered.Zhao Jin listened in a daze, and some fragments flashed through her mind, intertwined together, almost clearing her mind.At that time, Wen Zhizhi was not as powerful as he is now, and he just showed his face in the court, but he saved her and Dong Yinger at the palace banquet. At that time, Dong Yinger seemed to be a bit shy, and seemed to like Wen Zhizhi very much.But at that time, Zhao Jin was thoughtful, thinking that Dong Yinger's natural admiration when she saw an outstanding man was the same as she was eager for the handsome No. [-] scholar back then.But listening to Dong Yinger now, she actually really liked Wen Zhizhi at that time?

Good sisters falling in love with the same man is fatal to any friendship.Zhao Jin never thought that it would happen to her. She thought that Dong Yinger was just playing around like a child, but she put her heart into it.She suddenly felt that she didn't know how to face Dong Yinger. It should be anger, because Dong Yinger would be a stranger to her because of this matter?I should still be ashamed, as a good friend, I never noticed Dong Yinger's mood.

Dong Ying'er smiled slightly: "I know what you're thinking at the moment, that is, whether you think I'm shameless or immoral, that's all in the past. I was reluctant when I entered the palace, so I didn't accept my fate, see Seeing that you are all living so well, I will feel jealous, thinking why I am the only one in the world so unfortunate. But now I have resigned to my fate, God is probably fair, my life has already been held in his palm, and Why struggle? I resigned to my fate, and my thoughts about General Wen will be gone, don’t worry, now my heart is like a mirror, and it’s all gone.”

What she said was calm and with a bit of vicissitudes, making it impossible to even get angry.Zhao Jin's originally complicated mood of being at a loss gradually calmed down under her words.Only Dong Ying'er's faint voice came: "I'm telling you this today, just because I don't want to leave any regrets. Everyone has to die, but it's too unwilling to die with regrets. I don't have many friends in the palace. When I was in the house, there were only friends like you. I don’t want to bring regrets..." After a pause, Dong Yinger said: "I just said, I don't know when I will go back. Before that, I always hope I can leave a little thought.”

When Zhao Jin heard it, she immediately thought of what she said before, and asked, "Did you hear something? Why do you keep saying this? Master Dong didn't think of anything? The tone of your words seems to be that you don't want to live. It's average."

"A solution?" Dong Ying'er laughed bitterly: "I said earlier that this is my destiny, so what can I do? The first half of my life has been ruined, so what should I do next? That's it. I left my life, kept my name incognito, and couldn't even go back to my own home. What's the point of living? As for my father, since he sent me in to protect the Dong family, he had to do everything to the end, so I might as well kill the Dong family. Fame, at least give the Dong family a title of loyalty."

"It's wrong for you to do this, how can you..." Zhao Jin continued to say, but was interrupted by Dong Yinger, she said: "Zhao Jin, can you forgive me?"

"I..." When a person is about to die, his words are also good.Besides, when Zhao Jin thought about it carefully, Dong Yinger didn't do anything out of the ordinary except for being a little cold towards them.We all grew up together. Speaking of Wen Zhizhi, Zhao Jin felt a little sad for Dong Yinger, but fate cannot be forced. Dong Yinger is really pitiful in the current situation.She gathered herself together, looked at Zhao Jin and said, "I never blamed you, it's no big deal to like someone, I don't blame you, I will always be your sister."

Dong Ying'er smiled softly, stretched out her hand to hold Zhao Jin's hand, and said with a smile: "I know, you are the one who is most likely to be persuaded over the years. I am afraid that you are the only one who can be so generous and not care about me. If you like Falling in love with Zixiang's sweetheart..." She laughed at herself mockingly: "Did you bring the things you brought into the palace?"

Zhao Jin was listening to Dong Yinger's words carefully, and said immediately after hearing the words: "I brought it, I asked my brother to steal it to me, and he didn't know that I brought this thing into the palace." Zhao Jin's hometown is rich in precious ginseng.The emperor has been seriously ill these few days, and the ginseng in the palace is getting faster and faster day by day, and it takes too long to collect it. Zhao Jin's family has two good ginseng, which has long been known.Dong Ying'er asked Zhao Jin if he had any, and it would be good to bring them here and boil some medicine for the emperor in the palace.Zhao Jin agreed, and her father didn't care much about these things all day long, as long as his brother stole it, he would be fine. Zhao Jin only said that he would send a friend's husband who was seriously ill, and his second brother didn't say much. up.

(End of this chapter)