I have passed by your heart

Chapter 16 Masquerade Party (2)
Xia Mingyu's face was turned to one side by Lu Chengyang, and the corners of his mouth were even red and swollen.However, Xia Mingyu's eyes were still fixed on Tang Xiaofei's direction, desperate to rush over.

Lu Chengyang grabbed Xia Mingyu by the collar and refused to let Xia Mingyu pass by.

Xia Mingyu glared at Lu Chengyang and scolded him again, but Lu Chengyang still did not let go.Xia Mingyu also swung his fist and wrestled with Lu Chengyang.

Everyone didn't seem to expect such a thing to happen, and they were stunned for a moment, and no one rushed forward to separate the two of them, only to see the two of them wrestling.

Lu Chengyang's eyes were already red, and the blood vessels on his neck were already bursting.He grabbed Xia Mingyu's clothes fiercely, gritted his teeth and asked, "How could you do something that hurt Mengmeng? Do you still have a conscience?"

Not to be outdone, Xia Mingyu said, "You don't have to deal with my affairs, just get out of the way!"

Song Mengmeng, who was standing by the side, saw the scene in front of her and heard Xia Mingyu's words, her heart was already cold. She yelled at the two wrestling people: "Stop fighting!"

Hearing Song Mengmeng's words, Lu Chengyang's fist hesitated for a moment, however, feeling furious in his heart, he swung his fist at Xia Mingyu again.

Song Mengmeng, who could no longer care about so many, rushed forward, grabbed Lu Chengyang's arm, and said in a crying voice: "Chengyang, stop beating, don't embarrass him...don't embarrass him..."

Song Mengmeng rushed in suddenly, making the two boys stunned for a moment, and they also stopped their movements.

Lu Chengyang said unconvinced: "Just let him go like this, it's too cheap for him!"

Song Mengmeng shook her head, and said with a wry smile on her face, "Forget it, don't embarrass him, let him go."

Song Mengmeng's words made Xia Mingyu's body tremble, and a hint of guilt, even guilt, quickly flashed in his eyes.

Song Mengmeng, who tightly hugged Lu Chengyang's arm, looked at Xia Mingyu. Through the mask, she still couldn't see Xia Mingyu's expression clearly. However, she never took her eyes off, just looked at him quietly .

Sadness overflowed from the bottom of her heart, she could only bite her lower lip hard to prevent herself from collapsing in front of everyone.She has her self-esteem, no matter how much she likes the person in front of her, she can't make a gaffe in front of everyone.

Xia Mingyu glanced at Song Mengmeng and Lu Chengyang, and his hand placed by his side lightly clenched into a fist.He bypassed the two people in front of him, walked up to Tang Xiaofei, and stared closely at the girl in the wheelchair.Under everyone's gaze, he took off his mask, knelt down on one knee, and hugged the girl in the wheelchair tightly.

The hall, which had already fallen into silence, suddenly became noisy again. Everyone lowered their voices and talked about the situation in front of them.The situation in front of them was too obvious, and everyone probably guessed what happened.Everyone looked at Song Mengmeng sympathetically.

There was a bitter smile on Song Mengmeng's face. In fact, it was no wonder that everyone looked at her with sympathy. She also felt that she was very pitiful.Originally, she had always firmly believed that she and Xia Mingyu would hold hands forever, and would never let go of each other's hands no matter what happened. Disintegrated.

She felt like a fool, she devoted herself to Xia Mingyu, but in Xia Mingyu's heart, she was nothing, nothing!

There was nothing wrong with her previous feelings. To Xia Mingyu, she was just a substitute.Now, the protagonist is back, and it's time for her to call her curtain call.

At that moment, Song Mengmeng felt that she could no longer hear any sounds in this world.The only thing she could hear was the mournful cry from the bottom of her heart.

Her love turned out to be so fragile; it turned out that she was so small in front of Jiang Xia, she was so small...

Everyone said that "there is nothing more sad than death", and they were talking about her current situation.She was obviously so sad that she was about to die, but she couldn't shed a single tear.

"Mengmeng, you..." Lu Chengyang wanted to comfort her, but Song Mengmeng interrupted him before he could speak.

"I don't want to listen to anyone right now. I want to be alone." Song Mengmeng, who was wearing a clean white dress, left the hall under the sympathetic eyes of a group of people, and only squatted down when she reached the corner of the yard, tears dripping down her cheeks.

Sheng Xiao, who had been following Mengmeng, slowly walked in front of her.Sheng Xiao frowned slightly, and there was an unconcealable distress in his eyes.She gently took Song Mengmeng's hand and said, "Mengmeng, let's go."

Song Mengmeng looked up at Sheng Xiao, and caught the distress in Sheng Xiao's eyes. She felt that her heart was not so uncomfortable anymore.It's just a broken relationship, it's not a big deal, she still has friends who treat her sincerely, and friends who really love her.

Now she just wants to get away from this chaos, stay away from here, don't see anyone here.

She nodded to Sheng Xiao, and then left with Sheng Xiao.

Even if she didn't look back, she knew that all Xia Mingyu's attention must have been on Jiang Xia.When Xia Mingyu disappeared, she saw Jiang Xia's shadow from her own body.Now that Jiang Xia has returned, Xia Mingyu will naturally stop paying attention to her.In Xia Mingyu's eyes, she was nothing but transparent.

She smiled wryly, forcing herself not to think about anything unpleasant.

What happened to Xia Mingyu and Jiang Xia was no longer her business, she was just an outsider, an insignificant outsider in their love story.

Leaving with Sheng Xiao, Song Mengmeng looked up at the bright night sky and took a deep breath.

The dark night sky is already full of bright stars.

A gust of wind blows away the heat of the earth and brings a little bit of coolness.

Sheng Xiao looked at Song Mengmeng worriedly, feeling extremely uncomfortable.What she was most worried about turned out to be a reality. She had been working hard to protect Song Mengmeng, but she never thought that Song Mengmeng would still be hurt.Thinking of the scene in the hall just now, she felt as if her heart had been cut with a knife, and she was extremely uncomfortable.She was already feeling so uncomfortable, she couldn't believe how uncomfortable Song Mengmeng would be.

Sighing softly, she asked softly, "Mengmeng, are you okay?"

Song Mengmeng came back to her senses, looked at Sheng Xiao, she smiled wryly and shook her head, "It's okay."

Sheng Xiao knew that Song Mengmeng was just pretending to be strong. Seeing Song Mengmeng like this made her feel even more distressed. She gently put her arms around Song Mengmeng's shoulder and said, "Just tell me if you have anything to say. Cry and cry, you have to remember, you are not alone, I am always by your side."

Hearing Sheng Xiao's words full of concern, Song Mengmeng's nose became sour again, and even tears were about to overflow from her eyes, but she tried her best to suppress the sad feeling and not let herself cry.She shook her head to Sheng Xiao, choked up and said, "It's okay, I'm fine."

Song Mengmeng's reaction made Sheng Xiao even more uncomfortable. She would rather Song Mengmeng cry out loud than Song Mengmeng scold Xia Mingyu harshly to her. However, Song Mengmeng didn't say anything.

Sheng Xiao knows that the sadness that can be expressed is not real sadness; the unspeakable sadness is the real pain.

At this moment, she hated Xia Mingyu so much, how could Xia Mingyu hurt her good friend so brazenly?
Thinking of Xia Mingyu's actions, Sheng Xiao felt a burning flame in her heart, and she said with righteous indignation: "Xia Mingyu is really too much, and she swore before that she would never leave you. But, that Jiang Xia As soon as he appeared, his whole person has changed! I really should have rushed up to beat him up like Lu Chengyang just now!"

Song Mengmeng bit her lower lip hard to prevent herself from crying. She choked up and said, "Stop talking."

She didn't want to hear anything about Xia Mingyu now.

Xia Mingyu's actions have already explained everything, he doesn't have her in his heart at all.

A person without her in his heart, no matter what others say or do, is already useless.

Now, the only thing she can do is to try to forget the embarrassment of tonight, and try to erase Xia Mingyu from her heart.

Although, she knew that it would be very difficult to erase Xia Mingyu's figure from her mind.However, no matter how difficult it is, she will work hard to do it, and she will definitely work hard to become the former Song Mengmeng, she will.

Sheng Xiao knew in her heart that what she said now would not help the matter, and she also knew that Song Mengmeng must be in a mess right now, so she stopped saying anything about Xia Mingyu.She looked at Song Mengmeng distressedly and said, "Mengmeng, let me take you home!"

Song Mengmeng shook her head and said, "No, I want to be alone."

Sheng Xiao frowned and said, "I'm worried."

Now that Song Mengmeng is in such a bad mood, she is really afraid that something will happen to Song Mengmeng. Song Mengmeng is very important to her, and she must not let anything happen to Song Mengmeng.

As if seeing Sheng Xiao's worry, Song Mengmeng tried her best to smile at her and said, "Sheng Xiao, it's okay, don't worry, I won't do stupid things. I just want to be alone for a while."

Seeing Song Mengmeng's persistence, Sheng Xiao couldn't say anything more, so she had to watch Song Mengmeng leave.

Song Mengmeng left step by step, she didn't look back.

The liveliness in the hall and the stories going on inside have nothing to do with her.

She is just an insignificant person, she is just a person who was easily abandoned by Xia Mingyu.

Walking alone on the road, the street lights stretched her figure for a while, and shortened her figure for a while.She looked up at the sky, but even though she had raised her head, her tears could not be stopped, and finally flowed down.

She squatted down and hugged herself tightly, the tears just dripped down, dripped onto the road, and soon disappeared.

The tears will disappear soon, but when will the sadness in her heart disappear?At this moment, she couldn't find any answer.

She kept crying and choking, and said to her shadow: "I'm sorry, I made you suffer with me."

03
Song Mengmeng didn't know how long she had been away before returning home. She only felt that she was light and light, as if her soul had left her body.

Song Mengmeng returned home, and when she walked into the living room, her parents were in the living room. They seemed to be discussing something important. Seeing her coming in, they stopped the discussion and looked at her at the same time.

"Mengmeng, are you back? Was the party fun?" Papa Song asked with a smile.

Song Mengmeng nodded casually, said "I'm going back to my room first", and walked into her room under the eyes of her parents.

The Song couple felt that something was wrong and couldn't help but look at each other. However, they didn't ask what happened.

Back in her room, Song Mengmeng sat down on the bed without changing her clothes.

Xia Mingyu, Jiang Xia, and Tang Xiaofei kept appearing in her mind.Her mind was in a mess, and those people kept running around in her mind, but she couldn't hear what they said and what they did.

She tried several times, but failed to get those people out of her mind.

The scene of Xia Mingyu walking slowly in front of Jiang Xia kept replaying in her mind.Thinking of the picture of them gazing affectionately at that time, she felt as if her heart was being pricked by a needle, and she was in pain.

Any look between Xia Mingyu and Jiang Xia is enough to tell her that they love each other so much, and that she is an outsider, but a dispensable supporting role in their love story.

Her hero abandoned her and became someone else's hero. Perhaps it should be said that Xia Mingyu was never her hero.

Xia Mingyu's never-leaving words came to mind in her mind.She finds everything so ironic.What "never leave", what "never let go of each other's hand"!What he said and the promises he made, in retrospect, are just jokes.

Why did he make a promise so easily for something he couldn't do? Didn't he know that it is cruel to give hope and shatter that hope?How can he do this?Is it because she is not important in his heart at all, that's why he doesn't care about her and hurt her recklessly?
It must be so, right?
The smile on her face became even more bitter, and suddenly, she thought of Tang Xiaofei.

Tang Xiaofei was Xia Mingyu's former classmate, and she also knew that Xia Mingyu had dated Jiang Xia.She brought Jiang Xia to show up today. Tang Xiaofei should have known about everything that happened today, right?

Tang Xiaofei kept reminding her that asking her to remember to go to the party was not because she wanted her to have fun, but to let her know how much Xia Mingyu and Jiang Xia loved each other!

At this moment, she realized that her deskmate was not as pure as she had imagined, nor was she as good as she had imagined.

However, to her now, it didn't seem to matter what Tang Xiaofei had in mind.

She finally understood and finally admitted that she was just Jiang Xia's substitute.Be by Xia Mingyu's side during Jiang Xia's disappearance.

She just participated in a masquerade party, she was the girl who was used as a stand-in and wore a mask similar to Jiang Xia's.

She is only similar to Jiang Xia, she will not become Jiang Xia, and she will not become the person Xia Mingyu holds in his hands and puts in his heart.

The sweetness with Xia Mingyu in the past is like a dream in retrospect.A dream will always be a dream and will never become a reality.She is like Cinderella in a fairy tale, she will take off her gorgeous clothes at twelve o'clock and return to her original appearance.

Cinderella was able to meet her prince and live happily with him, but her prince hurt her so badly that she was almost bruised...

The truth of her love is so unbearable...

(End of this chapter)