How much love has become a cloud of smoke

Chapter 11 Some stories can only be told to those who understand (3)
He looked at me resentfully, as if to say: How dare you raise conditions with me.Therefore, people should not be caught by others, just like Chen Jiayan threatening this and that and that, I raised my fingers and said with a full face: "First, don't dislike this or that. I will give you whatever you want, and I will do it for you." Eat what you want, or go back."

He didn't speak.I continued: "Second, I can only stay for a few days and I have to go back. I have a roommate who will be back soon, and Mr. Gao will worry about you." He finally muttered: "He won't worry about me."

"Third," I said bitterly, "don't talk back to me."

"Hey, don't forget who pays you."

"Please go back if you don't want to." I respectfully and politely pointed him in the direction of the gate, half of the young master's arrogance was extinguished at once.

In view of the fact that I finally stood on Gao Tianming's head once in my lifetime, I really had to be a little excited, so I generously ignored him once, took an umbrella and a coin purse, and went to the convenience store downstairs to buy eat.It has been a long time since the discount time, and the things have been swept away by the aunts. I can only pay the bill with a few packs of instant noodles and canned food.

When I got home, Gao Tianming was obediently lying on the sofa and fell asleep, and didn't even respond to me entering the door.I thought he was angry with me, so I ignored him.

When I made ginger tea and was about to ask him if he wanted something to eat, I realized my mistake.When will this young master be so obedient, unless he is sick.Yes, this young master had a fever as soon as he entered my house so unfortunately.The so-called people are unlucky enough to drink cold water and get stuffed between their teeth, if something happens to him with me, I don't deserve to die.I hastily pulled out the phone and dialed Chen Jiayan's number. This has formed my conditioned reflex to call Chen Jiayan if I have any problems.

He really didn't live up to my expectations, he came faster than the ambulance, and even brought Gao Tianming's family doctor.

I had two face-to-face meetings with Dr. Chen, but he still gave me a strange look when he saw me at this time.I haven't washed my face, and my makeup is on, but do you need to look at me so strangely?After he finished consulting Gao Tianming and let the young master lie quietly on my bed and fell asleep, I respectfully sent him away.

When I came back, I saw the Chen family sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette.I rarely saw him smoking, and he smoked so much at one time that the ash urns on the coffee table were piled up like a felled grove.Seeing me coming back, he put out his cigarette and said, "Let him live with you. It's better for you to take care of him than for him to go out to find those cronies." After speaking, he got up and wanted to leave.

"Lawyer Chen." I held him back. Actually, I didn't know why I held him back, but I felt that there was something wrong with him, and I was also a little bit worried about him. I...would not let him go alone.

"what happened?"

"You..." I slowly saw the pot on the stove, turned my head, and quickly said, "You haven't eaten yet, have you? I'm about to cook noodles, do you want some? There is also ginger tea to drive away the cold, you Let's go after drinking some." Although it was a very poor excuse, he did not expect Chen Jiayan to nod his face and said: "Okay."

I hurriedly went to the kitchen to pour two cups of ginger tea, and when I was walking towards the sofa with the cups in hand, Chen Jiayan suddenly said, "Didn't you ask me why I helped Gao Tianming this afternoon?"

My hand holding the cup trembled slightly, then stopped suddenly.How long should this person's reflex arc be, and it's getting longer and longer.The first time it took half an hour to answer me, the second time it took more than an hour to answer me, and now it took a whole afternoon to remember to answer me.And after these few hours of great changes, I don't even have the time to tell you and Gao Tianming's hexagrams.

But people are willing to say, I absolutely have no reason not to listen.I put down the glass carefully, and then obediently sat down beside him, as if listening attentively.

He looked up at me and said, "Actually, do you think it's strange that Gao Tianming has been getting into troubles all the time, and he's had troubles that were much more serious than this before? He hit someone with a car and was caught taking drugs , but Mr. Gao has never lost his temper like this."

I do find it quite strange. "Do you know why?" He waited for me to shake his head before saying, "It's because of Mrs. Gao. When Mrs. Gao was young, she was a famous beauty, but she died when Gao Tianming was very young."

In fact, looking at Gao Tianming, he knew that Mrs. Gao must be a great beauty.I looked at Chen Jiayan, but he didn't look at me. He just stared at the full ashtray and lit another cigarette: "Because of this beauty, it caused her a lot of trouble. Before she became Mrs. Gao , and was raped."

My legs went limp and I almost fell to the ground.It turned out that it was a wound in Mr. Gao's heart, but Gao Tianming just sprinkled a handful of salt on it, and he set himself on fire and almost burned himself to death. He didn't even know it.Chen Jiayan stretched out his hand, still pulled me to sit next to him, and continued: "Mrs. Gao was 19 years old at the time, and she was also a famous lady. She was engaged to Mr. Gao early on. Because Mr. Gao took care of his family's business, he often had to Running around. After they got engaged, Mr. Gao went to South Africa to deal with a business and planned to get married when he came back."

"That's when?" He nodded, exhaled slowly, and said after a while: "Mrs. Gao didn't dare to tell anyone about this. She is a very strong woman. All the pain and pain She could bear it all by herself. This matter could have been concealed, but it didn't take long for her to find out that she was pregnant. She tried everything to get rid of the child, but because her family didn't know, she couldn't Going to the hospital, so she tried everything she knew, even tried to fall down the stairs, but it didn't work. Mrs. Gao was so desperate that she chose to commit suicide."

My heart tensed a little, but Chen Jiayan said: "She was found by the servants and sent to the hospital for rescue in time. She was out of danger, and the mother and child were safe. But this matter was exposed and the rapist was arrested. Gao The husband hurried back from abroad, but the doctor said that Mrs. Gao was very weak, and the child was more than four months old. Taking the child away might put the life of the pregnant woman in danger. It was in that situation that Mrs. Gao gave birth to the Children. Children are sent to orphanages as soon as they are born. Everyone just acts like nothing happened, they get married, they have their own children, and everything seems perfect."

Everything looks perfect...the key word is "look", I get it. "However, after Mrs. Gao gave birth to Gao Tianming, she suffered from severe postpartum depression, and her spirits deteriorated day by day. Although Mr. Gao and his family tried their best to accompany her, in the end she jumped off the stairs while the nurse was not paying attention. Go down, holding Gao Tianming, who is only one year old, in my arms." I felt faintly uneasy.This matter is gossip that has never been spread, that is to say, it is not news that ordinary people will know. Why Chen Jiayan said it so clearly, even the details are clear. "Lawyer Chen, you..."

"Didn't you keep asking me why I care so much about the Gao family's affairs and why I help Gao Tianming so much?" He turned his face, and the light made his face hidden in the dark, so he couldn't see clearly, only the voice. "Now you should have guessed that I am the son of the rapist."

The news is such a shock.Although I had vaguely guessed part of it, when the answer came out of the mouth of the person concerned, my whole body was numb.How can I believe that the god-like man in front of me is actually the son of a rapist.

"you you you……"

"I am the son of the rapist, Gao Tianming's half-brother." He said, "My adoptive father was the prosecutor in that case. You met him this afternoon." The cigarette butt was extinguished in the ashtray, and he continued, "It's Senior Judge Wang Haicheng."

It's really too ups and downs of gossip news, and the biographies in Time Magazine are nothing more than that.

"Wang Haicheng adopted me and hid it from everyone, including me. But when I was 17 years old, I accidentally saw this file from the archives. I was just very interested, so I checked it out. ...I've always been grateful to my adoptive father because I don't think anyone would want to adopt the son of a rapist but him."

The room was quiet, with the sound of heavy rain pattering on the glass outside the window, and Chen Jiayan's voice, "son of the rapist", kept echoing in my mind. He was the son of the rapist, and he was... Gao Tianming's half-brother.

"But," I said, looking at him without blinking, "why did you tell me this?" Really, if I hadn't been so determined to gossip, this would have ruined your tall image in my mind. "Because I want to tell you." He looked down at the messy cigarette butts in the ashtray, and said, "Although I have never had the courage to tell anyone, but I really want you to know. Let you know, the person you are worried about He's the son of a rapist, and he's not a nice guy."

There was silence in the room, only the sound of my heartbeat echoed in my chest.This is the first time I encountered such a situation, so I really didn't know how to deal with it. I could only look for the focus of my eyes stupidly, and finally saw the cup of ginger tea in front of Chen Jiayan, and I said, "The tea is cold, I will help you." Change to a cup." This is what I just learned from Sister Rong.

I picked up the cup and was about to stand up, but his wrist was held by him.I look back at him.He looked at me with a smile and said, "Didn't you just tell me to cook noodles for me?"

I never thought that Chen Jiayan would have such an expression.Probably I really don't know him yet, what kind of person he is, and how many other things I don't know.The heavy rain seemed to be tireless, and it continued to fall.When the noodles were cooked, Chen Jiayan had already fallen asleep on the sofa.I didn't disturb him, and carefully put down the bowl and chopsticks.He looked tired and I covered him with a blanket from the room.Trapped in the long white blanket, Chen Jiayan slept like a child, looking closely, he really looked like Gao Tianming.The eyes are all long and narrow red phoenix eyes, the noses are straight like sculptures, and the thin lips are always tightly closed into a line.

I think Mrs. Gao must be a great beauty, otherwise, how could she have given birth to two such sons.

I think Chen Jiayan will probably sleep for more than a while, and the bowl of noodles probably won't last that long.So I stood up, and was about to find a place to settle the bowl of noodles, but I was grabbed by a sudden force.I didn't hold the bowl and chopsticks, but was staggered and dragged into Chen Jiayan's arms.

Before I could react, his lips were already lightly on mine, I wanted to speak, but I gave him a chance, my teeth were lightly opened, and the tip of my tongue drove straight in.I can't tell that he has sharp teeth, but his lips are so soft, and there is a faint fragrance of tobacco between his lips and teeth.

His hands passed through the black hair on my neck and fell on my neck. His cold fingers made me tremble, and I stood up suddenly as if I woke up suddenly.If he didn't grab me, I would fall to the coffee table again.Being so close, I can be seen in his eyes when he looks at me.

I made a gesture to get up and leave, but he used force, and I fell into his arms and hit his chest directly.

This shock exhausted my physical strength a lot. In addition, I had a slight cold from the rain and was tossed upside down by the young master. Being hugged by him, don't move around even if you think about it.Moreover, he has a broad mind, so it is really comfortable to rest like this.

"Qiqi," he suddenly called my name, "Would you like to be with me?" I was so confused, I could only raise my head to look at him and said, "What?"

His hand gently brushed my back, the warmth of his palm penetrated through the clothes to the skin. "Will you be with me? No matter what I've done, no matter what the future holds, whether I'm a good guy or a bad guy, whether I'm a gold medal barrister or the son of a rapist, you'll be by my side as you are now," he said slightly He hugged me tightly and said, "Are you willing to stay with me?"

His voice echoed in my ears, and I heard it very clearly, every word.I suddenly thought about the umbrella. It seems that I have not miscalculated, it seems that not all of Ai Ai's words are unpleasant, and it seems that the jokes in the novel are not all deceitful.It seems that Chen Jiayan really, really, kind of likes me.I don't know if he likes me as much as I like him, but when he said these words, my heart trembled slightly. I think I have been waiting for someone to say such things to me, since high school Seniors to college juniors, even childhood sweethearts in kindergarten.

I never thought that the last person to say these words to me would be Chen Jiayan who looked like an iceberg and felt like a volcano.

"I..." I pressed against his chest tightly and heard his heartbeat. "I'll be with you." I felt him smile slowly, and he took my hand gently.

But at that time, I didn't understand the true meaning of these words, but I already knew another thing: I may, probably, maybe have fallen in love with this person.So no matter whether the future is cloudy or cloudy, I just want to lean in Chen Jiayan's arms and listen to his heartbeat.

For a lifetime.

(End of this chapter)