How much love has become a cloud of smoke

Chapter 26 Does Chen Jiayan need a home too? (1)
Vol.1
Ai Ai, who I used to live with, was a demigod who was keen on the constellation tarot, so I, the person closest to her, became a guinea pig for live experiments.I've never been a big believer in this kind of stuff.But at that time, I had just moved to a new house, and my roommate was so eager to take out the Tarot seriously to show me the direction of life, I could only treat it as a relationship, and let her go.I still remember that at that time, the God of Love opened two cards and said for a long time that I had a peach blossom disaster in my life.

I had already broken up with Zou Kainan at that time, and thinking about him, he could be regarded as a disaster at any rate, so I agreed with Ai Ai and said she would agree.

Love love is very happy.Now I know that I really underestimated Ai Ai's potential to be a witch, and soon after Chen Jiayan and I returned to Hong Kong City, this catastrophe came to my door.That morning, because the corridor was full of rubbish, I had to go downstairs to throw out the rubbish, and bumped into Feng Yanyan at the gate.When she saw me, she blushed.Although I was also surprised by a little monster, I still invited her to the house in the spirit of hospitality. This house is not my house. Twice, at this time I stayed for a while, so I have a good understanding of the environment in the house.

After Feng Yanyan sat down, I poured her a cup of tea before I said, "Go to Lawyer Chen, he's not at home."

My reasoning is really reasonable and reasonable.Chen Jiayan was kind to her first, so she might really have come here to express her gratitude, which is "reasonable".And at the stall that day, I saw that she was not completely ruthless to Chen Jiayan, even if she came to look at Chen Jiayan with an excuse of thanks, it was very "reasonable".Originally, Chen Jiayan had peach blossom eyes, and I always thought that he must have peach blossoms in his life.

But it turns out that now, except for mine, there is no other decent flower.So when Feng Yanyan came looking for him at this time, I took it for granted that he was looking for Chen Jiayan.Because I was too proud of my reasoning ability, I didn't bother to be jealous.

But Feng Yanyan shook her head and said, "I didn't come to see Lawyer Chen, I came to see you, Ms. Meng."

The cup I picked up was just brought to my mouth, but luckily I didn't drink it, I just paused with my hand and put the cup down again.My brilliance and prowess are really not on the same level as Chen Jiayan's. I was wrong for such a simple reasoning.

I looked at Feng Yanyan, and asked her uncertainly again: "Are you looking for me?" Feng Yanyan nodded confidently, and I silently looked around the ceiling. Fortunately, Chen Jiayan is not here at the moment, otherwise I would have to give him a chance to make fun of me .Recently, Chen Jiayan likes to entertain me more and more. I just thought he was under a lot of work pressure and didn't bother with him.He entertained me over and over again.

So I gradually feel that the appearance is not very trustworthy.I originally thought that Chen Jiayan's nature should be similar to that of my father, there should be minus [-] or [-] degrees Celsius, but now it seems that he is just a broken air conditioner, who doesn't know when to cool and when to heat.

I saw that Feng Yanyan seemed to have a lot to say, so I brought the teapot and sat silently waiting for her to speak.

She really didn't live up to my expectations, and told her intentions and things about her visit. "Actually, I came here for the sake of the young master of the Gao family." She still called Gao Tianming the young master of the Gao family, which shows that Gao Tianming has not changed in her heart.

Sure enough, she smiled at me, lowered her eyelashes shyly and said, "Actually, I always thought that the young master of the Gao family was not a bad person. Although I was studying in a prestigious university at that time, it was difficult for me because of my poor family background. Classmates play together. The places they come and go are very high-end, and I can't even pay the entry fee. But my parents have always hoped that I can take the opportunity to find a good family. My father is very gambling, and my mother only earns money by making clothes hangers Order some change. At that time, there was a boy named RICKY chasing me. Although I didn’t like him, he looked like a serious person. My mother kept urging me to get acquainted, so I went. But I didn’t expect People like RICKY look good, but they are actually a vile bastard. Once at a party, he suddenly wanted to take advantage of me. I refused to let me go, but RICKY refused to let me go. He knocked over a member of the club while pulling. It's just a wood carving, he's yelling at me to pay for it. I know it's not worth much, and he's just looking for an opportunity to take advantage of me. People around me are watching, and I really feel so stupid, like a clown... ..."

She raised her hand to cover her face, her shame was evident.Well, I thought, according to the development of the plot, it should be time for Gao Tianming to appear on the stage, and sure enough... "In the end, I never thought that someone would stand up and give me money, and drag me away from the party. That is Gao Tianming." My young master. He even sent me home. Unfortunately, the loan sharks who happened to be here at that time saw me coming back in a famous sports car, so..." She stopped, and I sipped my tea silently, waiting for her to continue , and she said, "You know what happened next."

I said "hmm" and didn't know what to say for a moment.Feng Yanyan eased the situation very well, and she began to take the initiative to continue saying: "I have always felt very guilty for wronging such a good person." Gao Tianming was full of enthusiasm, and couldn't bear to correct her, so he just hesitated again.

"Later, when I met him at the car dealership, I found out that something happened to D&K Bank." This time, she was silent for a while, and I thought it was time for me to speak. He said, "How did you meet Gao Tianming?"

She smiled softly, with bright eyes and bright teeth, her heart melted. She really deserved to be a beauty. "I was also surprised when I first met him. He has changed completely. He is not as hostile as before, and he doesn't like to talk. But the people in the car dealership always like to bully him. He is young, and he used to be 'famous' It's hard not to cause trouble when he's outside. But he's very skilled. He finished all the skilled work in a few weeks after arriving at the car dealership. The boss fired a few old people who didn't work because of this. Those people couldn't get used to it. He always used the past as an excuse to find trouble with him. But he didn't fight back when he was beaten, and he couldn't get out of bed several times, and he didn't tell the boss, and his salary was deducted."

This really doesn't sound like Gao Tianming, if I hadn't seen the Gao Tianming she mentioned at the stall that day, I really couldn't believe it.

"However," I asked persistently, "you still didn't tell me how you saw him again?"

"It was once when I was closing the file, I saw a person walking and fell on the side of the road and stopped moving. At that time, I thought it was a fight between gangsters on the street, but when I walked over, I saw Gao Tianming. At that time, I really I almost didn't recognize him, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and his clothes were covered with blood. I really didn't expect that in just a few months, he would change from a young master to this." Living is hard Things, I know this better than anyone.After listening to Feng Yanyan's words, I also understood the phrase "poor people must have something to hate".It was Gao Tianming's unbearable past back then that caused such trouble today.Nowadays, although the morals of the world are reversed, there is no shortage of retribution.

I didn't say anything more, and Feng Yanyan seemed to have exhausted what I wanted to say today.But I always felt that something was missing in today's conversation, so when I sent Feng Yanyan out, she turned around and said to me: "Actually, Miss Meng, you may not know that the person Gao Tianming likes in his heart is you. "

This is the focus of today's conversation, although the axis of pressure is a little backward.I was standing at the door to take her into the elevator. When she said this, I let go of the doorknob, and the door slammed shut between us.I was a little slow in reacting for a second. I remembered that when I opened the door again, Feng Yanyan was still standing at the door. I laughed a few times and hurriedly said, "There are some slippery people at this door." Could she see me as a rival in love?I'm not very good at being a rival in love, so when Huo Jiajia divorced, Zou Kainan and I broke up.But I searched for a long time, but I didn't find a trace of hostility in Feng Yanyan's eyes.I couldn't figure out what she meant, so I could only ask her honestly: "How do you know?"

"He has a photo of you in his wallet, and he keeps it like a baby. I've seen him staring at the photo several times. I'm also a woman, so of course I know what he's thinking." She smiled at me, and then Said, "But I'm telling you this, not for anything else, I just hope you can go back and see him when you have time."

In this way the conversation was finally complete.When I sent Feng Yanyan back, I suddenly thought of another very important question:
How did she know my address?Although I have been back to Hong Kong City for a few days, no one should know about my living here in Chen Jiayan, but it is just a "should".However, the probability of Feng Yanyan getting information from my father is basically zero. After thinking about it, the only source of information she could possibly know about my residence is Chen Jiayan.

I thought about it for a while, and the story is roughly like this: she first found Chen Jiayan, and then Chen Jiayan told her that I lived here, and she came to find me.There are many possibilities in this, for example, did she go to find Chen Jiayan for something, and then asked me where I live?Or did she just ask me where I lived, and then ran to find Chen Jiayan?

Regardless of the possibility, Chen Jiayan must know that Feng Yanyan came to find me.Then he should also know that Feng Yanyan came to see me.So, does he also know Gao Tianming's thoughts on me?Based on my understanding of Chen Jiayan's wisdom, I think he must have known it, maybe many years earlier than me.

Because of Feng Yanyan's words, I looked back and thought about a lot of things. Looking back on the many details in my relationship with Gao Tianming, I can still catch clues.

For example, he insisted on living in my house at that time. I thought he was really homeless at first, but now it seems that he is not.Another example is that he insisted on grabbing my instant noodles, insisting on sleeping on the quilt I slept on, and grabbing my spoon... Now that I think about it, Gao Tianming's actions are very childish, as childish as the one who bullied me in the orphanage. The big guy was exactly the same.

The big man confessed his love to me the day before he left the orphanage, but I flatly rejected him and never showed up again.

Some things are just like this, it’s just not broken, and there are traces everywhere.But what I'm thinking now is not how Gao Tianming fell in love with me, but what Chen Jiayan's reaction should be when he finds out about it.It is reasonable to say that he is his younger brother, but it tastes like vinegar made by himself.But the relationship between the two brothers is not very good, I am slightly worried.And since I asked him to love me tenfold and a hundredfold, I should show my determination.Expressing your determination is a matter of timing, and I think the timing is ripe now.So I rushed to the supermarket in the afternoon, and when I came back, Chen Jiayan was already sitting on the sofa, lighting a cigarette with a gloomy face.I saw that his complexion was not very good, and I thought to myself that thanks to my foresight, I made most of the preparations to express my determination.When he saw me coming back, he looked up, looked at the bulging shopping bag in my hand with a little surprise, and said, "Why do you buy so many things?" a table.

Because usually Chen Jiayan would take me out to eat, book a table at a restaurant I know well, or simply order food from the hotel and have it delivered to my home.I guess he has ordered it not once or twice. The waiter who delivers the food is familiar with the way, and he was stunned when I opened the door. Probably no woman has lived here before.Thinking of it this way, I am very tolerant of the waiter's impoliteness.

Seeing my bag of ingredients, Chen Jiayan glanced at me slowly and said, "You want to cook?"

I nodded confidently. "Who is it for?"

"Of course it's you."

He lit some cigarette ash, then stood up suddenly and said, "I'd better go out to eat." I opened my arms to block the door and said, "No." He looked at me silently and said, "Are you sure what you cook is edible?"

Because Tete wanted to show his determination today, I decided not to quarrel with him, but to be a good example of virtuousness, so I just smiled and replied: "I didn't cook noodles for you, but I also made red bean paste. You have eaten everything I made twice, so what are you afraid of?"

I still have confidence in my own cooking skills, because it has been praised by love, so I know that this confidence is not groundless.When I brought out a table of dishes, Chen Jiayan really raised his eyelids, his gloomy face dissipated, and he gave me a sideways look and said, "Are you sure you didn't order it from the hotel next door?"

I laughed dryly twice, this compliment really made people laugh and cry.I served him a bowl of soup and said, "Drink and watch, you're very angry." He took a sip carefully and didn't speak for a long time.I was worried for a while, and then he looked at me and said, "It's not bad." I know it's not easy to get a few good words from him, so it's good.So he smiled, and gave him another piece of veal steak.

Unexpectedly, he took my hand suddenly, I was startled, and the chopsticks fell on the table.He stared at my hand carefully for a while, his heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't help asking him: "What are you looking at?"

"You didn't make a cut in your hand?" He tutted and shook his head and said, "I can't believe it." I just thought he was praising me and said, "You like it, and I will make it for you every day. Anyway, go to the restaurant to eat If there are too many, it’s just those few dishes. I’ll just learn what you like to eat. I’m still very talented in cooking..." I was probably a little carried away, and the more I talked, the more energetic I was. He noticed some changes in Chen Jiayan's face.

"I also cooked red bean paste, I'll bring it to you." Just as I stood up, Chen Jiayan suddenly grabbed my wrist.I couldn't stand still and was hurriedly dragged by him. I slipped on my slippers and fell back into his arms.Fortunately, he has long legs, which allowed me to sit on his legs as a bench, and he took advantage of the opportunity to put his arms around my shoulders, and immediately hugged me into his arms.

"Are you really willing to cook for me every day?" I knew that expressing my resolution was not easy to do. If I did it shallowly, people would not get my heart, and if I did too much, I might cause unnecessary misunderstandings.But since I have the same feelings for Chen Jiayan as he does for me, I don't think there is any misunderstanding between us.I said, "Well, of course I am willing, but I'm afraid you won't dare to eat it."

He whispered in my ear, and said: "Even if you make dragon meat, I dare to eat it." I also smiled slightly, his breath was on my ear temples, it was itchy, I moved a little, He hugged me harder.I had to call her in a low voice: "Chen Jiayan..." At first I wanted him to let me go, but unexpectedly he got up and hugged me, I lost my balance and hugged him in a hurry.

When he came back to his senses, he had already laid flat on the bed.I hurriedly said: "I haven't served you red bean paste yet..." I got up halfway, but was pushed down by Chen Jiayan again.He stood up and looked at me, because the light was not turned on, so I could only look at his face in the soft light of the living room outside.Looking at it this way, Chen Jiayan's usual sharpness is gone, but his soft eyes are so deep that he can't see to the bottom.

My fingertips brushed his eyebrows lightly, and he held my palm and pressed it against his cheek and said, "Qiqi, are you still willing to do something for me?"

I think my determination today is full of ups and downs, but I often make up my mind to do something and don't turn back easily, so I can only go on with it.

He didn't go on to say what was going on, but just kissed me suddenly.Because I wanted to ask him what was the matter, he opened his mouth slightly and he took advantage of him and stuck his tongue into my mouth.I sighed softly in my heart, sometimes expressing my determination can't just be said, but also expressed with actions.

(End of this chapter)