Concubine can't do it

Chapter 123 The Revealed Memories

"My lord, what kind of apology will my lord need from you?" Hua Zhengxuan asked, "You still regard him as your father after this kind of thing happened. Even though you have complained about him for so many years, you have always regarded him as your father." It's his own father, so it's a very comforting thing for him, right? For so many years, the master has tolerated and loved you, which proves that he loves his wife deeply and treats you as his own son To deal with it. His kindness has been understood and appreciated, I think this is probably the best answer and repayment for him, right?"

Jun Qingchen listened carefully to her words, without speaking for a long time.Thinking back to the past, every little thing he had with his father when he was young, and those cruel words his father said to his mother... In fact, he wanted to tell the truth earlier.

The longer you hide it, the deeper the hurt.

"I see." Jun Qingchen raised his hand and pinched her cheek, "Then let's do it today. Later, I'll go and ask the matter clearly. I can't be confused anymore."

"Master is really strong." Hua Zhengxie finally breathed a sigh of relief, smiled sincerely, turned his head and glanced at the paper on the table, "As for King Yun, he has been kept in the dark all these years, so don't blame him too much. He is gone. King Yun knew about this and was hit hard, maybe you should go and talk to him sometime."

What she said made sense.After Jun Qingchen heard this, he didn't refute, but he didn't answer either.Thinking of the fact that the uncle he has always respected and loved had an affair with his mother, he realized how awkward it was in the eyes of others.No wonder, he persuaded himself not to be with Mingxi again and again.

With this layer of relationship, the blood relationship between him and Mingxi became closer.in this way……

Jun Qingchen sighed lightly, and then someone came to report: "Young master, the master has already discussed something. Please move to the master's study."

Jun Qingchen got up abruptly, took a step and then paused stiffly.

Hua Zhengxuan saw it, stood up, and held his hand: "I will accompany you. I can lend you a shoulder at critical moments."

Hearing this, Jun Qingchen rolled her eyes at her, and walked out the door.Hua Zhengxuan was held back tightly by him and led out, feeling warm in his heart.

It's a wonderful feeling to be able to walk side by side with people holding hands.Even if it is a war to go to, even if the road ahead is not known how sinister and difficult.

At least she's not alone anymore.And don't leave him alone.

On the way to the study, I happened to bump into Jun Yan and Shen Nianbai walking out.There was still some distance away, and Jun Yan waved her hand in surprise to say hello: "Brother, sister-in-law!"

Regarding the title of sister-in-law, Hua Zhengxuan had told her before, calling it like this was inappropriate given her status.But Jun Yan insisted on calling her like that, only admitting that she was her sister-in-law.

Jun Qingchen had no objection to this.He had promised earlier that he would treat Hua Zhengmao like a regular wife, and he did not break his promise.Thinking that she hasn't married Mingxi after all, when Mingxi comes, Junyan will know how to measure herself.

Encountering these things, Jun Qingchen has no energy.He just greeted Jun Yan and walked over.On the other hand, Hua Zhengxuan held hands with Jun Yan and talked for a while, using some small reasons to prevaricate the matter of going to the study, and then the two couples parted ways.Hua Zhengxuan and Shen Nianbai didn't meet each other at all, and Jun Yan didn't know that her fiancé used to take care of her sister-in-law's business in a brothel.

Not all truths have to be known to the world.

After entering the study, the scene in front of him seemed to be familiar to him.Even Hua Zhengxuan was no longer surprised.Master Jun sat silently behind the table, and Mrs. Jun sat in the guest seat far away. When they saw Jun Qingchen and Hua Zhengmai, they greeted each other separately and turned a blind eye to each other.

Knowing the truth, watching this scene feels sad.

It was useless for Jun Qingchen to say, Hua Zhengxuan closed the door for him, and then stood at the door in a dignified manner, calmly waiting for the storm to sweep over.

Jun Qingchen didn't bring up the matter with other topics, but with a feeling that he must know the truth, he asked: "It's probably time for the two of you to tell me the truth about 20 years ago."

Master Jun paused after hearing this, and Mrs. Jun moved the teacup that was about to be brought to her mouth far away.Both looked at him suspiciously.

Jun Qingchen smiled palely: "Don't hide it from me anymore. Just say it. No matter what happens, I can bear it. I don't want to be like a fool again, being kept a secret by you."

"Chen'er..." Madam Jun put down the teacup with trembling hands, and Master Jun also stood up slowly.

Jun Qingchen took a look at Mrs. Jun, looked away with pain in his heart, moved forward slowly, knelt down in front of Master Jun with a plop, put his body on the ground, nodded his forehead and said: "Father, it's been so many years , I'm sorry, it's my son who is unfilial. I have misunderstood you for so many years."

"Chen'er!?" Master Jun came out from behind the desk in shock, and knelt down to help him, "Do you know something? You...you found out?"

Jun Qingchen still knelt on the ground, buried his head and said: "The past 20 years. No matter what kind of mood you have in raising me, I have to say sorry to you at this time! I'm sorry... I misunderstood you... ...It's his son's unfilial piety..." Tears rolled out of his eyes and fell to the ground, Jun Qingchen took a deep breath, and suddenly felt that he had no face at this time and then raised his face to face the person in front of him.

He is stupid, he is a fool!Conceited and smart, but confused for so many years without knowing it!
"Chen'er, do you really know?" Master Jun asked with a dry throat, and then looked up at his wife.Mrs. Jun froze in place with a completely white face, as if she could faint at any time.

Hua Zhengxuan sighed, moved to the side, and stood in an inconspicuous place.For the time being, the three of them had to settle this matter by themselves, and she couldn't get involved.

"Today, Chen'er accidentally saw Uncle's face." Jun Qingchen said tremblingly, "So, it seems to be clear why you have been arguing continuously for the past 20 years, but you have never been able to get along. It turned out that it was all because of me."

"No...no!" Mrs. Jun suddenly exploded, "Chen'er, it's not what you think! It's not because of you, don't think about it! Your uncle's face is similar to yours because...it's just a coincidence Your mother and your uncle are also somewhat related by blood, isn’t it normal for a nephew to look like an uncle!? Chen’er, don’t make wild guesses!”

"Mother!" Jun Qingchen roared in pain, slowly raised his body, and looked at her disappointedly: "Aren't you going to tell the truth? Uncle has already admitted it, so you still refuse to admit it?"

Mrs. Jun was even more shocked: "He?! He..."

"He" couldn't say a word after a long time, obviously lacking confidence.Jun Qingchen sneered in his heart, and suddenly thought why he could always shock his mother all these years.

Is it because he has the same face as his uncle?

Thinking about it carefully, for so many years, it wasn't his father who was having trouble with his mother, but his mother had never been able to open her heart to his father.Perhaps his eyes have been blinded, unable to see the truth.

What a fool he is.

"Chen'er, you're saying that, it's Brother Ling who... also knows about this?" Master Jun asked with a headache.

Jun Qingchen didn't intend to hide it, and said bluntly: "He knows."

Mrs. Jun finally fell to the ground.Guilty and absent-minded, he let go of his eyes, shook his shoulders and smiled, but tears flowed down his face.

"Brother Ling knows...Brother Ling will hate me to death...In the end, it's still the day..."

Jun Qingchen turned around and looked at her coldly: "Mother, what is going on with all this? Why do you keep hiding such a big matter from him and from me!? Do you know that when I How did you feel when you found out the truth!?"

"Chen'er! Shut up!" Master Jun sternly stopped, "She is your mother after all!"

At this time, if others stop him, he will definitely not show mercy.But to Master Jun, he felt extremely owed no matter what, and finally closed his mouth silently.

Hua Zhengxuan stood up, helped Mrs. Jun who was on the ground, helped her to sit back on the chair, and then looked at Jun Qingchen and Master Jun worriedly. "Father, you should know the ins and outs of this matter, right? It's better to tell the matter now, to clear Qing Chen's innocence, and let him know what his life experience is like."

Also give Jun Qingchen some time to get along with King Yun as father and son.After all... the emperor is about to pass away, and King Yun seems to be gone for two years.

Master Jun still hesitated.Although he persuaded his wife countless times in these years, and was delayed every time because the timing was not mature enough, in fact, at that time, he also felt that speaking out at this time would deal too much blow to the immature Jun Qingchen.Otherwise, based on his resolute and resolute temperament for many years, how could he hide a secret that he will tell sooner or later for 20 years.

He really regarded Jun Qingchen as his son.The other party shed the blood of his good brother and his favorite woman, so to him, he was like his own son.

Right now, Jun Qingchen has passed the weak crown, and there are people around him to accompany him.The person who accompanied him was a sensible and kind woman.He had been in contact with it several times, and although he always disapproved of his son dealing with prostitutes, he still had to say that if his son wanted to marry a prostitute, then this woman would be the best candidate.

One day, it will come to this time.Perhaps this time when he speaks out, he will let go of the thoughts that have been hidden in his heart for more than two decades, and he will finally feel much more comfortable?

Master Jun shook his head and sighed, turned his hands away, and raised his eyes to look forward.The reminiscing gaze seems to be able to see every detail of that time through 20 years, and the wooden door in front of me seems to be filled with memories.

"Brother Ling and I have known each other for 24 years. 24 years ago, both of us were young and energetic. My ancestral home is Yunlai, and I am a poor boy who wants to start from scratch in Juanshan. Brother Ling is the head of the dynasty. The second prince is the most beloved son of the late emperor."

(End of this chapter)