Concubine can't do it

Chapter 72 Shao Qing's Memories

On the way back to Xiangfang with Mu Shaoqing, Mu Shaoqing asked Hua Wei: "Zhengxie, can you tell me why you fell in love with Young Master Jun instead? Obviously before I went to the screen door, you all You haven't met twice. And during the two months I went to the screen door, you seem to have only been out once, to see Zhihong."

Hua Wei was thinking about the things Jun Qingchen told her before she left, she raised her head in shock when she heard the words, and said after a while, "I'm sorry."

"I don't want to hear your apology." Mu Shaoqing shook her head, "I just want to know the reason. Tell me."

The reason, what should she say?No matter how you say it, it's a lie.

"You'd better not ask." Hua Wei smiled awkwardly, "Anyway, things are already like this, and it won't change anything if you ask. After all, I did something that I'm sorry for you."

Mu Shaoqing looked at her quietly for a while, and when he looked up, he saw a towering old tree.

"Do you remember this place?"

Hua Wei raised her head when she heard the words.The old trees above the head have turned yellow leaves.But it is this warm color that falls from time to time, which makes people feel more comfortable.

No matter where he went in the past, some memories of the place would always appear in Hua Weiwei's mind.But she couldn't recall this ancient tree.

Could it be that Mu Shaoqing felt that she was impersonating, so she was probing?

No, don't panic, don't show off!
Hua Wei raised her hand to catch a fallen leaf, held it in her palm and smiled slightly: "Why don't I remember walking on this street before? Do we have any memories here?"

Mu Shaoqing was silent, "Probably not, maybe... I remember wrongly."

Obviously looking at him as if something really happened, but Hua Wei really couldn't remember it at all.He could only walk back silently behind him.

And Mu Shaoqing, who was walking in front, looked at the leaves falling along the long street with admiration, but his mind was full of that shy girl who was as flowery as a flower.

"Look, Shaoqing, this tree is so big! There are many tall trees over our house, but such a big tree can grow on the street but no one cuts it down. It's amazing!"

"Although there is nothing strange about this tree, it is already considered an ancient tree, so the people who live here have chosen to keep it here to raise it, and neither enshrine nor cut it down."

"That's right... Sure enough, our people in Canglan are so weird. We obviously don't have much special things, but we just want to force them to give them a special status, and then admire them self-righteously... I don't know about this tree. Do you think people are weird?"

"It's strange that you, what thoughts are in your head? You actually think from the perspective of a tree..."

"Because I'm standing under the tree to enjoy the shade now, to be favored by it, to think for it. Now, if I stand by your side... Well, that's it, I will also think for you!"

"Why? I didn't help you enjoy the shade?"

"Shaoqing didn't help me enjoy the shade, but Shaoqing's smile was so warm! No matter what she said, Shaoqing was so gentle when something happened, even if she was standing aside, she felt very at ease!"

……

Whether it's a bright smile or a shy smile, at that time he also felt that even if he just stood with her, he could feel very at ease and at ease, as if the most important things in life were at hand, tentacle But, it seems that there is nothing worth his attention, worth his fear of losing.

"Shaoqing, do you know the story? A man and a woman were married under a tree in the wilderness, but the tree turned into an old fairy and blessed them..."

"Ok, I know."

"Tell me, if someone worships under this tree, will this tree also become a spirit?"

"..."

"Ah, I guess I'm overthinking it. Where are the people coming and going on the street to gather so much spiritual energy from heaven and earth for it to cultivate into an adult?"

……

I remember him at that time saying, "Maybe it will?"

At that time, she just responded with a thankful smile.

In fact, he almost blurted out that time, choosing a date is worse than bumping into the sun, why don't they just go there and try to get married?Anyway, there are few people in the sunset, and heaven and earth are matchmakers. If Lang loves a concubine, he will marry her back at all costs.

However, it was because of his innate gentleness that he was afraid that she would be frightened by him, so he stuck his inner thoughts into his throat, swallowed them slowly, and never said them again.

It's too late.

After becoming the oiran, Lingling has been on the rise.In the past, guests who wanted to tease her by ordering songs had to treat her a little more politely because of the three-pointed face of the oiran's name, as if she was the only oiran who was left behind and not sold out in recent years. became the most sought-after.Compared with the time when Huawei was the most prosperous, it is naturally more than worse. On the contrary, because of Huawei's fame at that time, more people practiced Guqin. Shaojiaofang.Although Hua Weiwei is still a geisha, she is indeed much more relaxed than when she first came here.Every day, according to the schedule, the atmosphere was enhanced, and occasionally two guests were picked up to deal with it. Most of the time, it was quiet and indifferent. No one pushed her away or pestered her, which seemed to be her original wish.

Only her hand, although it relieved a little after applying ointment when she went to see Jun Qingchen last time, it started to hurt again within two days.It always feels like there are little bugs eating inside.She also deliberately went to the medical clinic where she had seen that kind-hearted female doctor when she went back to visit Hua Zhihong.It's a pity that the old doctor there said that the female doctor went to deliver the baby of her best friend, and she will go to other places to travel as a doctor in the future. I don't know if there is any fate in this life to come back here.

In the end, only the old doctor prescribed an ointment for her, saying that although there was no problem with her hands, at least it could relieve the pain.

What happened to her hand?Recently, even pressing the strings hurts, and she feels uncomfortable in her heart, but she can only press harder, using the more painful feeling to numb herself.

Two days later, Jun Qingchen came to Luoxiangfang, but only asked for Lingluo by name.Originally, Ling Luo's performance was not very good after the oiran competition, but when she saw Jun Qingchen came to give her money, she immediately welcomed her into the room happily.Standing at the door of the opposite room, Hua Weiwei bit her lip to suppress her excitement when she heard him come.But Qianling came out from behind the beams and pillars where she was hiding after the door of Lingluo's room was closed, "Zhengxie, have you heard a saying?"

The two entered Hua Wei's room together, and with a long sigh, they raised their hands and pulled out the hairpin on the back of their heads.The smooth black hair poured down and she hugged her in front of her body, poured a cup of tea with one hand while propping her forehead, and took a small sip.

"What did Sister Lingling refer to just now?" Hua Wei asked.

Loving glanced at her out of the corner of her eyes, and said a little tiredly: "Master Jun knows how to work hard, and I heard that Master Jun appreciates how you do it. After all, he is his own son, and his selfishness is self-evident. In addition, Miss Jun is unwilling to marry Her fiancé, so the family property dispute between young master Jun is probably just a show, and she won't really fight. In the end, everything about the Jun family will belong to Jun Qingchen."

Hua Wei smiled, "That's a good thing."

"Well, it can be said to be a good thing. Anyway, it doesn't have much to do with me." Qiu Ling nodded, "But, I'm afraid it has something to do with you and Ling Luo."

Amid Hua Wei's doubts, Ling Ling said slowly: "Recently, many guests have mentioned it when chatting with me. They will not order you and Ling Luo anymore. Because the Jun family is too powerful, and the young master Jun is With such a flamboyant personality, if he wants to let people know, he must let everyone in the city know. The thing he wants to let people know recently is that the woman he ordered is the woman he likes. He It’s best not to touch the woman you like, if you have self-knowledge. He didn’t say what would happen if you touched too much, but because of this war, I heard that only because of him was there to save the screen door from losing thousands of people, so King Yun also appreciates him more, and it is only natural that there are fewer people who want to be uncomfortable with him."

After a pause, she shrugged her shoulders, raised her eyelids and looked at Hua Wei, "So, now you and Ling Luo are passed down by them as girls who can only watch from a distance but not play close to them. Anyway, both of you are Qin Ji, and you often see each other. Going to the stage to play music is not much different from ordering your music alone, and listening to it is the same, so the guests have tacitly chosen to take care of your business, after all, Qin Ji was originally optional. You and Ling Luo is also one who is too restrained, one who is too flamboyant, one who makes people afraid to get too close, and one who can smell all over his body when he gets close, so rational guests will choose to put their own interests first."

Originally, Hua Weiwei didn't really want to pick up customers, after all, the money she lost had been lost and recovered.Although she has already returned the money that Master Jun gave her, she still feels at ease holding so much money of her own, and she can still go out normally after two years of work.

However, after hearing what Ling Ling said, she was still depressed.Is it because today Jun Qingchen picked Lingluo instead of her?Was he already angry because she refused too many times?
Obviously she was the one who refused, and she was the one who was unhappy after the rejection. Hua Weiwei felt that she was making a fool of herself.

Looking at her expression, I knew she would be unhappy.But she herself was full of grievances and wanted to find someone to vent, and she really wanted to talk more to make herself more relaxed.In this Luoxiangfang, there are countless big gangs and small factions, and there may not be any girl who seems to be standing with her, but who is speaking ill of her behind her back.Think about it, it seems that there are only two women in the entire Luoxiangfang who can listen to her calmly and not do anything to hurt her.One is Wushuang, who was as famous as her in the past, who had always had the chance to win the crown but gave up hope several times because of men, and the other is Zhengxie who came not long ago and has a bad relationship with no one but is not a bad person.

(End of this chapter)