Concubine can't do it

Chapter 86
However, instead of thinking about these useless things at this time, he should think more about how Xuan Du would ask him what he meant by "Miss Hua is fine" after he came back.Very good, just like this?It makes people feel distressed to look thin, and he is sick. If he hadn't rushed away today, he might be gone!

Xuandu, Xuandu, even though he knew that the six dark guards would not accept it in his hands, and his heart was still with his uncle, but Xuandu's actions this time were indeed too much, and he was no longer able to bear it.

After all, this matter is his own and Xuan Du's matter, so it's not easy to provoke Hua Zhengxie to follow along with his heart.Jun Qingchen quickly restrained the thoughts he shouldn't have at this time and said: "Since the child belongs to you and me, then you and I both decide not to keep him for the time being, and I will send someone to bring the medicine later. You drink and marry, it's over, and we will have children in the future."

Hua Zhengxuan couldn't help touching his stomach all the time.Although there is no other feeling except hunger, but thinking that if there is really an extra life in it, it really makes her feel incredible, and she is actually a little bit reluctant.

But she always thinks more about everyone.This child is definitely not suitable for birth at this time, if Jun Qingchen plans to move to Juanshan, he will naturally be much closer to Princess Mingxi.There is a princess pressing down on her head, how should she, the latecomer, live with her child in peace?

It's okay not to at this time.As for the future, "Master, do you really have this plan and want to marry a concubine?"

"Otherwise, what do you think I wasted my efforts for so long?" Jun Qingchen looked at her, "Don't tell me you regret it and don't want to be with me anymore. I don't accept the idea of ​​crossing the river and tearing down the bridge."

"No." Hua Zhengxie said seriously, "I'm just afraid... the relationship between a man and a woman is too complicated. In this world, it's hard to tell who is good from who is bad. A concubine can't do it. Do you feel at ease if you keep such a woman who has reservations about others by your side?"

"If you're worried, I'll be on guard against you. Can a little chicken turn the world upside down?" Jun Qingchen had no scruples and looked very embarrassed.

It was precisely because of his appearance that Hua Zhengxiu felt relieved, and said, "I'm hungry, can I eat?"

"Eat, I'll order someone to bring it to your room." Jun Qingchen said with a smile.

To this day, Hua Zhengmao doesn't know what kind of feelings he has for Jun Qingchen.Say gratitude, of course it is a little bit.Speaking of joy, of course there is.She was deeply impressed by Jun Qingchen who rescued her on the bamboo raft that day, and this person would haunt her mind from time to time like a lingering ghost.

To be honest, she was very defensive when she married him.But apart from him, if she wants to marry someone else, her guard will never be lessened.

On the contrary, only him seems to make her feel more at ease.Because I know that he has another lover, I know what my status will be in the future, and I also know that even if I am good, I will not be so good.Such a degree of being able to afford and let go is just acceptable to her.She thought that if one day Jun Qingchen really did something wrong to her, she would not blame her too much, nor would she be too sad, and she could leave peacefully, as long as he allowed her to be safe and sound.

This is the best result.Marry someone you don't like, but don't hate.To live a peaceful life, to be able to have a certain amount of self-sufficiency, not to be too boring, and not to be afraid that one's world will be divided and disintegrated.She has encountered all the worst things; with Jun Qingchen here, she will not be afraid that Rong Yuan will come back to find her and do something to her in the future.

The only thing she is worried about right now is Hua Zhihong.Of course, what is more worrying is how he will treat her when she tells those things.

So be it for now.After today is over, everything will be better.she told herself so.

Tell Jun Qingchen the thoughts in his mind today, whether he believes it or not, the matter will end today.And tomorrow's self will be a self with less worries, a relaxed self.

Hua Zhengxuan after eating.Holding the "abortion medicine" sent by the servants, he exhaled lightly, then slowly picked up the bowl and poured it down.

Jun Qingchen personally watched her drink the medicine, looked at her calm appearance, then took the bowl and said: "You must be tired today, so you should rest first. It is not advisable to work hard after drinking this medicine. I will come to see you tomorrow morning." .”

There was a charcoal basin in the house, and the bedding was soft and fragrant. Although the three rooms hadn't been decorated too much before, they thought that after the girl married, they would decorate according to everyone's preferences, but Hua Zhengxuan came here Suddenly, without thinking too much about it, Jun Qingchen ordered someone to simply buy some necessary supplies.Coincidentally, Sanskrit came again in the evening and reported good news.He also brought a bottle of medicine, saying that the patient could not be cured temporarily, so that others could rest assured to prevent the plague.

Jun Qingchen gave Hua Zhihong two pills without saying why, but let him take it first.He also gave one to each of the two most well-behaved girls in the mansion, and ordered them to take the medicine first.Then I can enter and leave Luofeng Pavilion in Huazhengyu.It's just that after going in and out and sending clothes, food and other things, you have to change your clothes when you go out, and the changed clothes must be fumigated with special medicine before you can continue to wear them.

Such a cumbersome requirement is usually difficult for people to do.Fortunately, the two maids, Chan Ming and Zhi Geng, obeyed the master and were careful in doing things, and there were no accidents when they were entrusted to them.But two days later, Mrs. Jun came to visit with Lu'er.

"Chen'er!" Seeing Jun Qingchen, Mrs. Jun rushed forward immediately, pinching Jun Qingchen's arms and kept looking at him: "Chen'er, are you okay? Oh, why are you so unreasonable, kid?" Heart! Don’t worry about the dead mother!”

"Mother, what's the matter? You came to look for your son like the sky is falling, and the son himself will suspect that something happened to him." Jun Qingchen joked.

Mrs. Jun was still worried, until she felt that he was really no different from ordinary people, and then said: "I heard that Luoxiangfang has caused a plague! Mother knows that you go there often these days, and two days ago I heard that you were just I ransomed a girl who was rumored to be infected with the plague, I was worried about you! Your father was very angry when he heard about you ranting her out! You said that Yan'er regretted her marriage and refused to marry Nian Bai. He also said to think about it, it was enough to make parents worry! Originally, your child is not good, but you still know how to measure it, but I really can’t sit still when I hear it today!”

"I'm making you worry." Jun Qingchen comforted her with a smile, "But the person my son brought back didn't suffer from the plague, but was weak and contracted a common cold. Sanskrit also diagnosed her, Sanskrit said she was fine, you What are you worried about?"

Hearing the name Sanskrit, Mrs. Jun's expression suddenly turned a little strange, and she couldn't restrain herself for a while, so she could only hide her dry smile: "That's right, Sanskrit has read it, it's good..."

"Mother, my uncle loves me very much. Nothing will happen to my son. But you, you have to pay attention to your body. You are stepping on the snow in this cold weather. Don't freeze. You should follow your son to the warm pavilion."

"Hey, okay." It's rare that the son seems to be in a good mood, and he hasn't given the order to evict the guest soon, and invites himself to sit for a while, and Mrs. Jun happily agrees.You must know that she also came and ran twice during the time when her son was busy, and they were all sent back just after coming here, just like sending the plague god.

The mother and son walked in front, and Lu'er obediently followed behind.As they walked, Mrs. Jun rolled her eyes, and pretended to ask unintentionally: "Chen'er, I heard that the girl you brought back is pregnant?"

Jun Qingchen paused, and said lightly: "Yesterday she had an abortion."

"This?" Mrs. Jun's eyes widened a little, "How dare you bring back such an unbearable woman? Who is she?"

Jun Qingchen closed his eyes and pushed open the door of Nuan Pavilion, just in time to see Ling Ling pouring tea.The cups are prepared in advance, two cups are no more and no less.When she came in, the teacup was still steaming, and Qiao Ling put down the teapot and stood aside, saluting, "Hi Madam Jun."

Mrs. Jun looked her up and down, and muttered, "This maid looks pretty good."

But Lu'er at the back recognized her after entering the door, and cried out: "Sister Lingling?!"

"Lu'er, do you know this girl?" Mrs. Jun asked, and turned her eyes to her son, "Chen'er, is the girl you redeemed?"

Madam Jun, although she used to be a princess, but at the age of nearly 40 years old, she still maintains the innocence of the day, which is no different from her mother who has passed away for many years.Born innocent, I like those who look elegant or well-behaved and harmless, and I don’t particularly like to restrain my children. I think that as long as they look good and their children like them, they can still think about life-long affairs.

She just wanted to say that this girl is nice and acceptable, but Jun Qingchen denied her idea: "Mother, Lingling is only entrusted here temporarily by Sanskrit, occasionally helping people who do some chores. She will be picked up in a few days of."

After hearing this, Mrs. Jun felt a little regretful but didn't say much.It is true that women who have just had a miscarriage will be in poor health, and doing sundries in this cold weather is the most harmful to their health.

"Then you?" Mrs. Jun signaled Jun Qingchen to speak.

Jun Qingchen said: "My son redeemed Miss Hua."

"Miss Hua?" Mrs. Jun felt a little familiar.

Jun Qingchen continued: "Zhengxiu, Huazhengxuan."

Of course, Mrs. Jun didn't know Hua Zhengxuan's previous name, Hua Zhirou.But when it comes to Zhengxie, all her impressions came back.I've seen the girl with two faces before, although she looks pretty good, but unfortunately she's a little brighter and has a bit of aura, she doesn't look like a very well-behaved type.Although the girl left a good impression on her in the Goddess Temple, but according to Lu'er's usual description, that girl seems to have had too many skin-to-skin relationships with other men.Such an unclean woman, she couldn't rest assured that she would be with her son.

"Ah, it's her." In an instant, Mrs. Jun's expression was obviously more disappointed. "This girl is really as disrespectful as I heard. Didn't you say that the women in the brothel have to use medicine after serving everyone? Why did she come to our house with a wild seed so peacefully? Son, you can't do it Stupid thing. Even if you can't do it, our family still has Yan'er. But we must not let the wild woman bring the wild seed to disturb the peace of Jun's family!"

"She didn't bring wild species." Jun Qingchen was a little angry when he heard this, but he still said calmly: "Mother, three people become tigers, so don't believe what others say. My son knows that you are lonely in the house, but If you find some dubious people to accompany you because of this, and listen to her slanderous remarks, then it would be better for your son to send you two trustworthy people to accompany you to relieve boredom."

Ever since Jun Qingchen grew up, whenever he tried to dissuade Mrs. Jun with a serious face, Mrs. Jun would involuntarily be modest.Seeing Jun Qingchen talking to her with this expression, she obviously felt that she was justified, but she still shrugged her shoulders: "Mother thinks Lu'er is right...Mother can rely on her every day to go out for a rest every day for fun." You don’t want your mother to be as lonely as your grandma in the end, Chen’er, do you?”

"Mom," Jun Qingchen finally frowned, "you are getting more and more outrageous, why did you bring grandma into it?! Grandma's situation is different from yours, so your words are a bit hypocritical .”

Mrs. Jun flinched from his harsh tone, her eyes were full of grievances but she dared not speak, it really didn't look like a mother's attitude towards her son.Jun Qingchen also tried repeatedly because he knew that what he said was effective.

"In short, mother, it's not convenient for you to know what happened right now. When I have the opportunity in the future, my son will talk about it slowly. As for the matter of Zhengxiong, my son knows it very well, and he doesn't need others to spread rumors. If you feel that you The son's words are not as reliable as an outsider, so the son may be disappointed in his mother."

"Chen... Chen'er, don't get angry, isn't it okay if mother trusts you? Mother just hopes that you can spend a lifetime with the person you love. This Mingxi is not your good match. Naturally, mother can only put Hope to put it on other women. Since you insist on liking that girl, Mother has no objection. Chen'er must not resent Mother!"

Jun Qingchen sighed softly: "As a son, how could he hate his biological parents. The son also knows that mother is for my own good. But I am an adult after all."

Mrs. Jun's lips moved, and she said with a little sigh and loss: "Yes... Chen'er... has grown up."

It is common for his mother to be emotionally unstable, Jun Qingchen should not have him.After a few more instructions, they sent someone to send her and Lu'er back together.After Mrs. Jun left the mansion, Shuanglang said: "Master, I didn't expect there to be other patients in Luoxiangfang!"

Jun Qingchen said: "It's not difficult to guess."

Shuanglang paused, "The master is so wise, can you guess who that person is?"

Jun Qingchen blinked, then turned to look at him, "Are you someone worried?"

The two wolves were stunned.

The answer is obvious.Seeing that Shuanglang's somewhat dark complexion turned slightly red, what is this child thinking in his heart that an old driver like Jun Qingchen can't figure it out?

"If you're worried, just take a look. Right now, Qibu and Jiangmo are all by my side, so your safety is pretty safe. I'll give you half a day off without deducting your wages."

Shuanglang was obviously due to his expression, but he insisted: "If you don't want to go, the mission of your life is to be loyal to your master and never give up. Nothing else can stop this subordinate from leaving your side!"

This stubborn... No wonder his uncle sent him here first.

Jun Qingchen was still a little bit dumbfounded.This rhythm, I am afraid that if I don't think about the major events in his life for his overly loyal guard, he will really express his determination to die alone?

"Speaking of which, I'm curious, which girl from Luoxiangfang will you, the person who doesn't like to stay in the land of love and moon for a long time, take a fancy to?"

Shuanglang struggled for a while before saying: "No subordinate. In the subordinate's heart, the master is the only one. If there is an exception, then the person the master asks the subordinate to protect is the exception. For the rest, the subordinate will never have selfishness."

Jun Qingchen raised his eyebrows: "Ergou, you must be Duanxiu, right?"

Shuanglang immediately jumped up when he heard this: "Master, don't think too much, the subordinates don't have that hobby!"

Look at how excited he is... For those who don't understand his temperament, I'm afraid they will really treat him as a broken sleeve.

Jun Qingchen thought funny, shrugged and said: "Then it's up to you. Anyway, what I said is up to you, how to do it is up to you. I will leave the half-day leave for now, and use it when you think about it. But I guessed it, young master. , probably in a few days, Luoxiangfang will be closed."

Even this time, Luoxiangfang will not be completely closed down, but it will take a while.Even if people infected with the plague are dealt with in time, the official uniform will seal off the Xiangfang as a forbidden place in a short time.And the guests... Seeing this posture, how many dare to be romantic?

There are many brothels in Yunlai City.Even if Luoxiangfang is an old brand, and Yingying Yanyan is the number one in it, there will still be rising stars who will squeeze it down mercilessly.

Ling Ling listened for a while, saw that the two wolves had shut their mouths, and Jun Qingchen was about to leave. After thinking about it, she asked: "Then, does Young Master Jun know who is infected with the plague?"

"I don't know." Jun Qingchen shook his head, "I've been a little busy these two days, so I haven't noticed. If you are really curious, ask someone to find out. The Junfu doesn't stop people from going out easily."

After hearing this, Ling Ling shook her head: "The servant girl is not very curious either. It's just that after staying for a long time, she always has some feelings. Since Mr. Jun doesn't know, the servant girl will not ask any more questions. I just hope that Zhengxie's illness will get better soon and he will recover sooner. Take care of her well. I also ask Young Master Jun to treat her kindly, she is also a girl worth cherishing."

Whether it is worth cherishing or not, Jun Qingchen naturally knows it well.But after hearing what Ling Ling said, he still asked with great interest: "What is she worth cherishing?"

Lovingly silent.

"She is a person who yearns for beauty."

……

At night, Hua Zhengxuan leaned against the partition half covered with the quilt, looked at the dark room and the few stars outside the window, and sang a melodious little tune.

This little tune was taught by Mrs. Rong.Said it was the ditty she used to coax children when she was young.No matter who's child, it is said that as long as they hear this little tune, they will stop crying and sleep peacefully.

She only listened to it twice and hummed it once when she was bored.But for some reason, since she drank the abortion pill, she often thought of this melody, and couldn't help singing it.

It seemed to be comforting her dead child, but she didn't know who it was comforting.

When she thought that this child should not appear for the time being, she was very calm.But when she was about to drink the bowl of bitter medicine, the struggle in her heart was also very intense.

She couldn't bear it.Anyway, it is a life.But she couldn't keep it. Rather than letting it be born and suffer all the grievances, it would be better to never be born.

Once upon a time, she also had this idea countless times.If only I had never been born.

It will not cause trouble to the mother, nor will it bring pain to myself.

Close your eyes, everything will appear in your mind.There is no innocent smiling face of the child, nor the sound of it clenching its fists and crying aggrievedly.But this feeling of regret has always been entangled with her and can't go away.

The door of the room was pushed open with a creak, and Hua Zhengxuan's heart skipped a beat in shock. He immediately lifted the quilt, supported the bed with both hands ready to go, and moved quietly into the bed.

"have you slept?"

Hearing the familiar voice, she was relieved, got out of bed and stepped on her shoes and said, "I can't sleep, I'm watching the night sky."

"Night sky? What's so beautiful about today's night sky?" Jun Qingchen raised the corner of his mouth and said, "Why don't you look at me, I'm even more beautiful than the night sky."

The candlestick on the table was lit by a torch, and the slightly evil face appeared in the light.The man smiled evilly, really charming.Not only is it not dazzling, but it can draw people into his vortex-like frivolity with a vague depth.

What is frivolous is his smile.The deep ones are his eyes that are dancing with candlelight.

After seeing the furnishings in the room clearly by the candlelight, Hua Zhengxuan greeted him facing him: "Master, are you done?"

"Yeah. I've settled the matter just now. Now that I'm free, I'll come and see how you are doing." Jun Qingchen supported her arm and sat down at the table, "Are you still used to this place?"

"Well. Although it's a little unfamiliar and uncomfortable, but fortunately, it's clean, and I have a lot of time to think about things by myself. I take the medicine on time every day, and I don't feel any discomfort in my body." Hua Zhengmao replied.

"Then..." Jun Qingchen paused, covered his mouth with a circled fist and coughed twice, "You...are you bleeding?"

"Ah." Hearing his question, Hua Zhengxuan's face turned dry. "Well, starting at noon today... Uh, yes."

This is already a private conversation of the daughter's family.If a man asks such a straightforward question, the average daughter's family will feel embarrassed.In fact, Jun Qingchen was not too embarrassed to ask.But he was too lazy to beat around the bush.He was already very satisfied to be able to answer questions so calmly, and said: "Fanyin said that after bleeding, it is almost the same. Rest for a few more days to recover your strength, and then you can go around the yard more. Anyway, what's the matter?" All you need is Cicadas and Zhigen, they are outside."

"I know it myself, thank you for your concern." Hua Zhengxie said, "The tea is cold, and it's not convenient to make another pot at this time. Why don't you go back and rest first?"

But Jun Qingchen shook his head: "The tea is cold, isn't it warm? Come on," he stood up and pulled her up, and the two took two steps back and fell into the bed. "Come and tell me what you wanted to say before."

(End of this chapter)