I live in the countryside

Chapter 244 Realistic Considerations
In fact, it's not such a big deal.

Yan Xiaoyu and Xu Fang met when they were studying in a business school. At that time, both of them were top students in their respective colleges, and they were also in colleges and universities where most people hang out. I often encounter them during self-study in the library, and I am familiar with those who come and go.

After getting acquainted, they came and went to learn from each other. In the huge library, there were not many people at all. The two of them who were sitting on the adjacent table and studying became very conspicuous. The young men and women speculated again. Friends developed into lovers, and at one point even decided to be admitted to the same school.

It's a pity that no matter how beautiful the campus love is, it may face the fate of parting ways when they graduate.

There were no quarrels and conflicts between the two of them because of different places. When they broke up, they were like most campus lovers who break up after graduation.

Because of poor family background, Yan’s family did not have enough tuition fees for Yan Xiaoyu to continue her education, and opposed her to continue her education. She did not have enough financial ability to plan for her own future. The two agreed on a plan to upgrade to a college, and she lost about.

Although Xu Fang felt nothing, Yan Xiaoyu could come back to work, he continued to study, and after graduation, the two of them would consider the issue of starting a family and starting a business in the future.

But Yan Xiaoyu has long foreseen the difference caused by the choice at this moment. It can be expected that in the future, Xu Fang will study in a university in Central China, and when she returns to her hometown, the two will be separated due to differences in environment, lifestyle, interpersonal relationship, and life circle. differences arising from differences.

She has no confidence in this relationship, and she has no confidence in herself. Instead of separating at the most embarrassing time in the future, it is better to let herself and Xu Fang go now.

At least the purest love on campus can be retained.

So the two separated.

It's just that I didn't expect that three years later, Xu Fang would come to Wuxi Town to become a college student village official. After going around for a while, the two met again. Moreover, he obviously didn't take the breakup back then seriously. Now... I don't know how to say that he is pursuing her to continue his relationship and repair the rift of the past three years.

Or, he didn't take what he said when they broke up at all to his heart, and he completely pretended that the two had never been separated.

Although on the eve of breaking up, the two even quarreled and had a cold war because they refused to give in to each other at this time.

But when they really broke up, it was actually very peaceful, and they could even sit down to eat together and wish each other a bright future.

Yan Xiaoyu remembered what Xu Fang said some time ago, and he said, "Xiaoyu, I never said anything about breaking up back then. I just remember that I told you that I wish you all the best in the future."

At that time, Yan Xiaoyu was stunned.

It seems that the last time they met, the two had dinner together in a restaurant outside the school. Like two ordinary friends, they never said the word breakup.

But later, no one contacted anyone, she took the initiative to delete all Xu Fang's contact information, and lived in the small place of Wuxi Town.

She couldn't refute Xu Fang's words at all, and even felt that he was a bit of a rascal, but in this rascal, there was a long-lost, familiar sweetness.

but……

Now she just wants to escape from home, from Wuxi Town.

As for the others, if she really had to choose, she didn't want Xu Fang to see that there were so many messy things in her home.

After hearing what she said about the past, Qiao Churan sighed for a while: "I think Xu Fang treats you very special now, so you really let it go?"

Yan Xiaoyu smiled bitterly: "So what if you can't let it go, there are more realistic things to face than love, if I go to study, the two of us will be separated for two or three years, we have been separated for so many years, In the past few years, the living environment has been different, and the trajectory of growth has also been different. He likes me, but his understanding of me is still at the time of studying. But in fact, these are not the real us, and even if he can endure the life in a different place, I can't. For me, falling in love is like online dating, because the feeling of being unable to communicate because of distance is not as good as a People live, because in those days, no amount of love may be wasted, and I have no confidence."

Qiao Churan remained silent for a while before saying, "You are sober in the world, sister."

Yan Xiaoyu smiled bitterly.

All of a sudden, the car fell silent.

In fact, Qiao Churan could understand this feeling, and Yan Xiaoyu was right in thinking about it.

In the past four years, her and Xu Fang's life circles are completely different. Maybe both of them still have the feelings of the past in their hearts, but this relationship can withstand the wear and tear of reality. Will people, or people who exist in memory, still find the shining points in each other?
The hard work of a long-distance relationship cannot be experienced by people who have lived in different places. When the emotion is needed, the sadness that cannot be comforted because of the distance is the most difficult to resolve.

In her university dormitory, two roommates were in long-distance relationships. One was cheated on by someone, and the other had poor communication because of the distance. Outsiders feel sad.

Yan Xiaoyu laughed, "I'm not the little girl I was when I was eighteen or nineteen years old, and I can still feel warm and full. There are many things to consider, and I'm a little more realistic."

"There is nothing wrong with reality." Qiao Churan said: "I see you two... Xu Fang still doesn't know your future plans?"

"Well, he doesn't know."

Qiao Churan said: "I think, since this is the case, you both should make it clear that you both have your reasons, but he is willing to come to work in Wuxi Town, which may not be without your reasons, no matter what, They should communicate well."

Yan Xiaoyu sighed sadly: "I know, I will talk to him once this project is over."

It took only ten minutes to go from the village to the town. After Yan Xiaoyu talked so much to Qiao Churan in the car, her mood changed several times. The emotions brought about by her mother at home had already been washed away a lot. Get out of the car and go to the bank, as usual.

In the next few days, when Qiao Churan was in the village, she even heard about it. Because Yan Xiaoyu insisted on not paying to build a house for her two younger brothers, Yan's mother talked about it everywhere in the village. The boss came to comment and persuade Yan Xiaoyu.

The village head is still old-fashioned, thinking that brothers and sisters should help each other, not to mention that Yan Xiaoyu is not married now, so he can help the family to some extent.

After Zhao Chengming found out about this, he stopped the village chief from persuading him, saying that the matter was in his own hands.

After thinking about it, the village chief thought it was okay. After all, Zhao Chengming was about the same age as Yan Xiaoyu, and perhaps persuasion would be more useful. But he didn't expect that Zhao Chengming went to persuade Yan's parents.

To say that Yan's parents are like this is not for Yan Xiaoyu's sake.

The thoughts of the Yan family's parents are so quick and easy to move. Of course, they were not happy when they heard Zhao Chengming's words, but since Zhao Chengming was a member of the public family, it was hard to say anything, but as soon as Zhao Chengming left, his expression changed.

The quarrel between mother and daughter naturally couldn't stop. Yan Xiaoyu was so annoyed that she simply rented a house near the bank in the town behind Yan's mother's back and lived in the town. On the one hand, she didn't want to deal with the messy things at home. On the one hand, I also want to concentrate on reviewing and prepare for the exam next year. After all, although I have not dared to relax in the past few years, I still have to study hard, especially English.

As a result, Yan's mother was so angry when she found out about this, she almost made a scene in the town, and the relationship between mother and daughter deteriorated.

There are not a few people pointing fingers in the village. The older they are, the more traditional and stubborn their thinking is. However, the Yan family has basically rented out the land now. Next year, Qiao Churan and Qin Muzhou have the idea of ​​renting out the paddy fields as well. , Yan Xiaoyu didn't worry about the situation at home at all, and she didn't come back at all. She didn't listen to a word from the village.

He was so busy with his own affairs that he even kept his ears clean.

However, it seems that Xu Fang came to the town more frequently, and Qiao Churan saw him three times in the town in two days.

But yes, the kiwi fruit planting in Tongmu Village has come to an end, and is now selecting seeds with investors.

Time passed like this. In late December, the south has completely cooled down, and everyone has passed on cotton-padded jackets. After nearly two months of renovations, Qiao Churan and Qin Muzhou's new house in the town has finally been renovated. complete.

(End of this chapter)