poisonous woman

Chapter 105 Two Confessions
Rong Zhao was stunned for a long time, not knowing how to react.It's one thing to know what Cousin Jinfeng thinks of her, but it's another thing to hear him say it.

Seeing that Rong Zhao hadn't spoken for a long time, Gu Jinfeng raised his throat, rubbed his hands back and forth, and stammered: "I know I'm being rude, but I can't say no. Rong Yao is right, if you like it, you have to say it. Otherwise, if you miss the opportunity, it will be too late to regret it." Seeing that Rong Zhao was unmoved, his voice became lower and lower.

But Rong Zhao had a difficult time. Cousin Jinfeng was indeed a good son-in-law, with a handsome appearance, elegant demeanor, and a clean personality. He didn't even have a housemate around him, and he loved her very much, but she just couldn't bear him. Show the charming love between men and women.

Rong Zhao frowned, Gu Jinfeng's heart twitched, and the little confidence that had been built under Rong Yao's encouragement gradually crumbled.

Yes, sister Zhao is so good, how can he be worthy?
Slowly lowering his head, he just felt disheartened.

"cousin me"

He interrupted Rong Zhao, looked at her with a smile, and said, "You don't need to say it, I know what you want to say." His smile was bitter, but he still raised his smile, "I know it's my wishful thinking, I'm just the Lord Protector A son of the mansion, who is neither hereditary nor an official, is indeed not worthy of you."

"Cousin, how can you be ashamed of yourself?" Rong Zhao felt that he had hurt his pure heart.

He interrupted Rong Zhao's words again, "You let me finish talking about Sister Zhao." Instead, he let out a breath, feeling a lot lighter physically and mentally, "I'm not ashamed of myself, it's true. And inferiority."

His eyes are shining with sincere stars, bright and clear, even the water in the Taiye Pool is not as pure as his eyes, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you reply or not, at least I bravely spoke out my heart today For so many years, I have been holding back in my heart, and I dare not tell you. It is like a big snowball getting bigger and bigger, and it is stuck in my chest. Now that I say it, I am much more relaxed, as if I have unloaded the burden of many years , no longer so heavy."

Rong Zhao smiled, glanced at him lightly, and said, "So I'm just a burden."

Gu Jinfeng also smiled, "You have a lot of burden, you pretend to be full of my heart." Shaking his head, "If Rong Yao hadn't encouraged me today, it would be really hard for me to imagine when I would be able to say this to you. I think if I don’t say anything until you’re married, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.”

In his previous life, Gu Jinfeng had never been married before the Duke Protector ransacked his family. Rong Zhao wondered if it was because he regretted not uttering these words like he did now, that's why he didn't get married for a long time?

Rong Zhao looked at Gu Jinfeng seriously, the smile on his face gradually receded, and looked at him very seriously.

"I'm sorry, cousin, I think I can't marry you. It's not that you are bad, but I only think of you as my brother. If my sister marries my brother, isn't this feeling too weird?"

"I am very grateful that you like me and always love me so much. I am a self-willed person, and you can still accommodate me in everything. Fundamentally speaking, you are indeed a 100% good brother. In you, I sometimes I would imagine that if my elder brother was still there, would he love me as much as you do?"

"Actually, I knew you liked me a long time ago, maybe it was based on intuition. But if you didn't tell me, I didn't point it out. But today you came to confess to me suddenly. To be honest, I was a little stupid. That restraint, what Cousin Jinfeng, who took everything in his heart, suddenly revealed his heart to me, told me that he liked me, and even asked me directly if he could marry him, I couldn't believe my ears."

"You said it was Rong Yao who encouraged you to speak, that brat!" Rong Zhao smiled and shook his head, "But what he said is right, if you like someone, you have to speak out boldly, otherwise who knows if you hide it in your heart where?"

"Do you know? I have also considered this issue. I am already sixteen, and marriage should be on the agenda. Sometimes I wonder who I want to marry? In fact, you were once in my consideration. I think such a good man, if he marries me, he will treat me well for the rest of his life."

Rong Zhao's face slowly became silent, and his eyes lost their brilliance, "But why did I marry him? It's just because he treats me well, and nothing else. Maybe I will treat each other like a guest for a lifetime, but a lifetime is so long. It is difficult to respect each other as guests. Besides, such a marriage is a flower without fertilizer, a tree without sunshine, and a land without water. It is dry and dry. It is not fair to you, and it is also not fair to me. "

"So you asked me if I could marry you, and I could only answer no. Maybe it will hurt you now, but I don't want to hurt you forever."

After a long discussion, both of them stared at each other with gentle smiles.

Gu Jinfeng was rejected so positively, but he didn't feel as uncomfortable as expected.On the contrary, in addition to being relaxed, there is more comfort.

"Anyway, I tried it, and I won't regret it because I keep it in my heart. Sister Zhao, I suddenly found that you have grown up."

"Then does growing up get worse or better?"

"It's hard to say, there are good and bad. I really hope you don't grow up, and you will always be that carefree little girl."

Gu Jinfeng's shadow was drawn very long by the sun, and gradually disappeared from Rong Zhao's sight.Rong Zhao stood there for a long time, then quietly watched him leave.

She also thought about using him to get rid of Xiao Jinyu before, but fortunately, it was just a momentary idea. If she really did it out of selfish desire, she would really hurt him.

He should pursue his own happiness instead of being her life-saving backup.

As the sun was setting, Rong Zhao slowly turned around, only to find that the afterglow shooting at her was blocked by someone.The sun shines on that person, plating out his outline, and only the slanted light shines on his body.

"When did you come?" Rong Zhao squinted his eyes, drove away the sunlight, and saw the man clearly.

"The time has come since he confessed to you." Xiao Jinyu walked towards her slowly, the brilliance behind him was completely blocked by him.

Rong Zhao was sullen, and was about to leave immediately, but was held back by him, "I was too emotional last time, did you get hurt?"

"I'm fine." Rong Zhao brushed his hand away, "I still have to go to the garden with my grandmother, so I'm leaving first."

"Don't leave Zhaozhao." Xiao Jinyu's voice sounded like he was hurt, he hugged Rongzhao from behind, and said in a low voice, "Do you know how nervous I was when he asked you just now? I'm so afraid of you I will agree to him. I almost jumped out, almost. Only then did I realize that I can't tolerate you being with others. Just thinking about it will make my heart ache to death. "

(End of this chapter)