In memory, you smiling

Chapter 29 Your future, I want to participate (1)
Clouds that move with the wind, fish that drift with the current.

You and I have long been inseparable.

Hua Youling, who had eaten all the leftovers, looked at her with pitiful eyes, as if she and Mr. Pan were ashamed to go out and come back alone.

Sister Youling remained expressionless, and handed her a letter.

"It's from my mother. She should have asked the nurse to send it from somewhere else. It just arrived yesterday."

Seeing the portraits of her mother secretly taken before, Hua Zuoyi had a feeling that her mother just came back to see them and see if they were living happily.Fortunately, with Pan Kaichen's help at that time, my mother must have felt at ease and had no regrets.

Dear little boy:
When you receive this letter, my mother will not be alive, don't be sad, everything will be fine.You are the toughest kid Momma has ever seen.I have always felt guilty because my mother's relationship has hurt you and made you so sad and unhappy. I'm sorry, but my mother's original intention was not like this.

I am not writing to you to ask you to forgive my mother, but to tell you one thing.I should have said it face to face, but my mother didn't have the courage.A long time ago, when you were only two or three years old and our family was not well-developed or Youling, your biological mother came to us and begged us to return you to her.Both my father and I refused, thinking that a woman who easily abandons her children is no longer worthy of being a mother. In order not to let her see you, we moved many times.Later, my father passed away and the house was in chaos. My mother wanted to find her and ask her to take you away from our family's debts, but she couldn't find her.This is retribution, mother regrets it, if you were returned to your biological mother at that time, maybe our little boy would not suffer so many unhappy things later, and he could continue to be as carefree as a little sun.

Mom really regretted it, so regretful that she wanted to commit suicide, it was you who stopped her, you who didn't know anything.Mom dared not face you and always avoided you, but you still supported the whole family with your own strength, taking care of the younger sister who should be taken care of by your mother.Mom knows that these years, it has always been you.

It's your mother and sister who dragged you down, it's the Hua family who dragged you down, now you're free little boy, don't worry about mom and sister anymore, start your own life.

Hope we can be real mother and daughter in the next life.

Ps Please take care of Youling.

Hua Zuoyi took a lot of effort to keep her tears from falling on the letter paper. She looked at her younger sister with red circles, who had an identical envelope in her hand.

"Youling, what did your mother say in the letter?"

Hua Youling handed over her letter paper, on which there were only five words: Listen to my sister.

"Uh, mom probably kept silent." Hua Zuoyi comforted her sister.Ignore the cruel fact that all the support of my sister's life only appears in the PS of my sister.

Hua Youling hummed, her expression was normal, as if she was used to her mother's favoritism.

She carefully observed her younger sister's expression, trying to see clues of envy and jealousy from her indifferent expression.After all, my sister had been hostile to her for so long, but no matter how she looked at it, my sister still had that expression of nothing to worry about.

A flash of inspiration flashed in my mind, maybe my sister doesn't hate her that much?Things that were deeply rooted were shaken.

perhaps……

Regardless of whether the girl agreed or not, Hua Zuoyi hugged her tightly.

His short stature was no longer comparable to a mature young girl.It was a hug that could be easily broken free, but the girl stiffened and did not dare to move.

"You don't like my sister all the time, right? But it doesn't matter. We will live together in the future."

"No, I love you very much, really." He said in a very low voice, as if he was afraid that he would be refuted if he spoke loudly.

The stiff figure slowly relaxed. How many years have passed, and my sister hasn't hugged her again.Suddenly Hua Youling burst into tears and hugged her sister even tighter with her backhand.

Perhaps there is still a knot between the sisters that has not been untied, but their hearts are stuck together again.

After the two calmed down, they both felt embarrassed and did not dare to look at each other.Hua Youling was even more exaggerated, she dived into the kitchen, warming up the leftovers left by Pan Kaichen last time.My sister is not here these days, and the student party who doesn't have much money lives on leftovers.

"Youling, let's move."

Hua Youling got out of the kitchen and looked at her in disbelief.

"Sister, what have you done? Brother Kaichen must drive us away!"

"That's not the case..." Hua Zuoyi pressed her temples, feeling like a fan of Pan Kaichen lived at home, "The rent here is too expensive. If you want to go to college, we'd better move to a cheaper place. And Senior, I mean Mr. Pan is going back to China soon, it doesn’t matter where we live.”

After explaining a lot, Hua Youling still looked at her with pity, as if to say: If you are abandoned by others, just tell me, I don’t like you anyway, but you are my sister, I just listen to you.

Before going to bed, Hua Zuoyi checked her mobile phone, but there was no call or text message from Pan Kaichen. The more than 30 hours they spent together seemed like a dream that never happened.

"What are you talking about responsible, hum, man." Hua Zuoyi turned off her phone and fell asleep angrily.

After sleeping for a while, she suddenly felt that the bed was too big and too cold, and she couldn't fall asleep no matter what.God, I can't stand myself, she's already thinking about him!

On the other end, Pan Kaichen was also checking incoming calls and messages on his phone.His mobile phone has been turned off since he went to pick up Zoe and get in the car that day, and all contacts have been through Lanceri.Now that it's turned on, Hua Zuoyi doesn't even have a call or text message.

Why is it always like this, Pan Kaichen frowned deeply again, and when he made a phone call, he found that the phone had already been turned off.He resisted the frustration that kept churning in his heart, and clicked on the social software that Secretary Wang downloaded and registered for him. He used this to follow Hua Zoe's morning run rankings before.After that, Hua Zuoyi casually gave the watch to Fatty, and he was also angry for a while and never opened it again.

After scrolling through the content posted by Hua Zoe in Moments, Pan Kaichen looked at each line with gloomy eyes, and there was nothing about him at all.The latest one is that an hour ago, she posted about the long-distance running in the city tomorrow and made an appointment with Mr. Pang.

A breath of turbid air was stuffed in his chest, and Pan Kaichen had to inhale very hard to breathe normally.

The next day, Hua Zuoyi woke up early, and after preparing breakfast for Youling who was going to school today, she set off to meet Qiao Lisi and the others.Then she checked her phone again, but there was still no message from Pan Kaichen, only a like in the social software circle of friends.

A little like from Keven at two o'clock in the morning.Hua Zuoyi thought, he must have slipped his hands, no, he must have gotten up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom and slipped his hands!

Ha, she couldn't help laughing out loud, and her mood became extremely comfortable.

When we arrived at the starting point, many players were already warming up.Tickets for the long-distance running in the city are very popular every year, and this year is even more special. With the addition of the rainbow running element, a ticket is hard to find.

This time, players can not only choose a variety of track lengths such as half-distance and healthy running on the 32-kilometer-long city streets, but also have a 2000-meter mutual throwing of colored balls.The color powder that bursts from the colored balls will dye people into colorful colors. Many people come to participate for this reason. Therefore, the number of people who can run 32 kilometers in a normal way this year should be reduced.

Mr. Pang and Joris waved to her.

Today, Mr. Pang is wearing a self-made sportswear, subtly tightening his abdomen and lifting his hips, and reducing the load. He looks energetic and capable, and is in excellent condition.Hua Zuoyi couldn't help taking a few more glances, and exclaimed, "Mr. Pang, the design of this dress is really cool."

"Yes, thank you, Miss Hua, I think you are very handsome today."

Compared with the worrying forced smile a few days ago, Hua Zuoyi is much refreshed today.She was shining from the inside out, and Mr. Pang was too embarrassed to look at her more.

Qiao Lisi said to Mr. Pang who was pressing his legs: "Mr. Pang, you know the meaning of participating in this competition. You must not give up halfway. You have to finish the run even on your knees."

Mr. Pang imitated Hua Zuoyi's gesture of cheering himself up, and waved his fist towards the sky.

"I will definitely not let you down, and I will not let myself down!" He handed back the Apple Watch that he had been wearing to Hua Zuoyi, "I don't need the amulet anymore, Miss Hua, thank you."

After starting the run, Mr. Pang slowly accelerated with the professional coach.He deftly waved to Joris who was driving next to him from time to time.

Hua Zoe waited at the end of the 32-kilometer line.After a long time, someone finally came.The first person to cross the finish line was Xiao Hei from Kenya. His family was all Olympic long-distance running champions. It was clear from the background that they were here to crush amateur athletes and collect bonuses by the way.

After a while, the 32-kilometer line was broken one after another, and they were nothing more than professional or quasi-professional long-distance runners.The last thing I saw was an old man in his seventies, but he was suffering from asthma, so he hurried into the ambulance before the interview.

Just as the reporter team retreated one after another, there was a thunderous sound of cheering from the track.

What slowly appeared in front of people was a fat man who ran very slowly but didn't stop at all!

He was wearing strange and beautiful clothes, and his face was dyed at least five colors by the rainbow ball, but it didn't affect his progress at all, as if every step was with determination.

Everyone has a common doubt.

"How is it possible, he is so fat, 32 kilometers!"

"What is he wearing?"

"God, he doesn't run like a fat man at all."

In fact, there are quite a few runners who can run faster than Mr. Pang in the 32-kilometer course, but the team arranged by Qiao Lisi has already used the fancy rainbow ball throwing method to hold them back, and it will take 10 minutes.

Moreover, of course, Qiao Lisi not only snatched one full ticket, she snatched at least [-] tickets, and used all the ID numbers and names of all the friends that could be used, not even Peter Sun who was in the office in the past. let go.She also hired a lot of people and deliberately led the team to run the wrong way, so that she could control a period of time in a vacuum.

It's just a strategy, to make Mr. Pang stand out.

Mr. Pang ran 32 kilometers with amazing willpower, and it is considered a very big achievement without vomiting.

Reporters scrambled to interview him.In contrast, the Olympic athlete from Kenya is really too lacking in topicality.Of course, many of the journalists who had fun and flocked to Mr. Pang were their own people who took red envelopes.

"This contestant, tell me how you feel about crossing the line."

"You may be the heaviest 32K full-time runner in history."

"What are you wearing? It's so chic."

Mr. Pang saw Hua Zuoyi who was gesturing towards him from the back of the crowd. Her existence was a kind of protection, just like jogging side by side with her every morning.It was a sense of companionship.It seems that with her, all difficulties will pass.

He cleared his throat to look more relaxed.

"Hello, my name is Pang Peng. I think fat people can't participate in long-distance running races? That's discrimination. Who stipulates that fat people can't have sportsmanship, and dwarves can't be prime ministers? Black people can't be presidents? I haven't seen "Game of Thrones", Obama has always seen it."

The reporters laughed.

"Besides, I'm not in a fancy dress, so you don't have to pat me so hard." Mr. Pang tugged at the special sportswear on his body, "It's like people with thin legs like to wear skirts, and people with square faces like to wear collared shirts. We also specially designed clothes that only fat people can wear. This is the effect that other thin people can't hold up, and only fat people are qualified to wear clothes."

The one who got the biggest red envelope started to fulfill his obligations.

"Mr. Pang, it seems that being fat is a kind of pride when you say that."

"Yes, you're right. Fat people don't need to be inferior, just like crystal shoes can only be given to Cinderella. There must be certain things that fat people deserve." He smiled, his sweaty face was extremely firm, "So , Don’t be controlled by the shadow in your heart, go for a run, jogging can help you rediscover yourself.”

This made people around couldn't help looking at him again, looking at the most heavyweight warrior in history who broke through the 32-kilometer line.

I remember someone said this sentence: "The real warrior is not how brave he is compared to others, but he can bring courage to others." In this way, Mr. Pang became a hero who declared war on the world in the fat world.

Pan Kaichen, who was far away in the resort center, watched TV for the first time. He saw through all the tricks and methods in the long-distance running in the city, but because it was Hua Zoe's little trick, he thought it was extremely cute.

He asked Lancerley to make a call, and then Mr. Pang's photo and introduction appeared on the homepage of the official website of City Long-distance Running.

Who called Pan Kaichen the biggest sponsor of city running in various countries over the years?He really doesn't have many other interests and hobbies, but he especially admires people with long-distance running spirit.

That's another story.Hua Zuoyi didn't know it at the time, thinking that Mr. Pang's publicity was too good, and went all the way to the homepage.With the wind and the water going smoothly, Mr. Pang's online and offline clothing stores are naturally bustling.

Although Zoe Hua put a lot of thought into the studio, she had to go back to work at SI after the bereavement leave.

On the way, she was eating her breakfast when she received a Wechat message from Shui Mingyue, saying that IAPM's big-name brands have discounts today, and the price is no less than that of European shopping agents, so she must make a trip.

How obsessed this person is with buying bags.It's been a long time since I haven't seen him and I'm still thinking about my bag. Hua Zuoyi made a phone call, but the phone was turned off.

what happened?Never answer the phone.Hua Zuoyi thought back, it seems that the last time I talked to her was two months ago, and I haven't contacted her since then.

Has WeChat been stolen?

Pushing open the door of the office, Hua Zuoyi keenly found that the atmosphere was not right.As soon as she sat down, Shirley seemed hesitant to speak.During the bereavement leave, she did receive calls from the company, but she ignored them.This week has passed, and I feel a little out of touch with the plot.

She didn't really want to know what happened, but someone wanted to emphasize it.

"Flower Zoe, look at what you've done!" The growling voice flew towards her with the file folder in it, and Bowie Zoe flashed nimbly, the folder hit the wall and fell to the ground, and a red document floated out from inside .

Before she could see what was written, Roaring Emperor himself had already rushed in front of her.

"Tell me, why does Lingli Communications send a lawyer's letter, not only to terminate the contract but also to pay compensation!"

Hua Zuoyi blinked and didn't understand.To tell you the truth, she is currently in Cao Ying Xin Zai Han, except that she happened to develop this customer, the maintenance and follow-up work has always been in charge of the same group of Shirley.

Just as she was about to say that it had nothing to do with her, Xue Li beside her suddenly burst into tears, sobbing uncontrollably.

"Hey, director, don't talk about our sister Zoe anymore, she didn't mean to."

The softest heart is in the middle age, the tears of the soft girl in the office seem to fall in his heart.When Peter Sun saw her pear blossoms with rain, he even whispered a few words of comfort, and then glared at Hua Zuoyi.

"Hua Zuoyi, stop making excuses, it's your problem."

"Director, I haven't said anything yet!" Hua Zuoyi was speechless.

When Shirley couldn't see Peter Sun, she bowed to her to beg for mercy, and how sincerely she had to put her hands together.

Hua Zuoyi twitched the corners of her mouth, as if she saw a huge black pot coming towards her overwhelmingly.

(End of this chapter)