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Chapter 192 Too Insecure
Chapter 192 Too Insecure
"Your father also started teaching you martial arts at that time, right?" He knew Lian Moxuan very well. He would not treat the person he cared about as a flower in a greenhouse for the rest of his life. He would only hone her and make her stronger. , so that you can save yourself in similar situations in the future.
Lian Yinghan couldn't help shedding tears. It turned out that he had done so much for her in a corner she couldn't see. She always felt that she was very lucky. Although she had woken up several times, she still believed that her father, Uncle, cousin, will not let those who hurt her, no matter what danger she encounters, they will eventually save her.
But she ignored the person who cared about her the most in the world. It turned out that he did all of this.
"Why didn't you tell me what you did?" Lian Yinghan looked at him with gratitude, love and dependence.
"I only want you to have a good life. If I told you at that time, I knew you would be under pressure. Besides, I should do all this for you. You are the girl I have set since I was a child. Regardless of whether you will end up Will love me, I hope you are well." Lian Mochen caressed her cheek and wiped away her tears.
Lian Yinghan was speechless for a long time, and Lian Mochen laughed teasingly: "What? I'm so moved that I can't speak? Then prove it with actions, let's hug one!" Lian Mochen opened his arms and waited for her to rush in. arms.
What was waiting was her kick on his calf: "What are you hugging? If you had told me earlier, Su Lingke and I would never have started, and it wouldn't be like this now. I feel ashamed of Su Lingke. The guilt may remain in my heart for a lifetime!"
"I said, leave this matter to me." Lian Mochen clasped her shoulders with both hands: "Even if it's guilt, I will pay it back!"
Lian Yinghan sat on the bed weakly: "Since I was a child, I have been confident in everything I do. Even if it is the first time, I will be nervous, but I will overcome it. I have never escaped from anything. Su Lingke, I really don't know how to deal with it. I feel like leaving this matter to you. I know you can handle it well, but I really can't help but blame myself. When I meet him, I can only escape. , I've never done anything more unsuccessful than this."
Lian Mochen sat down beside her and held her tightly in his arms. He knew that her arrogance would not allow her to escape, but he really felt sorry for her helplessness.
On the weekend, Feng Chijing and Feng Jinglin came to the Xingchen Pavilion on time, and went to the Chinese restaurant last time for breakfast with Lian Mochen and Lian Yinghan.
"The breakfast here is still delicious!" Feng Jinglin said!
"What? Feng Chijing abused you?" Lian Yinghan joked, it's impossible, Feng Chijing is so rich, how could he not be able to support Feng Jinglin?Could it be that this girl is tired of delicacies from all over the world?
"He forced me to drink milk every day, which made me grow to 1.7 meters three. You said that it is so difficult for a girl to grow to 1.7 meters three?" Feng Jinglin complained.
Feng Chijing's face was gloomy, with a hint of danger: "Who else do you want to marry?"
Feng Jinglin thought for a while: "Let's look again, so far, I haven't met anyone I want to marry."
"How dare you!" Feng Chijing really wanted to throw her out, what did this damn girl say!
Feng Jinglin smiled triumphantly, and looked at Lian Mochen and Lian Yinghan opposite, both of them just smiled lightly.
If it was before, Lian Yinghan would never miss the opportunity to make Feng Chijing unable to step down. What happened today?
Feng Chijing also felt something was wrong, and exchanged a glance with Feng Jinglin, Feng Jinglin shook her head to express that she didn't know.
After breakfast, Lian Mochen asked the waiter to pour a glass of water for Lian Yinghan to take medicine.
Feng Jinglin looked at it, it didn't look like a quarrel, although Lian Mochen didn't say anything, but the eyes he looked at Lian Yinghan were as gentle as ever, with doting, just said lightly: "Don't forget Take medicine!"
Lian Yinghan pursed his lips and nodded, his attitude was relatively cold, but his expression was not cold, and he was always gentle only towards Lian Mochen.
This made Feng Chijing and Feng Jinglin a little unpredictable. Is it okay for couples to quarrel like this?
The old rules, after breakfast, stay in Feng Chijing's car, and leave in Lian Mochen's car.
"What's the matter with you and Mo Chen? Did you quarrel?" Feng Jinglin held the steering wheel with both hands, and glanced at Lian Yinghan in the passenger seat.
"No, why do you ask that?" Lian Yinghan smiled lightly, arguing?how is this possible!
"No? I just saw that you two looked wrong. What happened?"
"It's okay, it's impossible for me and him to quarrel!" Lian Yinghan looked at the road ahead: "It's just that sometimes love is too deep, but sometimes it's a bit difficult, and I'm always worried that I can't do enough for the other party. Is it a feeling?"
"Yes, but more of it is the fear of losing!" Feng Jinglin said.
Lian Yinghan smiled slightly: "What Feng Chijing did in the past made you feel too insecure?"
"Yes, and no, it's just that it always feels unreal, like in a dream. When I wake up from the dream, it's all gone, worrying about gains and losses!" Feng Jinglin glanced at her: "Do you think we have a love phobia? ?”
"A bit!" Lian Yinghan pursed her lips: "Actually, I am very envious of you and Feng Chijing. There are too many obstacles between me and Mo Chen. Let alone Su Lingke, even the elders of the family don't know if I can do it." Pass."
"Based on what I know about Su Lingke, he's not the kind of person who can afford it and never let it go. By the way, did he come to you after you came back?" Feng Jinglin suddenly remembered this trouble, and Lian Yinghan asked her to Don't bother about Su Lingke anymore, she never paid attention to it.
"Before school started, he went to Mo Chen's company. I met him at the elevator entrance. He said he was there to discuss business, but I didn't believe it. Mo Chen didn't tell me clearly, but we both knew what was going on. I always felt that I'm running away, I'm afraid I'll see Su Lingke." Speaking of this, Lian Yinghan remembered that Su Lingke had originally asked her to have dinner that day, but when she saw Lian Mochen's face ready for storm, she said "Another day", but there has been no contact since then.
Su Lingke didn't look for her, and she didn't take the initiative to look for him. This matter hasn't been clarified yet, isn't it too irresponsible?
On the other side, Lian Mochen, Feng Chijing, and Ren Wei went racing on the ring road. The dedicated racing track was too low-level and not exciting for them, so they chose several ring roads in the suburbs of London, especially those with many corners. .
Lian Mochen still left them behind. After parking the car, he opened the door and got out of the car. Looking at the two cars behind him, Ren Wei got out of the car and approached him: "Mo Chen, among the three of us, you don't know anything except your birth year." She is number one, what are you doing with a sad face all day long?"
Feng Chijing raised his eyebrows, Ren Wei could see it!
Lian Mochen narrowed his eyes: "You boy, why can't you say something to me? Do you have to say it?"
"Have you quarreled with Hanhan?" Feng Chijiang asked.
"No!" He answered very simply, without any thought.
"I don't think so!" Ren Wei said, "It must be related to Hanhan!"
Lian Mochen's gaze swiveled between Feng Chijing and Ren Wei, both of them looked straight at him, Lian Mochen murmured in his heart: These two people won't let it go until they find out why.
"I don't know why, I treat her well, she will always be sad, and about Su Lingke, she always feels that she owes Su Lingke, I told her, leave this matter to me, but she is still dissatisfied, if Let her handle it by herself, and she doesn't know how to face Su Lingke, I really don't know what to do this time." Lian Mochen said irritably.
"Hmm! There is finally something in this world that you can't handle!" Ren Wei said hesitantly, and Lian Mo Chen rolled his eyes in exchange.
Feng Chijing thought for a while: "Women are contradictory animals!"
Lian Mochen and Ren Wei looked at him at the same time, with expressions like "Dude, do you have the same distress?"
Of course, Feng Chijing would not say that Feng Jinglin also had similar distress: "I don't have much contact with Hanhan, but I generally know what kind of person she is. As you said, Hanhan was excellent in all aspects since she was a child. Allow yourself to be a little flawed, so is her relationship, but she is also very contradictory. She wants to solve Su Lingke's matter by herself, but she dare not face Su Lingke. On the other hand, she also cares about your feelings, which is why she dare not The reason for going to see Su Lingke, but if you let you handle this matter, she will feel irresponsible."
"She doesn't think you're bad, she just thinks you're too good. Being good puts her under pressure, and she also worries that if she doesn't do well by herself, it will make you unhappy. Mo Chen, maybe you can try to let her solve it by herself. Tell her that even if she and Su Lingke are still friends, you won't mind."
"Perhaps because Hanhan cares about you, she will worry that you will be unhappy, but you can try to let her relax and relax yourself."
Lian Mochen thought for a long time: "Is it really possible?"
"How do you know if you haven't tried it?"
Ren Renwei looked at Feng Chijing with the eyes of an idiot: "You make Mo Chen too aggrieved, don't you? If Jing Lin and Chen Jinghuan are friends, can you tolerate it?"
"If it's just a friend, I can accept it. At the beginning, I will definitely mind, but in order to make Jinglin's life easier and happier, I will let myself get used to it. I also believe in Jinglin!" Feng Chijing said, but he I understand that Chen Jinghuan cannot be compared with Su Lingke, Su Lingke is at least a gentleman.
"I'll try!" Lian Mochen said. He didn't want to get into trouble with Su Lingke. Lian Yinghan and Su Lingke ran into each other at the elevator that day. Su Lingke could have told her the truth, but he didn't, obviously because he didn't want Lian Yinghan to under pressure.
Su Lingke likes Lian Yinghan, but in comparison, he hopes that Lian Yinghan will live well. Even Mo Chen is the same, but he can't be as great as Su Lingke. Lian Yinghan can have other male friends, but her The person and heart must be his.
Lian Mochen was thinking about how to tell Lian Yinghan about this, but his phone rang. He thought it was Lian Yinghan, but when he saw the name on the phone screen, he frowned slightly.
(End of this chapter)
"Your father also started teaching you martial arts at that time, right?" He knew Lian Moxuan very well. He would not treat the person he cared about as a flower in a greenhouse for the rest of his life. He would only hone her and make her stronger. , so that you can save yourself in similar situations in the future.
Lian Yinghan couldn't help shedding tears. It turned out that he had done so much for her in a corner she couldn't see. She always felt that she was very lucky. Although she had woken up several times, she still believed that her father, Uncle, cousin, will not let those who hurt her, no matter what danger she encounters, they will eventually save her.
But she ignored the person who cared about her the most in the world. It turned out that he did all of this.
"Why didn't you tell me what you did?" Lian Yinghan looked at him with gratitude, love and dependence.
"I only want you to have a good life. If I told you at that time, I knew you would be under pressure. Besides, I should do all this for you. You are the girl I have set since I was a child. Regardless of whether you will end up Will love me, I hope you are well." Lian Mochen caressed her cheek and wiped away her tears.
Lian Yinghan was speechless for a long time, and Lian Mochen laughed teasingly: "What? I'm so moved that I can't speak? Then prove it with actions, let's hug one!" Lian Mochen opened his arms and waited for her to rush in. arms.
What was waiting was her kick on his calf: "What are you hugging? If you had told me earlier, Su Lingke and I would never have started, and it wouldn't be like this now. I feel ashamed of Su Lingke. The guilt may remain in my heart for a lifetime!"
"I said, leave this matter to me." Lian Mochen clasped her shoulders with both hands: "Even if it's guilt, I will pay it back!"
Lian Yinghan sat on the bed weakly: "Since I was a child, I have been confident in everything I do. Even if it is the first time, I will be nervous, but I will overcome it. I have never escaped from anything. Su Lingke, I really don't know how to deal with it. I feel like leaving this matter to you. I know you can handle it well, but I really can't help but blame myself. When I meet him, I can only escape. , I've never done anything more unsuccessful than this."
Lian Mochen sat down beside her and held her tightly in his arms. He knew that her arrogance would not allow her to escape, but he really felt sorry for her helplessness.
On the weekend, Feng Chijing and Feng Jinglin came to the Xingchen Pavilion on time, and went to the Chinese restaurant last time for breakfast with Lian Mochen and Lian Yinghan.
"The breakfast here is still delicious!" Feng Jinglin said!
"What? Feng Chijing abused you?" Lian Yinghan joked, it's impossible, Feng Chijing is so rich, how could he not be able to support Feng Jinglin?Could it be that this girl is tired of delicacies from all over the world?
"He forced me to drink milk every day, which made me grow to 1.7 meters three. You said that it is so difficult for a girl to grow to 1.7 meters three?" Feng Jinglin complained.
Feng Chijing's face was gloomy, with a hint of danger: "Who else do you want to marry?"
Feng Jinglin thought for a while: "Let's look again, so far, I haven't met anyone I want to marry."
"How dare you!" Feng Chijing really wanted to throw her out, what did this damn girl say!
Feng Jinglin smiled triumphantly, and looked at Lian Mochen and Lian Yinghan opposite, both of them just smiled lightly.
If it was before, Lian Yinghan would never miss the opportunity to make Feng Chijing unable to step down. What happened today?
Feng Chijing also felt something was wrong, and exchanged a glance with Feng Jinglin, Feng Jinglin shook her head to express that she didn't know.
After breakfast, Lian Mochen asked the waiter to pour a glass of water for Lian Yinghan to take medicine.
Feng Jinglin looked at it, it didn't look like a quarrel, although Lian Mochen didn't say anything, but the eyes he looked at Lian Yinghan were as gentle as ever, with doting, just said lightly: "Don't forget Take medicine!"
Lian Yinghan pursed his lips and nodded, his attitude was relatively cold, but his expression was not cold, and he was always gentle only towards Lian Mochen.
This made Feng Chijing and Feng Jinglin a little unpredictable. Is it okay for couples to quarrel like this?
The old rules, after breakfast, stay in Feng Chijing's car, and leave in Lian Mochen's car.
"What's the matter with you and Mo Chen? Did you quarrel?" Feng Jinglin held the steering wheel with both hands, and glanced at Lian Yinghan in the passenger seat.
"No, why do you ask that?" Lian Yinghan smiled lightly, arguing?how is this possible!
"No? I just saw that you two looked wrong. What happened?"
"It's okay, it's impossible for me and him to quarrel!" Lian Yinghan looked at the road ahead: "It's just that sometimes love is too deep, but sometimes it's a bit difficult, and I'm always worried that I can't do enough for the other party. Is it a feeling?"
"Yes, but more of it is the fear of losing!" Feng Jinglin said.
Lian Yinghan smiled slightly: "What Feng Chijing did in the past made you feel too insecure?"
"Yes, and no, it's just that it always feels unreal, like in a dream. When I wake up from the dream, it's all gone, worrying about gains and losses!" Feng Jinglin glanced at her: "Do you think we have a love phobia? ?”
"A bit!" Lian Yinghan pursed her lips: "Actually, I am very envious of you and Feng Chijing. There are too many obstacles between me and Mo Chen. Let alone Su Lingke, even the elders of the family don't know if I can do it." Pass."
"Based on what I know about Su Lingke, he's not the kind of person who can afford it and never let it go. By the way, did he come to you after you came back?" Feng Jinglin suddenly remembered this trouble, and Lian Yinghan asked her to Don't bother about Su Lingke anymore, she never paid attention to it.
"Before school started, he went to Mo Chen's company. I met him at the elevator entrance. He said he was there to discuss business, but I didn't believe it. Mo Chen didn't tell me clearly, but we both knew what was going on. I always felt that I'm running away, I'm afraid I'll see Su Lingke." Speaking of this, Lian Yinghan remembered that Su Lingke had originally asked her to have dinner that day, but when she saw Lian Mochen's face ready for storm, she said "Another day", but there has been no contact since then.
Su Lingke didn't look for her, and she didn't take the initiative to look for him. This matter hasn't been clarified yet, isn't it too irresponsible?
On the other side, Lian Mochen, Feng Chijing, and Ren Wei went racing on the ring road. The dedicated racing track was too low-level and not exciting for them, so they chose several ring roads in the suburbs of London, especially those with many corners. .
Lian Mochen still left them behind. After parking the car, he opened the door and got out of the car. Looking at the two cars behind him, Ren Wei got out of the car and approached him: "Mo Chen, among the three of us, you don't know anything except your birth year." She is number one, what are you doing with a sad face all day long?"
Feng Chijing raised his eyebrows, Ren Wei could see it!
Lian Mochen narrowed his eyes: "You boy, why can't you say something to me? Do you have to say it?"
"Have you quarreled with Hanhan?" Feng Chijiang asked.
"No!" He answered very simply, without any thought.
"I don't think so!" Ren Wei said, "It must be related to Hanhan!"
Lian Mochen's gaze swiveled between Feng Chijing and Ren Wei, both of them looked straight at him, Lian Mochen murmured in his heart: These two people won't let it go until they find out why.
"I don't know why, I treat her well, she will always be sad, and about Su Lingke, she always feels that she owes Su Lingke, I told her, leave this matter to me, but she is still dissatisfied, if Let her handle it by herself, and she doesn't know how to face Su Lingke, I really don't know what to do this time." Lian Mochen said irritably.
"Hmm! There is finally something in this world that you can't handle!" Ren Wei said hesitantly, and Lian Mo Chen rolled his eyes in exchange.
Feng Chijing thought for a while: "Women are contradictory animals!"
Lian Mochen and Ren Wei looked at him at the same time, with expressions like "Dude, do you have the same distress?"
Of course, Feng Chijing would not say that Feng Jinglin also had similar distress: "I don't have much contact with Hanhan, but I generally know what kind of person she is. As you said, Hanhan was excellent in all aspects since she was a child. Allow yourself to be a little flawed, so is her relationship, but she is also very contradictory. She wants to solve Su Lingke's matter by herself, but she dare not face Su Lingke. On the other hand, she also cares about your feelings, which is why she dare not The reason for going to see Su Lingke, but if you let you handle this matter, she will feel irresponsible."
"She doesn't think you're bad, she just thinks you're too good. Being good puts her under pressure, and she also worries that if she doesn't do well by herself, it will make you unhappy. Mo Chen, maybe you can try to let her solve it by herself. Tell her that even if she and Su Lingke are still friends, you won't mind."
"Perhaps because Hanhan cares about you, she will worry that you will be unhappy, but you can try to let her relax and relax yourself."
Lian Mochen thought for a long time: "Is it really possible?"
"How do you know if you haven't tried it?"
Ren Renwei looked at Feng Chijing with the eyes of an idiot: "You make Mo Chen too aggrieved, don't you? If Jing Lin and Chen Jinghuan are friends, can you tolerate it?"
"If it's just a friend, I can accept it. At the beginning, I will definitely mind, but in order to make Jinglin's life easier and happier, I will let myself get used to it. I also believe in Jinglin!" Feng Chijing said, but he I understand that Chen Jinghuan cannot be compared with Su Lingke, Su Lingke is at least a gentleman.
"I'll try!" Lian Mochen said. He didn't want to get into trouble with Su Lingke. Lian Yinghan and Su Lingke ran into each other at the elevator that day. Su Lingke could have told her the truth, but he didn't, obviously because he didn't want Lian Yinghan to under pressure.
Su Lingke likes Lian Yinghan, but in comparison, he hopes that Lian Yinghan will live well. Even Mo Chen is the same, but he can't be as great as Su Lingke. Lian Yinghan can have other male friends, but her The person and heart must be his.
Lian Mochen was thinking about how to tell Lian Yinghan about this, but his phone rang. He thought it was Lian Yinghan, but when he saw the name on the phone screen, he frowned slightly.
(End of this chapter)
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