"Pit" you for three lives and three lives

Chapter 55

Sima Yu's figure walked away, and Ari was finally able to catch his breath.

She didn't expect to run into Sima Yu just like that.That moment came unprepared, and she was almost caught off guard.

Fortunately, she was used to restraint and did not behave beyond the courtesy.

Just before starting again, he involuntarily went to look for his back.

It was such a coincidence that Sima Yu also turned around at this time.There was no expression on his face, and his eyes were still so indifferent and indifferent, but when he looked over, he never looked away.

Ari couldn't help thinking, what kind of mood did he have when he looked at her like this?

Was it curiosity about an inexplicable stranger?
But she is not.She knew so clearly that her mood at the moment was the kind of heavy, overflowing love that could hardly be borne any longer, the love that had accumulated three times of life and death.

Every time she left him to die.But she was no luckier than him.Because no matter how painful he is, he will eventually forget it, but she is like serving a sentence, and she has to remember everything.

This is really... retribution.

The girls had already left with the queen, Xie Qingru pushed Ari and whispered: "Sister."

Ari turned around and followed their footsteps.

The queen looked sideways, with a smile on her face, and kindly extended her hand to her, Ari could only catch up and walk beside her.

The queen took Ahri's hand.

Finally, I don't have to worry about my son's sexual orientation. At this moment, the queen sees Ari as she pleases.She suddenly remembered what Ari did when she heard about Ari for the first time back then—it seemed to be supporting a bullied nephew of the Shen family.Thinking about Cui Chen's matter again, the feeling is quite different.

This girl is sympathetic to the weak and not afraid of violence - the queen thought, this is really a rare quality.Moreover, she is frank and straightforward in dealing with things, without much scheming, and is cute and cute, so I'm not afraid that she will plot against Ah Yao.

can be taken into consideration.

He smiled and asked: "The purse that your mother brought in today is very exquisite, I heard that you made it yourself?"

Ari nodded yes.

The queen said: "What a clever hand. What do you like to do at home on weekdays?"

Ah Li said: "Just do needlework with A Niang, and occasionally read books and play with my younger brothers and sisters."

"Are you the eldest daughter?"

"Yes."

She seems to be very good at taking care of others, the queen thought.She felt very satisfied.Isn't her aunt just like a child?He needs a girl like this to take care of him.

Over there, Sima Yu had reached the gate of the courtyard, stopped again, and turned around.

The queen glanced at him, then at Ari.

Ari was by her side, silent, but obviously a little absent-minded.

She drooped her eyelashes to hide her wandering gaze, but the lace on her skirt was messed up, and broken jade jingled.

Changfeng crosses the water, sparkling.There are stone bridges like belts, green willows like ribbons, and pink, purple, golden and green chrysanthemums.But still couldn't distract her mind.After all, Ari looked back involuntarily.

The two children just looked at each other from a distance.At a certain moment, the turbid waves calm down, the silver man is clear and shallow, and after a long wait, the birds gather together.The distant and bright stars finally meet again.

Can't help but want to make it happen.

It is good to be young, the Queen thought.He didn't mention her gaffe, just patted her hand, smiled and led her away.

The queen was in a good mood that day.When Sima Yu came to visit her in the evening, she experienced the pure joy of seeing her son again after a long absence.

——Finally, I no longer have to worry about the messy accidents of teenagers in the rebellious period. Her son still likes women, Sahua!

"Let's keep it for dinner." The queen specifically asked people to add some of Sima Yu's favorite dishes.

Sima Yu's scalp was numb from his aunt's kind eyes.

"Yes. Is there any happy event for Auntie today?" Just as his Auntie was worried about his puberty, he was also afraid that his Auntie would enter menopause early, "I'm in such a good mood."

"What happy event can I have?" The queen smiled, "It's yours too."

What else could there be about Sima Yu's happy event?
In the past, he didn't mind listening to his mother's nagging, but today he felt a little bored for some reason.Just keep silent.

The queen also knew that he didn't like to hear these things, but the mother couldn't help but worry about it, "You are not young anymore, and you are going to be sixteen. You have to get married next year. I And your father still wants to hear what you mean, what kind of princess do you want to marry?"

"Whatever you want." Sima Yu still said the same thing, "Father and Auntie are the ones to decide."

The son grew up, and the queen couldn't help but sigh with emotion.The child who climbed on her lap to beg for mercy was now taller than her.Back then, the kid who thought he was smart and messed around, but showed off everything with his proud eyes, now his thoughts are as deep as the sea, and when he tried to hide it from you, you couldn't even get to the bottom of it.

The queen dragged a hidden pouch to lean on, and looked up into Sima Yu's eyes - she dared to hide her thoughts with A Niang, she really owed discipline.

"Your grandma likes Yu Xiu very much."

Sure enough, Sima Yu frowned, and stared back in disapproval, "The Yu family can't do it."

Of course the queen knew that the Yu family was not good.He just smiled and took a sip of tea leisurely.

"Xie Niang is the daughter of the Grand Tutor, her family status is comparable. She is beautiful, intelligent, well educated—"

"Too young, still a yellow-haired girl."

In the eyes of the queen, this reason is a bit reluctant, Xie Qingru is 13 years old, the year of cardamom, it is time to write.

"Where's He Zhen? The house is far away, and her appearance is beautiful——"

"Sick."

"Where is Liu Shaojun?" With a calm temperament, he is about the same age, and he doesn't have any arrogant and sickly manner.There is no need to choose this one!

"The character is too boring."

"What kind of person do you want to marry?"

"……casual."

Queen: Your sister!
But it was also expected.The queen looked at Sima Yu with a smile, and finally took out her trump card, "Where's Wang Lin?"

Sima Yu was a little dazed, and before he seemed to have recollected it, he had already firmly refused, "It's too ugly, I don't want it."

The queen was really taken aback this time, "Ugly?" Girls Xie, Yu, and Liu are all known for their beauty, even if compared with them, Ari is not bad.

And if Sima Yu really felt that he was ugly, he couldn't even move his eyes away no matter what he did.The mood of looking back three times at that step, even couples who are in love with each other, are rarely so attached to each other.

At that time, his eyes were clearly filled with desire, and he couldn't even see the people around him.

She knew that her son was unreliable, but she was still surprised at how unreliable he was, that she couldn't even tell if she liked her or not?
"Anyway, I don't want it." Sima Yu said fiercely, "Anyone is fine, but this person, I don't want it."

"Really not?"

"No."

"Don't like it at all?"

Sima Yu choked.

He couldn't speak, probably couldn't even think, and just stared at the queen with wide-eyed eyes.It's like a nightmare.

The queen was also a little scared, and raised her hand to pat him on the shoulder.Sima Yu came back to his senses, as if he was afraid that the queen would ask another question, he turned around and ran away.

Sima Yu went back to the East Palace, went straight into the bedroom, and slept with his head covered.The maids and eunuchs came into the palace to wait for him to eat and wash. He didn't want to talk, so he picked up the pillow from the bed and threw it out.

There was a mess outside for a while, and finally quieted down.

When the lanterns first came on, there was an imperial doctor outside the curtain who saluted softly, saying that he had come by the emperor's order.Sima Yu didn't answer, they rushed in lightly, knelt down beside the bed to ask for pulse.

Sima Yu held out his wrist flatly.

He felt that he was probably too tired and needed a good rest.

After an unknown period of time, the imperial physician withdrew.The sky outside is dark, and when the cool wind blows, there are autumn insects chirping.

Sima Yu looked at the candle flames dancing outside the curtain, and gradually fell asleep.

The candlelight fell on the thin gauze, and it became one piece, just like the apricot blossoms in the forest are blooming one after another in the drizzle.

The apricot blossoms were all over the forest, and the girl's gauze was cool and thin, she stepped on her feet to climb and break the branches.Her hair was as black as a cloud, and her thin sleeves slid down, revealing a section of her snow-white arm.

The rain fell all over the sky, like the misty hot soup in the Liuyu Pavilion, soaking people warmly.

Soft and delicate.

There are sticky and sweet gasps in my mind, like warm waves surging.He tightened his arms eagerly.

The undulating carcass looks like a pile of snow, the black hair is scattered, and it is messy under the body like a kelp.The limbs are spread out like wicker softly, and can be bent freely.

She followed him obediently.Arms wrapped gently around his back.Warm breaths fell on him like kisses.

The waves rose and receded.All that remains is warm, lazy satiation.

He held her carefully, and gently stroked the drooping hair on her forehead with his fingers - he thought, this time he could see clearly.

You must be able to see clearly.

——It was a pair of quiet eyes that seemed to be weeping.

She breathed, but there was no sound, no response.Like a lost puppet.

He suddenly became anxious.He couldn't help kissing, he wanted to ask why he was crying, why he was sad, why he didn't look at him.He likes her so much and will treat her well for the rest of his life.

"Don't cry." He called her name softly.But those two words seemed to be erased from his life, he knew it clearly, but he couldn't say it out loud.

He did remember her name.He remembered that he had asked when they first met.

Over and over again, he tried hard to say it.

But it didn't work.

There are only two words, how can it be so heavy.Just like the fallen stone tablet on the ruins of the West Mountain, it seems that once it is uncovered, it will be endless and the past can never be unloaded.

Those two characters fell asleep without moving a single word, allowing him to struggle in vain and difficulty.

(End of this chapter)