"Pit" you for three lives and three lives

Chapter 6

Zuo Jiasi's health became more and more serious, and he was almost dying.

Ari didn't dare to procrastinate, and finally asked someone to deliver the letter.

She knows Sima Yu too well, he is very affectionate.It would be too cruel for him to keep him from knowing the truth for the sake of the frontline war.

On the second night after the letter was delivered, Sima Yu rushed back from the front line.

Although he got the news, the day before Sima Yu rushed back, the battle situation had already turned decisively - Xie Lian led his army across Feishui.The Northern Qin army was in disarray, retreating across the board, and what was left was a pursuit and annihilation battle like wildfire burning withered grass-but knowing it, Ari still felt a little sore in his heart.

Sima Yu really came back for Zuo Jiasi.

He abandoned the army and the emperor's order, gave up the military achievements and glory that he was about to reap, and rushed back from the front line for the woman he loved in his heart.

She knew that he was a lifelong lover, but she never thought that he could be so affectionate.

He dismounted from the horse, went straight to Zuo Jiasi's house without even getting a drop of water or even a change of clothes.

The autumn night is cool and the dew is deeper.Ari wanted to put a piece of clothing on him, but he never caught up.

When Ari chased him into the house, Sima Yu was still standing in front of the bed, not moving.

Ah Li could imagine his shock, Zuo Jiasi was so sick that she couldn't help crying, let alone Sima Yu.

Zuo Jia thought that he was disturbed, so he woke up slowly, looked at Sima Yu, blinked his eyes several times, but couldn't find it, so he asked vaguely, "Who is there?"

Tears rolled down Ahri's eyes.She said softly: "The prince is back."

Only then did Sima Yu come back to his senses, he hurried forward to grab her hand, and said, "Ah Qing, I'm back."

Zuo Jiasi was just stunned, tears kept streaming out.But I didn't know what I thought of, and I struggled wildly, "What are you doing when you come back, and you don't want me. I don't want you either, I don't care, I don't care about anyone... I can do well by myself."

Sima Yu just hugged her tightly, "I want you, I like you, Ah Qing, Ah Qing."

He called Zuo Jiasi's name over and over again, and Zuo Jiasi lost his strength, crying and panting, and gradually the crying and panting could not be heard, only a weak cough remained.

Sima Yu kissed her hair, speechless in grief.

The maid from the outside brought in the medicine, Ah Li took it and carried it forward.

But I heard Zuo Jiasi say intermittently: "...I was murdered. Yulang, I was murdered...you want to avenge me."

With a shake of Ari's hand, the medicine shook out of the bowl and spilled all over his hand.She was too hot, but she still held it tightly.Sima Yu hurriedly took it.Ari looked at him helplessly, she didn't know what to say.

She is dull, short-sighted, and doesn't like to think badly about people.But she is not stupid.

She knew very well that if Zuo Jiasi was murdered, who would be most suspected.

Sima Yu also looked at her.

Ari suddenly felt so sad that she couldn't breathe. She wanted to say "it's not me", but she couldn't say it.

She suppressed her tears, knelt aside, and asked softly, "Ah Qing, who hurt you?"

Zuo Jiasi grasped Sima Yu's chest tightly, his eyes were clearly blind, but tears kept rolling down, "You tell her to go out...I don't want to see her."

Ah Li looked up at Sima Yu.There was only a blank in her mind, but she still opened her eyes wide and looked at Sima Yu.Tears welled up in my eyelashes, and my field of vision had already become one piece.

She was always in a daze, and every time it was Sima Yu who tossed back and forth for her.She was used to it, waiting for Sima Yu to speak for her when she didn't know what to do.

But this time, he said, "You go out first."

Ali got up.

She didn't want to cry at this moment, let alone let Sima Yu see it.

Every time she watches TV dramas, she hears the man in the drama angrily grabbing her brother by the collar and asking, "Damn it, do you believe this bitch or me?" She feels that this buddy is just looking for him.

But now she knew what it felt like.

Sima Yu didn't believe her.

Before going out, she heard Zuo Jiasi crying and calling her "sister", she didn't understand why she felt so uncomfortable for those two words that her heart shrank.

Zuo Jiasi died that night.

Sima Yu didn't cry.

——Not long after Zuo Jiasi died, he passed out from grief.Instead, the queen came back after hearing the news, hugged him and cried loudly, and asked Ari why she called him back.

Ari couldn't even utter a word of self-defense, and just stood aside numbly, listening to her lecture.

There is also Zuo Jiasi's funeral waiting for her to take care of.

When changing Lianyi for Zuo Jiasi, Ah Li looked at her face that could no longer smile, and felt dull grief.

This is the first time she has truly experienced loss and death since she came to this world.

Sima Yu fell ill.

News of good news from the frontlines spread frequently, and Jiangbei's lost ground was recovered one after another.

All these happy news did not dilute the grief of losing Zuo Jiasi.Sima Yu's illness has passed Dongyue.

After the winter solstice, the emperor informed the queen again, and selected six beauties to reward the East Palace, hoping to use newcomers to help Sima Yu forget Zuo Jiasi.

Sima Yu didn't even look at it.

In March of the following year, the Empress Dowager sent three more beauties in.

Sima Yu still ignored it.

Everyone knows that the reason why the prince is not close to women is because he has too much affection for the dead Liangdi.

After the winter solstice, Sima Yu's body finally recuperated.Thanks also to Ahri for taking good care of her.

The two seemed to be gradually returning to their original situation.

But Ari knew that Sima Yu had always remembered Zuo Jiasi's words, "Avenge me"—what was in her heart.She didn't even want to ask Sima Yu, "Who killed Ah Qing?"

In the blink of an eye, the spring rain moistens things, and the apricot blossoms bloom again.

One day, Sima Yu suddenly said: "The grass and trees in Dongshan are clear, and the spring flowers along the Kunming Lake are also blooming well. Do you want to go for a walk?"

Ali shook his head.

In the spring rain in Lingyu, the flowers are scattered and the red apricots are burning.But there was a sprig of white apricot blooming pretty at the tip, and Ari stepped on it to fold it.

Sima Yu looked at it first.She couldn't hold back her hand, the flower branch bounced up again, the dew on the petals fell like a shower, Ari hurriedly raised her hand to cover it.A flower fell down, fluttering, and landed on her hair.

Sima Yu was slightly absent-minded.He stepped forward to help her fold the flower in her hand, but he didn't give it to Ari.He just moved casually and said, "...I don't like those people."

Ari lowered his head and said nothing.

He came over and waited for a moment.He leaned over and kissed her hair before handing over the flower.

Ari raised his hand to pick it up, but he grabbed it.

Ari was so sad that she wanted to cry.

She knew Zuo Jiasi he met in this apricot forest.

She knew that she and Zuo Jiasi were very similar.

She also deliberately stepped up to climb the branch of white apricot at this time.

All of this was obviously planned long ago, why is she still so sad.

Sima Yu raised Ahri's jaw.Seeing the tears sliding down her eyes, he wiped them away with his thumb.The more tears she wiped, the more she wiped.He cupped her face, kissed her gently, and murmured: "Don't cry, Ari. Don't cry."

At night Sima Yu stayed in Ari's room.

When the candles were extinguished, there was silence in the tent.Only the occasional sound of breathing can be heard.

The two were lying upright, but they were staring at the ceiling with their eyes open.

Think about the situation during the day, each with their own minds.

When Sima Yu's hand reached Ari's waist, Ari quickly grabbed it.

Sima Yu didn't move, but he didn't take it back either.Just quietly waiting.The hot touch was separated by a layer of underwear and burned to the skin.

Ahri finally let go of his hand.

He then got into his clothes, rubbing them gently and upwards a little bit.Ari was so nervous that she couldn't breathe, she closed her eyes and didn't think about it, but the tactile sensation became more and more clear, even her fingertips could describe it.

Ahri bit her lip, and raised the back of her hand to cover her breath.But he heard the panting becoming more and more rapid, and it was like rain falling on his ears.She held her breath, but the voice didn't go.Only when her whole body was enveloped by the scalding breath did she realize that it was Sima Yu in her ear.

She backed away anxiously, but was grabbed by the shoulders.That thing was under it, and she accidentally touched it, so she didn't dare to move it.

He moved her hand away and kissed her delicately.The bottom is slowly grinding.Ari rubbed against the mattress on her back, but she couldn't move away. She had never been surrounded by a person like this.I just feel like I have nowhere to go.

Sima Yu's hoarse voice came from beside his ear, "Ah Li."

Just as she was about to respond, her lower body felt pain, and she groaned as soon as her voice folded.

Ah Li really panicked this time.

She was not used to shouting when she was in pain, but the slow but one after another impact made her unable to slow down even for a moment, so she couldn't hold back her voice.She wanted to cover her mouth, only to realize that her wrist was being held down.

It's not uncomfortable at all, Ari thought, Jinjiang is a lie! ! !
The more it hurts, the more nervous she becomes. She wants to push the thing out, but the more it hurts.Finally, I cried again, but I couldn't wipe my tears.

Sima Yu finally stopped.After a while, he wanted to push it in again, but he snorted, "Ah Li, don't be afraid." He leaned over and kissed her again.

Ari said, "It hurts, you go out..."

"Well, you relax first."

"How...how loose?"

"Don't be afraid, dear, here... trap me."

"Aww!!! You lied, you said it!!!"

In the end, I couldn't tell whether it was comfortable or uncomfortable, it just entangled him drowsily, rising and falling with the waves.Gradually, even the breathing melted together.

As soon as he woke up, Ali regretted it.

She shouldn't have listened to her mother and the queen, she shouldn't have broken that bottom line with Sima Yu.

So what if there are no children?So what if he doesn't like her?Why can't they be like that - but they can't be like that anymore.

Once some thoughts are clear, and once some things are clear, they can no longer be ambiguous.

People always grow up.

She is his wife, not a housekeeper, a friend, or a confidante.

They have to have a baby.

The days are still to pass.

Sima Yu was still sleeping.Ari looked at his face, and gradually calmed down.After a while, she leaned over and kissed his forehead, then fell asleep again.

In the end, Sima Yu failed to take Ari to Dongshan for fun and to enjoy flowers in Kunming Lake.

The emperor's health was already failing, but after two years of hard work, he was able to control the guests.Sima Yu came to the throne, and Ari was immediately made queen.

But for seven or eight years in a row, she failed to give birth to a child.

Ari didn't find it strange.

Although I always think that I should have a child, my family is also urging me.But subconsciously, she didn't want it.

Her feelings for Sima Yu are complicated.She knew that she loved him, but she didn't really dare to have such a deep bond with him.

She is just a gambler who is frightened. After losing hard once, she hides her bargaining chips so as not to lose her whole heart.

She is the only favorite, but there is no happy news for a long time.Sima Yu's cousins ​​were thinking about it.Consciously or unintentionally, the little cousins ​​were sent to the palace.

The ancestors of the Sima family were licentious and recruited all the beauties in the world, so there is nothing to choose from their genes.The little dolls are carved in powder and jade, and they are more cute and lovable one by one.Ari watched, really envious.

Seeing that Wang Yan, Xie Lian, and even Wei Lang, who was less reliable than Sima Yu, had sons, Ari felt more and more guilty.

The cronies around him persuaded him to choose one of these little princes to adopt.With the support of the queen and the royal family, this child will be able to inherit the throne in the future, with family affection and kindness, and will not be far from his own.

Ari didn't make a statement, but still kept two of them living in the palace.

One day when she was visiting the garden, she saw Sima Yu teasing her nephew with a green plum in his hand.

At the age of 27, he just squatted on the ground with his feet open, and he was still as vicious and mischievous as he was when he was a child.The green plums in his hand are juggling, with the left hand and the right hand without.

The younger nephew was still staggering, and the older one was only in his early three years old, giggling and chasing after his hand.After a while, the younger one finally guessed right, and grabbed it with a pounce.So I studied and sent it to my mouth.

Sima Yu watched from the side, poked him, and said, "Call me daddy. I'll take care of you if you call daddy."

Although the child is young, he also knows that Daddy cannot be called casually.He protected Qingmei and took two steps back, looking at Sima Yu with black pupils.Sima Yu fell silent, and after a while, Fang forced a smile and said, "Don't call me Daddy, Meizi will bite you."

The child thought he was going to grab it, so he quickly stuffed it into his mouth, and was so soured that even the plums drool all over the floor, and tears came out.

Sima Yu laughed out loud.

The older children already knew something, presumably they had been taught at home, and when Sima Yu took out something else, he immediately yelled "Daddy, Daddy" and pounced on him to grab it.

Ari's eyes became sore.

The spring is sunny and the flowers are falling.But he couldn't get into her eyes anymore.She fled back to Huiyin Hall, only to feel ashamed to see Sima Yu again.

She knew that he actually wanted to have a child of his own.

She sent the two little nephews out of the palace, claiming to be sick and refusing to drive.

Ever since Ari brought the two children over, the queen mother has not liked to see her for some days.However, when they heard that she was ill, they still sent someone to visit her.He also advised her, wouldn't the concubine also want to call her mother?all the same.Or just hug them and raise them yourself, which is better than others.

Ari remained silent.

Since she pretended to be sick and refused to pick up the driver, she actually agreed.

The beauty held the soup, and stood shyly outside the Shigan Hall.

She waited for more than half an hour.When the dew started, someone from the hall finally came out to greet him and said, "Come in."

Ah Li was in the Xianyang Palace, only felt his heart hit hard, and understood what was going on.I thought to myself, Nima.If you don't pass, you don't pass!This life of confusion is finally coming to a conclusion.

Her illness never got better.

She knew her fate and only kept it from Sima Yu.Sima Yu started sending things to her palace again, delicacies from mountains and seas, silk and satin, just waiting for nothing.

He is like a guilty man, every time he cheats, he has to find a way to please his wife.Ari looked at those things with complicated emotions.It's not just uncomfortable.

She thought that she and Sima Yu still had nothing to do with each other.

The facts show that Sima Yu's fertility is indeed no problem.In just two months, someone in the palace was diagnosed as pregnant.

After the child was born, Sima Yu carried him to Ari.Ari turned over her swaddling clothes and looked at them, feeling a little regretful.This child looks like everything, but Sima Yu's pair of phoenix eyes are not transmitted.

The phoenix eyes are slightly raised, and when he looks at people playfully, he seems to be able to speak, which Ari likes most.

Ah Li didn't refuse what Sima Yu wanted.She kept the child by her side.But I also know that I will raise it soon.

The family sent someone to bring in the medicine.

Ari knows what to do.It is easy for a woman to fall into the root of the disease during confinement, and just a little trick can make her die unconsciously in the future.

In fact, even the Queen Mother acquiesced.

But Ari spilled the medicine in front of the wind.

——Can you kill people without paying for your life? !Auntie was also confused.Ari thought.

When she sprinkled all the medicine, her own lifespan was like sand in a drain.

She saw Sima Yu walking towards him in the snow from a distance, and thought to herself, after all their love is gone, they finally owe each other nothing.Never meet this person again during the make-up exam.

(End of this chapter)