unruly princess

Chapter 77

Because it was Dongfang Haoyuan who initiated the peace talks, and Kuang did not go to war, Dongfang Xuan did not punish Dongfang Haoyuan for his crimes, but reduced his rights and fiefs, and he was not allowed to enter Beijing for life.

Under such conditions, Dongfang Haoyuan still signed the contract despite the strong dissatisfaction of his subordinates, and then took me back to the serious Nanjun Palace.I don't want to waste much time on the scale of the palace. In short, it is much more natural and luxurious than the temporary mansion.

Plum blossom, also known as spring plum, red plum.It likes a warm and humid climate, and it is easy to grow in sunny, cool and ventilated places, and Nanjun is undoubtedly such a place.

It's the beginning of spring now, and there is a plum grove in the back garden of the Wangfu, with scattered flowers and a fragrant fragrance.The flowers have single and double petals, white, red, or light red, and there are all kinds of flowers.My favorite place to come is here, walking alone on the stone path across the plum forest, smelling the faint fragrance of flowers, and my heart is calm and indifferent.

During this time, Dongfang Haoyuan also tried not to mention Chu Yuntian in front of me, and I didn't mention it either. We all wanted to ignore the fact that Chu Yuntian was still blocking us.

I buried him in the deepest part of my heart, and he would always sneak into my mind when no one was around, spending day after day with me.At this moment, facing this plum grove, I suddenly thought of the woman who played plum blossoms on the Queen Mother's birthday. The scene of that day is vivid in my memory, as if it happened yesterday.

I know that Chu Yuntian likes her, whether it's true love or not.However, if it wasn't for that decree that forced me to insert it, they would already be living happily together now, right?And I, maybe I have fallen in love with Dongfang Haoyuan long ago and cling to him, what a happy and happy thing that is!
However, I don't regret meeting Chu Yuntian, the memories he gave me are beautiful and profound, with those memories, my life will not be wasted.But since when did I become so sad, so quiet, so sentimental?I used to like to move, but now I like to sit quietly somewhere in a daze.

Does love really change people so much?

The deeper I hide him, the deeper I miss him.You see, his memory actually appeared among the clusters of plum blossoms.Knowing that he would not appear here, he walked over uncontrollably, stretched out his hand to touch his face, but was awakened by the tingling pain on his fingertips, and withdrew his hand suddenly, a drop of bright red blood oozed out between his fingers .

With a helpless sigh, I walked into the plum grove, and the plum blossoms I touched fell down, scattering my clothes.Suddenly I thought of the Li family, the belly, the chewing frame, where the ascarid jumped into the chisel, the scorpion, the ammonia, and the swan. Wen Yisan ＠Dispute ∪ 绱 捩 slack acne! "Is this your inner voice?" Dongfang Haoyuan's melancholy voice came from behind me.I turned around in surprise, Dongfang Haoyuan, who was dressed in yew, was particularly eye-catching in this plum grove, and some plum petals had fallen on his body, the pain in his eyes made me unable to bear to look at it any longer.

I asked in a panic: "Haoyuan, you... why are you here?"

He didn't answer, just walked straight to me, his eyes fixed on mine.For the first time, I found that my eyes are so redundant, and the focal length has nowhere to fall, so I can only look around uncomfortably.

"I've always been by your side, but you can't see me." He stood still in front of me, his voice was deep and mixed with a little pain and helplessness.

"I..." I wanted to explain something, but when I saw my guilty look in his eyes, I immediately dismissed the thought and lowered my head.

"You can't forget him after all." After a moment of embarrassment, Dongfang Haoyuan's voice sounded above his head.

"No, I'm trying to forget him." I looked up and said eagerly.

"I know you have been working hard to fulfill your promise, and you have always wanted to forget him. I have been looking forward to that day. But, I found that you can't forget him at all." His voice was calm and distant, his eyes looking into the distance.

"Haoyuan... I'm sorry." All I can say are these three words, because I know that no matter how hard I try, I will never be able to forget Chu Yuntian. In my subconscious mind, I never really want to forget him.

"You didn't apologize to me, everything was my wishful thinking." He touched my shoulder with a hand, his eyes were sincere, "I always thought that as long as I keep you by my side, you will slowly forget about Chu Yuntian, Fall in love with me instead. So I desperately want to keep you. However, when I see you are troubled by these things, I see you getting more and more silent day by day, and I see the lively and optimistic you disappear in front of me, and When you became so sad, I knew it was time for me to let you go."

I raised my head suddenly when I heard it, and suppressed the strong excitement in my heart, "But, you..."

"You don't have to worry about me, and you don't have to feel guilty about it. I was the one who lied to you from the beginning. I knew that Chu Yuntian didn't marry the princess, but I didn't tell you out of my own heart, so that you can continue to misunderstand him, because I really hope You can stay by my side forever."

My nose was a little sore, "I know, from the moment I saw Chu Yuntian, I knew you were lying to me. But, I don't blame you, I still owe you too much, and I have selfish intentions, even though I said it in a high-sounding way .For you, I have too much guilt and endless kindness. You have done so much for me, but I can't repay you."

Dongfang Haoyuan took off the hand on my shoulder, and said with a wry smile: "Fool, I don't want your guilt and reward, I am willing to do everything you do, if you keep you by my side, not only will you not be able to get If you are happy, but depressed and sad, I would rather let you go. Because you are in pain, I am in pain, and Chu Yuntian... he is also in pain."

Although Dongfang Haoyuan's voice was calm, his eyes were full of sadness. He was smiling, but his brows were lightly clustered, and his heart must also be hurting.

The touch and shock in my heart cannot be expressed clearly in a few words, my throat is choked up, and I just can't squeeze out a word.

"You go! Go find Chu Yuntian. I will let you off the first two times, and I will do the same this time. However, if Chu Yuntian doesn't treat you well, I will still snatch you back." Dongfang Haoyuan The body is slightly sideways, and the eyes look through the red plum in front of him to somewhere in the distance.

"Haoyuan... Thank you! I... will never forget you." I finally choked up, and the tears were like a flood just opened, and I couldn't control it at all.

Dongfang Haoyuan sighed, retracted his eyeliner and walked in front of me, and wiped the flood of tears on my face with his slender hands, "Don't cry, isn't this something to be thankful for? If you are sad for me, That's even more unnecessary. Didn't you say before that when I waved, a lot of women threw themselves into my arms? Are you still worried that I won't be able to marry a wife? "

Dongfang Haoyuan wiped very slowly, and his voice was very soft, without the slightest hint of sadness, but his eyes looked at my eyebrows, eyes, and nose with nostalgia. ． ．Looking at it so carefully and deeply, it seems that my face will be deeply imprinted in my heart.

I was still sobbing, when my eyes flashed suddenly, the image of Zhanyuan appeared in front of me again, overlapping with him, now he really looks like Zhanyuan, no matter in temperament or other things, a warm current slipped quietly through my heart.

I suddenly discovered that I only had this feeling about Zhanyuan before, which was completely different from Chu Yuntian's.Zhanyuan is gentle, pampers me, loves me, and obeys me in everything. I become more and more dependent on him, and I feel like I can't do without him.But, why after leaving him, I didn't have that kind of unforgettable pain, and I didn't have that deep-rooted longing.

I think, maybe, my feelings for him are not love either!My love for Chu Yuntian is much deeper than that for him, the feeling of longing to the point of heartache, the kind of yearning that goes deep into the bone marrow, I have never experienced before.Chu Yuntian, he is the only true love in my life.

At this moment, my blood boiled suddenly, I was so excited, I really wanted to see him right away.I want to be with him, and I want to tell him that mountains have no edges and rivers are exhausted.Donglei is shaking, it is raining and snowing, the heaven and the earth are united, but I dare to break with the king.

I'm so stupid, I actually thought I could forget him like I forgot Zhanyuan, so I left him so confidently and resolutely.Who do I think I am, the savior of the whole world?I also lift myself up too much, my shoulders are too small and my strength is too small to handle such a big responsibility.

If, there is a second time this happens, I swear that I will never leave him again, and I will face all difficulties with him.Thinking of this, the melancholy during this period was swept away, and my confidence, vitality, optimism, and bravery all returned.
"It seems that you really want to understand. You are the real you now, and I appreciate it even more. I think Chu Yuntian must be looking forward to your return every day. The carriage and luggage are already ready. You You can leave at any time." A faint smile appeared on Dongfang Haoyuan's face.

"Haoyuan, so you have already..." I was so excited that I didn't know what to say. When I thought of him, I was grateful in my heart. What I owed him in this life may only be repaid in the next life.

Dongfang Haoyuan nodded, "Although I am very reluctant, I am also very happy to see you so happy. I can't be happy seeing you so sad during this time. I found that loving someone is not possessive, It's about making her happy."

"Haoyuan." I threw myself into his arms and embraced him with my most sincere and grateful heart, "You are my best friend! Chu Yuntian and I will thank you forever."

Dongfang Haoyuan caressed my back and said with a smile, "I'm afraid you won't be able to leave if you keep sticking to it."

"Huh?" I left him for a while in surprise, and looked at him inexplicably.

"Are you not afraid that I will suddenly change my mind at the last moment and never let you go back?"

I'm really a little worried, but it doesn't seem likely to look at him like this. "Don't be afraid, at worst I'll hold you hostage again." I joked.

"Go, I'll take you out. The carriage should be ready now." Dongfang Haoyuan took my hand and walked out of Merlin towards the gate.

"It turns out that you planned to drive me away a long time ago. You really are not enough friends." I joked with a smile.

"Okay, then don't leave, you can stay and live here for the rest of your life!" Dongfang Haoyuan suddenly stopped and looked into my eyes seriously.

I was at a loss for words, and secretly regretted in my heart, why did I say that just now, his expression is so serious now. "You... aren't you serious?" I looked at him nervously and asked.

He looked at me for a while, and finally heaved a sigh of relief: "Of course...it's not true, how can I not count what I said." My heart finally fell, "Your expression was so serious just now. , scared me to death." I pushed him and smiled.

Dongfang Haoyuan just smiled faintly, and walked out first. "These are all capable men I can trust, so don't worry. It's just because of me that I can only send you outside the capital. I... I won't go, you must be careful." Dongfang Haoyuan instructed.

"Well, I will." I got into my own carriage and was about to lift the curtain when suddenly, "Miss, please wait a moment."

I turned around and found that Xin'er, who had been serving me all this time, rushed over with a bag.She paused at Dongfang Haoyuan first, and said out of breath: "I'm sorry, my lord, I'm late."

"You know it's late, so hurry up." Dongfang Haoyuan reprimanded. 
"Yes." Xin'er climbed into the carriage.I was surprised and pointed at Dongfang Haoyuan for an answer, "What's going on? Is Xiner going too?"

"Yes, it's more convenient to have her take care of you on the way. If you can, you can keep her by your side." I really don't know what to say about his thoughtfulness. If this continues, I'm afraid I'm really reluctant to leave.

At the moment when the carriage was about to leave, I lifted the curtain and waved to Dongfang Haoyuan: "Haoyuan, come here. I have something to tell you."

Dongfang Haoyuan came to the carriage as he said, "Is there anything else?" I leaned into his ear, "Thank you for everything you have done for me! Goodbye!" I kissed him loudly on the cheek and got into his in the car.

The carriage moved, and I stretched out my hand from the window and shook it vigorously, "Goodbye!" The carriage gradually drifted away, and the figure standing in front of the palace gate became more and more blurred, and I finally pulled my head back into the carriage from the window.I sighed secretly in my heart, maybe, we will never see each other again in this life!

(End of this chapter)